Thứ Bảy, 24 tháng 3, 2018

Waching daily Mar 25 2018

hello guys blazer blasts here welcome to the midnight fun where we play games at

midnight and after that you have sweet dreams after so let's just get into it

this is Celeste I have not played this game before I'm really excited to play

it so yeah and also mean like midnight funds will be every single day at

midnight yes eastern time so get ready guys that that's what's gonna happen all

right so let's all right climb and also these are gonna be oh this is it

Madeline just breathe why are you so nervous

oh okay let me move my mic a little cuz that's in the way alright alright oh

okay did not know that was coming I'll just jump side to side but now that

I do remember I saw line under the trailer oh oh okay okay all right we can

climb up these rocks okay you can climb up anything and also these are gonna be

like uh really unedited so like it's just gonna be raw everything so but you

should know Celeste Mountain is a strange place you might see strange see

these things you aren't ready to see you should seek help lady okay I like that

face

all my life I seem to be in the wrong place at the wrong time ha ha hey you

might have wondered how I got in this situation oh okay okay

all right I just remember like you can do this I just imagine like the hey you

might be wondering how I got in this position me man yeah okay anyways let's

go to the city saving wait wait can I claim these things okay I could climb

anything all right way shit it good Oh

for some reason

getting that ocean oh wait what the heck

I'm ready I'm up here

oh shoot oh my gosh okay

oh no no no I like to be dangling

ah okay I guess weight-wise you're like good happy

I don't know what I'm doing but it seems wrong no no wait but like why are there

a total other side I'm actually kind of confused all right oh my gosh did you

see how close I was to

waitwhat

with my strawberry

Oh can I not use my - oh my god I got debated

I got debated obviously you can just go here

wait wait can I go down there can I go to the - okay

oh my gosh don't tell me I lost the strawberry

Oh

wait can I go down down oh my god I bet

it's like alright don't want to go up I feel like this is like a secret way oh

my gosh grab that okay

wait word it okay

no get up okay

alright this keep this X I'm not that bad I ain't heard like it was like

really hard guess we're going

what oh my gosh I got it I got it

no no wait oh my god oh don't joke okay hey is there more up here

we will it then what the heck is up what is this

we went did the police chase wait I swear he changed wait I swear it

changes like I'm not even joking it changed oh what a killer night for a

hike I guess so this place is so crazy I couldn't believe it exists not need to

climb is it but I guess that's what I was looking for whoa that sounds pretty

serious I'm just happy to see another human in such a lonely place I'm an

adventurer from not much of a talker are you mysterious lone wolf time I get it I

just imagined some dark backstory for you hey sorry I'm I'm freezing my toes

off but I couldn't imagine a better place for some quiet reflection

yeah maybe you already what far-off land do you hail from CompactRIO

i doth hail from the mystical exotic Kingdom Oh Seattle sounds like a special

place

I read some mega-corporation started building it but then no one to live here

I wonder why my money's on government cover-up

what a waste to build all this for no reason enjoy the leftovers are you here

to explore the city yeah I have a thing for abandoned cities that sounds weird I

have a thing for appendices Ami's and I like to think of it I like to think of

myself as a budding photographer oh really cool you have a blog or

something I've long Medellin everyone uses insta pic now I'm feel under the

stars look me up alright I want it I want to do some more of this but like

I'll do that on my own time or actually I might just cut it out holy moly how do

I not do this oh I forgot climb wait can we moving if you can climb on these you

like I'm on the top ones

mm okay all right I'm gonna just cut this print out but I like I love reading

stories like in Pokemon I've go to every single person and just and just read

everything because I like seeing storylines and yeah actually I might

leave name because you know it's my enjoyment so me you guys might enjoy it

but I'm not sure the trade is pretty tricky are you turning back soon nope

I'm heading for the summit I can't really see you determining your

eyes it's inspiring if you say so maybe you could make it to a summit too

I don't really care about reaching the top to be honest oh but I heard there

are some legit illusions of beyond the city like eighteen hundreds legit I know

it's risky but I have to see it for myself before you do something

irresponsible into the win all right

goodness gracious I'm done all right that's it

hey but I like my new personality that's that's kind of why I read all this stuff

I would have not gone that in

like this okay I could just climb oh

shoot oh shoot oh shoot oh shoot oh oh no no no oh wait look look

have you been over there where's our secret did I miss

I kind of want to try to get him oh my gosh sorry I'm late

maybe actually I can leave

all right no no no no that's not it or is it maybe I can like - on its back for

it oh I think you could actually make it

no that was bad I was thinking like the momentum cuz like you see if you jump

like at the right time you get this little okay oh you like this little

momentum oh I think I need to jump like a little bit

maybe you can't do it

okay sorry oh I almost had it all right but I had to I had to know no-ho-ho I'm

sure you can do that

look see I didn't have the momentum

oh I jump right into it okay maybe you can't do it I'm only trying to more time

Oh No if I had the old round would have been in our area we got two over that

because no okay okay where we're going to the next any that's an up arrow so

actually maybe I need to go work farther up to or is this a secret

passage but I don't know what the secret passages would like oh that's right here

three here

boughs warbles all right so maybe we get to the top

we get

- - get the strawberry yes - oh yes all right but like that's

still didn't I want to get to the secret secret area oh yes

okay this is not where I want I'm dead

all right all right no nothing here then where the heck is beliefs

but like ice weight cannot go dead on what about everything I missed no no

wait did I miss anything I'm pretty sure it did oh that's not what's supposed to

happen oh okay oh my gosh I knew that was gonna happen

so if I go like this then like oh my gosh I want to climb I wanted to climb

wait should I go left

Oh barely oh great how do we do

like no hole I was right okay

Oh No Oh Oh what am i doing i'm flubbing so hard oh okay I didn't actually expect

that to make me go so much no I like turned into the athletic there wait we

did not get

alright ok no we don't it's like hard lighting it up

Oh No and when tango steps lead up oh no ok wait let me go to the right instead

because I'd like a habit accountable have a habit of going to the left

Oh

ah no

oh I went to Miami tonight oh come on come on come on

I keep on trending grab the wall to the right when I should be doing grabbing

the wall this I should be grabbing this one ah you kidding no yes whoa oh my

goodness all right that was hard all right this is tricky

and then

that's not it

can you jump up the walls yeah you can so I'm pretty sure you late hang on to

the wall or upward like up here go to this wall

oh no okay

okay I guess you can't just drift down

and all you can't just strip down what if you have to like go on the other side

of this you know ah

oh I had it I had it all right oh wait wait

that's where mine okay I was using - to like get to there this is tricky

like it has the acceleration wait how come maybe if I just don't touch the

wall in time

where's there another way down

oh okay I think I gotta think a guy goes here drop down come okay okay that was

close to the house closer I think that's it I think that's it

grab this okay

so we go up grab this one okay don't shoot those two

No

nope oh I was so close to getting them

all right I need to start dropping okay I left a little bit but like I thought I

would thought of been good go here start dropping dead oh okay this is odd this

is really hot now okay oh I was like a pixel off I swear

oh they met oh that is so hard I I don't think this is the right way then like

this feels like it's wait wait but oh oh my gosh hurry actually it might be maybe

I need to go higher

so like that acceleration really pulls me down like that and then just BAM

this one's hard what the hey now no hole I swear I'm like too early or too late

no no don't leave me

Oh

oh shoot I think I messed it up by doing this

wait a second I'm so done here here no lady what can you not grab a few - no I

know oh wait I could probably just jump jump hey we did it all right there we go

that I made it so much harder than

but no no

okay there we go oh wait what am i doing hello

wait can you not jump up you ho oh you can't

all right

it will like what if I want to go here

don't wanna go there's like so many options oh we don't have we don't

thinkin has bigger wings

No Oh is the jumping one gotcha oh shoot hey you can't beat me

Oh Oh I panicked Oh

all right wait I have not been looking for secrets

Oh what am I oh what am i doing Oh what am i okay I guess I don't need that

what there's no way to go back oh that trap oh my goodness how did I

not see that the first time get out of here um okay I guess not I I want to go

everywhere late

wait is that a secret okay it's not a secret

like causes now the other blog and there's like snow-covered Korean

oh okay never paint this is falling blocks

oh I want to get this oh I don't think I should have done that I don't think I

should

all right what if we just like hey that's what you actually needed to do

okay

oh yes dude like the gameplay so smooth

all right what thick is this okay well a lot of people must appear I'm exhausted

we can't fire oh it's a booty

at the end of it okay all right well thank you guys for watching this

midnight fun I hope you guys have fun watching me play this um if you liked it

leave a like subscribe if you want more there will be a midnight fund every

single night from now on so thank you guys and make sure you guys always

always always have a blast

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12 Ways People with High Emotional Intelligence Deal with Toxic People - Duration: 4:37.

12 Ways People with High Emotional Intelligence Deal with Toxic People

There are so many types of intelligence that people have.

However, people are not aware that they own certain type of intelligence until other people

point that one out.

One of the intelligence that people can have is emotional intelligence.

This type of intelligence allows people to understand their surroundings, and it keeps

themselves from toxic relationship and toxic people.

They really have a good defense mechanism, and it is a must-have ability for highly emotional

people.

The reason is because they frequently attract toxic people by nature.

Here is how people with highly emotional intelligent deal with toxic people.

#1 - Avoiding toxic topics

People with high emotional intelligence know where the conversation going.

They also know the effect of every words expressed in a conversation.

Thus, it allows them to avoid toxic topics such as gossip, hate speech, and rumors.

#2 - Energy-saving mode

When someone established a relationship with other, they trade energies.

However, having a relationship with toxic people suck positive energy instead of trading

it equally.

In this case, people with high emotional intelligence keeps themselves emotionally detached in order

to keep themselves from depleting their energy.

#3 - Being kind and compassionate

It is dangerous act for people with high emotional intelligence.

The reason is simply because they can fall into the trap of toxic people.

However, they cannot help it.

They want all people to be happy, including the toxic people.

They show and give kindness without expecting anything in return.

#4 - Having firm boundary

It is worth noting that highly emotional intelligent people are capable in setting firm boundary

to prevent toxic people and toxic ideas coming into their head.

These people are trained to choose those who can step into their boundaries.

#5 - Trusting their intuition

Intuition plays important role for keeping highly emotional intelligent people from toxic

people because they can feel and detect bad things from that kind of people.

#6 - Self-aware

It is important to see the difference between the feeling from yourself and the feeling

produced by your empathy alone.

This allows you to determine which one that you should trust and follow.

#7 - Not being reactive

You are basically emotionally stable.

This keeps you from being attracted or driven by toxic ideas.

Toxic people cannot rock you around because you are not only setting clear and strong

boundary.

However, you are not attracted by toxic discussion.

#8 - They can see drama

Toxic people are full of drama.

Their life is basically not real, but not all people can see it through.

People with high emotional intelligence fortunately can see it easily.

They can recognize and rise up from drama set up by toxic people.

#9 - Forgiving without forgetting

Releasing toxin from yourself can be done through various channels including forgiving

other people.

However, people with high emotional intelligence will not merely forgive.

They will not forget.

#10 - Withdrawing easily

Escaping from emotional trap can be challenging for most people.

However, people with high emotional intelligence can do that easily.

They have full control over their emotion, and it keeps them from destructive relationship.

#11 - Being aware of their emotion

It is another important aspect that should be considered.

This keeps toxic people and toxic topic away because they can drive them into something

far.

#12 - Finding self-truth

Many people are struggling from finding the truth even that comes from themselves.

However, people with high EQ can do that easily by finding the source of confidence and developing

it.

Well, that's how people with high emotional intelligence deal with toxic people effectively.

Really cool information isn't it?

I hope you enjoy this short video, if you have something on your mind, please share

your thoughts and experiences in the comments below!

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Hi everybody and welcome to my channel

In this video

I want to make Crepe

Hope you like it

Crepe /kreɪp/ is a type of very thin pastry

Which is usually served as a breakfast or dessert

Ingredients:

1 cup all purpose flour

1 cup milk

1 tbsp light brown sugar

And a pinch of salt

2 tbsp melted butter

2 egss

Beat the eggs with, salt, sugar and melted butter

Gradually add milk

Add flour

Blend until smooth and no lumps appear

Preheat a nonstick skillet on medium heat

And spray with the nonstick cooking spray

Using a 1/4 cup measuring cup

Scoop the batter into the pan and coat the surface with batter evenly

After 3 to 4 minutes when some bubbles appear on surface

Loosen with a spatula, turn and cook the other side

The best and most delicious way to serve crepes

Is with Nutella and Strawberries

Which makes a great irresistible combination

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Dear Doppelganger

"Hello there, I'm your doppelganger."

I rub my eyes,

wondering what kind of joke this is.

There are two of my shadows,

and thus the curtain rises once more.

"You said you wish there were another one of you,"

"and that fervent wish has called me into existence."

Well, you could say I wished for it.

I was just bearing my cross, an agent for everything.

I don't care about the method; just give me results.

Such a meaningless, worthless price to pay.

Say, rather than that,

I gotta tell you about something important.

All right?

"Yes, I'll do it. I'll do it.

I'll do anything.

I'm your doppelganger,"

the messiah says with a chuckle.

Dear doppelganger,

who, oh who are you?

Aah, everything is intersecting with chaos.

Who am I?

You know, the #0 and #1 don't exist.

There's absolutely no basis for a proof of any kind.

Dear doppelganger,

who, oh who is you?

The world wouldn't pay any notice

to a devoured existence.

The sound won't stop ringing.

The frenzy won't die down.

The miraculous cycle of endless rebirths

dyes the deranged answer with its color.

Runpappa

Things somehow seem strange on Monday.

As the story starts falling apart, one piece at a time,

it's suspicious of me.

"Who the hell are you?", it seems to ask.

Hold on a minute.

I'm not aware of what happened yesterday,

nor of any of the words I said.

Before I knew it, my shadow is dissolving.

What exactly am I?

Please, give me back my existence.

"I'm terribly sorry, but it feels quite good to be here, in its own way."

"You're already well aware

that there's no longer any place for you here, right?"

"You know, if you've got something robbed

from you, you just gotta rob it back, right?

It's your turn this time,"

the invader says with a chuckle.

Dear doppelganger,

who, oh who are you?

Aah, everything is intersecting with chaos.

Who am I?

Well, I suppose that's the way it is. Of course.

There's only one seat of life.

Dear doppelganger,

who, oh who is you?

Before the single drop that spilled

completely dries away—

I don't care who it is or what it is,

just give me a vessel.

The deranged answer dyes everything with its color.

Runpappa

That is the chain of human karma

that continues on forever.

They yield to each other,

forgive each other,

and become satisfied with that.

The missing piece.

A worthless pain.

Hope, as well as love.

They entrust in each other

and are reborn.

Initiation

"I can live your life much better than you."

"It's your turn to save someone next."

"You already know what you're supposed to do, right?"

Someone, please give me a miracle.

Dear doppelganger,

who, oh who are you?

Aah, everything is intersecting with chaos.

Who am I?

It can't be stopped. There's no going back.

Hello there,

I am your—

Dear doppelganger,

that, oh that is me.

Even if the world were to pay any notice

to a devoured existence,

the sound won't stop ringing out now.

The frenzy won't die down.

The miraculous cycle of endless rebirths

is gonna dye the deranged answer with its color.

Do your best, okay?

Runpappa

"Hello there, I'm your doppelganger."

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EMERGENCY INDUCTION | 38 Week Bumpdate- with a twist! - Duration: 14:59.

So I'm a hot mess I don't have any makeup on and this is probably going to be very minimally edited

But you'll understand. I'm sure

Hey guys, it's Angel, and welcome to my 38 week bumpdate

("Payday" sting)

Surprise!

Say "hi"

So I actually didn't make it to 38 weeks like originally planned

we had quite a past couple of weeks

So it's actually been two weeks since he was born

Yeah, I just have a lot to tell you guys. I have a lot of videos to make

I definitely plan on posting kind of like a highlights birth vlog type of video

also of course a full birth story

And his name reveal

I'm gonna do that very soon as well. We're working on that currently

and yeah

And I still want to make some of those other videos that I had planned on doing and didn't actually have time to make

Since we did have to deliver him earlier than expected

So I have some videos about gestational diabetes that I want to make and my hospital bag video

So I guess instead of a what's in my hospital bag video

we'll talk about what I used from my hospital bag, and yeah, I just have so much a postpartum update a

Baby updates just so many things that I want to create for

You guys in the next few weeks

But for now before we get into

his birth and

Everything that's happened ever since then I do still want to do a 38 week update and just talk about the end of my pregnancy

What happened since the last update that I made where I was just about 35 weeks up until the actual story of his birth

Just kind of to get you guys up to speed

Hi, baby

Alright, so the last update. I was just about 35 weeks when I filmed that and

Trying to remember

I don't think I talked about the appointment that I had that week

I think it was the next day after I filmed that

that appointment went well

my blood pressure was actually kind of decent that week

so we were cautiously optimistic

and then at 36 weeks, I had a growth scan ultrasound

and at that ultrasound

(Baby burps)

Ohhh, good burp!

(Baby noises) yeah

At that ultrasound he measured pretty big

So remember for the previous growth scans, he was around the 60th - 70th percentile

Or there abouts, and in this one he was 89th percentile

So she said that he was seven pounds and five ounces

You know she did mention that she purposefully measured him a little bit more on the larger side just to be on the safe side

Because she figured it's better to expect them to be a little bit bigger and be surprised than the other way around

He probably wasn't quite that big, but still he was 89th percentile

Which is pretty big, Guys

Because they consider babies between 10th and 90th percentile to be normal and

So 90th or bigger they consider a large for gestational age and kind of worry about

things like shoulder dystocia and what not and then of course smaller than 10% then they worry about

Intrauterine growth restriction and so he was like right there on that cusp but looking at growth charts still put him

Where he would be just about the same size as my first two babies if he were to go to full term

Like they did but then knowing that he was gonna really be born about the 38th week

Then I knew that he was probably gonna be smaller than

Kerrigan and Caledon were and so I was expecting him to be about 8 pounds

Maybe eight and a half

when he was born

So a couple updates, so this was on Thursday. I think on the Thursday the following Monday

I had my next prenatal appointment and

Again, I saw doctor Baghdadi himself at this appointment and this time he had a student OB with him

He usually he most often would have some kind of student with him this time

It was a man named Yuri, so he asked how the ultrasound went and I said great

He's still measuring well, and she said the scar still looks wonderful

And so he was like great so we are on for that induction on March 12th

How's that sound and I was like good? He's like okay, let me go and

Schedule that right now

so he left the room to call Tacoma General Hospital to schedule that so I was a real excited because

You know a couple weeks prior and my last update

I talked about how he had all these stipulations about what needed to happen for him to be comfortable

With inducing me and so you know he wanted the scar to look good on the ultrasound

But he also wanted to check my cervix. You know the day before my cervix had to be favorable

I was really happy that it didn't seem like there were any stipulations anymore

And he didn't seem like he was hesitant to do it anymore, seemed like he was like fully on board with that being the plan regardless

so while he was out of the room doing that Yuri was checking my blood pressure

He did it three times, and again, I was like

Oh, this is probably not good because whenever they do it more than once

it's because it's high and then they're worried, and they want to make sure it's right, and so you know three times and

I asked him what it was and

He said it was

166/110

Which is... so high it is really... dangerously high

like that's an emergency high. I've never had it that high ever and

Mind you I was on medication and the medication helped with my pregnancy with Kerrigan

And it was not doing such a great job this time around and so

I was just completely blindsided

I did not expect it to be that bad so he came back in and

Yuri told him how high it was he was like

Yeah, so you need to go to tacoma general like right now. I was like oh my gosh. I'm not ready

I started freaking out because I was so not prepared. I hadn't finished packing my hospital bags and the night before

Justin was on duty. I was trying to film videos, and I was trying to get things prepared for baby

And I remember feeling very strongly that I needed to finish the hospital bag

I needed to film the video and finish packing it

Because I just had a feeling that I was going to be sent to labor and delivery

Maybe not necessarily to deliver, but that I would probably have to go the next day by the time

I got the kids in bed and everything else that needed to be done

I was so tired

And I just wanted to go to bed instead of stay up to film and do that and so I was like oh maybe I can

Do it in the morning in between when I take Cal to school and before I go to my appointment?

But I got totally sidetracked and before

I knew it, I had to leave for my appointment, so I didn't have time to do it so I

Should've listened to my instincts this happened to me with Caledon as well. It was packed

I just didn't have it in the car and so once again

I didn't listen to myself, and I was kicking myself

but still even if I had the hospital bag ready and in the car like I still needed to go home because I was

Like my son is at school. I need to pick him up

my husband's at work with no car I

Don't even know where I'm gonna send my kids yet, I have to like make

arrangements because

Justin's grandma was flying up here

To watch the kids for us for what we were planning on the induction to be which was the following week so she wasn't gonna

get there till that Sunday and

Because our plan was that she was coming then I didn't have anything packed for the kids at all

Because I thought they were gonna be at home and not need to be packed

So I needed to pack for them, I needed to figure out where to send them, and I needed to install the car seat

I hadn't done that yet. It was a little bit chaotic

I was trying not to totally panic and it took us a few hours to get everything

situated and

Ready to go and I ended up deciding to take the kids to my friend Lisa's house she lives in Tacoma

pretty close to the hospital

I just thought it would be better to have the kids close by instead of out here because we live about

45 minutes from where the hospital is so took us a few hours to get everything situated

And we were literally on the road it was close to nine o'clock or so and my doctor called me

And he said that they were concerned about me because I hadn't come to the hospital yet

They wanted to make sure I was still okay like how I was doing and I was like. I'm okay

Sorry, it just took me a while to get everything situated

Because I thought we had another week so I had a lot to do and he's like no no I understand. It's okay

I just wanted to make sure you were okay and if you were still coming and I was like yeah

And he's like okay, they know you're coming

They're waiting for you, I can't remember though exactly how he worded it, but he made it clear that we were inducing

That was happening because when I was packing and preparing everything

I wasn't sure if I was gonna actually be induced yet

Or if I was just gonna have to go for at least a few hours and be monitored

Or if I was gonna have to be admitted for a while and wait to induce, or

What exactly the plan was gonna be and I packed

Assuming that I would be there at least a few days whether that was to be admitted or to be induced

So I'm glad that I did that because that is what ended up happening

Driving on the way of there, and then I realize that

Wait this is happening. We're going to have a baby. We're not waiting till next week

We got some food for the kids because in all that chaos we didn't even take time to eat dinner yet

And I dropped them off at my friend's house, and then Justin and I stopped to grab something to eat as well

And then we got to the hospital about 10 p.m.

And they didn't even take me into triage they took me straight into the delivery room

So I went into the bathroom and took one final bump picture which was a couple hours before being officially 37 weeks

so I knew

That would be the last one not only for this pregnancy, but ever since he's our last, baby

It was very eye-opening that this was really happening and we were about to meet our baby

sooner rather than later

Then after a while the nurse came in and got me all situated with the hospital gown on

And got me hooked up to all the monitors and

The hep-lock was placed and they drew some blood

and had me pee in a cup so that they could run some labs, so they could determine if it was still just

Hypertension or if it was preeclampsia or HELLP syndrome so that they could decide on what to do for my treatment

So this pregnancy ended

Much sooner than my first two did so he was early term and instead of a full term

I gained a total of 14

pounds and

Yeah, I just I felt like my bump looked bigger than it did the same point with my first two it was kind of hard

to be sure

But I don't know if you can tell be looking at him

But he is smaller than we expected him to be so more on that later when you see

more of the birth related videos

So that is where the story of my pregnancy ends and the story of his birth begins

I'm so sorry guys

I know it's already been two weeks

And I still have yet to get those videos out, but I will try to do them as quickly as I can

It might be kind of difficult as Justin is about to leave

For a while and so I will be solo parenting that might make it difficult you know aside from the usual

Difficulties of having a newborn and not getting much sleep

But I am really excited to make those videos. I love those videos. I love watching them

I love making them, and I just want them to be special also

I want to take my time and do them right the first time instead of just rushing to get them up

I haven't decided yet on the order that those will be posted

I will probably do his name reveal first look for those to be the next few videos

I do also want to do a what's in my kids Easter basket video. I always do those every year

And I really enjoy those and I know Easter is coming up pretty soon, so I might have to stick that in there somewhere

But yes very very soon. I will have those videos. I know that you guys are really anticipating those

I've had one of you ask me when we're going to reveal his name on Instagram

but it's just been a very huge whirlwind of two weeks my birth photographers pictures have basically gone viral and

There have been multiple

multiple mainstream media

People that have written articles about his birth and one was on people.com

and BuzzFeed and

Today.com

motherly

babble.com

And love what matters, a couple of Australian ones and then someone from Brazil interviewed me today

It's just blowing up and it has been completely surreal the photos are striking. They're beautiful they are

amazing I'm in love with them and

So it's so nice to see other people appreciate her work as well because she totally nailed it. She's very talented

It was... a very long labor and so people are just really

Fascinated by that, but it's still so beyond anything I ever could have imagined

and it just keeps growing and

These these media publications that I enjoy reading and that usually cover things like about famous people

and they want to talk to me about my story that is just

Unreal I...yes, so it has been very

Overwhelming past two weeks since he was born

So I am so looking forward to sharing all of this and more with you

So definitely hit the subscribe button if you haven't already so you don't miss out on those videos

Thanks so much for watching. Bye

Say "bye!"

Say "bye" to Youtubes

I just love him you guys

Bye!

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