I'm so glad it's so windy today. I am at Lake train station on the Isle of Wight
because I have to go to London to see Dan. His book launches today I'm doing
a comedy set and taking some meetings then I have to come well we're back with all
the white it's a flying visit I'm up and down looking forward to it but an
apprehensive because there is a very very limited amount of wiggle room on my
schedule I have to get a train to get a boat to get a coach and then we have a
full day of filming then an event some kind of afterparty
back to the hotel for a couple of hours back to the Isle of Wight is up and down
to do it
when you're making video is one of the hardest things to do is to take your
camera in public that is possibly the weirdest thing to do in the world
because everyone will then look and go why is that guy pointing a big thing in
itself am I wrong but the one place you can do it without funny looks is right
here but I'm gonna go find food in the meantime hang a budget one up I just
need a burger I don't know why I came like did the travel from the Isle of
Wight was bad like I didn't take my camera because kind of angry I got to
the ferry and I had a printed-out ticket and the guy was like no you need a real
one from our ticket office so I went in to the tick off let's get one printed
out and when I got back the bullet left I had a kerfuffle I had to pull over and
the guy who took my ticket knew about it now I'm on someone else's dime so I'm
gonna buy stuff but I didn't want to be a person who just goes hey help yourself
for everyone and buy the house so I just went to M&S and got a chicken and bacon
lettuce salad because I know it'll annoy Dan my attention span is paper-thin
can't stop from sabu spacing out again is this what I'm paying for staying
relevant this season feels good to be back I missed it I
really enjoyed the weight coming back I think when you have something you enjoy
doing and working in then having a place like this to come and create a place is
very important so I'm still here waiting for Dan to come through
in the meantime I've been doing some stuff and seeing some other people there
people I met yeah a lot of times here whatever that was very hard on you come
on attacker I think it's a great energy it's been weird few weeks being hung on
the island so kind of needed this break to come back and get reenergized so
we're doing is a live show tonight about Star Wars Jedi as of at Dan's book but
another reason we're here is some stuff we're doing next year to taking some
meetings over that and then another thing which one it accomplished in a
very small window of time is defined what I want to be as a youtuber now I
work for YouTube as I've edited videos I've produced a lot but I've never been
the guy on camera that people have really stuck with you know I've made
videos about stuff from time to time but I've never really found a market so as a
comedian I find it difficult to translate my energy from stage to camera
a very mostly kind of cosmic feasible room I need to be out of feel the room
to choose the comedy I go with and with YouTube you can't do that so I can make
a video in my mood watch your back in a different mood and not like it now I
don't like watching myself back anyway when I do comedy when I do music I want
to do anything I don't like watching my own stuff but I'm starting to you sudden
skip more interested in what makes me as human being
that in mind that I've decided to try and become a youtuber on camera as well
as keeping my what I do why I'm here and all the other stuff I do active so I'm
not gonna stop being Who I am for the other people but I'm gonna try and do
this more and you can tell just by looking at this camera I've been able to
apply myself in a good mindset because here it doesn't matter the hardest thing
to do is out there when you're out there in the street the hardest thing to do to
get a camera round is be like doing thing so it's build up to that but at
the same time I have to find what I'm doing that builds up to it so what am i
as a human being is gonna kit get people interested in my day to day life that
makes me want to film it dan and I have found it the the the niche the USP the
what it is I do and who I can be now I've been doing digital media now since
I first found out how to connect to the internet have been online tapped up the
years so finding out what I want to do with it has been one of the hardest
things I've ever had to try and figure out did I want to be a comedian and talk
about comedy no did I want to be an event organizer
who talked about events and to know how to run a banty yes and that's something
I still want to do how do I find that extra thing that makes me want to go I
want to see Alex do something I really hope this music is fair use because I
content it in there are some of my favorite youtubers in this world who
started out with less than what I have now and have become these amazing people
it is disrespectful to the equipment that you have given me to not use it to
its full potential when you live on the Isle of Wight that's a weird place it's
a weird place to live when what you do and what your heart is really in is here
but here is a brick-and-mortar place or an idea which it gets into word
philosophical discussion of what YouTube is when you can surround yourself with
creative people who bring out the best in you and take your
ideas and go bucket why not and that is the kind of people you want to be around
you want to be around people to go yeah let's do it
let's try it out let's do something us create a lot of my life on the other
white when I speak to people are things can come down to but really I'll face
several our way I think my finally big where is he he told me he sent me a text
instead come wait outside Colton I hope you jumper back to YouTube
he'll beat Dan when you watch this please know that I'm struck I'm
suffering I'm like seconds away sound well go here then I'm disappointed in
you Dan - laughs and slept so air is that my dad I think that was my dad
where is Daniel Morgan John
that was moments ago literally minute focus and there you go so with any joy
if he's not here okay we're gonna count down he's not here in like ten seconds
gonna be in trouble what happens here a lot of these what happened to I'll be a
couple of seconds all of the traffic burden how are you tired by watch thick
people are coming in down thoroughly done some watercraft and some stuff
which is always good to see he's currently working the room right now
like an absolute Pro what's going on my hair Stern I don't think they do is they
put all of your pictures and videos on this really big wall and it's quite fun
to be part of I'll be hosting over here later and later over here where I'll be
consuming all the beverages till then okay see this is the county okay but
then if I can I do this best know you guys Oh God
do you to go I'm just little I something
really difficult vision is busy be really it's a Lebanese immigrants
Australia also oxidants this is exactly what we talked about earlier deviation
comes in I'm gonna make a video I'll tell you a video to show you something
good so I've done that thing again where I make absolutely no content of what I
built my day around so I was making videos of me here's me going to London
is and said views of the boat and the coach and then
I got to London and I was so engrossed in what I was doing that I didn't get my
camera out very much however I'm in a bunch of selfies and various video clips
from people the event went really well I've never been in an environment quite
like it before because every show every event I've compared hosted done comedy I
have been personally invested in so my own shows I host burst from cabaret
shows at the scene in which I'm I was very much invested everything I've done
has been pertaining to my own personal brand and style but tonight to be part
of Dan's book launch it was weird because the first time I ever stepped
out of my comfort zone into someone else's world now the comic-con in a
slight way could have been like that but at the same time I'm an avid fan of what
I was interviewing and who I was interviewing there you know that that
whole scene I'm very much in but when it came to Dan's book about Jediism and you
know the fuck finding the harmony and the love in the world and one love one
everything pizza sauce leg broke pizzas on its way bruh I had absolutely no idea
what find myself and all of that was I hosting for the audience the way I've
always been is the man from the audience on the stage and just given a microphone
or ever was tried to be but this time I felt I had to be the panel's sort of
conduit to try and bring every audience along with them it was a weird situation
for me to be in because while they had all these passionate people on the stage
talking about what they do in such professional and detailed ways the
audience may not have quite been in there so I then had to chuck in some
lowball questions to try and bring an answer out of the panel who could
explain it in layman's terms to some people because they're people here who
didn't didn't know the source well they were invited to sort of be introduced to
it but to be introduced and do 101 theory with
seasoned veterans is very hard thing to sort of coordinate so for me personally
I thoroughly enjoyed it
we're in a hotel room now who ordered pizza and we're sort of debriefing and
taking our trousers off and hanging out together coming back into the YouTube
space seeing all the youtubers I'm friends with having a more come in and
be part of this you just get reminded about the creativity around these and
these people who have taken this doing something to a camera and turned it into
a life so everyone we were talking to tonight does this for the big Dan
fucking does this for a living surely this is what Dan does I've always
been timid when it comes to the idea of putting myself on a camera I don't like
hearing my voice on watching clips because I was self judged a little too
hard maybe you know too much then I really should it's good to be critical
but every time I watch a video of myself doing comedy I'm like who is that fat
dude Peter and so do you get a decent penetration
dan showed me a video so we would experienced me because I've always
wanted to be one of these people that I've never really had the niche the idea
the spark and I think I found it again today and I'm hoping to try and buffle
that lightning take it back to the Isle of Wight when I'm away from you you
cheap and away from Dan and away from all of these people who inspire me and I
have to wake up and do my day to day and I still want to have that energy to do
this I'd like to add something to this year so this is how we do OK guy called
Ray Kroc who is the founder of McDonald's 1 he was 50 years old and it
was like 1950 something right and he made within one year he made himself a
multi-millionaire he had seven hundred million dollars a year that's back in
the 50s how did he do it persistence persistence persistence and
persistence is everything if you have no resistance you will be able to
determination persistence is everything scholarships degrees and fucking
accreditations of bullshit what you need is persistence determination and
everything is possible that is how I live my life babe don't know I say bad
palates so I've always wanted just to be this person and I can do it behind the
kiss behind the scenes I can help people I can enter third to jerk and give
people cinematic ideas I can get people color palates help people with their
projects but doing this has always eluded me and I've got a spark to do it
again Peter time peace grace just love each other and be great do great things
do great things do what you can't.
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