Thứ Bảy, 26 tháng 5, 2018

Waching daily May 26 2018

- Morning, Trainiacs, that was a sizeable swim.

You're a little smudgy, I'll clean your face.

Beautiful.

4500 meters, pace of 148 per 100,

and about an hour 41, new record.

Longest swim on this watch.

A lot of that swim was focused on

staying nice and horizontal, like keeping

your bum cheeks and your feet close to the water.

I'm gonna explain that.

Fortunately, I have cameras everywhere

and I took a bunch of footage of what to focus on.

We're gonna do that back at the cavern

after I go for a one hour hell run, okay?

Race you there. (upbeat music)

That morning was a bit of a bear.

That 4500 meter swim and then 12 1/2 K one hour run,

all kinds of hills.

I'm tired.

Okay, so what we've got here

is kick footage from me today.

I'm gonna preface all of this by saying

I am not a good kicker.

Do as I say, not as I do.

However, I'm a good listener and I'm a good yapper,

so a lot of these tips that I'm gonna give you

are from Jerry Rodriguez, Tower 26,

he's probably the single best triathlon swim coach

in the world and I'm gonna say triathlon swim coach,

because swimmers who are flexible

and have the time to swim six, seven, 13 times a week

are not triathletes who are time crunched,

who are inflexible, who don't have a swim background,

who didn't swim as 12 year olds.

We require different coaching,

so here's how to kick as a triathlete.

So let's start this off with what you absolutely

do not wanna be doing.

Looks like this.

You do not wanna be grabbing yourself a kick board,

putting your hands way out front

on the end of that kick board, throwing up your goggles,

and sticking your head out of the water.

Why you don't wanna do that is because it's critical

when you're swimming to have three touch points.

As you're going across the water,

you want the back of your head, your butt cheeks,

and your heels to be touching the surface of the water.

Doing that ensures that you're gonna be

skimming across the surface of the water

with as little drag as possible.

If you're down, your butt cheeks are under

the surface of the water, and your heels are

under the surface of the water,

you're gonna be creating a ton of drag,

and doing this, sticking your head out of the water

pushes your butt cheeks down.

As you can see, mine are under the surface of the water.

I'm pushing water and I'm reinforcing

those really bad habits.

Here's how we train to get around that.

You grab yourself that kick board,

you get yourself a snorkel, and you kick

with your hands on the back of the kick board.

You put your head in the water, facedown with your nose

pointing straight down at the bottom of the pool,

snorkel over top, and you focus on those three touch points.

My head, butt cheeks, heels touching

the surface of the water, and what that results in

is a nice, straight line across the surface of the water

with as little drag as possible.

Look at that from underwater.

You can see the same thing, that back of the head,

butt cheeks, heels are just coming out

of the surface of the water and I'm creating

as little drag as I possibly can.

There's a couple of things that you shouldn't do,

mimicking what I do.

Number one, see how much my upper body

is moving side to side?

You can see it better from out of the water.

You see how my shoulders and my upper body

are moving from side to side?

Essentially, what you want is from that point forward

to be completely stationary.

You want it to be a nice, tight core.

You don't want that kick to be causing

vibration going up your body.

You want all of the movement to be from that point back,

and that's gonna ensure that you've got

that nice, tight core and you're not creating

turbulence in the water with your kick.

You're just sending as much propulsion forward

as you possibly can.

Now, second thing that you don't wanna be doing,

most of you are gonna have a tough time avoiding this,

because we're triathletes, we run a lot,

which makes our ankles inflexible, but what I have here is

I've got a fair bit of drag basically acting as a windsail

in the water that I'm dragging.

If you are a elite swimmer, your foot

would be more like this.

Now, there's one way that we can help

at least loosen up our ankles a little bit

and also help lift up our legs,

make it a little bit easier to get those butt cheeks

and the heels at the surface of the water.

If you're new and you're really struggling with that,

you get yourself a set of fins,

and you'll see how fluid my kick is.

It just looks really nice, if I do say so myself,

and what you can see right there, boom,

hip to ankle, and it's nice and straight.

And what you want is the tear cross blade fin.

I will put a link in the description below to thekit.com

with the only fin that Jerry Rodriguez recommends,

because you don't want short fins,

you don't want super long scuba fins,

you want a little bit supple, but you want

a rigid enough side so that it counter balances

our really stiff ankles and it puts them in a position

where they're forced to plantar flex.

Point, finally, there's one spot back here

that I wanna show you.

You can kinda see it here, how close together my feet are.

Essentially, you wanna get your feet nice and close together

to the point that your big toes are hitting each other.

You do that by just pointing your toes a little bit inward.

If they're out and if your legs are splayed out,

on the side of your body, you're gonna have drag,

and it's gonna initiate a bit of a scissor kick,

so you want your legs nice and tight together

with your toes just pointed in slightly

and your big toes almost passing

and rubbing against each other.

So now, all of this said, a few things to recommend

and to especially understand.

Number one, we don't kick for propulsion.

There wasn't a point in there where I talked really at all

about making our kick better to go faster.

Why we kick and why we practice kicking that way

and getting our body aligned on the surface of the water

is to reduce drag, getting a nice balanced body position,

and to have a nice, long, taught frame.

It's not to create propulsion.

Even the best swimmers in the world

only get about 15 percent of their propulsion

through their kick, and our legs are so big

that it sucks a ton of the oxygen out of our body

making it very difficult to go on a 15, 20,

two hour swim in our races, so it's low return on investment

to work on the kick for propulsion.

We wanna just work on the kick from the standpoint

of alignment and balance in the water.

So a few things that you need to focus on and remember,

starting from here down, you want your head,

your butt cheeks, and your heels

touching the surface of the water

at all times, to reduce drag.

Here you want your upper body from basically

your belt line up to be completely stationary.

I gotta work on that.

Down at the feet, you want your toes pointed together,

touching each other just slightly,

and if you need a little bit of help

on your ankle flexibility, get yourself

the tear cross blade fins, and there will be a link

in the description below to all of the

very specific triathlon tools that we use

that are very different than a lot of the things

that are recommended out there,

but these are for triathletes,

and that's what we Trainiacs are.

So there you go, Trainiacs, that is how you kick.

If you aren't yet subscribed,

hit the subscribe button below.

If you are subscribed and I blew your mind

with some of these kick tips, hit the like button,

and check out the Triathlon Taren Podcast.

It's the most reviewed triathlon podcast in the world,

and that's how we actually got to meet

Mambo Jerry Rodriguez from Tower 26.

It's a good one.

Later.

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Pizza Chef Reviews Delivery Pizzas - Duration: 3:17.

(laughs)

(speaks in Italian)

- My name is Simone Falco.

I'm the chef/owner of Rossopomodaro.

I've been making pizzas since I was very young.

I'm very excited today, because we're gonna

discover which one is the best

delivery pizza you can get at home.

Stay tuned.

Let's see what we have here.

Feels super soft, and a little oily.

A lot of flour underneath.

That's burnt, that's why the color is so dark.

What are these?

Maybe potatoes?

There's a gooey line right in the middle,

but looks pretty good.

Sweet is the first thing that comes.

The tomato sauce, not bad.

There's a sauce on the side.

There's a lot of butter.

It's a garlic hollandaise?

Maybe dip in there?

It's having a pizza with mayonnaise,

and maybe some people like it.

I don't really enjoy it, but I guess it's a good start.

Wow, we have the pepperoni.

Not bad.

The underneath part is cooked much better.

They might use oil or butter to make it crispy.

The smell is more of a cake, calzone more than a pizza.

The crust is stuffed with, not just cheese, but mozzarella.

I think the cheese of a better quality.

Less sugar, less doughy.

I think it's a little too soft.

Not enough tomato sauce, barely a little,

but overall it's not bad.

Pull out directly from the fridge,

get a bite before you go to bed.

I would do that.

Okay, definitely thinner crust.

I can see oregano.

The crust smells of oil.

Inside is a little tight.

It's pretty good.

I don't see sugar in the tomato sauce,

which makes me very happy.

I don't taste the sugar into the dough,

which makes me happy again.

It stays there, doesn't drip oil.

This is the pizza I would like to sit on the couch

on a Sunday, watching the football with an easy beer,

or as I prefer, the wine.

It delivers.

I think this is the best so far.

This is my favorite.

Oh my lord.

This is nice.

What is it?

It's a pie.

I see a lot of sausages, mushroom,

jalapeno, uncooked dough.

Dense, doughy, but the cooking technique is much better.

They use very good ingredients.

The heavy weight on top tastes good,

but that part feels to me soupy.

And here we are, (speaks Italian).

They use a little semolina flour to make it crispier,

which will give a nice bite, a nice touch.

The cooking technique is good.

It holds up well.

A lot, a lot, a lot of olive oil in the dough.

Sweet, sugar back.

The amount of sugar that you feel everywhere,

for me it's too much.

But overall, I guess fairly balanced.

Definitely on the top rank on the one that we tried today.

The culture of pizza is the neighbor who plays,

the family that runs it for you.

Talk with them.

Buy something more simple, and eat it hot.

(upbeat music)

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Major Energies Are Hitting Us Right Now – Are You Feeling It Too - Duration: 4:57.

Major Energies Are Hitting Us Right Now � Are You Feeling It Too

By Emmanuel Dagher

We are currently moving through a highly active energy cycle that began last week, and will

continue until early September.

During highly active energy cycles, there�s often a great deal of electricity in the air,

which is felt most powerfully by those who are sensitive to energy.

When this much electricity is in the air, it offers us an excellent opportunity to take

action towards creating the reality of our choice.

This is not the time to sit on the sidelines, watching as life passes us by!

Just like the seasons, energy goes through different cycles.

Sometimes the energy is in a dormant cycle, and at other times, the energy is in a highly

active cycle.

Right now, we are in a highly active cycle.

When the energetic heat is turned up as it is right now, it often manifests itself in

the following ways in our personal lives:

Beginning a new project, job, or creative venture

Cleaning up and resolving past debts (personal, financial, etc.)

Deciding to move to a new home or location

Changes in appetite and eating habits

Being more social and making new friends

Giving ourselves a healthy outlet to express our creativity

Starting a new relationship or rekindling a past or current one

Feelings of being motivated and action-oriented

Taking a trip

Exercising and being more physically active

Taking a new class or course

Cleaning our house or living space

If any of these examples sound good to you, now is the time to explore them and take action!

There are two kinds of action: inspired action and forced action.

When we try to take forced action, we usually come up against a great deal of resistance.

Many of us grew up being taught that making or forcing something to happen is what brings

it to us.

We were taught that if we were assertive about making our dreams a reality, we would be rewarded

with positive results.

We were taught that the harder we worked, the more things we could acquire to make us

happy.

Even though this method may work temporarily, most of the time it comes with a hefty price,

like the disruption of our wellbeing.

When we operate from a space of always trying to make or force something to happen, that

usually puts a great deal of pressure and stress on our emotional and mental bodies.

Over time, this shows up as an imbalance in our emotional, mental, or physical body.

But there is a kind of action that doesn�t require us to push so hard, and that is inspired

action.

When we take inspired action, we do so from a place of awareness, ease, and grace.

We become so present to the opportunities and blessings the Universe is offering us,

that we easily step into them from a place of gratitude.

There�s no force, control, or pressure needed.

With inspired action comes a trust that the Universe/Our Spirit is taking care of us fully.

It�s in this present moment that we are the most effective deliberate creator of our

lives.

Special note: Because of the highly active energies right now, it has become very challenging

and almost uncomfortable for us to procrastinate�to resist being active.

Even if it�s as simple as going for a walk outside or moving our body through dance or

any kind of aerobic exercise, these inspired actions will serve us greatly during this

time.

Physical Shifts When we are in a highly active energy cycle,

our body can experience any of the following:

Our vision sharpens.

Our sense of hearing, taste, touch, and smell become more refined.

We might feel a bit dizzy at times, or spaced out.

Our skin may feel a bit more itchy than usual�a confirmation that we are energetically �shedding

our old skin,� and letting healthy new skin to emerge.

Our weight fluctuates.

Our sleeping patterns change.

We tend to lose track of time.

However these energy shifts show up for you, just know that it�s normal, and

part of the process.

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Mother - Episode 7 マザー - 第7話 [YouTube CC English Subtitles] (2010 ドラマ) - Duration: 46:20.

I will protect you.

I will protect you two.

Let's live together, the three of us.

As I told you on the phone, I want to help Nao and Tsugumi.

The barbershop owner will help them.

Barbershop owner?

She called me earlier and said...

-Um... -She's my assistant.

Is she...

Why is she here?

You... told her our phone number?

I didn't.

Looks like she is afraid of her abuse being exposed.

So she called the school for a phone number.

Come on in.

Where is Rena?

I heard her funeral was held already.

When I called the house of that teacher, Suzuhara,

Rena answered the phone.

-It was just your imagination. -No, it wasn't!

Even if it was true...

It was true!

-Rena was with that woman... -What do you intend to do, then?

Why did you come down to Tokyo?

She is...

in Tokyo right now.

She is?

Did you lock the door?!

Yes, I did.

The reporter, Mr. Fujiyoshi, told me...

that you've left your home.

-It's none of your... -Choose who is most important to you.

That person is Tsugumi.

I don't expect to be forgiven just because you're moving into my house.

Two is better than one. You need a place called home.

Who will take care of Tsugumi while you're at work?

What will you do after you find Suzuhara Nao?

Report her to the police?

That's a bad idea, you know.

-The police will find out what you did to your daughter... -I didn't do anything.

Right.

You were just watching.

You didn't come to Tokyo just to see your daughter, did you?

You were afraid of being reported to the police.

Am I wrong?

You don't know anything.

How can you say...

-After you did such terrible things to Tsugumi. -Tsugumi?

Who's that?

You mean, Rena?

No...

Why?

Why is that woman with my daughter?!

-Rena was my... -She was nothing but baggage to you.

Why don't you just give her away?

I'm sorry, it's a little dusty.

I haven't cleaned the house recently. Put your bags down.

Mom, the bathroom is downstairs, okay?

Tsugumi.

Go wash your hands.

Okay.

You still have last month up on your calender.

Oh, I forgot.

Will you change it for me?

Okay.

I'm going to go to the grocery store.

Is there anything you need?

No.

Okay.

I'll be back. Mochizuki Hana

Ms. Kasai?

This is Mochizuki Hana.

Yes.

We met in Tochigi.

Yes, that's right.

Tsugumi.

You're good at this.

Your mom is up.

Good morning, Mom.

Good morning.

Tsugumi, will you get me the miso paste?

Okay, miso paste!

Thanks.

-There you go. -Thank you.

-Will you grate it? -Okay.

Let's eat.

Let's eat.

They don't look nice, huh. I'll go buy more bowls later.

It'll be a waste of money.

We won't be staying here for long.

"Waste of money."

-Her eyebrows were about to touch, right? -Right.

That's mom's habit. Right, mom?

It's not.

What?

You gonna eat that?

Don't eat it. It'll crack your teeth.

This is not for sale or stream.

All right, let's go. Episode 7

Wait.

Your lunch.

Thank you.

I'll be back by 6.

-Bye! -Have a good day.

I'll get going too.

Doctor.

I've been meaning to call you...

Please take the tests.

I think I understand my condition.

If that's the case, then all the more reason to admit yourself into a hospital.

-I have stuff to do... -Do you want to die?

What is more important than your life?

-Where're you going? -Nowhere.

She's helping me to find a job.

Aren't you seeing Nao?

What if I am?

Mom is worried about Nao, too.

Because she doesn't want any more trouble.

If you have something to say, say it to me.

Mom renounced Nao because of me.

Just say you're happy that you got mom all to yourself.

-What did you say? -Middle child's syndrome.

I still remember how you pinched me.

-You are so obnoxious... -Let's go, Kohei.

Thank you.

Are you in a rebellious phase again?

That's why it's not good to have only women in the family.

Every family needs a father, even if it's not good one.

Mom.

You haven't submitted Nao's dissolution application, have you?

Nao.

Kaho.

Let me say this first.

To me, you're still my sister.

That mother...

she's staying at Fujiyoshi's right now.

She knows you are with Tsugumi.

But,

she's unlikely to go to the police because of the abuse.

You might be able to carry on living with Tsugumi.

Are you sure?

I can stay at my company's nap room.

Miss Michiki.

Did the police question you before you left Muroran?

They may be suspicious because the body is still missing,

or her "death" may have triggered an abuse investigation.

Ms. Michiki.

I've been thinking.

Thinking what?

I don't mind giving her away.

I'm only 29.

I can start my life over.

I see.

But I don't wanna live in Hokkaido anymore.

-Have you ever been to Okinawa? -Yes, it's a nice place.

Right?

I might be able to forget my bad memories.

Like what?

Like when Rena was suffering a lot.

Ms. Kasai referred me to you.

She is seven years old.

Yes.

Her death has already been reported.

Yes.

Thank you so much.

I'm back!

I got them.

Good job. Thank you.

Think I'll still go and see Rena since I'm already in Tokyo.

What for?

For Rena, of course.

I bet she misses me.

I also want Katsuko to see her.

Who's Katsuko?

Onda Katsuko.

She was very nice to Rena when she was little.

She'd love to see her.

Kisarazu is not so far away from here, right?

-It shouldn't be too difficult to get there, right? -Yes.

But, would Rena want to see you?

Of course she will.

Then, why did she disappear?

That's because...

Because...

she was afraid of my boyfriend.

Are you sure?

She does...

She loves me a lot.

Me... Medamayaki*. Sunny side up

Ki?

Kitamakura*. Head facing north (How dead bodies are laid out)

Ra?

Rakko taiso*. Sea otter exercise

Ra...

What's a rakko taiso?

Like that.

U...

Usunoro*. Slow person

Ro?

Robot exercise Robot taiso*.

Robot taiso?

Back road Urakaido*.

U?

Undokai taiso*. Sports Day exercises

Next, let's do a favorite things version.

Favorite things?

-Let's see... -Yeah.

-Ferris wheel. -Ferris wheel?

I'm like a small kid, huh.

Hey, mom.

-Is next Saturday your day off? -Yes.

Why?

It's Mrs. Forgetful's day off, too. Let's go somewhere together.

We should stay inside.

But...

it's her birthday.

Let's surprise her.

Where should we go?

Weren't you listening to her earlier?

Ferris wheel.

She'll be surprised.

And about her gift...

Let's give her a bedding set.

Bedding set?

Please sleep with Tsugumi tonight.

I'll sleep here.

Don't worry.

One more thing...

I'm going out with Tsugumi on Saturday.

Will it be all right?

Then, I'll fix two lunch boxes.

I'll fix them.

Three of them.

I don't wanna be away for too long.

Don't worry. Kohei is watching her.

-You shouldn't be involved with... -Michiki Hitomi doesn't want Tsugumi back.

She said she'll give her away to you and start her life over in Okinawa.

Escaping from reality.

Self-justification, emotional shutdown.

She wants to forget all that's inconvenient for her.

Anyway, she's giving her away.

-Tsugumi's not an object. -She just wants to see her one last time.

She wants to take her to see an old friend.

You may not like it, but...

This lady isn't worried about her own feelings.

It's less likely that Rena would want to see her mother.

What you're worried about is...

if the mother might realize Rena doesn't love her and become infuriated.

Oh, and one more thing.

This one might be harder for you.

She might try and turn over a new leaf.

What will you do if she tearfully begs you...

to return Rena, swearing she will become a better mother?

That's...

-That's too selfish. -Nevertheless...

who exactly has the right to decide what's best for her?

Tsugumi looks so happy.

Yeah.

You look happy, too.

Yes, I am.

If you put on such an unhappy face, Tsugumi will be worried.

You're sly.

Yes, I am sly, and enjoying it.

-Here she comes! -Look at me!

Okay!

That was so fun!

It looks like it will tumble down.

Happy Birthday.

Sit down. Over there.

What's wrong, Mrs. Forgetful?

Why is she crying?

Thank you.

Thank you so much.

Since we shouldn't waste any time,

let's ride on whatever you want.

Let's ride on it.

Okay?

Do you think that spinning one is too scary?

What was going through your mind earlier?

Never mind.

Forget it.

Dawn broke very slowly that day.

A bare light bulb casted a round shadow...

and that shadow was dancing on the ceiling.

It was sleeting outside.

The room smelled of a kerosene stove.

I'm talking about the room you were born.

As I was listening to sounds from outside...

the noise from a freight train faded into the distance...

until only the chirping of a bird outside the window could be heard.

I wonder what kind of bird that was...

Why are you telling me this?

I don't know.

Just that...

I still can't believe it.

Believe what?

I never thought a day like this would come.

I had already given up on it.

Will you go back home without me?

I have to stop by somewhere.

Yes.

Um, I'm Mochizuki.

Oh, I'm sorry. Hold on...

I'm here to ask Mi-Miyoshi about the wholesale of herbal medicine.

Sleep here tonight, please.

Are you fine with that?

It will make Tsugumi happy.

All right.

Want some tea?

I'll go make it.

The modern amusement parks are...

full of rides which jump up and go up.

Jumping up and going up are the same.

You're right.

Jumping up and down, huh.

That one, wasn't it scary?

It was very fast, like this.

Yes.

You should have tried it.

No way.

I didn't know you were easily scared.

I am. I go pale just like that.

Um...

The tea...

Ever since we moved in here,

Tsugumi looks so happy.

Because she's with her mother.

I think she feels...

your love.

Without any hesitation,

she accepts your love.

You are also...

Escaping is not the same as protecting.

You protect your kids by...

cooking for them,

sleeping together, playing and laughing together.

So that they feel your love.

That's what I realized.

I see.

So...

I should...

for Tsugumi's sake...

Want some rice crackers?

I've never...

I have never said anything like this before...

Here.

So...

I'm not sure how to say this, but...

Um...

I want to have...

a better...

relationship with you.

A little...

closer...

A little more...

familiar.

Yes...

Yes, that would be nice.

A little...

A little closer.

So,

let me ask you one thing.

Why did you abandon me?

I'm not trying to accuse you.

I'm not trying to discuss if I should forgive you or not.

It might sound strange,

but I really don't care what the reason was.

I don't care how ugly the reason was, like whether you were fed up with me,

or that you fell in love with another man.

I'm ready to accept any reason.

I just want to know...

why...

you abandoned me.

Okay.

I will tell you.

But before that, there's something I want you to hear.

About the future of you and Tsugumi.

Please don't digress.

You need a family registry.

Without it, you'll have to keep running for the rest of your life.

She can go to school,

but that's about it.

If you even consider about wanting a peaceful life with Tsugumi,

you need to acquire a family registry.

This person will be able to get you one.

Get us one?

How?

Of course, it won't be legitimate.

You mean, paying money for it?

Yes.

But that's...

not something we have easy access to.

I was in jail before.

Tochigi Women's Prison.

A woman I met there referred me to this person.

So, I'm not unfamiliar with such access.

Hold on.

Was that...

Was that the reason...

you abandoned me?

Yes.

That was the reason.

I ran with you till I had nowhere to go,

then I abandoned you.

I was arrested right after that.

What did you do?

I was sentenced to 15 years, but released after 13 years.

You can guess, right?

Are you surprised?

I'm sorry... for being like this.

I wish I could stay innocent as Mrs. Forgetful.

I wish I could keep watching over you from a distance.

But I was really happy...

that we could ride the ferris wheel together.

I had given up on that kind of stuff.

I had already accepted my fate to spend the rest of my life managing this place.

Where you'll live will have mountains and ocean.

It will be a good place to raise a child.

Tsugumi and you will be able to live peacefully.

But I don't...

have such money.

Don't worry about the money.

What if it's a fraud?

Just trust me.

This will become...

your second crime.

Going further with this means you will commit another crime.

What will you do?

Somehow...

I end up following in your footsteps...

even though you didn't raise me.

That's true.

A path with no morals.

Omikawa Makoto

I'd like you to do me a favor.

Then, why did you leave the...

I want to buy some life insurance.

You can't.

-You are already... -That's why I'm asking you.

Doctor.

You asked me before if I had something to live for.

I've found it.

My wish now is...

to die for it.

What is it?

I just wanted to let you know that Michiki Hitomi has disappeared.

She might have decided to disappear.

Or, she might have gone to her friend's place in Chiba.

I'll go visit her now.

-Tsugumi, let's walk home together. -Okay!

What should we play with later?

How about the jump rope?

Thank you, ma'am!

Three? Okay, thank you.

Excuse me.

Hello.

All done.

-Okay. -Thank you.

Please come again.

Please come again.

-There's jelly in the fridge. -Yay!

Hello.

Here for a facial shave?

Have a seat.

Do you live around here?

What is that?

That.

This?

It's a gift.

From whom?

Pardon?

What's her name?

Where is she right now?

I don't know.

I got this a long time ago.

Ma'am?

Where is Rena?

Jiggle, jiggle.

I'm here to see Rena.

-I'm not following you. -I am...

Rena's mother.

I'm sorry, but...

I don't know who you're talking about...

-Jiggle... -Rena!

Rena!

Rena!

It's your mama!

-I came to see you! -I'll contact you later.

Please leave for now.

Why?

Will you explain why?

Because her mother is not here right now.

-She is not... -She is the mother!

Please leave.

Found it!

Here.

You can't find such a good mother anywhere else.

Rena?

I'm here to pick you up.

Rena?

It's your mama.

-Does she have a future? -Yes, she does.

I don't wanna leave you.

Hitomi is a fighter.

Mama...

Tsugumi.

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