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Hi everyone, it's Sandy and today I'm doing the NOPE Book tag. This tag was

created by A Booktube Book and I wasn't tagged by anyone but I saw my friend

Mel from BooksWithWings doing this tag video and I knew I wanted to do it. The

questions for this tag are pretty long so I'm just going to be reading the

questions off my phone. The first question is a nope ending: a book ending

that made you go nope - either in denial, rage, or simply because the ending was

crappy. For this question, I'm going to go with The Girl on the Train by Paula

Hawkins. This book is a psychological thriller and after all the build-up in

this book, when the whole mystery was revealed, I felt like it was just very

anticlimactic, and I was pretty disappointed by how things turned out, so

I felt like this ending was just a big nope. The second question is a nope

protagonist: a main character you dislike and drives you crazy. I'm going to go

with Shazi from The Wrath and the Dawn by Renee Ahdieh. I don't dislike Shazi

but she did drive me crazy. The main and probably only thing that annoyed me

about Shazi's character is how her relationship with Khalid was built. I am

all for the enemies to lover trope. That is one of my favorite tropes to

read about but I didn't like how it was executed in this book. I thought the

romance was very sudden. The way Shazi felt about everything was just kind of

all over the place and it drove me crazy, so that is why I didn't really like this

book that much but I know so many people loved this book, but unfortunately it

wasn't for me. The third question is a nope series: a series that turned out to

be one huge pile of nope after you've invested all that time and energy on it

or a series you gave up on because it wasn't worth it anymore. A series that

turned out to be a huge pile of nope is The 5th Wave by Rick Yancey. If you've

been watching my videos for a while now, then this answer isn't really a big

surprise. I did enjoy the first book but the series just went downhill as the

books went on. As the series went on I just didn't know what was happening

anymore, like what were their goals? Like what are they trying to do?

I just wasn't as engaged anymore. Don't even get me started on the last book. I

really did not like the last book. The fourth question is a nope popular

pairing: a ship you don't support. I don't ship Alina and the Darkling. There are

people out there that actually ship them together but nope, I personally don't

understand it. I would never in a million years ship Alina and the Darkling. I

know a lot of people who have read these books don't like who Alina ended up

with but personally, I really didn't mind. the end game wasn't my preferred ship

but I don't dislike it as much as I do with Alina and the Darkling and also,

there are a million other reasons why Alina and the Darkling shouldn't be

together but I'm not going to discuss that in this video. The fifth question is

a nope plot twist: a plot twist you didn't see coming or didn't like. A plot

twist that I didn't see coming but I actually liked is in Killer Instinct by

Jennifer Lynn Barnes. The plot twist at the end of the book just blew me away.

There are multiple plot twists in this book and each one just constantly blew

my mind. If you haven't read the series, please check it out. The first book in

the series is called The Naturals and it's like a YA Criminal Minds. It's a

really great mystery/thriller series and I highly recommend it. The sixth question

is a nope protagonist action or decision: a character decision that made you shake

your head nope. I want to mention two books for this question and the first

one is Little Monsters by Kara Thomas. This is another mystery/thriller book

and it follows our main character Casey, who moves to a new town to live with

her father. She becomes really close to two girls

and they pretty much do everything together but on the night of a huge

party, Casey is left out and the following day, one of her friends go

missing and people become pretty suspicious of Casey. And in this book,

Casey kept doing things that was pretty much asking for her to be suspected

because she kept putting herself into situations that made it seem like she

was the one responsible for one of her friends going missing, and it just

frustrated me so much. I did like this book overall but I had pretty mixed

feelings about Casey's character because of her decisions but it definitely was

interesting to read from her point of view. Another protagonist I wanted to

mention is Desi, from I Believe in a Thing Called Love by Maurene Goo and I

really love this book. I think it's wonderful

but Desi does make some pretty crazy decisions that I don't agree with. A lot

of the decisions that she makes are due to this guide that she creates in order to

get a boy to fall in love with her. She basically studied a bunch of K-dramas to

create this guide, so a lot of her decisions are pretty dramatic and kind

of extreme. I don't agree with them but based on the context of K-dramas, I didn't

really mind her decisions that much. The seventh question

is a nope genre: a genre you will never read. I feel like never is a pretty

strong word and I don't always like saying I will never do this. I will never

do that because I don't know, maybe one day I will. But definitely for now, a genre

that I probably won't read for a really long time is erotica because that's just

something I'm not into and I don't think that genre needs an explanation. But

another genre that I rarely ever pick up a book from is historical fiction. A lot

of the historical fiction books that I have read are books that I thought were

like okay or didn't really like. There are definitely a few historical fiction

books that I did like but most of them I just thought were okay, so that's just a

genre that I don't ever really gravitate towards. The eighth question is a

nope book format: book formatting you hate and avoid buying until it comes out in a

different edition. There really isn't a book format that I hate. I pretty much

read from all different types of book formats, whether it's eBook, audio book,

physical print. However, I don't like mass-market paperbacks and I don't ever

read from mass-market paperback, but that's something I don't really have to

worry about because a lot of the books that I read which are young adult, are

not printed in mass-market paperbacks. And even though I do listen to

audiobooks, I will never buy an audiobook because (a) they're really really

expensive and I don't think it's worth the money to buy an audio book. A lot of

the audiobooks that I do listen to are books that I checked out from Overdrive,

which is connected to my local library and that works really well for me and

I'm really happy with just using Overdrive and checking out audiobooks

from the library. The ninth question is a nope trope: a trope that makes you go nope.

I feel like this trope is pretty specific but I hate it when one

character pushes another character away and that character is typically the love

interest, and they push their love interests away in order to protect them

for one reason or another. This does kind of fall under the whole miscommunication

trope because one character isn't telling the other character the full

truth because they think that once the whole truth is out, the other character

will think of them differently, will hate them, or will be really hurt, or for

whatever reason. And I feel like this always happens when it's so obviously

clear that both of these characters have feelings for each other. This trope

happens way too often and it's pretty present in a lot of my favorite books

such as The Darkest Minds, the Lux series, and all of the Shadowhunter

books. The tenth question is a nope recommendation: a

book recommendation that is constantly hyped and pushed at you that you simply

refuse to read. So I'm going to go with One of Us is Lying by Karen McManus and

this isn't a book that was necessarily recommended to me but it is a book that

I do think has hype surrounding it. It's a book that I will probably never read

because I've heard things about it that makes me not want to pick it up. I'm not

going to go into any of the details but Trina from Between Chapters has a very

very great Goodreads review that explains basically all of the reasons why I don't

want to read this book, so I will link that down below if you are curious. The

eleventh question is nope cliche or pet peeve: a cliche or writing pet peeve that

always makes you roll your eyes. I'm going to go with insta-love. This is a

trope that I really hate reading about and the second that appears in a book, I

would just automatically dislike the romance.

The 12th question is nope love interest: the love interest that's not worthy of

being one, a character you don't think should have been a viable love interest.

I'm going to go with Will from The Upside of Unrequited by Becky Albertalli.

This book sort of has a love triangle but I don't really consider it a love

triangle. This book follows Molly, who has had 26 crushes but has never been in a

relationship and she has a twin sister named, Cassie, who's basically tried to

set her up with this other guy. Once Reed is introduced, who is Molly's co-worker

and the other love interest, how can you not ship him and Molly together? I mean,

they are so cute and adorable and I really love them. I didn't really mind

Will that much but I definitely didn't ship him and Molly. I still really love

this book and I definitely highly recommend it. The thirteenth question is

a nope book: a book that shouldn't have existed that made you say nope. I'm

choosing Sea of Shadows by Kelley Armstrong and I really didn't like this

book. I think I still ended up giving it like a three out of five stars, which I

don't know why. Honestly this is more like a one-star book for me because I

really didn't like it. I didn't know what was going on. I thought it was confusing

this book was just a huge pile of nope, so I'm not going to talk about it

anymore. The 14th question is a nope villain: a scary villain or antagonist

you would hate to cross and would make you run in the opposite direction. I'm

choosing Adelina from The Young Elites by Marie Lu. And Adelina is an antihero.

Her powers are hella scary. She can create these vivid and powerful

illusions that can scare someone to death and I definitely

do not want to cross her path because she can basically make you imagine

something terrible happening to you and I don't want to experience that because

reading about all the things that she does do throughout the series just makes

me want to stay as far away from her as possible. The fifteenth question is a

nope death: a character death that still haunts you.

Lord of Shadows by Cassandra Clare. Still not over it.

Still not okay. Moving on. And the very last question is a nope author: an

author you had a bad experience reading from and decided to quit. There really

isn't an author that I read a book from and decided that I will never read any

of their books ever again but an author that I probably won't read a book from

anytime soon is Pierce Brown, the author of Red Rising. I read Red Rising a couple

years ago and I really didn't like it. I didn't really understand the world in

this book, and I thought it was just really confusing that I couldn't find

any piece of enjoyment from this book. I don't think Pierce Brown has written

anything outside of the Red Rising series yet but whenever he does, I'm

definitely willing to give him a second chance, but I probably won't be doing

that for a while. Those are all the questions for this tag. I hope you

enjoyed it. Thank you so much for watching and I will see you next time.

Bye!

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[ENG SUB] Vlog Made In Asia 2018 - Brussels (Belgium) - Duration: 7:33.

Hello everybody !

We are at Made In Asia

We're going for a walk ... With the "Free Hugs" ^^

So, the Made In Asia is already over

I hope you enjoyed the video

Although there were plenty of other things to see, I really did not show everything

Feel free to see the cover videos I made

See you later ;)

Nox

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ART GOALS and ESCAPING THE COMFORT ZONE - Duration: 4:48.

[light upbeat music] Hello everyone and welcome back to my channel

today I'm going to be talking about getting out of your comfort zone

and setting some goals for yourself so that you can hopefully improve your artwork in the long run

As artists we all know of stickings to drawing the same thing over and over again

I know I do at least

And it can be very daunting at times to try and draw something new for once

Taking myself as an example I suffer from head and shoulder syndrome

which just means I draw almost nothing but people from the shoulders and up

or from the chest and up but that's about it.

And in the long run it's not gonna help me improve my art. I know that, you know that, we all do.

and let's not even get into the fact that I realized about a month or so ago that I developed

a tendency to draw the same smug looking smile expression with barely any variation at all.

but enough about that. What I'm trying to say is that I have

some tendencies in my art that I'm going to try and develop and push myself out of

so that I don't just rinse and repeat the same art over and over again

And you should be doing the same!

and yes it is daunting to sit yourself down and

practice drawing things you aren't good at, whether it be hands, bodies,

expressions, backgrounds and so on.

because you want it to look perfect from the start

you want to just draw a masterpiece and first try and be done with it.

But here's the thing...

it's just not how things work

so how do you breakout of your comfort zone you ask?

Good question! It feels like there's a million

things I should practice and know and be good at and it gets overwhelming pretty quickly.

So here are a few tips that I use to push myself into drawing new

things and getting better.

number one: remember that you'll never be "as good as"

those artists you look up to if you never actually practice

you might look at a lot of artwork and think: wow I want to make that too!

And you can.....

if you practice.

number two: you can try and focus on a small amount of things you

want to start out practicing more on.

Stuff like eyes, hands, legs and so on.

Because when you practice all these small things they will in the end

combine like some kind of Voltron and BAM you got yourself a new drawing

Or something...

Now where do I start you ask well let me tell you.

When you sit down to draw something and you reach a point in your

drawing where you start struggling and you think "I don't know how to draw this"

that's where you start.

Or you think "I'm average at drawing this but I absolutely suck at this thing"

then you practice that. And if you're not quite sure what

in your artwork needs more work then try and show it to some of your friends.

Show it to people that would actually critique your work and tell you what you

need to improve on and then practice that.

[music stops] do you see where this is going?

we're just going to be practicing forever until the day we die...

That's the artist's life... yep.... I love it

[music resumes] and just as a side note you should still practice the

things you're already good at, but maybe try to vary it up a bit like drawing

different head shapes different eye shapes and so on and so forth

find new ways to better yourself and your skills

so going off on that let me tell you about what I'm drawing today

since I rarely do full-body pieces I decided I

try and do one (for once in my goddamn life)

not only does this push me out of

my normal head and shoulder syndrome but it also forced me to practice on some

other things I struggle with like hands and feet.

The girl I'm drawing is the main character from a webcomic I'm going to be making at some point

But starting off I honestly wasn't really feeling this drawing.

I thought it looked bad, the anatomy was crooked

I couldn't get her arm or face right

but instead of keeping up out of frustration I took a small break from it

went to eat dinner and then came back to try and fix it.

And I honestly ended up liking it!

Sure there are still some mistakes here and there

but I finished it

now there are tons of places online where you can

find reference pictures for things you want to study, there's countless books

and even YouTube videos that teach you how to break down for example a hand and

how you can go about drawing them.

I'll leave some links for you guys down in

the description for videos and youtubers that I've personally watched and that I

feel has helped me out with my anatomy studies and other such things.

Just in case you're not sure where to start, you can do what I tried to practice on which

was hands feet and a full body pose.

if you're interested in finding reference poses

I'll leave a link for some websites for that down in the description too

But yeah that's pretty much it for today's video

if you have any things that you want to improve on or goals you want to set for yourself

tell me about it in the comments, also tell me about what things

you suck at drawing so we can cry together [laughs]

thank you guys so much for watching,

I hope you'll have a wonderful rest of your day and I'll see you in the next video

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GURAL PRZEPRASZA WYKOP "Macie rację" (GURAL vs BOXDEL DRAMA) - Duration: 8:29.

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Motor Club of America|MCA Associate Shares Why MCA Pays So Well - Duration: 3:54.

hi guys it's Candice with Kings Prosper network in Motor Club of America thanks

so much for joining me today alright guys I'm going to talk to you

about why Motor Club of America pays its associates 200 percent commissions so

give me just a second and I'll be right back and we will talk about why they MCA do

this

welcome back so why does Motor Club of America pay its associates 200 percent

commission and that's one of the things that I wanted to talk about on today's

video you guys because that's a question that I'm asked sometimes and the reason

being is one of the most expensive things for any business out there is

paying for advertising advertising can cost millions of dollars per year

for a big business like Motor Club of America and so for that reason MCA has

taken a very different approach to get its brand out there to solidify its

brand and they have taken a much different approach than its competitors

okay so instead of spending millions of dollars on MCAcommercials on television

radio magazines

things of that nature and even in even those mass-market mailings that you

would get in your your mailbox outside rather than do that they have decided

that they would pay its motor club of america members its associates for referring others to their

services it's as simple as that and when we earn the 200 percent commission what

that means is we earn double of what the sale was so if you sell the total

security package at descents Motor Club of America is paying

you $80 for that sale and it's unlimited you can make 10 sales a week which would

be $800 or even more there are many on my team who are making

a significant income through Motor Club of America and it's 200 percent

Commission's so if you guys want more information you want to enroll with

Motor Club of America and start earning those unlimited Commission's yourself

check the information below you guys and that's really all I had for you today so

I hope that that has answered the question as to why does Motor Club of

America payout Commission's to its associates and I will be seeing you guys

soon on the next video please give me a like comment down there

share this video with someone who made me this information and if you haven't

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guys soon have an amazing day

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Camila Cabello Reveals Why She Keeps Her Dating Life Private - Duration: 2:41.

Staying mum.

Camila Cabello kept her lips sealed about her love life during an appearance on The

Dan Wootton Interview podcast on Thursday, March 15 but she did reveal that she s the

happiest she s ever been.

Cabello, 21, was spotted getting cozy with dating coach Matthew Hussey while vacationing

in Mexico in February.

When Wootton asked the pop star if she was in love, she responded: You know what, I am

really, really happy.

Like I said, I feel like I ve never been happier in my life.

She continued: But I feel like as far as that, I have always been such a private person and

I think the hardest thing for me as far as this industry has been letting go of that

privacy.

The Havana singer was seen kissing and hugging Hussey, 30, during their trip but she chose

not to reveal any more details about the romance.

I feel like, you know, for my sanity and for the sanity of the people that I care about,

you gotta keep some things sacred, the Never Be the Same songstress said.

I need to keep things mine for them to be special, just to protect that.

But to answer your question, I m very happy.

The Real Friends crooner, who released her debut solo album Camila in January, also spoke

about how she feels about her former Fifth Harmony bandmates.

I don t have any bad feelings towards them, she revealed on the podcast.

I am so happy in my life right now, and not just in my career just like in my life, I

m just so happy.

I feel like I m on cloud nine.

I ve never felt so happy in my life.

I don t have room or desire to have any bad feelings with people.

The reason I don t like talking about it s because I don t want to fight, she continued.

I genuinely wish them the best and I just have love for them and the whole journey that

we went through.

Cabello added: I totally respect the time and memories that we had, I don t want to

disrespect it.

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'I Use BTS To Get Views - Let's Be Honest' | OKAY tinashe - Duration: 9:03.

Hey, what's your boy, OKAY tinashe

so let me get straight to the point in like what the topic says and look up there and that is I use

BTS for views and let's be honest, you know I'm saying and this is something that's not only for me

But I feel that a lot of kpop reactors out there and kpop craters

People throw this at them all the time

And I just wanna start off with the reason I bring this up is because a couple of days ago

I did a reaction video on a BTS video and

I accidentally mistook

j-hope for jimin and

Obviously in the comments. He was saying you know like what the fuck Tinashe

You know that's clearly j-hope and even this was after I have a I had reacted to you know J hopes to behind the scenes

Video his entire mixtape his airplane is daydream

and you know I've been into kpop now since you know January so it's like two-and-a-half months and

Official art will call myself an army

I'll about a month and a half ago

And it like it was okay, and everything but the moment that people started saying things like I'm using this for views

That's when I started to become personal and the reason I'm saying this is because like I'm gonna be honest with you guys

Okay

um

um a

Couple months ago before I even got into this my my friends on one reached out to me boss reacts some of you guys might

Know him and he's like yo, Tinashe

Uh, I he started me doing like time when I was starting to give up as a creator

I've been doing this is like 2016 and it started to feel like I just had no one on

YouTube gave a shit about me no matter what I did no one gave a shit, and he Fifi said okay

I started reacting to these k-pop videos, and maybe you should get into it

He tried every way to motivate me to do it

You know he's like like because he saw something in kpop

that I would like and felt that I could also make a big impact in this area and as well as

Just be myself, and he kept trying. Yeah, yes. He used every single tactic you know like yeah, you should do this Joe. Oh

Look at my channel. I'm getting good have used for me, so yes in the beginning when he got me into it

I'll just like in a mom giving up something whatever I tried out within the first week probably two weeks max

like from going from I don't know what the fuck is this -

Wow why haven't I seen this before because like it just sparked my passion so freaking

And it was crazy, and then a lot of you

Who've been seeing me so that's the first started?

They've seen the growth in me and like the thing is I'm not saying don't get me feedback

I'm not saying don't don't call me out when I say something wrong

But the moment that you guys change up my morals

And and my motives for doing something ISM is the line I got a freaking cross, okay?

I mean I got a step up for myself because

Just because like it's hard for me at first it took me a while to make this video because at first old tastes

Like snow I was even pissed I was sad

I was like man what man I barely responded back to that many kindnesses

It was all gonna be the same thing you know even after I put my fucking ass off to make that whole video you know

It's like that one thing and I understand as a creator. We can't please everyone and I understand it's a time

I don't take feedback, but then the next phase all just pissed other people okay

Don't realize how much a second fries we put into this how much sacrifice

okaycome sitting you're trying to tell you guys if I only wanted to do this for the money and the views I

Would be in New York right now in Manhattan right now working at a freaking Bank?

I don't know if you guys even know what Goldman Sachs is but I had an internship there

And I got a return offer and chose not to take it because I wanted to

express myself

I mean a grab a camera and not know risk because I had enough confidence in myself

That no matter what I want to do I would succeed at it meaning

I no longer feel the need to drop on a secured opportunity a secure job

Just because I know and I don't have enough confidence in myself. No that's not me okay

I don't need to do that. I am okay with risk and just finding what I like and sticking to that the moment

I don't like something I scrap it. Okay, so I say this because a lot of kpop reactions

I feel like this is same thing. That's thrown out at you guys all the time, and it's just like come on guys

We're literally trying our best and especially understanding that kpop is

growing everywhere

Stop and stop it. You know I'm saying I'm like oh my god. It's crazy. You don't say and I say this because

Understanding people like us like if anyone who knows me

I bring this up because the whole open-minded thing because any idea this home gives to me. I'm gonna hop on it right away

I'm gonna try and kind of learn from their perspective as much as possible if I make my own opinion

And I say all this because since kpop is trying to become global I understand our me that

You have to be sometimes sensitive about it kind of like you know protective because people out there

You know probably all are using this for the views, but me personally. I couldn't have the better

I tend to see people from a better expects

The only thing is being that since its global and we're having so many diverse people

Around the same content people need to realize that there is gonna be so much so much misunderstanding

Misinterpretation because especially YouTube in general, maybe it's just because I'm starting to grow as a content creator and realizing wow

global platform from

Amazing ok my damn going off completely topic off of this, but just understanding that like as we as kpop girls

Globally there's gonna be a lot of you know new cultures getting into it so it's that barrier

Is it mean that base that line of like being open-minded?

From my perspective cuz I'm going into it which I have been I feel like if you watch my channel

I feel like I'm pretty freaking open-minded. I bring as many goddamn people. It's not about me

Boasting I think it's just the fact that I'm like outside about it

I just had to make a video to rant about it kpop rants right right right?

Like the open minded thing right where I've noticed a lot of kpop earns

And I feel like if you watch my channel I feel like I have and I'm still working every single day

I don't stop at proving myself that I am someone who is

Actually willing to learn who is trying to embrace the culture who's trying to figure out how can I take my?

different

Background and my different experience and bring it to kpop I do that every

Single freaking day like I don't think you guys realize like how much I look forward to

Waking up and doing this how much sleep we lose. I have a shit for shit goddamn laptop

I can't even afford of goddamn you one and like exporting a freaking 10-minute video sometimes takes 2 or 3 hours ok

So I'm having to plan my days like fucking crazy waking up a goddamn

You know we go to sleep around 9 waking up around 11 p.m.

So I can be up and like do you know like a 12 midnight ish to like you know 5:00 5:00 a.m.

Ish so I can post respond to comments I can edit so that when I fall asleep

Videos are ex usually when I'm sleeping. There's always a video exporting and just so much going on that I feel that sometimes

Us as creators we do such a goddamn good job of making our shit look so goddamn

Easy that sometimes you know from our audience perspective

Needing to be more transparent and did the reason why - like I didn't do the the introduction videos earlier

And I'll be honest with you guys

it's just the fact that I

It was hard to get a big group of people to do those who actually gonna stay up and be

attentive you know I'm saying you guys could look at my

nobody-nobody

Selections video like I had to do a lot of freaking editing because there were some people that were slacking and I'm not calling now

But it was hard for me to find cuz you guys wanted me to do with a group of people

But at the same time like I only know certain amount of people that I can really trust to sit down and actually

Enjoy this so that's why they also haven't been as many group reactions because I'm trying to find a new set of people

So they're just so much struggle going on like if you follow me on Twitter and snapchat

Yeah, you get to see that, but I think I'm not doing YouTube justice by updating you guys

but I say this because yes like I am sorry for doing for the same time like it's not like I just

Ignored it you didn't saying it's not like that

It was just hard for me to get a that bigger group of people that I could fully trust a fucking pain the guys never

Touch it. Yes. Yes Bible study you know saying

mysteriously god damn oh

God, I'm sorry. I'm getting super amped. I don't know

I just felt like I was sad, but now that I'm talking about something more exciting anyway guys

I just let you guys know like yes. I am doing the introduction videos. I am doing them weekly no bullshit

No matter if it was the group or if this was me another friend. Okay. Just me. I'm just gonna frickin

Do it cuz I'm Lana today. This is my channel, and I am the host so as the host

It should be my duty to inform my guests the best information possible the most accurate information of possible

It's similar for that like I said guys before on my Twitter and mother social media

I'm trying to get 1,000 guests onto my show by December 31st this year so far

I had I think 38 people in two and a half months, and we're gonna ramp that up

I need to figure out ways to get bigger groups classroom settings going on you know

I'm saying I'm on a mission

Because there's so much in this art and the genre for us to learn that we could all learn

Something and grow from it so I'm sorry Malo this lot of dishonest reason

I'm ranting cuz I'll just sad but now I'm feeling better and I'm gonna upload for you guys

So hope you guys enjoy, and yeah, have a great day. Hopefully this camera hasn't stopped huh man god damn