Hey guys! Welcome back to my channel
I just want to sit down with you guys and discuss about something
That has been bothering me for the past month, maybe two months
Obviously I've been growing on social media such as snapchat, instagram, youtube, etc
There's nothing wrong with that. I'm happy about it because
Obviously people will be more aware about the voice I'm using to try to raise for deaf awareness
And also my work for photography
Again, I do get a lot of messages from many people
Saying they're a fan of what I do, they love my work, and/or they like my videos, etc
All of the support I've received is really amazing and I want to thank you guys
But again, I do get hate messages, inappropriate, or anything negative
I mean, it's very normal
I just want to discuss about that
I hope it will help you guys or at least bring some light to this topic, you know?
Lots of people don't know about this but last year, I was in a really bad place
I actually hit rock bottom
I was so depressed. I was so angry about everything
I literally quit my job and school. I isolated myself in my room all the time
I didn't talk to anyone. It was so bad
I would spend all of my time in my room for days without coming out. I barely ate
There were a lot of things that was going on in my life and I wasn't happy about it obviously
I actually attempted suicide by overdosing
And obviously it didn't work
It wasn't actually my first attempt. I did it a couple of times back in high school. It was unsuccessful
Not very many know about this except for my parents obviously
I was really depressed. I do struggle with it still to this day
But it's much more manageable with my depression and anxiety
The reason why I'm telling you guys my story is because
It's sad for me to see people telling others to go kill themselves
And they think it's not a big deal
I'm like, you have no idea how much those words can hurt that person
Because it's hard to know. It's behind the screen. You can't tell how the person is actually feeling
That's the downside about social media. It's something I don't like about it
Because I mean, that's the ugly part about social media
For some reason, in the past 1-2 months, I've been getting a lot of messages/comments
Saying that you should go kill yourself or being deaf is a sin. I would get a lot of negative words
I'm sitting here and thinking to myself, "why?"
But I'm glad that I'm in this place where I can simply ignore it and I know it's not true at all
I'm that strong to say, "okay cool. fine okay thank you"
Most of the time, I don't respond back because obviously I don't want to make it worse
It's sad because let's think about it
If you guys told me those words last year
I wouldn't be here today
I literally wouldn't be here making videos for you guys
I wouldn't be here hanging out with friends, my family, and my dog
Doing photography, it makes me so happy. I mean it makes me sad
Also, the other reason why I ignore it is because
They do it to make themselves feel better about it or they have no life
They just like to make fun of people
Again, you never know what is really going on behind the screen
You never know if the person is actually suffering through life (problems/tough situations)
I just want to spread positivity
Because this world honestly needs positivity since there's so many crap happening. It's sad
I want you guys to remember always be positive
I do understand it's okay to have your bad days because I even do get them too
Sometimes when I get up in the morning, I just don't want to get out of bed. I don't want to go out
I just want to literally stay in bed all day and that's okay
Remember, you're just a human being
Don't let other people tell you otherwise
If you go off at that person, it will cause that person to have a bad day too
Then that person will do the same to someone else. It will go on and on (like a cycle)
It's like a train wreck. It will keep going on and on (non stop)
You can prevent it from happening
Always be positive, no matter if you're having a bad day
I know how it's like when something happens
You're like, "Great, I'm not having a good day."
Then something happens, it adds up
I completely get it. It has happened to me before. It happens to everyone too
It's life
We have to realize that life is like a rollercoaster and nothing is perfect
Later on when we get older and move past it
It makes us grow stronger and wiser
Because we know not to do those things again or you know how to prevent it from happening
Important, never stop believing and think positively. You'll be given good karma
Anyway, I think it's not ever okay to tell someone to go kill themselves or any negative words whatsoever
Because then that person will actually believe it then they will do it
That person doesn't deserve to take its life away
I get that you may be in a difficult situation and feeling like nothing will get better
I was in that situation before. I do know how hard it is to believe in yourself
It's life. It will eventually get better. It will, I promise
It's important that you keep being positive and you will make it through
You can find ways to change it or prevent
Like for example, one person doesn't like their body. I want to lose weight or gain more muscles
You know what to do. Go to the gym or there's different ways you can do
Get some exercise or make changes to your body then you can achieve the results
I know it's hard. It's hard work but you will be rewarded in the end
So that's why I believe in hard work. Work hard and you will get what you want/need
Just my message for you guys - even though you're having a bad day or whatsoever
It's not ever okay to tell someone to kill themselves or say those kind of words
Because they will believe it enough to actually do it
Think about it, if you guys said those words to me last year...
Always spread positivity and it will go around
People will feel good about it if they say positive words and it will make them feel like they can do the same
Because it's contagious. It's like laughing. Laughing is contagious
Happy words and positivity, it will spread around
Don't forget to smile!!!
Always be positive!!!
Like for example, if you have toxic friends...
I know it's easier said than done though
But let them go because you will feel much happier
It's just like that generally in life too
Make changes or let it go because you know in the end, it will be much better for you
There are ways you can always change, modify, or prevent it from happening
I just wanted to sit down and say a couple of things
I don't know if I got off track from the topic
I'm sorry if you had a hard time understanding or keeping on track
I just wanted to say something because I'm tired of still getting drama or negative words
I'm like, why?
So it's something that I will never understand. I hope those things I said will help you understand
I really hope it's helpful to those people who are having a bad day
Please leave a comment below if you want to start spreading positivity
Don't forget to like this video
Don't forget to subscribe if you want to see more videos in the future!
I'll probably start doing more of deaf awareness videos
Because I know I've not done one in a while
Stay tuned for those
Have a good week and enjoy life, remember that!
Bye guys!
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