Waching daily Dec 9 2017

Dear younger me

I know it's hard

It's really really hard

but you'll be okey, I promise

I know it feels like you just hit rock bottom

but you just gotta learn how to swim

You think that the only choice is to scream help in silence, but no one will ever hear you

and keeping that everything inside

is gonna drive you

mad

don't ever ever ever get the voices? get to you

coz if they do, they'll leave scars later on

don't ever stop trying to find that thing, that why you're different, why you think different, why aren't you like everyone else?

it's bothering you so much

and you're just searching for an answer

but just don't stop

it's leaving

you want to leave so bad

I'm 2 years clean

of self harm

and I couldn't be more proud over myself

and.. that feels fantastic, being proud over yourself

I can't hold it in anymore

and I'm not fine

and I'm not okey

and I think that I'm getting depressed again

I haven't harmed myself but I want to sometimes

and what's holding me back is that I've been 2 years clean and I don't want to mess that up

but I don't want anyone to worry about me because I'll be fine

everyone will be fine

you just gotta get through it

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We didn't mean for this to happen/Vlog 6 - Duration: 3:49.

and welcome back to the vlog so we just had breakfast and today is actually the

last day we're gonna be Anaheim and So Cal for that reason actually cause we

are going to go straight home to North Cal yeah so these vlogs these like daily

kind of everyday vlogs kind of are going to end and it's gonna be sad but it's

gonna be okay so it cause hopefully we can vlog more but comment below if you guys

like these vlogs cause if you do we'll make sure to definitely do more but we hope

you guys enjoyed this like vlog series of our vacation yeah we'll definitely do more

vlogs in the future but they probably just won't be as interesting or as cool

because we are not on vacation very true so we're not doing as much fun stuff not going to be fun

places yeah but we'll try to do more of these but we are you gonna do fun things over

the summer but it probably just not as fun as like others things so we'll see

what happened but yeah so hope you guys enjoy the rest of this vlog but face it

just gonna be traveling but yeah but right now I'm gonna Jocelyn's makeup so

we'll try to do a time lapse of that so yeah, yeah

so we tried to use this and basically make a tower on Jocelyn's tongue and this is what

happened it was a much bigger blob of this and it did not end up very well and it was bad

At least it's good

here we'll do reenactment warning this look at these graphic contents of a

mouth if you have trouble seeing please give to 2:55 enjoy the music included DO

NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!

Hold me close till I get up time is barely on our of side I don't want to waste what's left

Storms we chasing leading us and love is all will ever trust ya know I don't want to waste what's left and on and on

we'll go through the wastelands through the

highways to my shadow through the sunrays so we've been on the road for

like four hours and

it's been pretty calm and chill and for lunch we went to a habit and we had burgers and

they were good and now we're just driving home and it's almost

dinnertime it's my 5:45 but to make up for it here is a travel montage and three

two one

we're back home what's Nor Cal?

*fake laughing*

oh my gosh ah wait is my makeup messed up? Look at my makeup BLOOPERS look at my makeup!

oh my gosh What's Nor Cal ? Oh I hate you

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I've been rolling through the wreckage

I've been dusting off the mess you made

I've been feeling kinda restless

I've been trying not to walk away

My knees start to buckle

I've been standing here for far too long

Shiver running up my spine

Tell me what's right, what's wrong

I waited for you to be strong enough

So I wasn't the only one holding us up

Ooh, I'm caving

We bend till we're broken

I'm a sucker for hopeless

Ooh, I'm caving

I'm caving

I thought I'd learned my lesson

I thought the dust settled in

But I'm digging through your shambles

Hoping that you'll let me in

I waited for you to be strong enough

So I wasn't the only one holding us up

I'm caving

I'm caving

Ooh, I'm caving

We bend till we're broken

I'm a sucker for hopeless

Ooh, I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

I'm caving

Ooh, I'm caving

We bend till we're broken

I'm a sucker for hopeless

Ooh, I'm caving

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Amiga Oculta Pelo Mundo - Secret Friend - Jusi&Vince - Duration: 5:44.

Hi guys welcome again to my channel.

So, today's video will be very different from other videos

Like you all know, this is December.

It's a month that people like to give gifts and people like to be with family

and I met a lot of people here on YouTube.

they became friend, even know we don't know each other

So because it's a family month, we decided to do the secret friend

which consists in giving someone a present without telling this person that she will get a present from you.

in total we are eight

from this eight ladies.

I will say the names

We have Samara, she lives in USA

Samara, like makeup, vlogs and recipes

Her channel will be here down below, also the channels of the other girls.

And we have Kamilla, she lives in Spain

Kamilla likes vlogs

Videos about shopping.

Recipes and she is very creative.

The same thing about Núbia. She lives in Germany

and Núbia has a daughter, she is also very creative

In party decor

and she also.... sometimes do vlogs

specially when is goes on holidays.

And we also have Anna, who lives in Germany

Ana is very... She is a very happy person

She does vlogs, live and does a little of everything on her channel.

and we have Simone.

She does recipes and.... she lives also in Germany.

And we have Penelope,

She lives here in The Netherlands.

And she vlogs about the cities in The Netherlands.

She is very creative and also does artistic make up.

and she is a very good person.

We also have Alexar.

Alexa lives in Switzerland

Alexa is very good in Makeup.

Girls if you like makeup

go visit her channel, it has everything about makeup

and every now and then she does vlogs

So, I will put all the links down below. On the description box

So you can go to their channels.

I would like to invite you all

To try to say who is my secret friend.

My secret friend has a big heart

but all them, all my friends in this group have a big heart

And she is a mother.

They are all mothers.

She is very creative

I think they are all very creative, in different ways.

and she is a very happy person

They are all very happy

now its up to you to find out

only you know

Another thing I wanted to do, is to show you what I going to send to my friend.

It has nothing to do with her.

to not to make things easy...

It has nothing to do with her.

First I want to show you what I am going to she for her daughter

Now you know she has a girl. So...

This box here. From Frozen

So she can make cards, and she to people.

Because, I know most of girls love Frozen, so...

and I also have here

something of my taste.

because I like this kind of things at home.

candles. Things that smells good.

so, this is of my taste. I will send it to her.

I hope she likes it

and I also have other stuffs here, but I will not show it.

Other wise it will be very easy to you to say who is my secrete friend.

So, homework is done.

Okay girls, this it for today

I would like to ask you. To go to their channels

and try to see who is my secret friend

This is all for to day. Thanks for watching.

AND A BIG KISS

From The Netherlands to the world

Until next time, BYE!

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