so since i've became vegetarian i've been craving sweet stuff a lot more
why did you.. i remember you said the reaason why
well that's normal. It happened to me too until like a month-two months later
because your body is not used to not having high energy foods
so guess where we're going!
trader joes! getting some dessert and sweet stuff...
hey that woman threw the reciept at me
E: haha "Have a GOOD day"
Ah. I didn't realize how bad the lighting is in here
Dang
Ryan and I just got back from Trader Joe's as you guys saw and we were
kind of not... We weren't arguing. We were just a little bit bickering and I just
feel really overwhelmed right now and actually asked Ryan to go into the
you know the house and leave me alone so I can talk to you guys because I just I
just want to have a real talk with you and when he's here it's just hard for me
don't organize my thoughts and and I just wanted to be real because I feel
like I haven't talked to you guys about you know how I've been feeling and
what's going on recently. Well we were bickering because I just felt really
frustrated and he could tell and he asked me hey what's up like tell me
what's going on I can help you and I'm just becoming really impatient with how
much vlogging we're doing and how much time we don't have for each other
anymore. I went back to school for the winter quarter and I- you know have
classes all day long during the week so I'm working and I'm going to school
full-time for my computer science degree. There's no time by the time I get home
I'm tired and I really see Sign Duo, and vlogging and you know this community
that we created with all you guys who want to learn ASL or about Deaf culture
and how Deaf and Hearing relationships work that that's what I wanted to do
when I when I wake up. That's what I want to do and it's just frustrating when I
go to work in the morning then go to school and then I come home and it's late and
I'm just mentally just exhausted. I just don't have enough energy to work on it
and it's been making me really sad in the
past. Recently. and Ryan has his you know his own problems, his own frustrations and
so when we're together we just want to hang out and have fun. I'm just happy
that Ryan and I do a good job of not taking it out on each other. We don't
fight a lot. We just maybe bicker a little bit. It's just that
Ryan and I are in the point in our relationship where I just. I am so sad if
I don't get to see him every day. I get sad
so this is really hard to
edit later because my thoughts are just like jumbled all over the place. I think
five steps ahead of myself and I just you remember to take it one step by the
time Ryan tells me all the time just take it one step at a time and they'll
be okay it'll be fine so anyways I'm grateful
for having you guys I talked to at least. You know some of these things I
don't really feel like people understand or cuz Ryan is so relaxed. I feel like he
can handle things a lot. handle stress a lot better than me and
Ryan's taught me how to handle things a lot better. Like before it was bad before
Ryan passed on his you know wisdom I was pretty much a mess when it came to
stress but now I can deal with it especially with him and talking about it
really helped so thanks guys I'm gonna go back in
love you guys
you feel better?
thats good
cream cheese
I just I just miss him thats all
i know i miss you too all the time
its just 95% of my
problems would be solved if we lived together
true
I got big news I'm gonna change
my room into a studio so I sold a lot of my stuff. My mentality growing up I was
more like the more the better. Collects stuff, you know but then
recently I realized that having less really help clear the mind. I'm getting
rid of my bed. I'm getting rid of my bed. My whole bed. I'll show you guys later
when the bed is gone we're trying to sell it and I think someone's gonna buy
it today so hopefully. I hope so it's gonna happen
Ryan very meticulously cuts the cake that he was craving earlier into
little square pieces
Mines really small because I didn't want that much
and then this is a tea set
from my grandma, from Obaachan
ready?!
my favorite part
you can see the cake and a very thin layer of ganache
looks very perfect
soft
thats good
that's good?
dark chocolate is so good
milk chocolate is bad
dark chocolate is perfect
try it
that's really good for store bought
five days ago he decided
to stop eating meat after getting sick all the time and
that doesn't include
fish
fish and products like sour cream
E: you mean dairy products?
i can do still that but meat itself no
you don't really eat a lot of drink milk
like me i don't really drink milk anyways
i do drink almond milk
i have it at home. i bought some
Some of you guys probably already know because we posted it on Instagram and a
lot of you guys are super supportive saying like encouraging him to stop eating meat
but now he is eating sweet
this is a healthy dessert though
dark chocolate!
it's not milk chocolate
you know that dark chocolate is healthier than milk chocolate
but not in cake form LOL
whatever. still
how do you feel going- stopping eating meat?
recently. Feel any change?
i still want innout still. innout still. really crave it but i'm trying
im trying not to eat
it's not hard for me to stop eating steak or things like that.
easy. i can push that aside easily
but one of my hardest things to let go is burgers
because i grew up loving burgers
i loved eating burgers
i remember after football practice when i was young
when football practice was done, i would go eat at carl's jr
after practice. if i did a good job at practice then i would go to carl's jr
to get a burger.
so i was very skinny when i was young
my doctor said that i was too thin
for my age
so my doctor said "you just have to feed him!"
so yeah that's how i love burgers.
because burgers fill you up and give you a lot of not nutrition but
meat, lettuce, tomato, everything in one
that's why i love it. but im trying to resist
i think that i want to do like once
a month having a burger once a month
so i don't go crazy later
i have to keep, you know what i mean?
what's that saying?
If you do it now and stop hard
then later you might lose control
i noticed that a lot of places sell meat
when i stopped i realized whoa everywhere sells meat
i didn't even realize that because before i would eat
but now i see it's everywhere, they sell meat
every where!
Wow that works so perfectly
if you have white walls or something that has marks
like shoe marks on the door, use this
you don't have to scrub hard
just use this
eraser sponge. its easy and everything comes off
you want to try?
doesn't that feel so satisfying?!
I listed my bed for sale on Facebook and somebody wants to buy it's this woman
she says she's pregnant and she needed a new bed because she's getting a roommate
right now so it worked out. I wanna sell my bed. You guys must think
I'm crazy but I just need more room in here too so we can comfortably film so
I'm gonna sell my bed and then I'm gonna use this futon here my grandma's futon
to sleep on so I can put it in the closet and then bring it out when I need
to sleep. It's actually very common in Japan. I don't know not as much as it
was before now people use beds all the time but some people still
use futons
Let's go!
Okay, we got to get going
It's pretty cold, you guys
well it's all out. We got it. We got it all out of the house-out of my room
that thing is a lot bigger than it looks
finished tying it up!
this is really super sketchy
we got
the lights on. What are those called? alarm light on or the hazard lights on
in the back that's the bed
E: Thank you so much!
not worth it for $10!
E: I'll give you more
so this woman is paying us $250 and an extra $10 for delivery
haha $10. not worth it!
i'll give you guys an update after we sell the bed
make sure everything is ok
successful!
thank you so much!
you did so much!
we're here to meet my parents for dinner
we're going to eat at luna grill
we're back in my room and look how spacious it is
there's so much room
what did you say about me earlier?
SHE LOVES making holes!!!
loves it! look!
(counting 1-13)
and there's more over there!
I just had things hung up that's why and I got my futon out so this is what it
looks like it's um very cushion like this is a cushion foam underneath and
then this is like a cotton pad that goes on on the top. It's actually very
comfortable surprisingly. It's not as soft as my old bed but it is still
comfortable. It's not hard like sleeping straight on the floor so it won't be
that bad. I think it will take some time to get used to
we're gonna play a game
of Yahtzee
I won 4 out of 5!
3/4!
i won
E: are you sure that's not mine no this is mine
E: Oh. This one's mine
yeah this is my handwriting
our handwriting looks so similar
because both of them are so sloppy
R: you
R: me
E: Who won?
You, me. So we're 2-2
E: Oh so we're even
When we delivered the bed it was crazy wasn't it
you explain
you explain!
i'm tired from driving
i'm bad at story telling your so much better
you can explain
you're so much better at explaining stories, babe
okay. so we're taking Ryan's truck
to this person right and she gives us her address we're driving there and it's
hard because Ryan's driving stick and Laguna Beach is very very hilly so he's
like shifting all the time and you know feeling the clutch and everything and so
we get to that address but it's weird dark and there it's really steep
steep steep hill so we go down the hill and then the the street ends at a house
and we're stuck there because it's so narrow and we try to back back out so he
can get back but we're basically stuck and he's revving his the the gas and the
clutch and shifting and everything and he almost hits the house he almost hits
the wall
you mean close!
well yeah yeah
i would never hit. i know what i'm doing
i can control it just fine
well I mean he almost hits it in a very controlled
skillful way. that's what I mean
but he gets so close so he's going back and forth and we get back up
we're going up the hill and I think I see that the house at the corner of my
eye so I say Stop! and so we stop and Ryan gets so mad because when you stop
with the clutch or a stick shift car it's very hard to like go back up the
hill because you need momentum or you just get stuck and you go back and you
fall backwards so he pressed the gas pedal we go back out we make it
and we find the correct house we get there and it's the same thing over again
it's a steep hill going back down to the house and we get we help them put the
bed in and everything. They're a very nice couple with a cute little kid and we
leave that's it
good explanation you did a good job
really? I did a good job? I usually just suck at telling stories
in sign language
you did a good job
I did okay
thank you
okay
so see you later you guys love you
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