dont smoke
you will know why after watching the movie
MIDHUNA
MIDHUNA
may be i am so hard to love
i am sorry
ALARM BEEPS
" HOSPITAL ANNOUNCEMENT "PATIENT NO 31
open your eyes
how do you look ?
i look sad !
okay . this is a clear case of severe depression with psychosis
patients with this condition
are obsessed with some or the other
they cant divert their minds from that
You mustn't allow it to affect your real life
in your case
they are dreams
not the dream infact
the girl in the dream
whatever .
this isnt much complicated
basic medication and some psychotherapy
in few weeks you will be completely fine
one day
ill hear you saying i am happy looking through the mirror
thank you
by the way
what is her name ?
midhuna
say u like me !
why are you doing this ?
Are you angered by me or him?
All I know is, that I like/love you
leaving someone is a personal choice
i will respect it
its never compulsory to have a happy ending
its too much of love to be a dream
world is so cruel!
RADIO ♪♪♪♪
64 65 66 67 68
69
70 71
You are SON OF TRASH
72 73 ummm 73
once come here
oh you are talking about the spectacles
spectacles ? i thought she would kiss me
just say u like me
no
please say it
i like you so much
fyn now tell me how much do u like me
life full of poison and something unknown churning the heart
yet the heart yearns for love
journey beyond the darkness, cannot force the footstep despite my life
stays accompanying you till death
are you trying to impress me for something ?
can i kiss u ?
please just once
do i look like a kid ?
i ll die for you
get lost
By smoking like this, do you wish to die before me?
Who am I to live with, without you?
so you are dying before me ?
Now what? The girl from your dream,
crushed this cigarette ,
kept it in your room and left?
may be not !
u must've placed them in my room .
but these things keep killing me
when can i say I'm fine, whenever anyone asks me, "How are you?"
haa coming
whats wrong ?
gym!
what was that halahalam you were speaking about?
HALAHALAM
let it be
hi
hi
on my way from the gym
why are you laughing ?
nothing
why you laughing again ?
you are the one who is making me laugh
you come to the gym with me from tomorrow
how do you look ?
i look sad
okay . tell me how did you people meet ?
you are asking me about the dream ?
ha its fine . just tell me
We were kids.
Maybe 8th or 9th class.
we didnt had our unifrom yet
everyone were in their civil dresses
I was busy with my work.
All of my friends were like, "Look at the girl in the red dress".
I didn't bother much.
She chuckled, probably hearing my friends.
That smile, that sound slowly made me turn towards her.
eye contact
And that was it, my complete body was filled with feelings.
Felt if I didn't tell her, I'd explode.
The whole class was pretty much empty
but yet she came and sat besides me.
Got hold of a blank paper,
being a 9th grader unaware of poetry ,
jotted down "I love u do u love me" and passed it to her.
Taking hold of the paper, she kept gazing at it.
Sir started of with the attendance.
He called out Midhuna ,
not giving much heed she continued staring at the paper I gave.
Doesn't that mean she was taking me seriously?
I could feel/hear my own heart beat.
Sir, loudly called out Midhuna.
With a mild jerk faintly responded to her name .
Slowly raising her face looking at me with a gentle smile uttered,
"Yes".
Then looking ahead said "Sir".
That's it brother
dude
Was all that , just a dream?
leave it !
i dont know
its too much of love to be a dream
PHONE RINGS
hey
"SURPRISED"
some body is in good mood
nothing like that .have you reached ?
yeah i am here
fine . i am coming , just be there
okay
when did you people meet ?
when did you people meet ?
Honestly the meets with her till now, cant really be considered.
Now, ill go to meet her properly.
have you got any dialogue easier than halahalam ? just to impress her
just go
hi
hi
didnt go to the gym ?
stop making fun of me
why are you laughing now ?
why do you always try to make me laugh ?
you know
the more you hide your feelings for someone
the more you fall for them
haa true i know .
but why do you want to say this to me ?
i need to find an other way for this girl
HOW MANY ROSES DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR SHOP?
HOW MANY ROSES DO YOU HAVE IN YOUR SHOP?
just say you like me so much
no i will not
c'mon just say it
now tell me what happened to your hand ?
leave about my hand
remember ?
you were wearing a red dress on the first day i met you
you still remember ?
next wear this colour and come !
wait
hey
are you trying to impress me for something ?
are you trying to impress me for something ?
can i kiss u ?
please just once
c'mon not on my hand
i am not a small kid
how do you look ?
how do you look ?
i still look sad
so what is the lastnight's dream about ?
nothing . its nothing i'm fine
hey
what happened ?
nothing
hiding anger is not as easy as hiding deep affection and love,
tha same way its not easy pretending to be upset when you are happy
just tell me what happened
there is something wrong with your hand again
there is something wrong with your hand again ?
nothing!
world is so cruel right ?
its not compulsory to have a happy ending always
why do you say this to me ?
i am sorry
just say you like me so much
please dont be silly
have you lost it ?
have you lost it ?
you dont stop all this will you ?
your love was never true you sadness wasnt true
only thing which is actually happening is your crazyness
i wake up in pain
i sleep in pain
i do things in pain
in all these days I not for once might I have wished for all this to go away?
do you know how many times i tried giving up ?
what wrong with me ?
those blood marks
flowers
cigrettes
they might not be real
but
this craziness is making me sensitive
with all this madness going ,
i started feeling her skin
her hair
her texture
Before leaving I think she gave me a hug
her perfume lingers on
and I can still smell it
jagrit
ha tell me
if i am left this way
When I see happiness through someone,
I feel gripped with fear of passing on my sadness to them and snatching away their happiness
that would never happen dont worry
Experiencing pain isn't as comforting as speaking about it.
what ? you were worried abt how to express your love to her ??
The girl whom I love
will remain content even in my silence,
she wouldn't seek my enunciation
RESTAURANT MUSIC ♪♪♪
how should i start ?
did you say something ?
no
okay
one second ! i will just be back
haa
PHONE RINGS !
PHONE RINGS !
hey this is your friend speaking jagrit
did you tell her how much you love ?
how much does your friend love me ?
life full of poison something unknown churning the heart
yet the heart yearns for love
journey beyond the darkness cannot force the footstep despite my life
stays accompanying you till death
didnt i get a call ?
no
my phone is supposed to be here , why is it lying there ?
i dont know
By smoking like this, do you wish to die before me?
Who am I to live with, without you?
i look sad
i look really sad
i am tired of being sad
and this aint easy anymore
see pain has two phases
first phase - worst phase
then the best phase
in worst phase here you cant deny it cause it is not an option
you have to feel it
but in the best phase
eventually youll move on
RESTAURANT MUSIC ♪♪♪♪
you remember that english saying ?
which one?
the more you hide feelings for someone
the more you fall for them
i remember
uffff
not that one
i was asking about the other one
which one ?
late your first kiss is
more intense it would be
its true
okay
can i kiss u ?
please just once
" i feel like kissing you " ( indonesian )
what does that mean ?
" i feel like kissing you " ( indonesian )
aaku ingin minchummu ???
heya ( breathing heavily ) aaku ingin aaku ingin
minchummu
haa ! have you been to indonesia ?
hey
what about my photos gifts ?
nothing left
seriously ?
what is this ?
By smoking like this, do you wish to die before me?
Who am I to live with, without you?
just say u like me
no
please say it
" i feel like kissing u " ( indonesian )
do you know midhuna ?
please be honest
Is my pain a lie and my suffering a deceit? <i><b><u><font color=#00000000></u></b></i>
do you remember saying its too much of love to be a dream
that was never a dream
just to spare you some pain i havent discussed this with you
THEIR 1ST MEET
"THEIR 1ST MEET"
how do i look ?
its ok how do i look ?
sad !!
guys see that girl in black .. she is so pretty
"HER SMILE"
'EYE CONTACT"
just say that you like me
just say that you like me
just say that you like me
i will not
c'mon please say it
i like you so much
how much do you love me ?
how much do you love me ?
life full of poison something unknown churning the heart
yet the heart yearns for love
journey beyond the darkness cannot force the footstep despite my life
stays accompanying you till death
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so you ll die before me right ?
so you ll die before me right ?
can i kiss you ? please
do you really think i am a small kid ?
world is so cruel
All of us know, ones happiness is connected to someone eles's.
They are all interconnected
Even then selfishly take away our happiness and give away their sadness to us
She too is just the same,
completely took my happiness and left me with all that misery
i didnt stop her while she is leaving
she got the best smile in the world
in all that misery she left me in
it was too much of pain to be true
i sleep in pain i wake up in pain
i do things in pain
and slowly
i started feeling her skin
her hair
that texture
Before leaving I think she gave me a hug
her perfume lingers on
and I can still smell it
After her you have been the only one, asking me to say "I LIKE YOU"
But then again I don't see her in you
she's different and you are different.
But that feeling of happiness I felt with her
that happiness
i felt happy again
Do you know someone's agony , gives pleasure to someone else .
thats a harsh truth
From your point of view, you might be suffering,
but for others
it might be a unknown "Elation".
A sense of beauty being waited upon for many days.
For their misery to stop, our happiness should stop
and like before we continue to feel tormented.
And I just want to be happy.
seriously
I cannot sink into that sadness again
what do you want me to do ?
you can leave now
hey
dont touch him it will be so painful
just say i like you
why cant you just tell me whats wrong with your hand ?
c'mon say it
i like you so much ! happy ?
tell me what happened to you hand
do u remember .. you were wearing a red dress on the first day we met
you still remember ?
wear this colour dress the next time
wait .. hey wait !
what happened to his hand ?
what happened to his hand ?
i cant hurt you instead
what do you get by doing this ?
do you think i am a kid
do you think i am a kid ?
i can easily die for her
kill me with a single punch
Why are you doing this?
Are you angered by me or him?
All I know is, that I like/love you
what happened to your hand again ?
nothing
world is so cruel right ?
its not compulsory to have a happy ending always
midhuna
are you breaking up with me ?
just say it
i dont see the magic now
leaving is a personal choice and i will respect it
okay bye .
Is it so easy for you?
Guess what it's the same for me.
Ill throw away the photo of yours which I kept near my bed.
as simple as that
see
Today, I might feel living without you hard.
But tomorrow ,I'd end up questi on myself, "Is it so difficult?".
Its that easy for me, to get over you.
can i kiss you once ?please just once
can i kiss you once ?please just once
not on the hand . i am not a kid . i can easily die for you
hey what about my gifts ?
nothing left
what ? you will die before me ?
Who am I to live with, without you?
just say you like me ?
no i wont
please just say it
" i feel like kissing you " ( indonesian )
what does that mean
" i feel like kissing you " ( indonesian )
right now ?
no
hey
You know my place, don't you?
where you proposed me saying stay with me rest of your life
take a right here !
You are really crazy about me.
do you have any idea how you are running for the kiss
crazy fellow
take a left here and stop!
STOP. if not youll be panting
then wont be able to kiss me properly
midhuna
may be i am so hard to love
i am sorry
<i><b><u><font color=#00000000></u></b></i> from then you were in a hospital for few days
from then you were in a hospital for few days
and after then about midhuna we have no idea
which means !
so all my love wasnt a dream right ?
all my feelings were not a lie ?
no they werent
hey
You know my place, don't you?
where you proposed me saying stay with me rest of your life
take a right here
you are really crazy about me
do you have any idea how you are running for the kiss
crazy fellow
hey take the left and stop
STOP. if not youll be panting
then wont be able to kiss me properly
midhuna
midhunua
After her you have been the only one, asking me to say "I LIKE YOU"
After her you have been the only one, asking me to say "I LIKE YOU"
that happiness
i just wanted to be happy
I am no child?
I am no kid?
I'll die for her,
kill me off with a single punch
why all this madness ?
i was tired of being sad
all i wanted was some happiness
When I see happiness through someone, I feel gripped with fear of passing on my sadness to them
and snatching away your happiness
I Too can die so easily at this very moment,
but we must live with out her.
that will be the biggest lesson.
Shall survive…
misery changes everything
there is no such thing called getting over it
the 1st change is you start behaving yourself by accepting the loss
but in reality there is no going back to the old me
you are completely different now
hey
just say u like you
no i dont
Why did you all this? Are you angered by me or him?
All I know is, that I like/love you
i dont think i will be able to take if anything happens to you
all i craved was for some happiness
am i not worth being happy
I couldn't bear losing so much love the first time.
may be i am so hard to love
Do you think I can bear it again?
sometimes its better not to do things because you care but to do things because they are the right things to do
open your eyes
how do you look ?
i look better
so how do you feel ?
i dont feel happy
i dont feel sad
i dont feel anger
infact i feel nothing
which is great isnt it ?
yes
people cry during birth
make people cry while they die
so techniqually
life starts with pain ends with pain
if you havent experienced anything yet beleive me
you still have lessons to learn and life to live
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