Thứ Bảy, 2 tháng 6, 2018

Waching daily Jun 3 2018

do you think there's free speech in Palestine

the media and on Facebook on the Facebook there is there are free speech

over here and it's pretty complicated based on the situation over here but so

what are the limits and who are who's controlling the limits probably the

media TVs and stuff like that every TV have its own responsible people who make

them go in certain ways and speaks certain things okay for political

purposes you mean or for Facebook and stuff like that it's pretty complicated

but they can you can say whatever you want within reason people like yeah

meaning you can't talk against you can't say the Levi's are people you are

talking about okay okay but you be talking about the situation

that you're happy with the political situation yeah okay like if you start to

mention people that could get you in trouble yeah it's different in Canada

I'm not showing who you are I don't get nobody knows

okay a situation in Canada is different in Canada and eagerness about your

reading about

it's different because you may so again

yeah yeah okay okay

no I would come out with any personal opinion they would be imprisoned right

away what i faceboo quality mother Hara would

know five salsa not even in a demonstration or a face because it's

very very difficult gonna crumble in about why my Anitha maybe something in a

specific framework in specific limits only so if you want a job

we have no freedom of speech here okay Nev you're an example how did you meet

I'll finish it myself this is on top of your face you won't miss your own

welfare anyone have a decade anymore a memory

doesn't belong sake you have no freedom of speech if anybody wanted to say

anything they they would get in trouble the Romneys Allah has got em Thalia call

youtuber wanted you to simply if somebody writes yeah write comments on

YouTube face below it hasn't he's saying he'll be in prison because they have no

personal freedom and we have no democracy they claim that democracy that

we have known but we don't apply it do you think that in Palestine there is

free speech

to be honest I don't think so okay in what ways yes give some examples you're

not free to do to say whatever you want not to do whatever you want people will

judge you based on like for me I'm a girl because I work in a bakery shop

they think that that's wrong I have to sit in my house take my the fact that

you work outside of Paris is wrong yeah now are we talk about older people or we

worked out of the house the fact that I'm working in a bakery like I guess you

why is it that I worked like before I worked here I work as a barista and

cafes I worked as a chef I work

sweet chef also they think that if you want word you

have to have a job one job life

I studied interior design for four years but I didn't find myself there I didn't

want to work emphasis but who gives who gives you problems you're talking with

older people people your age oh really okay so there's no difference in

generation they say you studied for four years and now you're working something

totally different to what you study where why are you doing this to me to

yourself tomorrow I'm going to start like a course and kitchen club if you

know it can change kitchen club academy become a chef

so you don't feel free to do what you want to stay what you want

No what about thinking the way you want you have to I just have to not care yeah

so we're not even talking with the government telling you what to think and

do we're talking to society yeah about everyone my age

my family my neighbors

well you go girl so do you think there's free speech here if you wanna be I wanna

fall asleep elitist a beer okay Houser gives examples of what you can speak

about okay I think I miss her I know Moodle edct on how bad the field

although I see essence another kind of a measurement or via an image to politics

we can talk about it openly nobody says anything about it like nobody says

something against us expressing ourselves ok can but can you publicly

say something against the leaders well I can hang much more Hannah Anna is she

shaken after an alien race known Alejandra I said no mas momento piggo no

it's acutally I must say peridot we feel a job you know you can't criticize them

because they're your leader but sometimes you can criticize them in a

positive way like how cute is that I better indoors I don't know what yes no

mess around Ivan behind I was low so hey Yankee flow

in local tutorials and I'm the hot doctor we can for example there was for

example let's assume that the president made a decision and people people didn't

like it a hundred percent and would say it's good but maybe it would have been

better if he tried something else or did something different with it a little bit

yeah is there free speech and Palestine free speech

like on alternate demonstration do you think there is like Christmas not that

much no like what can't you say what can you say yeah

what can't you say you don't forgive Italy good for me anything like

political yeah but could you if you decided if you want it you don't like

the politicians or a politician could you say that publicly say what they want

to say but not all people like so some people are careful so if you wanted to

say something against the President or the Prime Minister no no you but someone

else they say that yeah and they're okay they don't go to jail some of them may

be okay okay okay so do you think there's free speech in Palestine okay

like give an example yo or that there isn't or what are the limits of free

speech I think it's related to

second some taboos that you say something for it yeah so when you say

something political you're saying the Israeli as well are the ones who are

censoring you or it will do something

writing some things opposing to the authority to the president let's take a

social issue women's rights that's a good one so you want to let's say I know

it's not appropriate for women to let's say scream on the street or to do

something which is not considered feminine let's say you want to protest

that and talk about it publicly is that okay okay I heard this in Bethlehem I

don't know so women to complain okay you're judged

and then people would say the girl from the family of this family and the whole

family its shame it all leads to that no there is there can be change and there

has been and I think it starts with the first thing yes guys you guys to help

support me if you guys could go down and click on the patreon link and just

donate one dollar a month only one dollar I'd be able to get further places

be able to rent a car to get to villages and areas of both Israel and Palestine

that I'm normally not able to get to a public transportation one dollar a month

would help me get to so many incredible places

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【太鼓の達人】こんなのクリアできるわけないでしょう?? - Duration: 2:25.

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[Wolf's Talk] 서폿으로 어디까지 가능하냐고요?! 잘 들으세요 - Duration: 2:40.

How far can I go in ranked solo queue as support?

As support, you can become a pro-gamer.

WITH JUST SUPPORT?

Of course, as just support.

I became a pro-gamer playing support.

WEREN'T YOU NORMALLY A JUNGLER?

I used to be a jungler,

I practiced playing support,

then became 1st place as support.

I played support, jungler,

as Fizz and Diana,

got first place,

took a trial pro-gamer test as support and got into my team.

Among the support champions,

I only knew how to play Blitzcrank.

But after learning the other champions

so I could be a pro-gamer,

my rank just kept going up.

WHEN YOUR TEAM SUCKS, IS IT POSSIBLE TO CARRY AS SUPPORT?

Is it possible even when your team sucks?

It's not like they're going to suck forever, right?

Right?

Why'd you jump first?

Geez~~~

I'm doing it for 30 gold.

Idiot.

Why aren't you using your Heal?

Oh, jeez.

Wow, you're totally gonna get them with that.

Who does Braum counter?

Tahm Kench, Alistar,

or anything that doesn't lose in melee combat.

And if you're good at offensive support, Braum's a good pick.

If you think you're good at offensive support,

Braum's perfect for you.

NO MATTER HOW WELL I DO, I KEEP GETTING PAIRED WITH BAD TEAMS. 14 LOSE STREAK.

No matter how well I do,

I keep getting paired with bad teams.

14 lose streak.

You know...

Sorry to say this

but,

If you're really good, you can win bad games.

You only win with a good team

and lose with a bad team.

This says more about your own skill.

You think I got to Master and Challenger

just because I happened to always get good teams?

Am I winning this game

just because I luckily met a good team?

I'm the one doing well.

See? I'm the one doing well.

Our team was getting owned.

The upper 3!

This is so annoying. (ONE OF THE PLAYERS GETTING OWNED)

(lolol)

GET READY

TO PISS YOURSELF!

What you have to do here is...

Okay, my E is charged.

That was awesome, right?

Look. Look how well I'm doing.

I waited to use my W.

Look how well I'm doing.

If our ADC died,

would you have blamed the team?

Would you have blamed them for losing?

If you're still not convinced,

I'll personally watch your plays.

I'll let you know what the problem is.

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Gutfeld: I don't know about you, but I'm outraged out - Duration: 12:48.

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অবাক কান্ড । মেয়েদের সাথে কি করছে ফেক রিভু ? । দেখুন ভিডিও । Rivhu । Zee Bngla Serial Actor । FB - Duration: 4:42.

Rivhu । Zee Bngla Serial Actor । FB

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GYM REVIEW & WORKOUT : Six Packs Fitness Centre Teluk Intan - Duration: 3:53.

Hello everyone, my name is Leong Hui

Now, I am heading to Giant Supermarket

and try out a new gym at the supermarket top floor

called Six Packs Fitness Centre.

I will talk to you guys there!

Now, I am walking towards

Giant Supermarket because today I am bringing you guys on a tour

to a new gym situated at the top floor of Teluk Intan Giant Supermarket.

The gym is called Six Packs Fitness Centre.

It's the largest gym yet in the town of

Teluk Intan

Alright guys, we have reach the entrance here. Let's see its exterior.

From the outside,

we can see that the gym is very big and has lots of exercise equipments

and lots of dumbbells and machines as well.

But what caught my eyes is its dumbbell area

The area has a purple lighting background

which really looks awesome!!

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Klingande & Krishane - Rebel Yell - Tone Cola Electro House Drum Covers - Duration: 4:41.

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This is my rebel yell

What about freedom?

You're more than the clothes that you put on your back

Keep dressing your demons

But you can't find your soul on the discount rack

People are people

Yeah, people are people, and that's what they do

All so afraid of the truth

Can we peel off the lies and take out the love

Of the light that is shining inside of us all

It's time to be brave, it's counting your days

Oh, this is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell

Oh, this is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell

Show your true colors

A flower pushing through the pavement cracks

No one's a stranger

We are all walking along the same path

People are people

Yeah, people are people, we live and we die Gotta get up and try

Oh, this is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell

Oh, this is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell

Can you feel the loving out here, yeah

Oh, this is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell

yeah, yeah

This is my rebel yell

This is my rebel yell

This is my rebel yell, this is my rebel yell,

yeah, yeah

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Hand Embroidery: Neck Embroidery Design- 4 Part II - Duration: 12:48.

Before starting this video I request you to press the

red subscribe button, press the bell icon

Under the options menu select all, so that you won't

miss any notifications from my channel

Welcome to Raj Creations this is part 2 of

kutch work neck design 4

here we will start the filling from the same point

where we have completed the outlining

here i am using 4 strands of thread

first we will do the filling from the outer side

in the next step we will do the inner circle

this is very simple and easy just to fill the small clusters

as shown in my previous videos

one up and one down rule has to be followed

while filling as you can see

you can also do filling with different color thread,

but here I am using same color thread

if you like my videos please share it with your friends and family, to support my channel

if your outline part is correct you can easily fill the pattern

else you will find difficulty in filling

so focus on first to make the correct outline

filling is a very part

now we are doing the last cluster

after that the lower part filling will be started

starting from that point now we will proceed on the lower side

on the inner side and do the last step of this motif

this way we have to complete the inner circle

now quickly showing you how to do the inner flower

we are using lazy daisy stitches

4 stitches has to be taken and in the center we will

attach bead or pearls

here i am showing you how to make corner

actually we are trying to make sharp corners so that

the neck shape is visible clearly

here we are using bead stitch, after 2 stitches a bead or pearl has to be attached

this is how bead stitch can be made

do not stretch the thread so much

now making the corner

using 6 strands of thread in this

one bead stitch and another one and pearl has to be attahced

This way we have to make to outline of whole neckline

I hope you will find this tutorial helpful

Thanks for watching my video

please like and share it, Thank You

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Juan Martin Del Potro | Road to Rolang-Garros 2018 - Duration: 2:36.

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Größter Tennis-Erfolg für Maximilian Marterer: Achtelfinale in Paris - Duration: 5:25.

Maximilian Marterer steht zum ersten Mal in seiner Tennis-Karriere unter den letzten 16 bei einem Grand-Slam-Turnier

Als Belohnung darf sich der Nürnberger in jedem Fall auf ein großes Match freuen

  Paris - Maximilian Marterer hat seine Chance genutzt und sich bei den French Open erstmals für das Achtelfinale eines Grand-Slam-Turniers qualifiziert

Der 22 Jahre alte Tennisprofi aus Nürnberg schaltete in der dritten Runde Außenseiter Jürgen Zopp aus Estland aus, der als Lucky Loser nach verpasster Qualifikation nachträglich ins Hauptfeld gekommen war

Nach dem 6:2, 6:1, 6:4 gegen Zopp trifft Marterer in Paris entweder auf Rekordsieger und Titelverteidiger Rafael Nadal aus Spanien oder den französischen Lokalmatador Richard Gasquet

"Ich hab' ein echt gutes Match gemacht. Das ist jetzt schon ein unglaubliches Turnier für mich", sagte Marterer bei Eurosport

"Gegen Rafa zu spielen, war schon immer ein großer Traum für mich. Es wäre schön, wenn er in Erfüllung gehen könnte

" French Open: Marterer nutzt den ersten Matchball Marterer brauchte zwei Tage nach seinem überraschenden Erfolg über den kanadischen Aufsteiger Denis Shapovalov nur eine Stunde für die 2:0-Satzführung

Der Weltranglisten-70. machte viel weniger Fehler als der ebenfalls druckvoll spielende Zopp, der schon einmal die Nummer 71 der Welt war, jetzt aber nur noch an Position 136 geführt wird

Zopp spielte im dritten Satz besser, half beim entscheidenden Break zum 4:3 für Marterer aber erneut kräftig mit

Nach 1:39 Stunden nutzte der von Davis-Cup-Teamchef Michael Kohlmann betreute Linkshänder gleich seinen ersten Matchball

Alexander Zverev trifft im Achtelfinale auf den Russen Karen Chatschanow. Die Nummer 38 der Tennis-Welt gewann das fortgesetzte Drittrunden-Spiel gegen den Franzosen Lucas Pouille 6:3, 7:5, 6:3

Die Partie war am Vorabend wegen Regens beim Stand von 1:1 im dritten Satz abgebrochen und vertagt worden

Gegen den 22 Jahre alten Chatschanow hat Zverev bisher einmal gespielt, 2016 gewann der Weltranglisten-Dritte beim Hallenturnier in St

Petersburg. Zverev hatte mit seinem Fünf-Satz-Sieg gegen Damir Dzumhur aus Bosnien-Herzegowina erstmals in Paris die Runde der letzten 16 erreicht

Für Chatschanow ist es schon das zweite Achtelfinale bei den French Open nach dem vergangenen Jahr

Bei den Damen überzeugte die zweimalige French-Open-Siegerin Maria Scharapowa aus Russland beim 6:2, 6:1 gegen die frühere Weltranglisten-Erste Karolina Pliskova aus Tschechien

Scharapowa trifft nun entweder auf die deutsche Nummer eins Julia Görges oder in einem Duell einstiger Nummer-eins-Spielerinnen auf Serena Williams aus den USA

Auch Wimbledonsiegerin Garbiñe Muguruza und US-Open-Siegerin Sloane Stephens aus den USA kamen weiter

Lesen Sie hier: Uli Hoeneß im AZ-Interview - "Haben etwas gutzumachen" Die AZ-App für Android und iOS 

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Οκτώ τρόποι για να βάλεις το πιο αέρινο ρούχο. - Duration: 1:41.

Summer Dresses: Πώς να φορέσεις τα midi φορέματα του καλοκαιριού Έξι τρόποι για να βάλεις το πιο αέρινο ρούχο

Όσο περνάνε οι μέρες και θα αρχίσουμε να μπαίνουμε πιο «βαθιά» μέσα στο καλοκαίρι, θα παρατηρήσεις και εσύ πως νιώθουμε την ανάγκη να αποχωριστούμε τα πολλά ρούχα και θα καταφύγουμε στις one-piece στυλιστικές επιλογές, όπως είναι τα φορέματα

Και πιο συγκεκριμένα τα midi φορέματα που εξαιτίας του βολικού τους μήκους είναι ιδανικά για all day casual εμφανίσεις, αλλά και για τις βραδινές σου εξορμήσεις

Σου έχουμε έξι στυλάτους τρόπους να τα φορέσεις όποιο και να είναι το ύφος στο οποίο αγαπάς να ντύνεσαι και φυσικά όποιος και αν είναι και ο σωματότυπός σου

Ακολούθησε τις συμβουλές μας και θα δεις πως δεν υπάρχει περίπτωση να ξαναβάλεις midi φόρεμα αυτό το καλοκαίρι και να μην εντυπωσιάσεις τους πάντες! Διαβάστε περισσότερα στο Queen

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Top Best Facts about YouTube | You should know - Duration: 1:22.

Top best facts about youtube | you should know

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Jóvenes, los más vulnerables ante cárteles: López Obrador - Duration: 2:29.

TEJUPILCO, ESTADO DE MÉXICO Andrés Manuel López Obrador retomó su propuesta de generar una constitución moral y recalcó que la verdadera felicidad no está en los bienes materiales

Ante sus simpatizantes en Tejupilco, estado de México, el candidato presidencial de la coalición Juntos Haremos Historia reiteró que los jóvenes son los más vulnerables ante carteles que ofrecen lujos y riquezas

Te puede interesar: En Papantla dan limpia a AMLO para alejarle las malas vibras López Obrador dijo que en México hay 16 millones de jóvenes que viven en pobreza, lo que los convierte en posibles reclutas de los cárteles de la droga que les provee de dinero rápido

Adelantó que en caso de ganar las elecciones del 1 de julio de inmediato convocará a un constituyente que elabore su propuesta de constitución moral López Obrador visitará este domingo el estado de México y la Ciudad de México

NESTORA, VÍCTIMA DE PERSECUCIÓN POLÍTICA: LÓPEZ OBRADOR El candidato de la coalición Juntos Haremos Historia, Andrés Manuel López Obrador, acusó que la candidata al Senado, Nestora Salgado García, es víctima de persecución política al ser acusada de secuestro, cuando fungió como comandanta de la Policía Comunitaria en el municipio de Olinalá, estrategia que dijo, ha empleado el PRI contra dirigentes sociales

López Obrador estuvo en Ciudad Altamirano, en la región Tierra Caliente de Guerrero, pero no lo acompañó Nestora Salgado, quien es candidata a senadora en esta entidad

Te puede interesar: AMLO propone a Solalinde como Ombudsman El tabasqueño aseguró que la ex líder de la Policía Comunitaria está sufriendo de represalias "inventadas", razón por la que no estuvo en el mitin, pero aseguró que la seguirán apoyando desde la coalición que encabeza

Por otro lado, informó que recurrirán al Tribunal Electoral del Poder Judicial de la Federación (TEPJF) para impugnar la decisión del Tribunal Electoral de Michoacán de retirar la candidatura plurinominal del ex líder de las autodefensas, José Manuel Mireles, al Congreso de dicho estado

  *amgl

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Always For Me Talks with Plus Size Models about Body Positivity (part. 4) - Duration: 1:16.

[intro music]

>> MAXEY: I think it's awesome!

We were literally just talking about this kind of like

rebranding you guys are going through.

I mean, it's the time.

Like we said, it's really freaking cool to be plus size right now.

So, it's really great to have companies,

that have always been for us,

kind of going along with it and noticing trends and

realizing that plus size women wanna

strut their stuff on the beach and not just kind of cover up.

So it's really cool that you guys are going along with that

And putting us in suits that make us feel good.

>> CARALYN: Absolutely.

And, as a former Always For Me model,

I've seen the growth and change of the company.

I'm just so proud,

even though I haven't been that closely involved,

but, I just feel proud of Always For Me for

taking that jump into modern times and

listening to the customer and hearing them

and putting out things that they know we want.

You know, we wanna be trendy,

We wanna be cool, we wanna be a little bit sexy.

A little bit on trend, so I'm really excited to see where this goes.

And I'm so happy to be a part of it, so thanks!

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Detroit : rA9 กับความลับที่ซ้อนอยู่ - Duration: 11:00.

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Ο πρίγκιπας Χάρι μπορεί να παντρεύτηκε από μεγάλο έρωτα τη Μέγκαν Μαρκλ αλλά δεν άφησε παραπονεμένες - Duration: 1:09.

Πρώην σύντροφο του πρίγκιπα Χάρι καλεσμένοι στον γάμο του Ο πρίγκιπας Χάρι μπορεί να παντρεύτηκε από μεγάλο έρωτα τη Μέγκαν Μαρκλ αλλά δεν άφησε παραπονεμένες και τις πρώην του

  Στη λίστα των καλεσμένων ήταν και τα ονόματα δύο πρώην συντρόφων του όπως αποκάλυψε το περιοδικό vanity fair

Η μία ήταν η Chelsy Davy με την οποία είχε σχέση από το 2003 ως το 2010. Λίγο πριν τον γάμο μίλησαν στο τηλέφωνο και μάλιστα η συζήτηση ήταν φορτισμένη συναισθηματικά, με την κοπέλα να κλαίει στο τηλέφωνο

Τελικά πήγε στον γάμο χωρίς να υπάρξουν παρατράγουδα.

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Why I shaved my head - Duration: 18:16.

Hello Shyguitar people today

I am going to be telling you the story of

why I shaved my head. I was a Buddhist nun for five days and

shaving my head is something that I've always wanted to do,

but I've never really had the chance to do it. and

recently, I

decided to shave my head for my religion, which is,

no!

No, I am filming.

Oh my god, this is so awkward.

I'm talking to a camera when there's people around. So anyway,

being a Buddhist nun was something that I really wanted to do.

But I've never really gotten the chance to my life just wasn't really on track. When I'm talking about

Buddhism and becoming Buddhist nun nuns and monks,

I'm talking about strictly Thailand only, because that is the only country that have ever

experienced Buddhism in. I don't know about other countries. I know other Asian countries

like, have Buddhism as

Like, their main religion as well.

But I feel like it's kind of like Christianity where there are many different branches. And so there are many,

I can't talk. There are many different branches

and so there are going to, there's going to be many many

beliefs.

So when I was growing up in

America, I was raised Christian. Like, my grandma would always take me to church.

But I felt like

Christianity just did not make sense to me. Everything that they were saying,

it like, it just didn't make sense to me. And I felt like going to church was really really boring. Now,

don't get me wrong. I know that there are a lot of people who are Christian out there. I am in

no way, shape, or form shaming you for being a Christian person and for believing in Christianity. I'm just saying

that when I experienced it, I felt like it just did not work for me.

And so I moved to Thailand, and at that time I just I was just very confused in terms of religion.

I didn't know

what I wanted to believe. And as I grew older,

I felt like I picked up on energy, and I picked up on like, different senses. I could sense whether I

would get along with a person based on their energy and I could tell how a person was by the like,

in the first few seconds of meeting them. And

I can also tell when bad things are going to happen. I don't know what's going to happen,

I don't know when it's going to happen, but I can feel it, and I know it's coming soon.

So I was just I was kind of spiritual for a while.

I didn't really have a religion, and then I like started to learn about

Buddhism and I felt like it was just a very logical to me. And

it just made sense. And so I decided that I was going to be a Buddhist woman.

So what led me to become a Buddhist nun

was I

had this dream and

it was a dream about this woman. I had never seen her before, but

her face was just very kind of torn up and

she like, I felt like she came to me because she wanted to scare me.

But what Buddhism teaches you is

that that

if you know, you if you don't lose your head, if you keep a clear mind,

then you'll you'll be able to solve

anything.

Like, if you try hard enough

just keep a clear mind, and

you'll be good. And so I felt like I didn't panic.

I like kind of knew that she really couldn't do anything to hurt me and

I don't, like again, I don't know how I knew this, but I just knew. I just kind of felt like

she

didn't want to hurt me. She just wanted to scare me a little bit and she was kind of like,

looking at my face kind of like doing big eyes and stuff. And

her face was just very torn up, like her face had gone through something

But, I feel like I wasn't exactly scared.

I was a little shaken up, but I wasn't exactly very like, I wasn't horrified.

And so the next day,

our teacher told us

"You guys are being really loud and very disruptive,

so I want you to meditate for five minutes." And this is very common in Thailand. Like

teachers sometimes to do this. They make you just sit there and close your eyes. And

the minute I closed my eyes, like this was the day right after the dream, and this was still in the morning,

so I guess it was pretty fresh. And

so I closed my eyes, and the minute I did, she came to me again.

But this time she was, like I can't really remember her features. I can kind of remember her hair.

She had kind of like this golden brown hair.

But I can't really remember her face like it was just very foggy.

I could see

the shape of a woman. I couldn't really see all of her features, but I just knew that it was her. And

she didn't open her mouth,

but I could hear everything that she was saying. It was like she was using her energy to talk to me. And

so she told me that she was somebody from a past life, and

she was speaking in Thai. So I guess she was Thai. Maybe that's why I have such ties

with Thailand and why I have a

Thai boyfriend and I

live in Thailand. I feel like

maybe that's part of the reason why I

am in Thailand in this life. Maybe in a past life, I met her, and that's what she told me.

She told me that she was somebody from a past life, and

that she was like my relative or something. And as she spoke like there were flashes in my mind.

Like, it was kind of like a very fast story book. It was like a very fast kind of movie and,

she told me that she was a relative from a past life and that before she died I

was in a car with her and I was going somewhere.

I don't know where, but I could like, in my mind's eye, I could see that it was nighttime.

It was like she was telling me, and she was showing me at the same time. and

She told me

that

we were going somewhere.

I don't know where, but she said we were going somewhere and we crashed. And

I don't know what we crashed into, but we'd like, we got into some kind of accident. And

she told me that instead of helping her, that I left her there and then she died. And

so that day I went, I was like, okay. So when I have time I'm going to go to the monastery and I

am going to, you know give offerings to the monks. I

decided in my mind that I was going to become a Buddhist nun

when it was my second semester of my third year of

college. Well, I came home and the workload was like a lot

I usually do wedding gifts since my step-family

owns a wedding business. And so I was just doing a lot of wedding gifts and I kind of like, I

prayed to her and I told her that

Like, I asked her "Can it wait? Because my grandma has it's just a lot of work to do and I really want to help her." and

I told her that I would I would definitely become a Buddhist nun,

temporarily, for her. But I pleaded like, can it just please not be right now? And

a couple days later,

like, I so I have epilepsy if you if you're subscribed to me, you would know that. And I

just felt very very weak all day my

head was spinning. I just I felt I couldn't eat. I felt very nauseous.

I don't know what was going on. And later that day,

I felt like I had ringing in my ears, which is what happens before I have a seizure. And

so I was just very very scared that I was going to have another seizure. And

somehow I just knew, that it was her. And

Buddhist nuns don't

necessarily have to shave their heads. Like, they can keep their hair. It doesn't matter.

It's not the same as when a man becomes a monk.

Men

become monks like, a lot of the time. It's very very common.

So it's just very easy for them to find a monastery to become a monk at.

But for women it is not as easy, because

Buddhist nuns are not unheard of, but they also aren't very common.

Like, there were two girls who were Buddhist nuns with me, but they didn't shave their heads,

they kept their hair which is fine, you know. And

so

There were religious rules that we had to follow. If I can, also if I can find a picture, I'll like, put it over

my face so that you can you can see

what

Buddhist nuns in Thailand look like.

There were some religious rules that we all had to follow.

These aren't in order, but I'm going to say them as I remember them.

So the first one, was that you cannot lie. You cannot gossip behind

anybody's back. No, like gossiping or blowing anything out of proportion.

because like that, that was one of the rules. The second one, was that you

had to remain pure. So basically, no lustful thoughts or touches,

because it is considered a sin.

Another rule was that you could not eat any solid foods after

noon.

Like, you could eat

anything you wanted up until noon. Like, you could eat breakfast to lunch

but then after noon like,

12.00,

you could only drink liquids.

Like, you can add ice to your beverage to make it

colder, but you cannot chew ice because that would make it solid and that is against the rules. No stealing so you could not take

anything that was not yours,

because stealing is bad and it is a sin. You could not kill any kind of animal,

which was very very scary because there, in the shower rooms, I kid you not, on

four sides, four corners of the room,

there were spiders, like this big. And they were they were just hanging there. I was so scared

every time I took a shower,

but I could not do anything to it. I couldn't do anything to them because what if they died?

Then I would like, then I would be committing a sin. So I just had to shower like that and kind of like :O

Like, it was just very scary I don't like bugs, but I couldn't do anything.

Oh yeah, you cannot

touch or come in contact with any men. You cannot be close to them.

It's, it's the same with monks. Like for a monk, if a woman is to give you a certain kind of

offering,

the woman has to place it on

the orange cloth that the monk wears, and

only when she takes her hand off,

can he come in contact with it. It's the same for nuns like if a

boy, or a man is to give you something,

they have to place it, take their hand off, of it, and only when their hand is off of it, can you take it.

You cannot be close to them. You can come in contact with them. It is just

another like form of remaining pure. I was with two other girls, right. And

We had, like, we had to get up, usually you get up early in the morning and you say your morning prayers.

But in this particular monastery, they never really did that. Buddhist monks, they go out and

like they walked, and

people give them offerings as they walk, and those offerings are the things that they eat at

9:30.

In this particular monastery, monks only ate one meal.

So it was only at 9:30 and so

what they got,

from their walks, was

what everybody else got to eat. But,

the monks got to eat first, and then

after they ate, they said a prayer, and after that prayer, once they got up the nuns got to

go and pick out what they wanted to eat. And

then after that, there are

men and boys who are not monks, but they are studying to become monks. And so after the nuns

got to pick what they wanted to eat, then those boys got to pick what they eat last. And

after that, there wasn't really much else to do. Sometimes we would sweep

some

sweep the floors in some buildings, or in some like little prayer areas.

Most of the time we just slept though, because the

Person who was in charge of everything told us that nuns

were not to leave their sleeping quarters very often. If you wanted to take a shower,

then, all three of us had to go.

If we wanted to use the bathroom, all three of us or two of us had to go/

Nobody was allowed to go out alone, and

he also said that

we should not be out of our sleeping quarters

like, at night because it just wasn't very proper. And then around like five-ish,

we had to go and say our evening prayers.

And after we said our evening prayers,

then we were free to do whatever we like. We could sleep and we could

read some books. Like in the room where we slept, there was just a lot of books

about Buddhism. There were like, prayer books, there were books about people like Gandhi and mother Teresa. And

Other than sweeping, and

saying our prayers,

we didn't really do much else. Thank you guys so much for watching

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