Hi everybody! My name is Hera Caine and Iam a 33-year-old non-binary pal from the
beautiful state of Arkansas. And I get asked one question more often than any
other. "You live in Arkansas? Do you even have shoes?" Yes I have shoes.
And now that that's out of the way, I would like to share a little bit of the reason why I
did this video. A while back, I won't get into exact dates. I'm sure if you look me
up online you can find my blog and such and you can see exact dates on most of
this. But I had a pretty terrible breakup. I was married before. I have three
amazing children with him and if I could have picked anybody to raise a family
with it's him. He's the most wonderful person; we just didn't work out. Well we
both started dating after the divorce and I met a great guy--I thought.
I was wrong--which is common. And so things went south, we split up, and I lost my
ever-loving mind. So fast forward a couple of months after the breakup, I was
in a really bad spot. I had basically left behind my education for this guy
and stopped taking care of myself to raise a family with him. And when that
kind of thing is ripped out from under you it creates some not so good thought
processes in your head. It didn't just end. It wasn't something I could just get
over and move on from; not without a lot of work and now I am proud to say that I
have put in that work and I'm back in therapy and I am doing all the things
that I need to do to take care of me. But at that particular moment I couldn't and
I had decided to end it all. Well after making the preparations for that
permanent solution to a very very temporary problem I decided to check on
Facebook I don't know why I get on Facebook and the first thing that I see
on my timeline is a video ask Thomas Sanders so I go okay fine whatever he's
from Lyon I've seen him before he's funny click and I watched those
videos and I watched the vine compilations and I watched more videos
and more videos and by the time that I stopped watching the Sun had come up and
I had made a different decision so in all honesty
Thomas saved my life I had the opportunity to share a little snippet of
that story but there's the whole kit and caboodle right there for you so this is
my way of saying thank you so Thomas if you're watching thank you for saving my
life or more specifically thank you for inspiring me to save my own so I hope
everybody enjoys this video because it nearly drove me insane
he has friends mommy doesn't have that many hey everybody it's here Akane and
today I'll be honest not really feeling like myself today I mean I don't I don't
really feel like anybody but how can that be possible
you are yourself you're here Akane
what are you doing here reason I'm kind of in the middle of something you made a
false statement and it is my job to correct this line of thinking is it not
well I guess but does that not answer your question I am certain I answer
clearly and concisely now now reason you'd be nice it's
obvious that our punch is baby getting up that day high ethics
biscuit
this biscuit I you didn't eat this morning oh thank you
I will I'll get that in a minute just
but I look I swear to all things bacon if you two don't let me finish this
video kiddo you've gotta meet us in the middle a bit here homophones cute Dave
frog sounds better ah okay look normally we do this bit
off-camera people already think I'm crazy I really don't think that talking
to myself in my living room is really gonna help that perception but just
picture it Hera this could be what launches you into greatness stardom
celebrity no longer just some obscure internet personality hiding away in your
bedroom watching the world pass you by but I like my bedroom imagination is
correct you spend far too much time hiding in your bedroom away from the
world doing people out there this is just a carbon copy of the Santos tags
videos exactly it's not original the execution is shoddy at best I mean dude
fourth wall sorry not sorry you're just mad because you know I'm right
perhaps you are right about the lack of originality but but but angst is
completely correct in their assessment of our situation did you just make up no
no I did I did not you did you just made a bunch oak please stop being proud
oh no there's there's nothing to be proud of here so what now go back to bed
play Mortal Kombat and forget this ever happened no no what
whatever well it may not be original but it's definitely not a carbon copy just
imagine all the hate you'll get for this to be honest it's a bit stall curry I'm
no stalker says every stalker ever you shut your mouth born to be mild you
first band geek hey I resemble that remark and by proxy so do you instead of
worried about being completely original let's compound the unoriginal 'ti oh and
you what a challenge video a challenge video Harry you should really do
something about the pet go in here oh my girlfriend boyfriend does my makeup
challenge I don't have either of those or we're like the couples yoga challenge
Oh
again I don't have dude it is just me here he was breaking the fourth wall now
actually I was thinking more along the lines of the ice bucket challenge or the
condom challenge that one looks fun first of all both of those challenges
are old enough to have their own AARP cards and I refuse to douse myself in
hydric acid for the entertainment of adult masses what is that
let me dumb that down for you I don't get wet for stupid
did you just selectively forget all the idiots they dated seriously Oh what
what's so funny ahem so challenge videos that's a no-go
it would seem so and we don't have much time the kids
will be homeless will soon what to do what to do you could do a video about
the kids doing a video about your tiny clones you know wouldn't that be just
like you know what about the month you became a vegetarian that was a mistake
don't you mean that was a mistake oh you've done hair and makeup for over
a decade perhaps you could use your knowledge for a tutorial I mean I guess
maybe why bother it's been done to death already and even with all those years of
experience face it you're really not that good eat thanks angst
you really just know how to make me want to run screaming for the hills means I'm
doing my job now angst you reverse that line of
thinking right now we're just trying to come up with a back-up plan
did you just intentionally I you love doing hair and makeup and you're
wonderful at it well I for one think your makeup is always on fleek on sleep
pretty sure we're way too old to be using that kind of slang there spaz
that's why I got ya at least I care enough about Hera to
actually contribute unlike you you howdy Priscilla I am 33 years old and here I
stand talking to myself on camera even arguing I am arguing with myself on
camera 33 what is my life meta much meta Matt
Wow oh you know I'm sorry doll I'm just I'm
a mess and I am so sick of being like this I mean everybody else that I know
they they seem so put together and happy and I can't even YouTube right I I don't
know I'm just I'm done I'm done everybody else is right I just I can't I
can't do this I can't do this anymore I I mean how can I call myself a writer
a comedian a creator when I can't even prep for a simple video Oh No how am I
supposed to make the world a better place when I can't even make my own life
better
maybe it's not so bad
maybe it's not as dark as you think maybe the storm you see all around isn't
quite as big as it seems to be and maybe you are alone and maybe you can't read
the weight of the world because you deserve it all the hate the loathing and
angry words I don't like you I hate me too why
open up your eyes and see how many people are on your side
they're all here for you just watching for that day you make your dreams come
true you need to call this off turn on all these lights just shut it down
before everyone can see how big of a disappointment you can truly be you shut
up you shut up first I won't let them
I've got you
No
sure
always be right here to catch I guess it's not so bad
and maybe the clouds will shift for me soon and let the Sun Shine down so I can
finally see what I'm meant to do and when it gets too rough and the clouds
bring back the darkness cold and rain you can always know
then you have my lovers to guide your way I'm here for you
we're all here too I will be okay
I've got your hand in mine now don't listen to them what do they know no
matter what life throws your way I'll always be right here to catch you you've
got your hand in mine now just stick with us cuz we all know no
matter what life throws your way we'll always be right here to guide you
I
no matter what life throws my way I will push through and survive it all
sometimes it's really hard to be creative or feel creative when it seems
like all of your peers are doing all of these great things I find myself stuck
in that line of thinking more often than not but if you speak from your heart and
if you create with love then I think that's one of the most amazing things
that you can put out into the world and as always guys be careful be grateful
and most important of all always be you because you are a true original and I
love each and every one of you Merry Christmas guys so what exactly is
happening with the clothes today I don't understand this makes no sense
I believe ethics call this a tribute video that is why our clothes are all
different today a tribute video why do I look like a naughty like really I'm not
quite sure what you two are talking about I pretty much always felt like
this I just hope we get to go back to normal soon because this is ridiculous
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