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What we got for Christmas! - Duration: 4:00.
what are we doing today Taylor well my friends that were saying that treated us
to a overnight stay at their friend's Airbnb to take a look around
today's a special day for Taylor and I because not only are we staying at this
beautiful property with this amazing view and our own little place to stay
for the night but it's kind of nearing the end of this long trip that we've
been on we've been traveling for the last almost 11 months and tomorrow we're
planning on going to pick up chief so Chiefs not with us today staying with
Eric and Ashley and they gave us a stay here for a night as a Christmas gift and
so tomorrow we'll go get chief we'll stay one more night with Eric and Ashley
and then we will head back to our home base where we started this journey and
so we're at this point where we're getting to the end of our trip and we're
changing the season that our family is going to be in we're not exactly sure on
what's next but what's important to us is that we take time to stop and be
still and to think about what has been and what is now and what is possibly to
come we have had one thing after another on this trip and we really haven't taken
time to process everything we've had you know a ton of people ask us like what's
been the best experience what's been the worst experience and it's hard for us to
answer because has just been constant you know when you go on vacation you go
for like a week and then you can come home and kind of process the whole trip
and then you know you tell people the highlights and for us we really haven't
been able to process this whole 11 months and so we're gonna take a little
fast from Media and just from our phones and
everything and just spend some time being together being still being quiet
and working through what the next season of our life might look like and start
making some plans and we'll see what happens we don't know for sure what's
gonna happen just like we haven't really known for sure on this whole trip but
sitting in that unknown is a good place to be and taking time to be still is
even better because there's a lot of worry that can come in a lot of fear
that can come in when you don't know what's going to happen next and it's
just been great to be able to put those worries and fear aside and to just be
still and enjoy the present moment and so that's why today is a special day for
Taylor and I we're gonna enjoy this stay here it's a real small little house but
it's really nice and so thank you Eric and actually again so much and that's
our video for today hopefully you're doing well if you are new push the
subscribe button all the way in and click the bell so you get notified when
we post new videos and we're just excited for you guys to be along the
journey with us and to see what this next season brings I'm gonna continue to
post the video every day until the end of this year and then 2019 it'll be a
different upload schedule so we know we're gonna have to x' days with taylor
and then i'll probably do a couple other videos per week that's my plan right now
but we'll hold it loosely and see what happens
hats off to you
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BEST SKATE GEAR OF 2018 - Duration: 19:34.
ola youtube- my name is Ricardo lino and I'm wheel addict and today I'm dressed to a
special occasion and the special occasion today is I'm going to tell you
what was my favorite skate material my favorite skate gear of 2008 but before
going to that I want to say thank you very very very much - big wheel blading
and to every single person that voted on the best of 2018 basically I was
nominated as the one doing the most to promote skating and as vlog and YouTube
channel of the year so thank you very very much to every
single one of you and now on a little update on my back well it's getting
better ice I'm slowly able to bring my left leg up which means with the
exercises that I've been doing and if everything goes well in about two three
weeks time I should be able to be back on skates meanwhile well tomorrow I will
have a big video for this channel but before this big video well there's
another big video and that's the one today the best gear of 2018 all the gear
that I'm going to be talking of course it's not the best for everyone
probably you have your own opinions but from the gear that I tried this year I'm
going to say what was my favorite of course there was a lot of material a lot
of wheels a lot of boots a lot of things out there that I didn't try but I'm
going to say from my own experience and I'm going straight to my favorite
aggressive skate of 2018 and keep in mind that I'm not talking about just a
boot or just a liner or just the frame it's the full skate we're talking about
a full stock skate this skate I didn't skate it for a long time but
the little bit of time that I skate with it I really really enjoy it it's not a
new product it came out a long time ago and they kept on doing some tricks here
tweaks there and well I really really like the product and in my opinion the
aggressive scale of the year was the Rosie's m12 yeah I didn't really
skate it for a long time because I've been skating with USD skates and I kept
my well I can talk a lot because that's what's going to be next
so now after saying what was my favorite aggressive skater of the year I need to
say what was my favorite aggressive skating boot of the year
my favorite boot of the year yes you can actually buy it as just a boot yes it
was it came out in 2018 you can buy it just as a boot and it's again another
product that was a little bit tweaked from another product that was already
existing in the market but what they did with the product make it premium and in
my opinion the aggressive boot the aggressive skating boot of the year was
the cheaper I was getting in a while and before I actually also skated with the
USD sevens but yes I'm not gonna lie the USD seven is actually a lot lighter than
the G boots but the G boots just have that premium look and when you land the
sound is so different in my opinion just made it the boot of the year and it made
it the boot of the year because it's also compatible with a lot of frames
including the best frame that it didn't just came out in 2018 but they kept on
coming with new colorways and I guess everyone knows what was my favorite
aggressive skating frame this year and that was the wish frame but let me tell
you if these didn't happen to my back I would probably have I don't know I would
I'm not gonna say that I would have another frame as the best frame but I
have a serious competitor and the compare is the C matrix frame I just got
the C matrix frame a few days ago I didn't got to skate with it yet but I
really think 2019 is going to be maybe a bit different now
let's go straight to the wheels wheels what was the best wheels for aggressive
skating I believe that although there's a lot of people out there skating with
smaller wheels some people skates with bigger wheels for me the wheel that I
enjoyed the most this year was the end retailer 68 millimeter it just worked if
I wanted to go anti rocker on another frame I could just put those wheels and
I would still go fast on the wish frames they would fit and it was my yeah I can
just see it just straight saying it was my favorite wheel off 2018 now there was
something else that can be the connection between aggressive skating
and urban skating or between aggressive skating and big wheel skating should we
call it legal skating I don't know but the liner what was the best liner in my
opinion again from 2018 there could be a lot of different liners and I know
there's a liner out there which is probably everyone's favorite but I have
not tried it yet it's the intuition liner and yes I also know there's a few
problems with it especially with the smell if you skate every single day with
the same liner I know that it's so little a little bit harder to maintain
that liner smelling super fresh but other than that everyone says it's just
the best I had the opportunity to try it yet but 2019 it's going to be the year
for sure so in this year my favorite liner is for sure coming from my feet
but from my feet there's a few different models and my all-around liner the one
that I liked the most was a liner that was again just a second version of an
already existing liner and that's the second skin the my feet second skin
there was a new release of that liner that comes with laces all the way to the
top and that made a huge difference for me I already love the liner before but
with that little tweak that you could just put the laces all the way up made a
huge difference so in my opinion the best liner of 2018 is the my feet second
skin second edition now since I'm talking about liners and Aaron's book
about aggressive skates what was my favorite urban skate my favorite stock
urban skate of well there was actually the last one
that I had and there was simply just like that the power slide next 80 I said
that 80 because I didn't felt the boot as supportive with bigger wheels then I
felt with 80s with 80s it felt just perfect and in my opinion was the best
kick that you could just get it out of the box and you had the perfect skate so
if you're looking right now for urban scale I will tell you maybe go with that
power slide next now I would also say as a full skate it's amazing but when I
talk about the best boot of the year I'm not considering the power slide next or
even my favorite boot of all times which is the power slide also the power slide
Evo Trinity it's a full carbon boot but these Evo and also the next they both
have a Trinity frame and that makes it only compatible at the moment with power
slide products and that's why none of these products is my favourite boot of
the year and my favourite food of the year I tried it this summer when I was
in Oland and it was the adapt GTO the adapt hyper skate GTO it's fully and
made in Oland by Peter and I I had the opportunity to try that skate as a 19
millimeter skate and it was just really really good and it's 165 millimeters
compatible for 165 millimeter frames and they also developed this new frame this
new system called the Quattro which is I would say kind of like the Trinity but
instead of having only dual mount in front they have dual mount in front and
in the back and that made that boot because of the compatibility and the
quality of the product that made my favorite urban skating boot my favorite
free skating I appreciate whatever boot of the year
but if you didn't add 900 euros you spent on abou dollars but if you
didn't have 900 euros or dollars to spend on a skate as the GTO from adapt
ease well I also thought of a price point free skate or as a first skate of
the year like if you're looking for a first kid as an adult one of the skates
that I enjoyed the most I tried it in February it it's from a really small
company from Spain collar evil and they sent me a pair of 80 millimeter skates
called the RS one the skate is I think it's selling for 130 or 140 euros which
is not really really cheap but it's also like a really affordable skate and the
quality of that product was amazing the wheels were really good the frame is
really really solid the boot I don't think these guys had their own molds but
they they made it look that boot look really really good the liner super
comfortable well I really enjoyed that skate and I really think as a first
skate it's a really affordable and really good skate so I would say that
the best price point skate of the year it's the Reval RS one and that's of
course my opinion now talking about first skates I also made a test I also
made a review a few months ago I bought a skate that I claimed to be probably
the best kid skate on the market in fact from all the scales that are in the
market that was the only skate that I really bought from my daughter which is
right now two years old that skate goes from two years old and you can I think
you can use it all the way up to ten because the size is that they make so
I'm talking about a first skate for kids and it comes with the wheels are
actually small and they have like not a round profile they have like a square
profile kind of like an aggressive scale which is good for stability then the f3
wheels only because it makes the skate lighter and if I'm looking for a skate
for kids I want a light skate and talking about light the wheels also
light up which is something they the kids like but something which is
really important for kids is to have a supportive boot and this boot was
actually the most supportive boot that I found for kids sorry the expression but
was none of that crappy soft boot shit so the kids or the entry-level yeah I
would say the kids skate the kids skate of the year
is the micro MJ skate keep going let me see what else do I have here could the
big wheel frame of the year what is my big will my favorite big wheel frame of
the year I've tried a few and I would love to say cuz I got so many friends
from powerslide and some of them that were amazing but again I'm trying to
talk about compatibility and if you don't have a power slide trinity boot
would be hard for me to say that this is the best frame of the year because you
couldn't use it on another boot but I would have to say that my favorite frame
of 2018 my big wheel frame is a 165 mount it could also be a ufs like the
Tri max or the ground control with big wheels that I've tried but I actually
this year I enjoyed one frame that I also tried in
the summer also when I was in Holland and I'm really excited that I just got
my own a few days ago and I didn't go to skate my own the best frame off 2018
with this being said is the C matrix 90 millimeters frame and I'm really excited
to start skating mine hopefully in a few weeks
it's a 272 it's kind of long it looks just like that black just like it's
really solid it's cool it's really really cool and I'm excited now for this
frame I'm gonna need two more things I'm gonna need bearings and I'm gonna need
wheels and by far the best wheels that I've tried easier the big wheels were
the under cover wheels if I need to choose a wheel I would say the Dustin
we're best you want and the white ones those were my favorite and if I would
need to go for 100 millimeters I would also say the mushroom
blading wheel which is also a white and as a 125 would by far the the wheel that
comes on the next which is a yeah I would say maybe the white undercover 125
so instead of just saying one will I will say a wheel Brandon the best wheel
brand of 2019 for big wheels is also the same is small I just need to say the
best wheel brand in 2019 was and their cover wheels now bearings what was the
best bearing in 2018 I don't know a lot about bearings
I'm just being as honest as I can but from all the bearings that I tried the
one that I felt more reliable just the quality and the price was good and it
felt like they last longer without having any problems its twin cam there's
a few different bearings from twin cam there's the il q7 die Alec u9i lq9 Pro
for me the bearing of the year was the twin cam are lq9 best bearing out there
I've been using the wicked twin cam ilq9 and a lot more companies are also
getting bearings from twin cam and then they also make different I'll cues
quality and price really good one let's see what we have here
I don't know sending me a message right now sorry Josh blue he just sent me a
video okay so I just I just have to say it is it so this is not a product but it
is the best skate school of the year is Josh gluey chelating camp
you just sent me a message with the videos it just came out with a with the
video from the camp in Spain it's amazing so here's to that there's a new
one it's not gear but it's the best case school of 2019 in 2018 my head is
already there because I want to skate in 2019 okay there's actually two more two
more and then I'm done with this video so best downhill frame off 2019 dad came
out well I didn't got any downhill frame in 2019 and that's it for me if the
rules of these would be frames or new frames that I try
in 2019 I don't have one so there was no favorite frame for 2019 and I'm still
skating my cutter Moto's PR 50 which is no TR 55 which is amazing I'm not
complaining and I love that cutter Motors gave it to me less here it still
the frame that I'm using this year I don't have a favorite frame I don't have
a best frame for 2018 because I didn't got one best protections and they were
done I've been using a new protections all
year round whenever I use like either like the sliders or the kneepads and
it's I think it's one of the only companies that is really investing in
inline skating so that's it not a lot to be said so best protective gear off 2018
by far anyway there's one more piece of protections that I use and I just got it
the other day but I didn't really fall with it but I don't think you need to go
out there and test the helmet to say it's the best helmet I guess the helmet
is like you put it on and the way you feel you just are you think it's going
to be the best or one of the best for me was actually the best element that I've
tried and that's my new helmet that I just got a few days ago it's a pro tech
full helmet like it's a full cut which means that it it goes over your ears and
it's a certified element there's two different elements there's one weight
with foam on the inside and then there's the other one that does an F foam which
is a little bit harder on the inside but it's the certified one usually they say
if you have like a heart not with those ones you need to throw them away I
didn't have the hard knock I didn't really skate with it but when I put it
on it just feels comfy and it just makes me want to skate with a helmet and
that's what a helmet needs to be so best helmet off 2018 in my opinion again the
protect full cut certified and with this being said I guess we got
to the end so something lady should know is that I've been working with
powerslide and I got a lot of products from powers lab but that doesn't mean
that when this time of the year comes I need to say that the best product of you
needs to be powerslide yes I do love their products but sometimes companies
do things that I like more and I'm not here to lie about it
so whatever whenever I test the product whenever I try a product I try to be as
honest as I can and that's what this channel is all about it is about me
giving my most honest opinion about everything that I try or when I try to
teach you something like giving you like how to's or whatever I try to do the
best that I can for all of you so a big thank you to all of you if you are a
company and if you want to be in the best of 2019 well you know to do contact
me I'll make reviews of your products and in the end of the year if your
product is really one of the best I have no problems to say it your product was
the best if it wasn't well at least I made a review every single one of you
thank you very very much tomorrow's video is going to be a bit of
a different one but I'm really really excited about tomorrow's video and about
2019 so don't miss the one tomorrow it is if this is the first video that you
watch do not forget to subscribe to this channel there's almost 25,000 people
also doing it and don't forget to do all those things like if you like this video
more people who watch it if you made me a comment I'll try to reply to all of
them and there's actually quite a good community in this channel so whenever
someone comments something there will be someone replying it's actually maybe a
good message board I don't know you say it with all these being said I'm sorry
for the long video I hope you enjoyed and more important than anything else
just don't forget why we all started skating and that is because it's fun
cheers guys and see you tomorrow
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-Okay, what was I going to say? -What?
-It's written here,
tenants are obliged to-
... right here...
to paint their own window frames outside in standard color.
-I can do anything!
-Chaos, Chaos! - *gasp* *gasp* *scream*
-What?
Wha-
*Jevil laughs*
*Jevil laughs* -What the hell is he doing out here?!
-He says that your window frame on your wagon doesn't have the right color.
You have to repaint the frame.
Alright, I'll take a note. I'm writing down, writing down.
-Oh! NOOO!
-Stop yelling you two!!!
Approaching "Voloboe" Station.
-Ohh!
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TFUE DYNAMITES A PLANE FROM THE SKY - Tfue Highlights (ep.1)
this is a whole different too well shit we're getting shot from the fucking
plane there's a to push you up to yourself yourself
she me
who can I feel fuckin where right now did I had a purple spaz
I had a purple normal scar and a purple bruise you need butter right over that
hill
right there
yeah hit the guy other guy how the fuck did you kill that guy
you ready yeah I just ran that before they ripped it I spawned in the I have
one HP death give height you height yeah under me under me under a snow thing
pumpka pumpka pumpka give any heels you have any Hills no I
don't honey take my garment oh nice good shit nice let's go
nicely done I was fucking I got those guys fucking bean dusted can't do you
think I deported
oh my god oh my that guy was nuts dude
he was fucking Kovacs out of his mind dude mine is Right holy shit 13 HP just
handed out one tends to fucking which genies fucking Jack did I can train even
a focus dog dan yo you actually are what the heck yeah yo
dang how much can you bench bro
let's go baby
just play it play the head peak dropping him dropping him right now jumping him
right now let's go Jesus Christ surely these guys under us are gonna rotate
from two of them
yeah watch me he might launch on me yeah yeah grappled on you stun grenade why
why so fuckin with the 11,500 bits twice so if I can do my na math correctly
that's 23,000 bits
what's that's clue yo cloak cloak now so some guy donated
me 11,500 bits twice how much bits total is that 11,500 bits
yeah 11,500 bits no hard twice did I'm gonna be honest
that's a hard question you get it wrong I'll be on your side that's alright I'll
tell him to donate me 11,500 so that I'll bring out the calculator about that
in the 150 do
bro what the fuck
goodnight hashtag charity it's fake it's just my imagination listen and i'm saucy
boys what were you holding hands or what we don't sandy we don't judge you dude
it's all good that's it we think your body the way it doesn't matter oh what's
that
all right
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Nat Reviews: Mumford & Sons - Someone Saved My Life Tonight - Duration: 12:10.
Hello once again everyone, I am Nattie and this is Nat Reviews; it's the series where
I take a look at some piece of media, be it music or a show or something else entirely.
This week around I am going to do something slightly different.
This week around I will be taking a look at Mumford & Sons cover of Elton John's Someone
Saved My Life Tonight.
Let's dive right on in, shall we?
Alright, so why am I taking a look at Someone Saved My Life Tonight?
Well, I had been on Youtube and stumbled across the revamping of Elton John's works that they
did earlier in 2018.
This cover however really stood out for me.
I will certainly try to review the whole album sometime, but for now we got this song to
cover.
(literally a cover) Okay, so before we talk about the song itself,
what is the history of the song?
Well, for Elton John it was his only major 'hit' single off of his 1975 album "Cowboy
Fantastic and the Brown Dirt Cowboy".
(according to one source) It peaked at 4 in the US and in the
top 25 in the UK, nearly becoming a number one in Canada.
It was a song that concluded side one's narrative about Elton and Bernie trying to make it into
the music industry.
The song has many different interpretations depending who you ask.
Many draw the conclusion of it being about his troubles in 1968 and the issue of getting
married around that time.
(Which is the meaning for the song to Elton and Bernie
respectively) Many also draw the conclusion to it being about suicide.
It certainly can be seen both ways and at the same time, just like
any well written piece of music, it can have many different interpretations.
Like Bohemian Rhapsody, (also released in 1975 and also very long, much to the disdain
of radio stations back then) it all depends on the listener.
A song can have many different meanings, there isn't just a single 'right' view.
So that's what I am gonna do today, give my own opinion on the
lyrical meaning.
First things first though, why am I taking a look at Mumford & Sons' version?
Well, it's the first version I have heard, only discovered the song the other day.
I can also compare or give my thoughts on how well Mumford did compared
to the original.
So let's do that first before we delve in deep to the lyrical analysis.
Alright, so I have taken a listen to Elton's original version, his I can definitely feel
the marriage story with.
Mumford's I can more feel the suicidal half of things.
Elton's version is certainly musically 70s, Mumford's is slightly
more 2010s in production.
There are also hints of the studio sounds of Grand Romantic (Intro) production sound
and Some Nights.
Once again, fascinates me how big that album's impact
has been on this decade's music.
I also catch hints of Adele's 25 album, especially "Hello" with the dark emptiness effect.
Mumford and Elton deliver wonderful vocals in their deliveries of the song.
I must say that with the production, Mumford's delivery is chilling.
Both musicians are excellent singers and there's a reason they both have massive fanbases.
(Ones I am part of) I am sure I don't need to explain Elton, but
he is one of the greatest musicians around in many metrics.
Mumford may be given the same respect too in some circles already.
But yes, I don't feel like giving a entire history lesson on the musicians as I would
be here forever.
They are both very talented and do check them out.
Their versions of the song as well should be checked out.
My thoughts on the song I will say now is it's already a favourite for me in more than
one way.
It's very personal to me already due to recent events in my own life,
but we won't go into that yet.
It's certainly A+ whichever version you listen to.
But yes, now that you prematurely know my thoughts on the song, let's get onto the lyrics
now.
It's the main reason I felt like doing a video on this.
Alright, so onto the lyrics now at long last.
It's also the point in this video where things will get pretty low, so if the warning in
the lead of the video didn't inform, do be warned going
forward in this.
The song, no matter which stance you have on the two leading theories, suicide is involved
in both.
But for me, the song has an entirely different angle but still involves
suicidal themes.
Okay, I know who 'sugar bear' is supposed to be and who saved Elton's life, but in my
take on the lyrics it's different.
Remember, this is just my own interpretation, it's
not my sole belief, I can see what the other views are and I believe them too.
But, this is just a different take.
In my mind, the chorus when it refers to 'sugar bear', I feel it refers to Elton defiantly
speaking up against 'Suicide' (in general, the spectre of suicide and how it affects
the mind) Throughout the song the mentions to being
bound up, the nooses, being hypnotized, being promised of sweet freedom and all, I take
those as references to how suicide messes with the mind.
You may think that offing yourself will set you free, Suicide affects the mind into thinking
in false truths like that to the point it essentially hypnotizes you into taking your
life.
Elton was saved before he could finish the act and now he speaks defiantly against Suicide,
Suicide not being able to sink it's hooks into Elton and bring him under.
In telling that butterflies are free to fly away, it's Elton telling Suicide to leave
him so he can be free and tells Suicide bye bye.
Him talking of offing himself in the river then
making the statement of being essentially in debt to Suicide (btw, I am referring to
Suicide as if it were a thing that manipulates like a person, like Suicide is a beast that
takes over the mind,not just the act itself.)
is he knows that by offing himself, he is stuck with that decision forever and will
always pay for it.
Then stating a truck is coming to take him home is him telling Suicide that the ones
who are to save him are coming.
He then goes to a chorus again to tell Suicide to 'f-off' essentially.
The first verse in the song, I feel it mentions Elton trying to ease his mind by drinking
and that only fuels Suicide as it makes him stop hearing what his friends and loved ones
are saying, and his mind transfers over to Suicide's dark, controlling ways.
Some of his friends too have also been going 'crazy', which can mean many things too.
Elton is able to notice this but his actions are controlled by Suicide's sway with the
use of Depression's help, meanwhile Elton's own thoughts are now in the corner of the
mind, usually where the nagging and negative thoughts are in a mind, now they have escaped
and forced Elton's own thoughts to the corner they used to occupy.
Elton is his own mind's inner voice by now while his body is being controlled by some
other force.
I do enjoy the idea of the song being spoken in defiance to Suicide's dark and entangling
force, that we can stand up to Suicide and not just fall under it's sway.
We don't need to be submissive to the demands of Suicide, as we know Suicide will be a very
draining and manipulative force if we let it into our lives.
It gets in ones mind and digs in, the thoughts of depression and suicide being a act one
can take to supposedly become 'free' of all things.
I do find the lyrics to be Elton having a discussion to Suicide, one taking place in
his mind while externally he had been driven to an edge and is being saved from it in the
last seconds.
The feeling that he survived and that Suicide didn't take him this day makes him have a
little bit of confidence, that he is now stronger than such a powerful and dominating force
as it is.
I know this is just my own thoughts and you can have any other you want, I can't and won't
stop you there.
But these were just my own personal thoughts on what it's lyrics could mean.
Now, I did speak of this song having a very personal effect on me, so what was it?
Well, the night I am writing this, I was driven very near to taking my own life.
Those who have been through the events like this will know that I wasn't thinking clearly,
my mind was fogged up in the dark and depressive thoughts.
I didn't harm myself, but came very near to it.
Many hours were spent feeling probably my lowest even if the depression had been going
on much longer.
The pressures of the mordern world, my trans self, desiring to come out, abusive parents,
all these things really getting the better over me in the long run.
That all boiled down into that night.
However, I began listening to this song again that night, had it on my iPod and I just zoned
out in my emotions, then hearing the song I came to the conclusion of it being a song
about defiance to Suicide and it's dark, sinister tricks.
It slowly helped me the more I listened, Elton's music and music in general tend to have that
effect sometimes.
Sad songs do indeed say so much to one's mind, that lyric of Bernie's is very true.
I am glad I didn't finish myself, but it was during the low point I began realizing things
I hadn't before about myself.
I want to improve, I want to get better.
I want the things that are bothering me to no longer be issues.
Some I know I can fix by actually answering why those things are issues to me in the first
place.
Some, like coming out, ideally would help me down the line.
Being open about myself in my waking life and not living
a lie, that sort of thing would help.
Now of course coming out is another beast that can be saved for another time, but I
am sure many know that coming out is extremely difficult and sometimes near impossible to
do, but it doesn't mean we can't try.
It will take time to improve upon things, no doubt, but I am willing to try.
My apologies for getting extra personal, but I figured I might as well explain why I thought
the way I did on the song.
Maybe you agree with my thoughts of the song, maybe you have no idea what I am saying, maybe
you disagree with everything I said.
That's all alright, but it's up to you and your own thoughts how you take something,
I cannot make you think one way or another, but I can introduce you to other ideas.
Everyone will have their own opinions, as do I, but I do thank you for listening to
mine.
I have been Nattie, take care and byebye!
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