hey everyone Elina Gives here and today I want to do a kind of 2018 highlight
the first highlight of the year was definitely definitely the MPO my first
product and competition yeah that was a really really crazy spontaneous decision
because I'm usually the type that you know a lot of people say yeah I'm very
outspoken whatnot but I am extremely shy it was ironic because I'm on the
internet but because I'm going to internet and I'm not really in front of
the person like you guys right now face to face I'm okay
so it was it was really like the decision to kind of overcome my fear of
you know of stage fright and it was really cool I think not only it was cool
because it was a whole first experience meeting new people and really
understanding how serious people compete for this sport it was cool to find that
because I was self training I didn't hire particular coach or anything
it's just cool to know that I was capable of training myself I didn't one
thing that I remember most of our competition was the behind the scenes in
terms of on the competition day what people do behind the scenes oh my god I
never understood the amount of food and sugar and caffeine people take behind
the scenes it's like after they got off stage they're just like okay this is not
the realistic movement but you get the point this is the problem when you have
cat in your house before goes up your nose man just one I think my nose is
already here inside now there's more hair the second highlight of the year is
a new job a lot of you may not know this but I am
an adult old enough to actually be working full time so making videos is
actually just a side thing that I do today these dress we're kind of just
fuel up my creativity the new jobs great I love that they give us flexibility and
most importantly the people and the culture like I've made new great friends
before at the office I just so friendly is a nice yeah I'm really happy with
this new job the next highlight as you can tell from my other video as well is
a new Oh like I don't know what can
advancement that is I should definitely be a k-pop group September October
November it's four months since I've been living away from the parents
and so far it's been life-changing you know you start realizing a lot of things
that you do not have for instance when I have friends over and I prepare dishes
and I'm just like wait I don't have serving cutleries oh my god and then you
go to the store buy and come back and then let you do other things and you're
like oh my god I don't have this and you had to go to
the store again and come back and then you just keep on like having this little
moments of like aha but oh no you have to keep on making trips back and forth
it's quite annoying huh now the next highlight I want to talk about is new
and renew relationships so this is not really just talking about romantic but
just turning friends and family so new relationships of course coming to a new
job I started making really really great friends you guys know who you are so
there are really really amazing people they've made work fine I feel like I
don't know if you guys feel this way when you go to work and you have great
friends at work it feels like you're back at school and they've just been
there through the biggest things that happen in my life this year so I really
really appreciate you guys if you're watching this video thank you and
another new thing in my life is my new relationship so I don't really talk
about my personal love life a lot on the internet because it's too intimate I
know is ironic is wearing our bedroom in my bedroom right now no I work sorry in
my bedroom right now but again just I mean I know I never really have a need
to kind of tell to the world but because for the sake of a theme with this video
for those have been asking yes I am taken and I'm happy so please no more
pigs thanks bye and now about renewing relationships this is definitely about
my family I've just actually in this apartment I'm living with my brother as
well and I have with him since I was in high school and
I was like more than seven years yes I'm that old guys I am that old yeah it's
like seven years yes it was nice to kind of reconnect and kind of be exposed to
see his face every other day more like daily now but isn't it because I find
out things I didn't know about him because I just because we've never been
the type of sibling that we're very close because he was very boyish stuff
oh my god he was very boys and I was very like
mean like a child so you didn't really want to hang out with me so now we're
added more adult age when you get to appreciate our presents together
he likes cooking I like cooking he likes watching movie and criticize it I like
watching movie and criticize it it was really fun to you know get to know my
brother again so those are my top highlights of 2018 and now what am I
gonna be looking forward to to the new year because I'm basic like that I'm
gonna be writing my resolutions so one of the resolution I really want to
achieve is improving my youtube video uploads I know I have actually been
really bad this year I produce less videos in total compared to the year
before mainly because I think it was just a lot of things I was going through
this year and I just lost that emotional motivation so now that I'm back up I
really don't like want to make it like a weekly things now another thing I'm
gonna be doing next year is definitely
so another thing that I will be doing new that next year is actually my
fitness direction unfortunately I'm gonna be really real with you guys I
can't afford to go to the gym and living life independent of my parents
support so I am really trying to prioritize that so I thought about it
really hot for the past few months and I know that in the end all I care about is
feeling really healthy and being fit and to achieve that goal it doesn't mean
there's only one solution to it I know that I live in apartment that has its
own gym I have done home workouts before so that's something that I'm gonna be
incorporating to achieve that goal would I ever go to a gym yeah I'll probably go
to those like like and like you know you just pay by entrance kind of James once
in a while just to kind of like do the heavy lifting so I probably once a week
so I'm not gonna give it up completely because it's such an important skill to
maintain so I don't want to lose that and yeah it's just a reality I can't
afford to go to a gym not just a membership is a cause I also think about
the travel to go to a gym constantly and I can't afford to also be out solely if
I were to travel back with public transport because I think from the
trauma I had I just don't want to risk it so yeah that's pretty much the new
things can happen for my fitness life in the new year now the last thing I want
to reveal about the new year is
disability I'm gonna be running for Miss grand salon or 2090 and but how I came
about this because I have a friend who he really suggested me to run for it
okay so the recorder kind of died so the next part of this video of the sounds
gonna be weird no bear with me so he suggested from to join and I thought why
not yo just do it try it and I did and I
really thought I wouldn't get it but I did I actually made it to the finalist
Liz I'm availa I'm excited I'm scared because again I have a good of a stage
fright and also I'm a bit like what what what I don't feel like I'm girly enough
for this but I guess that's the point my name for this is not about how girly I
mean you are the definition of being feminine it's just being true to who you
are and I think that's what I will bring to the stage and just showing that you
know girls can be bit more tomboy and also at the same time very strong
physically it would be interesting and I'm more excited about that I'll meet
new people and just kind of exposed to kind of new new experiences and learn
about other new things in life it can allows me creatively to stimulate my
mind so yeah now I'm gonna be sharing and you
Instagram soo so you guys I should first wants to know about this so special to
you guys so yeah it's gonna be really interesting anyways that is all I'm
going to talk about for today I'm just really really glad to be reconnecting
with you guys again after so long and also cuz I finally got a camera back
so I could actually and um yeah I really really hope you guys are having a great
holiday right now if you're not on holiday right now I hope that you're
having a really really really good sleep tonight and you're gonna eat some good
food and anyways have a minute anyways have anyways have an amazing new year
ahead and I'll see you guys in 2019
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