yo yo yo yo CPA strength here strongest CPA
that you've ever seen on the Internet licensed CPA that I have an active
license in the state of Florida so believe that okay
I don't know for the way I talk on online how long I'll have that for I'm
just kidding I mean whatever I can't live my life it's a mess it's really
different when you've lived your life for a long time and you've never had
nothing and and then you know once you get something I got a CPA license and
then it seems like I worked so hard to get it and now that once once I got it
now it's just you you got to keep it it's like if you fart wrong they're
gonna take away your CPA license so I'm like you know what is what it is though
I already done the thing you can't take that away from me
how did you study every single day for the CPA exam and get your CPA license
like how did you have that drive I'll tell you how I had that drive I was a
drug addict for 20 years I got high every single day differ different I've
had I had different addictions like for the whole 20 years I was a massive binge
drinker I would start drinking alcohol and I couldn't I couldn't stop I just
couldn't stop like maybe sometimes I could have like
12 beers or something but you know I'm a bigger guy like around like I was like
280 for a lot of my adult life but I mean I just drink beers and then shots
and everyone else would be going to sleep and then I would be calling up
people didn't matter if I had talked to him in years
or whatever I was getting other drugs like you know I was getting
Co heroin pills whatever you know
anyways with this fervor with this with this fervor I would find the drugs per
se where this is really going to come home and where I'm getting at is is you
you find a way you find a way to get high so once that's once that's not in
your brain anymore once you don't have to find a way to get high every day you
know how much mental space that clears up and it's like that's how I don't even
I don't know I just I just do stuff every day like that's like how could you
do that every day it's like I don't know because I used to freaking find drugs
and do them every day like it's just no thing like it's just it's the Attic to
me like I just get I just go so far deep into something I just can't stop
thinking about and I gotta have it so it's not you know my life really try I
want to do a special I don't really talk much about I stopped drinking but that's
been the most that's been the most thing that was like my last anyways I haven't
drinking about four and a half maybe four and three quarters years I'm
waiting to like they're like five years to do like a five year in alcohol video
but yeah that was like my last thing I got off I've been addicted to our very
basically any drug I could find at different times I mean I've been hugely
addicted to meth that really messed it up the most I've been addicted to coke
but that's not really like a like everyday thing like meth is like
everyday thing I've been dedicated to pills like Roxie
Cotton's oxycottons and those are like an everyday thing did heroin because I
needed the ox oxycottons you know to be a an addict I
mean you wake up and you have no money in your pocket and all of a sudden in
you know a couple hours you've already you've already made the
money you've already spent the money you've already got the drugs
you've already ingested the drugs you're passing out so I mean that just I mean
you wake up with no money no job you've already pissed off everyone
you've known because you're an addict but you find a way so that's like when
someone's like uh how do you find clients you know I just find a way that
same you know I find a way right you know it's that find away some of the
some of the I'm thinking of three people in my head
they're probably all millionaires and they've all been very like they're all
like super addicts like me and they're just they have like this unone
questionable Drive like and it's almost like they were misdirected with their
drug addiction now they've stopped doing that so that they still have this
internal drive like and they can get a give me anything happen so now it's just
on a different level so also there's there's that but it encompasses your
whole entire life let's just we've already gone through you wake up you're
sick you know in four hours so you know what what do you really in those I'm
telling you in those four hours you're you're doing all that's in your head is
I need to get high did you get high did you get high did you get high you can
hide me okay from that we're gonna get high we're
gonna get higher and you know how we ready in high you know you're not
thinking of like how am I gonna progress in my life like hmm marriage and kids
would that be nice where am I gonna find a nice girl don't
even want that you're just I want to get high I want to get high I want to get
high anyway what am i what am I here for I want to get high what are your high
you know so you finally you finally get high and then let's just let's just say
you buy ten let's just say you buy ten rocks assets or a oxycotin 30s blues
I'll show you just say my ten pack of those right not I'll say you just
dropped 300 on a 10 pack that's expensive let's say you just dropped 200
$200 on a 10 pack right now when you buy the 10 pack you're like you've already
got a wicked habit you have to do you have to do three at one you have to
snort three at one time Julia so you're like okay I'm gonna do that and then I'm
gonna do two more the rest of the day then I'm gonna make then I'm gonna wake
up the next day with five then I'm gonna do I'm gonna snort too right when I wake
up so I'll leave me three then at lunch times I have to write a paper you know
or I have to do this or I have to pick that I have to do this you know so I'll
snort one then I'll leave me too then well then I'll do one one at night when
I'm done with the day and then I'll have one left for the next morning so I'm
good for a few days yeah I mean after you snort those three
I don't know like you're not supposed to do another you know I supposed to do
another one for like four or five hours about you you're like I want a half
right now or something happened you know and I need a whole one or I'm just gonna
do a half or I'm gonna do a whole and whatever you know by the time by the
time that evening runs out you're already thinking about free cuz think of
the last two days you know you're like well I'm just gonna save I need to have
one for tomorrow morning and something that sick total morning so I wake up and
die so I can actually do something tomorrow so I can get some more and then
you know hmm
so that's your whole day you probably save about a quarter a quarter of you
had 10 pills and you can probably save a quarter of that for the next morning so
the next morning you can't even it's already broken out by your beds cuz you
can't even like change with like function so you go over there and you
snort that last little thing up and then it's just another day of just constant
and he can hide it even honey to get hide you at your height then you finally
get your stuff and it's like I'm gonna plan out for the whole day the saying is
it takes over your whole life you have no time for anything else
so if you can just stop that all the time you can have you can get you can
study every day for CPA license you can go to the gym every single day you can
start a business and it could be successful you can you can you can
upload to YouTube every single day you can do all these things you can free up
so much of your brain you have no idea how much potential you have if you're in
this if you're in this rut of getting high every day you have no idea how hard
that you have no idea how hard my lifestyle
is because everyone just shits on you and you you you you have no self-esteem
you have no self-esteem right now you think about killing yourself every
second of every day when you're not thinking about getting
high but trust me you have no idea how much potential you have and I'm here to
tell you and that's why this video called me because I knew it could help
Adil I know this is gonna help one person I know that I know this is gonna
help you right now you're like dude no homie you're like I'm too far gone no
bro you know I've been there bro you're not too far gone bro how are you
watching this you're watching this because it's meant for you like I'm
telling you you have no idea of your potential you know the vid these videos
make themselves now and I just like I started thinking about this one a few
hours ago and I just sometimes you know I'll think about it video and they'll
they'll come and then I'll think about another one but this one just stayed and
this one was like no no no this is today's video like you have to tell
somebody who's a drug addict right now about how much potential they have it's
like unlimited potential no drink for five years and now I'm just realizing
the UH the power that I had you know for my 20 years of drugs addiction of drug
addictions in so I just want to convey the message about how much how strong
you are how everyone wants to say you're a lazy dumb drug addict
well the way you can wake up with no money like every day for years on end
with with everybody that knows you pissed off at you and you can somehow
scheme to get just to get two or three hundred dollars every day just just
imagine this once you quick once you quit doing that and you have that same
intensity on getting two or three hundred dollars a day but you're not
spending it on drugs bro that's two thousand a week that's
100 grand a year you're gonna have all you can have all
the toys all the money all the everything man I'm so that's not gonna
dust doc gonna totally make you happy you're gonna have to you're gonna start
digging deep you're gonna have to start digging deep and find out why you did
the drugs for 20 years which is my thing now you know my thing is yeah I was an
addict for 20 years and I'm I'm kind of stable now so we're you know it's like
I'm not hey I'll hand him out so I do a little reflection now but yes that's the
next thing but you have no idea how strong you are
until next time until tomorrow I love doing this epi strength and I'm out
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