Waching daily Aug 18 2017

hello everyone it's me jayskibean and welcome back to layers of fear now it's been a

long time since I've done the episode of layers of here now last episode I

actually beat the the game itself but now that was on ps4 now I'm playing on

PC and I'm going to start inheritance which is the DLC for the game itself

sorry I just woke up so I'm all like so here we go into the super loud game when

I was a child I used to lay in bed late at night staring at the ceiling

listening to my father scream scream at my mother scream it yet another failed

masterpiece finally just scream out into the

darkness it became my lullaby and even when they

took me away screams followed I was once told that insanity runs in my family

it's time to make it stop sickness and sanity and death were the Angels

surrounded by cradle they have followed throughout my life Edvard Munch now in

the original game after flashlight we get flashlight now this is pretty I

liked how pretty this is is it the same yeah it was the same you can click and

it moves it's the air plated on ps4 but I assume oh yeah is it like the opposite

of how the house was or is it the same as how the house oh it's the same house

and everything from the original game so the original game you played is I what

I'm assuming is her her father oh wow this but so this must be post

oh oh yeah I'm loving this already flashbacks but this misty post lapin to

her father and she said insanity runs in the family it turns out her father was

just really crazy but maybe she is too Oh reeks in here

she imagine UCL before it fell out of the painting all right so what exactly

am I looking for get out bye get out of here before I find a way

to keep you in there for good

whoa all right so we're gonna have flashbacks oh we're gonna get more of

the story then that's cool what are you the drawing of of dad during the dog

away and stuff okay okay well yeah well we saw that happen and I think what

happened was a dad caught everything on fire or there was some kind of fire or

something I don't know I there's no telling you can't sprint but it's very

small it's like a tiny sprint I don't know I'm not going down there nope I'm

at the fall down there I remember what happened in the first game I wonder when

was the last time this place off burn work well there's that demon photo all

my geez dude this is so crazy

am I going to pay the summer trees so green and vibrant full of life but also

young and experienced let's try to find them a more poignant season where they

are wising have some stories to tell

Oh kid okie maybe maybe she is insane just like her dad okay um well child

everybody here come so yeah here we are oh I got dog we're gonna run from the

doll should I get more colors or should do I only have to get that one I guess

just that one okay well let's go back to the painting let's go back and paint

some more huh huh huh I'm not freaked out at all

all right here we are look they sway in the breeze but are none the wiser just

like you just like me so up this piece through here Boop

all right so we just got a cat doll pain brilliance let's add some more the same

color I won't make it boring or predictable oh my gosh he suffocated

with that so I gotta find a color that he likes Simon I just got to look around

and find whatever color remember color mr. mr. painter master wants me to see

this red how about red he loves blood whoa whoa hey don't go hey oh oh I did

not see that coming obviously did not see the dog Oh coming okay let's go Boop

ah yes the autumn of life when man seeks shelter from the elements let's see our

little Hut fairs but no put that down you are doing so well

Oh what color in doing put that down you're much too old for that childish

nonsense ah ha ha ha oh it's awesome oh that looks like the chair you have

been in ed I'm not gonna lie it's just so cool

ah what no what the oh it's so cool oh it's like drawn to life or something

so I guess technically it is kind of drawn to life oh is that a big tongue

well let's go on stage why not this game is so trippy honestly don't know what I

expected

seshu little girly red was walking through the woods when suddenly out of

nowhere jumped out you know who ah glowing

bloody red teeth sharpest razors and yet the big bad wolf did not seem to faze

her be careful little girl the big bad wolf sneered you're in

fantasy land where things ain't what they see

Oh shush you big old me the frightened girl exclaimed you're the only threat in

this wonderful land with my magic crayons I can do no harm I can make the

trees yellow turn them upside down turn grass into candy make the sky go red I

can do whatever pops into my head the wolf was unimpressed for the show of

skill you do have the power to do what you will alas I humbly urge you to

practice restraint for you are responsible for what to create your

nasty jealousy means said the little girl

I just want to have fun and you want me to learn I wish a big old rock would

fall down from the sky and crush her please bad mouth into a mincemeat pie

don't do it I beg you the big world pride you lack scale and perspective my

sweet little child but it was too late his warning fell on deaf ears down him

and smash them all to smithereens oh oh whoa okay so there's that that

nice little play so am i the child then who just drew everything and did I Drive

the dad insane was that me finally are you ready to

embrace through art I don't know yet there's another trail this way

is there another thing to do over here probably not we're still going to look

though we're going to look around two paths Danger Danger Danger I'm still

going to go

uh hello okay um whoa did it go out of bounds inside what that was okay yeah

that's not about okay let's go back then okay I guess we are gonna finish the

painting all right let's embrace to art group ah

yes the autumn of life Oh shelter from the elements let's see our

little Hut fairs when the skies grow dark did I even have two skies go dark

okay there's black let's do black all right bad beam let's get to see what the

next any old house will do in times of prosperity we need to see how it fares

when misery darkens the sky okay so not that color oh well let's keep looking

about this one it's yellow well let's try it let's try it run on

why not Troy who is part of dark skies did you not understand my bad dad calm

down oh my god a hole what an a-hole I just want to color the picture let me

color okay so I'm gonna just go through this hallway I'm gonna keep going

what what's so funny I hear your life in it me I hear you stuff laughing to me ah

jeez okay okay on where'd we go hey hey

it's my color over here I'm just gonna push me huh oh I can go this way now

yeah a trippy game that's fun all right let's climb up the toy Hill and get the

right cuz that's got to be the right color

can I can I grab I can't reach it look it I can't reach it Dada Dada Dada okay

well I guess I'll go back down I guess I'll sprint towards it okay I

heard a baby crying that time just something in here is that ship ship I

don't know what do I do don't need to roll the ball

okay maybe I need to roll okay there we go

all right let's go come on you think you're scared me but I'm too mad right

now like you uh no no no no don't go back down good okay good now we can grab

this take it take it take it take take it take it there we go Kali uh you okay

you're good you tripping make tritanus over here okay we should be good now

let's go back let's go back back to the paint team and let's finish this baby

let's finish this baby baby finish yeah hi in the end all we take for granted is

fragile and temporary man passes while nature indoors speaking of which I don't

think I'm a proud stallion likes the weather let's brighten things up a bit

oh if you insist where's the doll here I hear you

assigned to find something to brighten things up a bit

scientist I and a yellow color solve more puzzles uh-huh okay what about

green green work greens brighter than what we got in there now turn up

listening okay fine some soggy grass going to help here I think we need to

make it warmer oh we need to set it on fire

hello dog all by VT I love poppers they're the base all

right let's keep going keep going keep going keep keep keep okay well there's

colors there's colors we want yellow

yeah oh okay this is freaky freaky lagging me out

it's the mouse it's got to be the mouse Vegas I hope it's the mouse

oh she's what the what keeps happening it okay can we not do that thank you

it keeps going in and out and it's freaking dragon okay the Sun bestows

high praise upon the land it's getting warmer and warmer until finally

marvelous isn't it I know it seems like a tragedy a beautiful tragedy is always

better than an unremarkable existence okay oh no way I believe he meant well

he wanted me to excel hoping that when the time came I would succeed where she

failed avoid his mistake God knows he make plenty of those yeah uh okay what's

this okay let's put that down

well this is the room where the painting was in in the original game so yeah I'm

gonna have to set acceptable I mean I'll finish the episode up here I

hope you guys enjoyed this was inheritance layers of fear once again it

is exactly like the original game so trippy and so puzzle II and this just uh

is supposed to emulate horror but honestly it's more its art it's more

artistic and beautiful to me than it is scary so anyway hope you guys enjoyed

you guys did enjoy make sure you slap that like button underneath the video

and it's not next time I'll see you guys later

you

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Drawing Proko Students - Live Memory Sketch Challenge - Duration: 11:38.

Hey everybody, welcome this is court jones here and today we're going to be drawing memory

sketches of you, the proko students who submitted your photos some time ago.

Now memory sketching is where we look at the photo for just a brief amount of time, and

try to draw the entire caricature totally from memory without referring back at the

photo.

The purpose of that is, as I said in the main lesson, is to just develop your visual memory

till you have better visual recall.

Because when you draw caricatures, the more you look at the photo, I think the tendency

is to draw more portrait-like.

If you want better exaggerations, you wanna draw more from your memory, or what you think

you remember about the face, things that stood out.

When you do memory sketches and don't rely on the photo as much, you tend to be more

free and experimental in what your doing.

Now I've done a bunch of celebrity memory sketches, and that actually in a sense is

cheating a little bit, because I am familiar with all the celebrities I've drawn.

So I have more that just that 3 second or 15 second memory of their faces in my memory

banks.

So, drawing people who's faces who are relatively unknown to me, like you guys out there in

proko-land, is actually a much truer test of my memory sketching abilities.

And I'll show you more of what you can expect when your drawing from memory I think.

So let's go ahead and get started.

And I want you all just to keep in mind when I'm drawing these, the point of these is not

to get the perfect likeness.

It's not necessarily a technique thats going to give you results that your going to put

up on your wall and put in your portfolio.

This exercise is just about doing the exercise, its just like going to the gym to do the reps,

to lift the weights, its just building muscles.

So most of these sketches are going to be throwaways.

The true value in this exercise is just going through the motions and doing it.

Because while your doing and practicing this, you are improving your visual recall in what

your drawing.

So lets go ahead and let Stan come in and show me the photos and take them away one

by one.

Don't draw yet, just watch.

Ok.

Ok.

Ok.

So, memory sketching, it's tough.

It kicks your butt.

Your not gonna get a lot of great sketches out of it just like me, most of my sketches

are, you know, I could probably develop them into more interesting, more accurate caricatures.

But that's not the point of this exercise.

The point of the exercise is to just do the exercise.

Because it helps you develop your visual muscle memory.

The more that you can do that, the more that you rely on your memory and your gut and your

instinct when you are doing caricature work, I think you'll probably notice that the sketches

I did when I was looking at the subject for the least amount of time, were actually my

funnier exaggerations.

They tended to be more bold and more risky and more fun.

Really because I was drawing from what I thought I remembered about the person and what stood

out about their likenesses, being unique or different from the average.

And that's the whole point of this.

So, do these exercises as much as you can, do them as a warm-up before maybe you do your

real work.

But don't get stressed out about it, if you don't get great drawings, thats ok.

Just relax, do the exercise and have fun.

If you enjoyed this video,

share it and tell your friends.

And if you wanna get updates on new videos,

go to proko.com and subscribe to the newsletter.

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The Dullest DONG? -- DONG - Duration: 4:19.

Hey there I'm Jake Roper and one of my favorite things to do is filling your eyes and ears

with a cornucopia of DONGs and when I'm not doing that man it's just the dullestblog.com,

which is a very dull DONG, something you can do online now guys.

With the Genetic Geography of the brain you can explore the amount of differentially expressed

genes in a pair of anatomic regions.

For example look at the intersection of the medial orbital gyrus and the inferior temporal

gyrus.

You can see that genetic activity is similar between them, as represented by the blue.

In fact if you look at this entire area you'll notice the majority is blue.

In the Structures Emerge section it explains that the cerebral cortex is pretty homogeneous

and when you click almost anywhere inside, very few genes will come up on the right hand

side.

That is because only differentially expressed genes are shown here.

So if you select a warmer colored box you'll see the longer list of different genes.

Speaking of, do you have the gene for being amazing at

babbl.xyz.

This is a multiplayer scrabble game, like most scrabble games but it's with people

you don't know and a lot of them.

Also you don't have to wait twenty minutes for your opponent to come up with their genius

two-letter word because whenever you have one ready, you can just go for it.

If the current set up isn't for you, zoom out and look around until you find the perfect

spot.

All these people are ahead of me so I'm just going to

Tumble.

Caution: don't use this while driving.

It seems like a bad idea.

Watch these shapes circle around and around with peaceful music.

Speed it up or slow it down.

And watch for hours, days, hey why not weeks?

Whoa how long ago was it since I started talking about this?

Find out with

Date Duration.

Have you ever needed an alibi when someone asks you where you were on the night of -insert

crime here-?

Well type in the date they ask about and then the current one here.

Alright it was 4 days ago.

But if you can't really gauge what 4 days feels like then check out these other measurements.

Like 345,600 seconds.

Or 1.1% of 2017.

I can totally gauge what that feels like and now I remember that I was tying my shoes.

I'm innocent.

But for a more visual representation of duration go here is today.

This site lets you see how insignificant this day is in the span of certain time periods.

Every time you press "okay" the duration gets longer and the smaller today gets in

comparison.

When you click it once it shows you today in context of August.

Again and now it's 2017.

It not only shows you how small it is but also where it is in relation to the rest of

the period.

So you can see that we are over half way done with this year.

Do it again and again and oh my gosh now you can't even see it because it's been such

a tiny amount of time in comparison.

Life is short but don't let that block you from cool opportunities like

Coloblock.

The goal of this game is to move the ball along by matching it with a square that has

a half that is the same color.

When it reaches that block, it will change to the color of the other half.

You need to be able to access an entire side so this one won't work because it is surrounded.

Sometimes you may have to go backwards in order to keep going and when there are no

more moves then you're done.

As done as the life of this crushed spider on

Tetris.

A game that you've all heard of but not like this.

Not like this.

The same rules apply where you have to stack and fit them and blast through lines.

But now you need to avoid murdering this little guy.

Sometimes you'll want to press space to get the block down immediately before the

spider gets under.

But then you risk missing and not fitting it perfectly.

You also cannot suffocate it.

This doesn't kill it immediately but it's cruel and will cause you to lose the game

eventually.

So there are a combo of factors but for a combination lock check out

...combinationlock.com.

Where you'll be given numerical hints and math problems to help you figure out the combination.

When you give a correct answer, it unlocks and you can finally have access to nothing.

And it times you so you feel really really bad or really really good.

Links to all the DONGs can be found in the description below and ya know what?

Ya know what?

I really like tuna fish.

I think it's very nice.

Very delicious.

You can sear it.

You can eat it raw.

You can eat it out of a can.

You could eat it in a burger.

Tuna fish.

It's great.

What was I gonna say?

Oh yeah there's a playlist right here filled with DONGs and I'm chewing gum while recording

which is very rude and I apologize for that.

But ya know what not *stuttering* I'm just gonna do this in one take.

I don't wanna re-record this so I'm just gonna keep that in.

Hannah we're keeping that in.

And as always, thanks for dealing with me.

Oh and thanks for watching.

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How Do I Leave My Problems in the Past? - Duration: 28:33.

ANNOUNCER: THE FOLLOWING PROGRAM IS PAID FOR BY

THE FRIENDS AND PARTNERS OF JOYCE MEYER MINISTRIES.

JOYCE: YOU DO NOT HAVE TO STAY BROKEN.

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO STAY MISERABLE.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN DEPRESSION, YOU DON'T HAVE TO

LIVE IN SELF-PITY, YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE HATING YOURSELF

AND DESPISING YOURSELF.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN REGRET, AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO

LIVE IN DREAD, AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN FEAR.

GINGER: AS WE WALK THROUGH EACH NEW DAY, WE ALL HAVE

QUESTIONS.

THEY'RE JUST PART OF LIFE.

BUT DID YOU KNOW THERE ARE ANSWERS FOR YOU?

GOD SAYS WHEN WE LOOK, WE'LL FIND HIM.

HE'S NOT TRYING TO HIDE ANYTHING.

SO TOGETHER, WE ARE DISCOVERING LIFE'S EVERYDAY ANSWERS.

GINGER: TODAY ON "EVERYDAY ANSWERS,"

WE ARE ANSWERING A BIG QUESTION FOR MANY OF US.

HAVE YOU EVER FELT STUCK IN YOUR PAST?

LIKE YOUR FEET ARE JUST CEMENTED WHERE THEY ARE, AND NO MATTER

HOW HARD YOU TRY, YOU CAN'T GET BEYOND THOSE THINGS, THOSE

MISTAKES THAT YOU MADE, THOSE THINGS THAT PEOPLE DID TO YOU,

THE PROBLEMS IN YOUR PAST THAT ARE HOLDING YOU BACK?

WELL, JOYCE HAS TALKED A LOT ABOUT THE FACT THAT EVEN AFTER

SHE WAS GOING TO CHURCH AND WAS STUDYING THE BIBLE, SHE STILL

FELT STUCK IN WHAT SHE CALLS HER PIT.

WELL, SO WHAT WAS THE ANSWER, WHAT WAS THE SOLUTION?

SHE WILL SHARE THAT WITH US TODAY, AND TELL YOU HOW YOU CAN

BREAK FREE AS WE ADDRESS THE QUESTION, HOW CAN I GET PAST

THE PROBLEMS OF MY PAST?

JOYCE: YOU SEE MY PIT HERE, DON'T YOU?

HOW MANY OF YOU KNOW ABOUT BEING IN THE PIT?

SOME OF YOU PROBABLY STILL HAVE ONE SOMEWHERE.

KEEP IT AROUND JUST IN CASE YOU NEED TO GO IN AND VISIT

FOR A DAY OR SO.

OUR PIT IS WHERE WE GO AND FEEL SORRY FOR OUR SELF, WHEN WE GO

AND REMEMBER ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT EVERYBODY'S EVER DONE

TO US.

AND THE PIT ULTIMATELY REFERS TO HELL, BUT WE CAN EXPERIENCE SOME

OF HELL RIGHT HERE ON EARTH UNLESS WE CHOOSE HEALING.

PSALM 40:2 AND 3, A WONDERFUL PROMISE FROM GOD.

"HE DREW ME UP OUT OF A HORRIBLE PIT [A PIT OF TUMULT AND OF

DESTRUCTION], OUT OF THE MIRY CLAY (FROTH AND SLIME),

AND HE SET MY FEET UPON A ROCK, STEADYING MY STEPS

AND ESTABLISHED MY GOINGS.

AND HE HAS PUT A NEW SONG IN MY MOUTH, A SONG OF PRAISE

TO OUR GOD.

MANY SHALL SEE AND FEAR (REVERE AND WORSHIP) AND PUT THEIR TRUST

AND CONFIDENT RELIANCE IN THE LORD."

DO YOU SEE WHAT THAT'S SAYING?

HE SAID, "LOOK, I WAS IN A PIT.

HE LIFTED ME OUT OF THAT PIT.

HE SET MY FEET ON A ROCK.

PEOPLE SAW IT, AND THEN THEY WANTED TO SERVE THE LORD."

COME ON, PEOPLE SAW IT, AND THEN THEY WANTED TO SERVE THE LORD.

ONE OF THE BEST THINGS YOU CAN DO FOR YOURSELF AND FOR GOD, ONE

OF THE GREATEST WAYS THAT YOU CAN SERVE GOD, IS TO LET HIM

HEAL YOUR LIFE, AND THEN BE AN EXAMPLE TO OTHER PEOPLE

THAT IF GOD CAN DO IT FOR YOU, GOD CAN DO IT FOR THEM.

AND IF GOD DOES IT FOR YOU, GOD WILL DO IT FOR THEM.

I'M HERE TO TELL YOU TONIGHT THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE TO STAY

BROKEN.

YOU DO NOT HAVE TO STAY MISERABLE.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN DEPRESSION, YOU DON'T HAVE TO

LIVE IN SELF-PITY, YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE HATING YOURSELF

AND DESPISING YOURSELF.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN REGRET, AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO

LIVE IN DREAD, AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE IN FEAR.

GOD IS LIVING IN YOU, AND YOU CAN LIVE THE LIFE THAT

JESUS DIED TO GIVE YOU.

[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]

JOYCE: SO, IN MY PIT--I WASN'T THIS DRESSED UP

WHEN I WENT INTO MY PIT, BY THE WAY.

'CAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO SIT IN YOUR PIT, YOU CERTAINLY DON'T

WANT TO LOOK GOOD WHILE YOU'RE IN THERE.

AND I WOULD SIT THERE AND JUST HATE PEOPLE.

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: AND YOU KNOW, IF YOU--IF YOU LIVE IN

A PIT FOR A LONG TIME, YOU MIGHT AS WELL DECORATE IT

AND MAKE IT KIND OF NICE, YOU KNOW, SO YOU'VE GOT

SOMETHING WHEN YOU GO IN THERE.

AND SO, YOU KNOW, YOU CAN HAVE PICTURES IN YOUR PIT OF

ALL THE PEOPLE THAT YOU HATE, AND THEN IT'S LIKE, "UGH.

UGH...

BOY, I REMEMBER, I REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID TO ME.

AND IF YOU THINK I'M EVER GOING TO FORGIVE YOU, I'M NOT

GOING TO FORGIVE YOU.

I HATE YOU."

AND THEN I COULD JUST FEEL SO SORRY FOR MYSELF.

DAVE PLAYS GOLF, AND HE DOESN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M

GOING THROUGH.

AND WHEN I TRY TO TELL HIM, HE JUST SAYS, "CAST YOUR CARE."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: "JUST CAST YOUR CARE."

AND THEN I HAD THIS BOOK OF REMEMBRANCE.

I WAS SO DUMB, I ACTUALLY REMEMBER ONE TIME GETTING OUT

A PAD OF PAPER, AND WRITING DOWN ON A PIECE OF PAPER EVERYTHING

THAT I THOUGHT WAS WRONG WITH MY HUSBAND.

WELL, THE LAST LIST I MADE, I MADE ONE OF EVERYTHING

THAT I THOUGHT WAS RIGHT WITH MY HUSBAND.

GOD HAS CHANGED ME, AMEN?

[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]

JOYCE: NOW, HERE'S THE THING.

YOU KNOW, WE SAY, "OH GOD, YOU GOT TO CHANGE ME.

GOD, YOU GOT TO HELP ME.

GOD, YOU GOT TO DO SOMETHING, YOU GOT TO DO SOMETHING."

REMEMBER WHAT I SAID LAST NIGHT?

THE FIRST THING THAT JESUS SAID TO A LOT OF THE PEOPLE THAT HE

ENCOUNTERED WAS, "GET UP, MAKE UP YOUR BED, AND GO HOME."

AND WHAT HE MEANT WAS, "GET UP, GET SOME GUMPTION, SHAKE THAT

JUNK OFF, DECIDE YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LIVE LIKE THAT ANYMORE,

AND LET'S CLEAN UP THE MESS, AND LEAVE NO EVIDENCE THAT YOU

WERE EVER IN THAT KIND OF A SITUATION."

COME ON, INSTEAD OF LETTING OUR PROBLEMS TEAR US APART, LET'S

LET THEM MAKE US THAT MUCH MORE DETERMINED THAT WE ARE GOING TO

SHOW HOW GREAT GOD IS.

AMEN?

FIRST POINT TO THE HEALING OF YOUR SOUL.

YOU MUST RECEIVE GOD'S UNCONDITIONAL, PERFECT LOVE

FOR YOU.

YOU RECEIVE IT AS A GIFT.

YOU CAN'T DESERVE IT, YOU CAN'T EARN IT.

AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU DO, YOU CANNOT KEEP GOD

FROM LOVING YOU.

BECAUSE LOVE IS NOT SOMETHING HE DOES, TURNS ON AND OFF.

IT IS WHO HE IS.

YOU ARE ACCEPTED.

CLOSE YOUR EYES AND SWALLOW THIS.

GOD LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY.

HE IS NOT GOING TO LOVE YOU ANY MORE WHEN YOU BEHAVE BETTER.

GOD WILL NEVER LOVE YOU ANY MORE THAN HE DOES AT THIS MOMENT

RIGHT NOW BECAUSE HE ALREADY LOVES YOU WITH A PERFECT LOVE.

GOD LOVES YOU.

"EVEN THOUGH MY MOTHER AND MY FATHER HAVE FORSAKEN ME,

THE LORD WILL TAKE ME UP AND [ADOPT ME AS HIS OWN CHILD]."

NOBODY IN HERE IS AN ORPHAN.

WE ARE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF THE MOST HIGH GOD, AMEN?

SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF THE MOST HIGH GOD.

AND I THINK SOMETIMES, IT'S HOW WE SEE OURSELVES.

IF YOU SEE YOURSELF AS BROKEN, IF YOU SEE YOURSELF AS

AN ORPHAN, THEN YOU'RE ALWAYS GOING TO BE THAT.

BUT IF YOU SAY, "NO, GOD LOVES ME.

AND NO MATTER WHO DID NOT LOVE ME," INSTEAD OF TAKING IT ON

YOURSELF AND SAYING SOMETHING HAD TO BE WRONG WITH ME,

SOMETHING HAD--THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG.

THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG IN CHRISTINE'S BIRTH MOTHER'S LIFE

THAT SHE DIDN'T WANT TO KEEP HER CHILD.

IT WASN'T HER FAULT THAT SHE WAS NOT WORTH HAVING.

THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG ON THE OTHER END.

BUT YOU THINK THE DEVIL TELLS US THAT?

HE DON'T TELL US THAT.

HE TRIES TO BLAME IT ON US, AND THEN MAKE US ASHAMED THAT

THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH US.

AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THAT.

YOU KNOW, JUST A LITTLE BIT OF PATIENCE, A LITTLE BIT

OF NOT GIVING UP.

I'M GOING TO READ YOU SOMETHING.

YOU KNOW, I'VE KEPT THESE JOURNALS I GUESS FOR 40 YEARS.

IN THE BEGINNING, I DIDN'T WRITE IN THEM EVERY DAY, BUT--AND YOU

SEE WRITTEN, ALL WRITTEN.

AND SO, THIS IS FUNNY REALLY.

DECEMBER 26, 1989.

"WELL, CHRISTMAS IS OVER, GOD IS GOOD."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: "BUT FROM A SPIRITUAL STANDPOINT, I'VE BEEN HAVING

A VERY ROUGH TIME.

A LOT OF THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING ON FOR A WHILE THAT I'VE BEEN

SAYING, 'OH, WELL, CAST YOUR CARE, JOYCE.

IT'S GOING TO BE OKAY.' BUT TODAY, EVERYTHING JUST

BLEW UP IN MY FACE.

DAVE AND I HAD A DISCUSSION THAT WASN'T GOOD."

THAT MEANS WE HAD A FIGHT.

"HE FEELS I HAVE TO HAVE CONTROL OR I'M NOT SATISFIED.

I FEEL HE'S WRONG AND BEING UNFAIR.

WE HAVE A HARD TIME COMMUNICATING WHEN WE DIFFER

IN OUR OPINIONS.

BUT TODAY WAS THE LAST STRAW, SO TO SPEAK, IN EVERYTHING I'VE

BEEN FEELING, BUT CASTING MY CARE ABOUT CAME TUMBLING

IN ON TOP OF ME.

SO, HERE IT IS, COLON."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: OH, YOU HAVEN'T HEARD IT YET.

SO, NOW I'M, LIKE, GOING TO TELL THE TRUTH HERE.

"I'VE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME GETTING MY MESSAGES, AT LEAST

MUCH HARDER THAN USUAL.

I'VE BEEN HAVING A HARD TIME HEARING FROM GOD.

I'VE BEEN FEELING VERY LITTLE ANOINTING.

IT SEEMS THAT THE MORE I'VE PRESSED IN TO THE SPIRIT, THE

MORE GOD HIDES, AND IS REQUIRING ME TO GO STRICTLY ON

FAITH ALONE."

CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT?

GOD WANTING US TO WALK BY FAITH.

I JUST HAD HAD TO HAVE A BREAST REMOVED BECAUSE I HAD BREAST

CANCER, AND THIS WAS LIKE MAYBE 3 MONTHS BEFORE I WROTE THIS.

SO, NOW I'VE HAD THIS OPERATION, I GOT TWO MORE TO GO FOR

PLASTIC SURGERY.

"THE ATTENDANCE AT OUR MEETINGS HAS FALLEN OFF BECAUSE OF

THE HOLIDAY SEASON.

I'VE HAD A LOT OF WEIRD FEELINGS.

MY MIND'S BEEN LAZY, I'VE BEEN BORED, I'VE BEEN DISCONTENT.

ALL OF THIS STUFF SEEMS TO HAVE JUST CAVED IN ON ME AT ONCE.

I ALSO FEEL--" YOU NOTICE HOW

MANY TIMES I'M SAYING I FEEL?

"I ALMOST FEEL THAT I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO PRAY.

I REALLY HAVE A HARD TIME PRAYING.

TODAY, IT ALL SEEMS TO BE TOO MUCH.

GOD, HELP ME.

I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING TO GO UNDER, BUT I GUESS I WON'T."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: "I TRUST YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING,"

AND I UNDERLINED SOMETHING, "BUT I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS.

PROBABLY YOU'RE WANTING A GREATER DEGREE OF ABANDONMENT.

WELL, I'M NOT SURE I CAN DO IT, BUT I'M WILLING TO LET YOU DO IT

IF YOU WANT TO.

DAVE ALWAYS FEELS I'M AT FAULT, IT'S NEVER HIM."

COME ON.

I JUST--I JUST GOT TO TRY TO TELL YOU SOME OF THE STUFF YOU

GOT TO GET THROUGH IF YOU'RE GOING TO ACTUALLY COMMIT, AND GO

HOME, AND TRY TO GET FROM WHERE YOU ARE TO WHERE GOD WANTS YOU

TO BE.

I'M JUST TRYING TO BE REAL WITH YOU.

"TO BE HONEST, THIS IS REALLY HARD ON MY FLESH FOR HIM

TO ALWAYS THINK HE'S RIGHT."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: BUT THEN I WROTE DOWN, "BUT I DON'T GUESS IT REALLY

MATTERS THAT MUCH ANYWAY, IT'S ALL PRIDE."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: OKAY, NOW HERE COMES THE FUNNY PART.

OKAY, NOW IT GETS FUNNY.

"I'M REALLY SORRY TO HAVE TO REPORT THAT I HAVE HAD TO TELL

THE LORD TONIGHT THAT I HAVE GONE AS FAR AS I CAN GO.

I'VE BEEN TELLING HIM THIS FOR 2 YEARS, 'LORD, TAKE ME AS DEEP

AS YOU WANT TO.

I'M WILLING TO DO WHATEVER YOU NEED ME TO DO.'

BUT I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GO ON LIKE THIS.

I HAVE GONE AS FAR AS I CAN GO.

I WANT THIS PRESSURE TO LET UP.

I WOULD LIKE SOME FEELINGS, LORD.

I DON'T KNOW FOR SURE IF I CAN GET OUT OF THIS, HE MAY NOT LET

ME OUT OF IT.

BUT I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE THE ONE WHO WOULD BACK DOWN,

SO ON TOP OF ALL MY OTHER PROBLEMS, NOW I FIND THAT I AM

A SPIRITUAL COWARD."

I'LL TELL YOU WHAT, I WAS IN MY PIT BIG TIME WHEN I WROTE THIS.

WHEW.

WELL, LORD, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I'VE GONE AS FAR

AS I CAN GO.

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: I KNOW YOU SAY YOU'VE GOT THIS CALL ON MY LIFE,

GOD, BUT I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE.

YOU DEAL WITH ME ABOUT EVERY LITTLE CRAZY THING, AND DAVE

JUST NEVER HAS A--HE JUST--YOU NEVER DEAL WITH HIM ABOUT

ANYTHING.

IT'S ALL ME, ALL ME, ALL ME, ALWAYS ME, ALWAYS ME.

AND IF I COMPLAIN, YOU TELL ME IT'S PRIDE.

WELL, GOD, I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT--NOW GOD,

I REALLY MEAN IT.

I JUST--I CAN'T GO ANY FURTHER.

YOU HAVE GOT TO DO SOMETHING.

OKAY, WELL, I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THE NEXT DAY 'CAUSE I

DIDN'T WRITE ANYTHING IN HERE THE NEXT DAY.

BUT NOW HERE, 9 YEARS LATER, I FOUND THIS THING THAT I WROTE

HERE ON DECEMBER 26, 9 YEARS BEFORE.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN THOSE 9 YEARS, BUT THIS IS WHAT

I PUT HERE.

"I WAS READING THIS OLD NOTEBOOK TODAY AND THOUGHT I'D GIVE YOU

AN UPDATE."

[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]

JOYCE: "THINGS HAVE CHANGED DRASTICALLY.

I'M NOW ON 375 TV STATIONS, 250 RADIO STATIONS.

I TRAVEL THE GLOBE PREACHING THE WORD OF GOD.

I'VE CHANGED DRASTICALLY.

I ENJOY PEACE ALMOST CONTINUALLY.

I'VE CONTINUED ALL THESE YEARS TO HAVE DIFFERENT HEALTH

STRUGGLES, BUT IN THE MIDST OF IT ALL, GOD HAS GIVEN ME GRACE

TO DO ALL HE'S CALLED ME TO DO.

IT'S BEEN HARD AT TIMES, BUT I CAN REPORT THAT GOD IS FAITHFUL.

I HAVE FOUR GRANDCHILDREN," NOW I HAVE 11 AND 1 ON THE WAY, "AND

DANNY GOT MARRIED 6 WEEKS AGO," BUT NOW HE'S BEEN MARRIED

A LONG TIME.

"AND DAVE AND I GET ALONG BETTER THAN WE EVER HAVE IN OUR WHOLE

LIFE, AND WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH."

[AUDIENCE CHEERING]

JOYCE: NOW, I ASKED THEM TO GIVE ME AN UPDATE, AND NOW WE'RE

ON 1,000 TELEVISION AND RADIO STATIONS, PREACHING THE GOSPEL

IN 90 LANGUAGES AROUND THE GLOBE.

BUT I WANT TO TELL YOU, TO GET FROM THERE TO HERE, I HAD TO

STOP, "I REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID TO ME.

AND THERE IS NO WAY THAT I'M GOING TO FORGIVE YOU.

I WILL PUT YOU BACK."

I'VE GOT A NEW BOOK OF REMEMBRANCE NOW, AND IT'S NOT

THIS ONE FULL OF THIS JUNK.

I KEEP A BOOK OF REMEMBRANCE OF ALL THE AMAZING, AMAZING THINGS

THAT GOD DOES FOR ME.

AND I WANT TO TELL YOU SOMETHING, IF YOU'RE STILL IN

THE PIT, I KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL.

BUT I'M TELLING YOU THIS IS YOUR NIGHT TO COME OUT.

WHEN JESUS WALKED UP TO THE TOMB OF LAZARUS, HE SAID, "COME OUT!"

WHEN KING--WHEN THE KING WENT AND OPENED THE DOOR OF THE FIERY

FURNACE, AND HE SAW NOT THREE MEN IN THERE THAT WENT IN,

BUT HE SAW FOUR BECAUSE JESUS IS ALWAYS WITH YOU IN YOUR FIERY

FURNACE, HE SAID, "COME OUT!" AND WHEN THEY CAME OUT, THEY

DIDN'T EVEN SMELL LIKE SMOKE.

AND I'M TELLING YOU, RIGHT NOW IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO COME OUT.

IT'S TIME FOR YOU TO STOP LIVING LIKE JESUS NEVER DIED FOR YOU,

AND START ACTING LIKE THE UNBELIEVABLE, AMAZING

HUMAN BEING THAT YOU ARE.

COME ON, GIVE GOD A PRAISE.

[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]

JOYCE: IF YOU WANT TO--IF YOU WANT YOUR SOUL TO BE HEALED,

YOU HAVE TO RECEIVE GOD'S FORGIVENESS.

AND THAT MEANS THAT YOU HAVE TO FORGIVE YOURSELF.

THE BIBLE SAYS WHEN HE FORGIVES US, HE FORGETS OUR SINS, AND HE

REMOVES THEM AS FAR AS THE EAST IS FROM THE WEST.

YOU DON'T NEED TO SIT AROUND AND THINK ABOUT ALL THE THINGS

THAT YOU DID THAT WERE WRONG.

DON' PARK AT THE POINT OF YOUR PAIN, LET IT GO.

I DON'T CARE IF YOU DID IT 50 YEARS AGO,

OR 10 YEARS AGO, OR 5 YEARS AGO, OR THIS MORNING, OR

ON YOUR WAY TO THIS CONFERENCE.

ASK GOD TO FORGIVE YOU AND LET IT GO.

RECEIVE HIS FORGIVENESS, AND FORGIVE YOURSELF, AND LET IT GO.

COMPLETELY FORGIVE ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HURT YOU.

WHY DO YOU WANT TO STAY MAD AT SOMEBODY THAT'S OUT HAVING

A GOOD TIME AND DON'T EVEN CARE THAT YOU'RE UPSET?

THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE.

ALL YOU'RE DOING IS HURTING YOURSELF WHEN YOU STAY ANGRY.

YOU'RE NOT HURTING THEM.

ALL THOSE YEARS I HATED MY FATHER, THAT DIDN'T CHANGE HIM.

THAT DIDN'T MAKE HIM WANT TO REPENT OR CHANGE HIM.

FORGIVE PEOPLE.

WHAT HAS GOD TOLD US TO DO REGARDING FORGIVING OUR ENEMIES?

PRAY FOR THEM.

COME ON, DON'T SIT THERE AND LOOK SO INNOCENT.

HOW MANY OF YOU ACTUALLY REALLY, SINCERELY PRAY FOR THE PEOPLE

THAT HAVE HURT YOU TO BE BLESSED?

YEAH, WELL, WE'VE GOT A FEW HOLY HANDS UP, BUT NOT VERY MANY,

LET ME TELL YOU.

YOU KNOW WHY?

'CAUSE THE TRUTH IS YOU DON'T WANT THEM TO BE BLESSED.

AND I GET THAT, AND I'LL EVEN TELL GOD THAT SOMETIMES.

YOU KNOW, I'D LIKE TO BLESS THEM WITH A SMACK UPSIDE THE HEAD,

BUT YOU KNOW.

THE BIBLE SAYS THAT YOU BLESS AND DO NOT CURSE THEM.

TO BLESS MEANS TO SPEAK WELL OF.

TO CURSE MEANS TO SPEAK EVIL OF.

SO, THAT MEANS YOU'VE GOT TO STOP RETELLING EVERYBODY WHAT

THEY DID TO YOU OVER, AND OVER, AND OVER, AND OVER, AND OVER,

AND OVER.

YOU GOT TO ZIP YOUR LIP, PRAY FOR GOD TO BLESS THEM.

IT IS VERY HARD TO KEEP HATING SOMEBODY THAT YOU'RE PRAYING

FOR EVERY DAY.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL LIKE PRAYING FOR SOMEBODY TO BE

BLESSED TO PRAY FOR THEM.

YOU DO IT IN OBEDIENCE TO GOD.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL LIKE BLESSING YOUR ENEMIES, BUT YOU

CAN DO IT IN OBEDIENCE TO GOD.

AND IT'S PERFECTLY FINE IF YOU SAY, "YOU KNOW, GOD, I DON'T

FEEL LIKE DOING THIS.

BUT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I'M GOING TO DO WHATEVER YOU TELL ME

TO DO BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT YOUR WORD WORKS."

AND SO, I'M JUST GOING TO TELL YOU RIGHT NOW YOU'RE GOING TO BE

LIVING IN THIS STUPID, UGLY PIT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IF YOU

DON'T MAKE A DECISION THAT YOU ARE NOT GOING TO LIVE ANGRY, AND

YOU ARE GOING TO START GETTING SO GOOD AT FORGIVENESS THAT YOU

ARE GOING TO GIVE THE DEVIL A BREAKDOWN.

[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]

JOYCE: LORD, HELP ME.

NO MORE SELF-PITY.

YOU KNOW, NO MATTER HOW BAD YOU THINK YOU'VE GOT IT, THERE'S

SOMEBODY ELSE IN THIS ROOM RIGHT NOW TONIGHT THAT'S GOT IT WORSE

THAN YOU DO.

COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS, I MEAN THAT.

I'VE BEEN DOING SOMETHING THE LAST WEEK OR SO,

WEEK AND A HALF.

I DON'T KNOW HARD IT'LL GET AFTER I DO IT A WHILE, PROBABLY

HARDER.

BUT I'M WRITING DOWN TEN THINGS EVERY DAY THAT I'M THANKFUL FOR

IN MY JOURNAL, BUT I MADE A COMMITMENT THAT THEY HAD TO BE

TEN DIFFERENT THINGS EVERY DAY.

THEY CAN'T BE THE SAME THING.

IT'S GETTING PRETTY INTERESTING, BUT YOU'D BE AMAZING, I MEAN,

REALLY JUST JAW DROPPING AMAZED AT ALL THE THINGS THAT WE HAVE

TO BE THANKFUL FOR IF WE WOULD JUST ACTUALLY STOP FOR A MINUTE

AND PAY ATTENTION TO THEM.

IT WOULD SO DRIVE SELF-PITY OUT OF YOUR LIFE THAT IT WOULD HAVE

NO WAY TO EVEN HOPE TO GET IN.

WHOO, I LOVE THIS, I WISH I HAD AN HOUR AND A HALF.

STOP BLAMING OTHER PEOPLE FOR YOUR PROBLEMS.

OWN YOUR OWN JUNK.

OWN IT.

I HAVE A BAD ATTITUDE, AND MY ATTITUDE BELONGS TO ME,

AND NOBODY CAN MAKE ME HAVE ONE IF I DON'T WANT TO.

OWN IT.

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT.

I'M HAVING A LOUSY DAY.

WELL, I THINK IT'S YOUR FAULT.

WELL, NO, I CAN CHOOSE TO HAVE A GOOD DAY IF I WANT TO.

NOBODY ELSE CAN MAKE YOU HAVE A BAD DAY IF YOU REALLY DON'T

WANT TO HAVE A BAD DAY.

NUMBERS 21:5, THE PEOPLE GOT TIRED OF BEING OUT IN

THE WILDERNESS, THEY BLAMED GOD AND MOSES.

YOU KNOW, AS LONG AS WE BLAME, WE'RE NEVER GOING TO GET

ANYWHERE.

HERE'S THE THING.

WHAT MY DAD DID TO ME WHEN I WAS A CHILD IN SEXUALLY ABUSING ME

WAS THE REASON WHY I HAD THE PROBLEMS I HAD.

BUT I HAD TO STOP USING THAT AS AN EXCUSE TO STAY THAT WAY.

COME ON, HEAR ME.

THAT WAS THE REASON, BUT THE REASON NOW BECAME AN EXCUSE

TO STAY PARKED AT THE POINT OF MY PAIN.

AND SO, I HAD TO STOP BLAMING, START REALIZING THAT ALL

PAINFUL, HURTFUL THINGS COME FROM THE DEVIL.

HE JUST FINDS SOMEBODY TO WORK THROUGH.

AND I FIGURED OUT HOW TO GET HIM BACK.

AND THE WAY YOU GET THE DEVIL BACK IS BY DOING AS MUCH GOOD AS

YOU CAN EVERY DAY OF YOUR LIFE TO AS MANY PEOPLE AS YOU CAN,

AS LONG AS YOU BREATHE.

[AUDIENCE APPLAUDING]

GINGER: WELL, ARE YOU READY?

IS IT TIME FOR YOU TO GET OUT OF THAT PIT THAT YOU'VE BEEN IN?

DO IT RIGHT NOW, START TAKING THOSE STEPS THAT JOYCE HAS

TALKED TO YOU ABOUT.

DO WHAT GOD'S WORD SAYS, AND CLING TO HIS PROMISES.

AND IF WE CAN HELP YOU WITH THIS RESOURCE, WE WOULD LOVE TO BE

ABLE TO DO THAT.

IT'S CALLED "THE PATH TO GOD'S PURPOSE."

AND AS WE SAID, IT CONTAINS ALL OF THE TEACHINGS FROM WC16.

LOOK AT THIS THING, IT IS FULL OF WONDERFUL TEACHING,

BETH MOORE, JOYCE MEYER, CHRISTINE CAINE, JOHN GRAY,

THAT Q&A THAT I TOLD YOU ABOUT ANSWERING SUCH GOOD QUESTIONS.

AND THIS WILL HELP YOU CRAWL OUT OF THAT PIT, AND IT WILL HELP

YOU GET ON THE PATH THAT GOD HAS WANTED YOU TO BE ON.

SO, CALL US RIGHT NOW.

GO TO THE WEBSITE, JOYCEMEYER.ORG.

DO IT TODAY, REQUEST YOUR COPY BECAUSE IT WILL HELP MAKE

A DIFFERENCE FOR YOU.

THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT.

WE WANT TO SEE NOT ONLY THOSE QUESTIONS ANSWERED, BUT WE WANT

TO SEE YOU TAKE ACTION AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.

RIGHT NOW, LET'S TAKE A MOMENT TO LISTEN TO YOUR VOICE.

[MUSIC]

GINGER: WELL, IF YOU HAVE BEEN STUCK IN YOUR PAST, THERE

MAY BE SOME FORGIVENESS TO TAKE CARE OF, SO HERE ARE YOUR

RESPONSES TO A QUESTION WE ASKED: HOW HAS FORGIVING OTHERS

AFFECTED YOUR LIFE?

FIRST OF ALL, JESSICA ON INSTAGRAM SAYS, "IT HAS FREED ME

FROM GUILT, LOW SELF-WORTH, AND DESOLATION FROM OTHERS.

THE ANGER THAT I HAD TOWARDS PEOPLE IS GONE, AND NOW I SEE

THEM AS GOD SEES THEM.

I'VE FORGIVEN SO MANY THAT HAVE HARMED ME."

HERE'S ANOTHER ONE FROM TRACI.

TRACI SAYS, "FORGIVING OTHERS HAS MADE ROOM FOR PEACE

IN MY HEART.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T PRACTICE IT SOONER."

YOU MAY FEEL THAT WAY YOURSELF, "I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T DO

THIS SOONER."

AND IF YOU'RE WONDERING ABOUT IF IT WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE

IN YOUR LIFE, TRY IT NOW.

MAYBE DOWN THE ROAD, YOU'LL BE SAYING THE SAME THING,

"WHY DIDN'T I DO THAT BEFORE?" WHEN WE TALK ABOUT FORGIVENESS,

AND GETTING OUT OF THAT PIT, AND ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT WE'VE

BEEN DEALING WITH TODAY, YOU MAY ALSO BE DEALING WITH

FORGIVING YOURSELF.

SO, LET'S TALK ABOUT THAT TODAY ON SOCIAL MEDIA.

TELL US IF YOU ARE DEALING WITH FORGIVING YOURSELF.

AND IF SO, WHY?

GO TO FACEBOOK, TWITTER, INSTAGRAM, USE #EA, AND WE WOULD

LOVE TO SEE SOME OF THOSE ANSWERS BECAUSE WE REALLY CAN

HELP ONE ANOTHER DEAL THROUGH SOME OF THESE ISSUES.

WE KNOW THAT GOD WANTS TO HELP US.

SO, ANOTHER WAY TO GET SOME GREAT ANSWERS IS MAKE SURE THAT

YOU'RE RIGHT HERE WITH US NEXT WEEK FOR "EVERYDAY ANSWERS."

JOYCE: I HAVE PRAYED AND I BELIEVE THAT GOD IS WORKING

IN MY BEHALF RIGHT NOW.

AND NOT ONLY WILL THAT HELP THE ANSWER COME THROUGH, BUT

HERE'S A REALLY GOOD BENEFIT.

YOU STAY HAPPY AND EXCITED IN THE MEANTIME.

GINGER: WELL, WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AND WE WANT YOU TO KNOW

HOW GREATLY GOD LOVES YOU.

HE WANTS TO PULL YOU OUT OF THAT PAST BECAUSE HE DOESN'T SEE YOU

THAT WAY ANYMORE.

HE'S NOT LOOKING AT YOU IN THE PLACE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN.

HE SEES YOU WHERE HE WANTS YOU TO GO, AND YOU CAN GET THERE

WITH THIS HELP.

WE HOPE TO HEAR GREAT THINGS THAT GOD IS DOING IN YOUR LIFE,

AND WE'LL SEE YOU NEXT TIME.

[MUSIC]

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ANNOUNCER: THE PRECEDING PROGRAM WAS PAID FOR BY

THE FRIENDS AND PARTNERS OF JOYCE MEYER MINISTRIES.

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Triathlon Beach Starts - Duration: 9:58.

- Hell of a lot of Trainiacs out there

that are doing beach starts that need to know

how to do beach starts.

So your face can hit the water.

To be expected, I haven't run barefoot in--

Good morning Trainiacs.

Solid group ride with the gang today.

Actually took down a sprint, 50K in an hour 38.

Beach triathlon starts today.

Morning Trainiacs.

Bring you in nice and tight here.

As I was going through the footage of the week

that I spent at Victoria Beach holidaying,

IE training camping, I realized that we have all this

kickass footage of us practicing beach starts.

Look at this, how epic is that?

It's so nice.

And I thought, you know what?

There's a hell of a lot of Trainiacs out there

that are doing beach starts that need to know

how to do beach starts.

And it started by Pat basically just doing this for fun.

And when I wanna show you is how smooth it can be.

It's not a scary thing.

You just need to have the right technique.

(gentle music)

Those majestic beasts there.

K, so I wanna show those again, and I wanna pause

on a couple different spots here.

Number one, when you do a beach start, you are going to have

quite a few less people around you than you would in like,

the human washing machine where there's a ton of people

in a deep water start.

There's typically either just a rolling start

where there's one person every two seconds,

or they'll line up a wave of, say, your age group.

So it might be 50 to 100 athletes instead of thousands.

So you can go off right from the start,

you don't have to cede yourself away from the main churn.

You can basically just line up and as they go, you go.

So Pat here, he's practicing running at full speed,

and then here's the trick to it.

When you get in the water, run in just like

you normally would until you get to about knee-height water,

and we'll see it from another angle, but you can see here

that Pat's leg is kinda kicked out to the side

to get over the water.

And he does a little hop there,

and that's not like a normal running stride.

He's kinda making sure that he's hopping his way

over the water.

Then when he gets to a point that it's hard

to hop your way out, somewhere around knee-height

in the water, you do a jumping dive in.

What you can see right there is this little bump.

That's Pat's head.

Yeah, Pat's head is small.

It's little.

And you tuck your head into the water, and then you hammer.

When you start swimming at the start of a triathlon,

if you're competing for personal best

and you're competing for qualifying times,

you want the first 200 meters or so of a swim to be all out,

so that you can get on the fastest tow as possible,

and try to get as many people behind you as possible

so you don't get knocked around.

Another spot that I wanna show you here.

We're lining up as if we're at a line.

You can see that we're kind of shaking out our hands.

You wanna always stay warm so that you're ready to go

and you're not letting anything settle,

even just for the few seconds.

You wanna get to a start line,

whether it's a deep water start or a beach start,

pretty close to like the heart rate conditioning

that you're gonna be at when you go.

You don't wanna go from like totally sedentary to bam,

because your body's not gonna be ready for it.

See that Pat, we were just kind of goofing around,

but he's shaking his hands out, he's getting ready,

he's crouching back, and then bam.

We went off.

We did our two little skips and then dove into the water.

Oh, here's a trick for diving into thew water.

When you're diving into the water in a race,

one of the tricks that I like to do is instead of putting

my swim cap on and then my goggles,

I like to put my goggles on and then put a swim cap

over top of it.

You're not gonna have people that are picking away

at the strap, it's gonna be harder for your goggles

to be knocked off.

And then when you have the instance like this right here,

where we dive in, oh hello slow motion.

(upbeat music)

And your face smacks the water, you're not gonna have

your goggles that go whoa!

Because what typically happens when your face smacks

the water is this little lip at the top of the goggles

catches water and it wants to be pulled off.

But if you've got the goggles that are just kind of

overlapping it with one cap or two swim caps

if it's really cold, it's not gonna be knocked off.

So your face can hit the water.

But what you do is you put your arms way overhead,

tuck your chin down to your chest so that your forehead

is gonna hit the water, not your goggles,

giving you a black eye, and then you're good to go.

Plus, you look awesome like this.

Like everyone will be intimidated, they'll be like,

"man I gotta change out my goggles look."

And there's one really good angle of Pat going out

that I wanted to show you here at the end.

Oh, who's this stud coming in?

Right there.

That's exactly what I'm talking about with scooting your leg

over the water.

So as you run in, run in full gas like you normally would

when you're just running all out, and hit that point

where you feel like you gotta scoot your leg a little bit

over the water, kick it just slightly out to the side

to lift it over the surface of the water

so it's not dragging, throwing you off balance,

and then, when you get to about knee-height

and it's too hard to hop over the water,

then do your little dive.

Bam.

You started a race, and you've ripped the Band-Aid off,

and then it's all smooth sailing after that, because we,

as Trainiacs, have done the work beforehand to be ready

for the race.

You just gotta get started.

(grunts)

That ride this morning, Trainiacs, was foggy.

It was fun.

I took a sprint, but man it was foggy.

It was so foggy, that when we'd stand up to sprint,

everyone had drips of, like, humidity that was coming off

the top of their helmet.

We looked good.

We looked good when we rolled into that Starbucks.

(upbeat music)

Just gotta make a quick trip to the little cyclist's room.

(upbeat music)

Hey do you guys remember when I used to wear shirts?

No?

Me neither.

Coach Pat has me on tap for a very meat and potatoes-y

kind of race pace run, about 8K.

Little bits above race pace.

I'm gonna do it barefoot to make sure that my tootsies

don't blister up while I'm going barefoot in these shoes.

Cold.

Nothing feels good like a cold heart rate strap.

Alright, you ready?

I'm ready.

I'll explain why the race-specific run when I come back.

When I explain the run.

Okay, gotta go.

(upbeat music)

Almost caught a car crash on tape there.

8.4 kilometers in 37 minutes on the nose.

That is about 5.1 miles

at a 425 per kilometer pace.

705 per mile.

And in that, I did five times one minute above race pace.

And the rest of it was around zone two, being like,

half-Ironman pace.

The reason why we're doing that, is because 10 days from now

we're gonna do like, a screw off Olympic race

where we're just gonna use it for testing and do some things

that I wouldn't normally do on an Olympic race

to try to get some metrics that we'll use

for half-Ironman Austin.

That was one breath.

So, we start doing some race pace stuff right now.

Oh, my heart rate is connected.

Oh, okay, good to know now.

See how the tootsies are doing.

(grunts)

Okay, okay, little bit of a blister.

Well, to be expected, I haven't run barefoot in months.

Alright Trainiacs, that's a day.

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PHORCYS UNDERWATER ACTIVITIES - EPISODE#28 - Duration: 13:57.

...searching and sounding... Never ends!!

Mud...mud...mud...

VERTIGO-DIZINESS IN DIVING

A brief episode of dizziness or vertigo during diving is often a case of allobaric vertigo.

This happens when our ears do not equalize simultaneously.

A slight difference in the pressure of the middle ears,

can produce an illusion of movement, that we call vertigo.

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Today in Military History: 8/18 - Operation Starlite - Duration: 1:04.

Today in military history, 1965.

Fifty-five hundred Devil Dogs launch Operation Starlight,

the first major U.S. ground battle of the Vietnam War.

After receiving intelligence that an attack against

the U.S. at Chu Lai was imminent, the Marines,

under the order of Lieutenant General Lewis W. Walt

instead launched an aggressive preemptive assault

against the Communists.

Over six days the Marines would successfully destroy

the Communist stronghold with both an amphibious force

and a helicopter insertion.

This would secure a decisive victory against the

brutal enemy.

Two medals of honor, six Navy crosses and 14 silver stars

were among the honors awarded to the brave men of

Operation Starlight.

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What is your Legacy? — Marine Security Guard - Duration: 3:09.

Nassau, Bahamas

Bamako, Mali

Lima, Peru

Amman, Jordan

Budapest, Hungary

Wellington, New Zealand

Moscow, Russia

Tokyo, Japan

Rabat, Morocco

Dubai, UAE

I answered the call, to MSG duty to serve my country.

I answered the call, to represent America abroad.

I answered the call, and will secure my legacy

as a United States Marine.

On the Marine Security Guard program,

I am able to see and experience places

Marines only dream about.

I am able to have an impact on every corner of the Earth.

Marines bring to the embassy,

a defensive capability and experience

that we would never be able to provide for ourselves.

Young Marines who are working as Marine Security Guards

have several years of experience,

they have discipline, they have an attitude of

they will attack or do anything.

That's something that we would

never be able to develop in the special agents

that we have as ARSO's and RSO's.

The Marines give us a depth of experience and

a depth of defense that our nation expects of U.S. Marines.

The Marine Security Guards that we find today are

better recruited, better trained, and better resourced.

And better equipped to confront the threat

that they would possibly see at a U.S. mission overseas.

The Corps is the future,

and the Marines that are in the Corps today,

will have impact in twenty years.

What they learn on the MSG program makes them a

better citizen,

a better human being,

and a better Marine.

Serving as a Marine Security Guard will be a defining element in my career and

I intend to move forward and lead with that legacy.

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A Better Way to Study Earth, and Lessons from Jellyfish Galaxies - Duration: 4:53.

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Most of what we know about the inside of our planet

comes from looking down and studying Earth's interior itself.

But there's still a lot we don't know about our planetary home,

and scientists are always looking for better tools to help us learn more.

And just last week, a group of physicists announced that we might be getting a new one.

In a paper published in the journal Physical Review D, they calculated that a detector

that's already being built will be able to study Earth's interior using neutrinos,

some of the most elusive particles in the universe,

which are constantly raining down on us from space.

We learn a lot about the inside of our planet from earthquakes.

For example, based on the types of ripples we detect from an earthquake,

we can tell if it traveled through a layer of liquid.

By combining what we know about how ripples travel through matter with measurements of

things like gravity, scientists have formed pretty good models

of what Earth and other planets look like beneath the surface.

But today's methods leave a lot of unanswered questions still, like how different layers

of rock move and change to let heat flow through the inner Earth.

The authors of this new paper argued that's where neutrinos can help: The way they travel

through the Earth can give us a brand-new way of understanding its internal structure.

Neutrinos are tiny particles that hardly ever hit anything else, and they come in three

types, called flavors: electron neutrinos, muon neutrinos, and tau neutrinos.

But a neutrino doesn't always stay the same flavor.

It can switch between flavors as it travels.

And even though they hardly ever directly interact with other matter, the density of

matter around a neutrino helps determine how quickly it switches between flavors.

Generally, they spend more time as electron neutrinos in denser matter.

And the team pointed out that we can use this weird property to study Earth's interior.

For example, if we see more electron neutrinos among the neutrinos that have passed through

certain parts of the planet, we know those parts are denser.

Versions of this idea have been around for a few years, but we haven't had detectors

sensitive enough to tell us how the number of extra neutrinos changes

when they travel through different parts of the Earth.

So these authors carefully calculated how sensitive a detector would need to be for

this fine-grained measurement.

And they showed that a detector called DUNE, which should be operational in 2027,

will finally be able to measure Earth's internal structure using neutrinos.

So within a decade, we might be using the universe's ghostliest particles

to study our own little planet.

Meanwhile, other researchers are looking into

some of the strangest galaxies we've ever seen.

In this week's Nature, a group of astronomers published a study on jellyfish galaxies, and

what they can teach us about why some supermassive black holes suddenly start feasting.

And yeah, jellyfish galaxies are a real thing!

Galaxies speed toward or away from the stuff around them

at hundreds of thousands of kilometers per hour.

But as they travel, some galaxies ram into what's called the intracluster medium, or ICM:

Huge pockets of gas that aren't connected to any particular galaxy.

And when a galaxy passes through the ICM, its own gas can get dragged behind

as it tries to push the ICM out of the way.

This leaves long threads of gas and dust trailing behind the galaxy,

making it look a lot like a jellyfish.

When the team started studying a set of jellyfish galaxies,

they noticed a connection to an unsolved problem in astronomy.

Almost all of the jellyfish galaxies had really active supermassive black holes at their centers

that were eating lots of gas and stars.

Just about all galaxies have supermassive black holes at their centers, but usually

they're not doing very much; gas and stars just orbit around them.

Very occasionally, though, huge quantities of gas and stars are sucked toward

the black hole, where they either fall in or get flung away with huge amounts of energy.

When that happens, astronomers will say that the galaxy or black hole is active.

And they aren't exactly sure what flips the switch from a black hole with gas and

stars quietly orbiting it to one with stuff actively diving into it.

The fact that all these jellyfish galaxies also had active black holes was

an interesting connection, and the team wanted to know which came first:

the active black holes or the jellyfish tentacles?

If the black holes were active before the galaxies hit the ICM and became jellyfish,

some of the material falling in toward the black holes might've missed and been flung

out into the trails behind the galaxy, making even bigger jellyfish

than would've otherwise been.

But if the galaxies' black holes were quiet before, the collisions with the ICM might've

pushed a whole bunch of gas into the center to get eaten up, making the black holes active.

By measuring the galaxies' speeds and where they were in their cluster, the authors found

that for these jellyfish, collisions with the ICM almost certainly came first

and activated the black holes.

Almost all the jellyfish were moving quickly enough through the dense ICM that lots of

gas would've been pushed toward their centers.

And the one galaxy they observed that didn't have an active black hole was moving really

slowly compared to the others, meaning that it probably wasn't moving fast enough to

have its gas pushed into the center.

Astronomers already know that galaxy mergers and other large events can force gas toward

a galaxy's central black hole, activating it.

But this new paper shows that something as minor as passing through a random pocket of

gas can set galaxies off, which might explain

a bunch of active, non-jellyfish galaxies, too.

They might've slammed into something that pushed gas toward their centers, even if they

didn't come out looking like jellyfish afterward.

So that's one more reason to study some of the weirdest-looking galaxies out there:

they can teach us a lot about all kinds of processes happening in the universe.

If you'd like to learn about some more weird galaxies, you can check out our video about

3 galaxies that astronomers are pretty sure shouldn't exist.

[♪ OUTRO]

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First Basketball Challenge in North Africa بتقنية ال HD - Duration: 4:58.

Yoo wassup everybody i'm BzBz! I hope that you're fine

and here we are in another video

Yoo fuckers this is zecain and I'm back with a new video

and today is the first ever fuckin' basketball challenge in north africa (JK)

So guys the challenge is a 3pts, 2pts and 1v1

So! Let's begin

So guys I'm going first

So guys I lost the 3pts challenge and now it's the 2pts challenge

So guys it's my bad luck day cause i lost the 2pts challenge

and now it's time for the 1v1

Yes you can! You can! You can! You can! bitch pop haa

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2007 Walt Disney World Vacation Planning Video - Duration: 26:14.

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Girls Scouts fight to save campground in Lancaster County - Duration: 1:07.

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My Review Monday: Truly, Madly, Guilty - Duration: 1:15.

Hi. I'm Katie from the Seekonk Public Library and the book that I've most

recently finished is "Truly, Madly, Guilty by Liane Moriarty. She is the same author

of "Big Little Lies" ,which was the book recently made into an HBO special with

Reese Witherspoon and Nicole Kidman. Of course I liked the book better, but it

was a good miniseries, so this book explores the same themes of marriage and

friendship, although there's also a theme of how you react to a crisis. In this

story, Clementine and Erika are best friends but their friendship is really

complicated. One day they go to a cookout, Clementine and her family go to

a cookout at Erika and her husband Oliver's neighbor's house.It's a day

that they wish never happened. What I like most about Liane Moriarty is

her character's internal dialogue, so you really get inside the head of all of

the characters. If you like witty intricately plotted stories with

real-to-life characters, definitely check out "Truly, Madly, Guilty" by Liane

Moriarty. Thanks.