Today when I looked in the mirror I saw no smile or motive to smile,
looking at my heart I do not see any love,
who to love or who to be loved.
My dear strangers or acquaintances who will read this text believe, I tried to all forms live,
I tried to smile, I had fun, I tried to make new ones. Friends, charity, set up a new hobby, seek a new life since mine already I was not satisfied.
All my efforts were worthless, I still lay my head on the my pillow at night without a least reason to want to wake up in the morning.
Make no mistake; I did not have difficulties, he had no betrayal until because I had no family.
Make no mistake; I did not go through needs, my only need is was a reason to live.
I was so rich, everyone envied my financial condition, they did not know I envied the simple smile they received. of the family when arriving home in the late afternoon.
Sorry if I meant myself in the past, is that at that moment my loves; I already consider myself dead.
I see myself in the best phase of my youth, my body is in its best state, firm, young, energetic.
I should have friends or pets, but how can someone convey love if that someone was never loved?
I remember my childhood I miss the my time of innocence, ball, kite, earth, mud, falling, weeping, laugh, scream, dirt, child.
I did not have a mere smile left.
The message that I bring to you loves, is to enjoy life more,
Enough to search by popularity, of ambition, of hypocrisy,
enough to do what I and millions more people we've done all our lives and we ended up forgetting to live.
But that even those claims being impossible, my loves, please, This is a last request from a dead man,
Try, just try.
And for those who have not understood until Now...
That was a suicide text.
"I feel so much pain in my psychological that I need to feel pain elsewhere (wrists) to get the attention out of my head."
Thanks for watching <3 Until the next video. :3 A kiss, I fucking love you! <33
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