Waching daily Jul 10 2017

hey guys it's Danielle with Danielle Minnesota vlogs and I wanted to show you

my ALDI haul this week got a lot of great produce I namely buy produce at Aldi my

husband worked for an awesome meat markets the he brings home all of our

meat products but let's start with fruit I got a big bag of bananas as fruits

over this week some white peaches a bag of apples and sweet cherries and then

for vegetable let's see I got yellow cherry tomato Vegas onion garlic sweet

peppers i buy this big every week they're so good and right breakfast

right for a really good deal this week so I got a basic goal and then I usually

get one spin of spinach and another mix of spinach in the result I got a bag of

dry black beans at least I save a lot of money by buying the dry beans and you

make them myself and make up a big batch and then throw everything you don't need

in the freezer and my stash is low so I'm going to need to get one this weekend

I don't normally buy these I got some tortillas we recently went out for

Mexican food and have a lot of leftovers we thought of a bit of kind of repurpose

them in tortillas packed own holy bread for Muskaan sandwiches I was low on some

canned items so I got diced tomatoes, crushed tomatoes, and four tins of

tuna fish for my salad and then half and half of my coffee and

the caption l hydrate very note that I was just push it up it might use to

leave every once in a while so this has everything it was 42 87 which I feel is

really good considering all the great please I got I hope you enjoyed this

please check out my other videos please give it a thumbs up and please subscribe

thanks for watching

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5 Steps to Avoid Triathlon Disasters - Duration: 15:10.

- For any of you Trainiacs who have been messaging lately

going through your first race

and you're like, oh I crushed the swim

crushed the bike

and then faded on the run.

We have been working on five big things basically

that are behind the scenes that we haven't shared

and I figured

that blow up, pooping your pants at the finish line.

(upbeat music)

Morning Trainiacs.

Just did an hour and five minute bike.

Did something like, nine times through

two minutes on at my FTP

and then three minutes easy spin.

And then did a 2.8K run.

428 pace like that race pace kinda run.

And our AC has been out since four days ago.

So, this is how I cool down.

(upbeat music)

Better, for any of you Trainiacs

who have been messaging lately

going through your first race

and they're like, oh I crushed the swim.

I crushed the bike.

And then faded on the run.

I've got a pistol of a video prepared for you.

Let's go downtown for dinner

and then we'll do that video.

- Right now for dinner?

- And do a Facebook live.

- Petey, get out of there!

- Petey can't come.

(upbeat music)

Hi Trainiacs, I promised you a pistol of a video.

You're gonna get a pistol of a video

right after Miculla.

So I came up with five different ways

that you can insure that you're not gonna have

a disastrous triathlon.

And often cases, that tends to happen

towards the run, towards the end of the run.

So it's setting up your whole race

to be strong at the start

which is easy because you haven't done anything.

Strong on the bike

which tends to be fairly easy for most people.

Not a lot of people say that the bike

is their worst discipline.

But then also still be strong on the run.

And if anything, finish that run with enough pop

to not necessarily crush it

like, sprint across that finish line

because if you can sprint across the finish line

you didn't go hard enough earlier in the run.

But, to go across that finish line

feeling still in control of the race.

The first tip is to pace the bike

and just last week, I will link to a video up there

that I did about how to figure out

the pacing that you should have for a bike.

And this applies to people whether you've got a power meter

or whether you don't even have clip in pedals

and you're just going by how your body feels.

Essentially, you want to pace the bike a lot easier

than you think you should.

But leading up to the race you can do a couple

of test workouts here and there

to get a baseline for how your bike should feel

during the middle of the race.

And essentially basically like, how much you need

to back yourself away

from absolutely smashing it.

Because absolutely smashing that bike

is gonna set you up for the run smashing you.

Uh, sharp today.

Now, the next trick, tip, tidbit

piece of advice that I've got

for not having a disastrous race

is to do what I call over distances.

And I've talked a little about that before.

Those don't go in the fridge.

Now, doing over distances in your training

is particularly in the bike

where let's say you're doing a sprint

it's being able to do a bike workout

that is longer than the 20K that you would do

in your race.

And you do over distances in say, sprints Olympics

and all the way to half Iron Man.

The idea behind this is that if you can do a distance

in your training

that is longer that the actual distance

that you're gonna be going in the race

then by the time you get to the race

the bike portion of the race

or the run portion of the race

isn't gonna seem daunting as far as the distance goes.

It might just be the pacing

or the day, or stacking a swim, a bike, a run

everything together.

So for a sprint, let's say with each discipline

you might want to do all the way up to a 1,500 meter swim

to 2,000 meters bike.

Anywhere from 30-40K.

And run certainly up to 10K.

Olympic, those numbers would be more like

2,500 meters, 60-70K on the bike

and up to a 15K run.

In a half Iron Man, we're talking more like

3,000 meter swim, 120-130K bike

and a 25K run.

Once you get into full Iron Mans

you don't necessarily want to be pumping

massive, massive distances like that.

Except perhaps on the bike

as a bit of a cheat to build your endurance.

But we'll talk about that another day.

And the third little tidbit to make sure

that you don't have a disastrous triathlon

is to dial in your nutrition.

You should be looking at the nutrition plan

as basically a fourth discipline.

Swim, bike, run, eat.

You have to dial in your nutrition

leading into a race.

It should be part of your training.

You should be getting to the race

knowing what electrolyte drink

is gonna be in your bottle

or if it's just water, or if it's coconut water.

Or if it's coke.

You don't know.

Or, if you can eat gels or chews or bars on your ride

or even on your run.

And you should be getting used to eating

and drinking while you're on the bike

and while you're on the run

so that by the time you get to the race

you know exactly every five minutes

I've got to take sip of a certain type of drink.

Every 30 minutes, I've got to eat

a certain type of nutritional product.

I've done a complete video on it

which again, I will link to.

Bam, there.

Which lays out a 24 hour nutrition plan

from the day before the race

going all the way through the race.

And that will help you out.

Now the fourth thing is to do finish fast runs.

What you want to learn how to do

and train your body how to do

is to be able to do the fastest part of your runs

on the back half of each run.

So if you're doing a 10K run

you want the 5K at the end

to be faster than the 5K at the start.

And what this is going to train your body how to do

is to accept that your legs might be tired

but they still have to know how to turn over.

In my first three or four years

if you looked at every single one of my 10K races

my triathlons, my half marathons

it was just like, come out of the gates hot

and fall down.

And if you look at what happened to me in Campeche

same sort of thing.

I came out of the gates hot

at a 403 per kilometer pace

and just did nothing but crash from then on in.

That's not how you want to plan your race.

And that wasn't my plan.

My plan was to actually go really easy

and get faster

because you can always speed up if you're feeling fresh

but if you go and smash your self

you're never gonna be able to speed up.

And then it's just a matter of holding on

and hoping for dear life

that you're gonna be able to finish.

So as you're doing your training

doing all of your long runs in such a way

that whether it's 10K, 15K, 20K, 25K

then the last third of it

you're picking up the pace.

And this is gonna train your body

to not die basically.

To not crash in the last half of the race.

And then finally, the last little tidbit

to make sure that you don't have a disastrous triathlon

is to learn how to pace your run.

I haven't ever done a video on this

and I'm sure I'll do one eventually

to figure out, actually I should do one fairly soon.

To figure out how you should pace your run.

What your running pace should be.

And this is particularly coming off the bike

and just dialing in how fast you need to be going.

Don't do what I did in Campeche

and look at your watch and be like

oh, I'm 30 seconds faster per kilometer.

I'm still gonna be fine, I know what I'm doing.

I'm feeling good, no.

No, I didn't feel good.

What you want to do in your run

is you want to learn how to get off that bike

know what your pace is

and even though everyone around you in transition

is going, "You feel great! You look great!

"You're looking good, you're doing great.

"You're almost there!"

Turning that off and saying you know what

I have a race plan, I know that my pace per mile

per kilometer has to be a certain amount.

And going no faster than that.

And what you want to do in the first little bit

sprint distance races aside

because you just go like a son-of-a-bitch

in a sprint distance race.

You want to be easing in to a fast pace

over the first third of a race.

And by the time you get through that first third

of the run portion of the race

you should be up to basically a steady

race kind of pace

where it's feeling hard

but it still feels like you could pick it up

but you're holding yourself back from picking it up.

And ideally, what happens is you get to the last third

of the run race

and you haven't cooked yourself so much

so then, if you're still feeling good

and you still feel like you can pick it up.

You've nailed your nutrition, you haven't cooked yourself

on the bike.

You're still with a lot of energy

and a lot of gas in the tank

then you pick it up.

And what happens, is because you've gone

and paced everything properly

you're gonna be able to flirt around with personal best

because that last third of the race

is gonna be where you're gonna chop down a bunch of time

and that's where you're gonna gain a ton of speed.

Remember throughout almost all of the triathlon distances

speed is not determined by who goes the fastest.

Maybe at the pro level.

It's typically determined by who slows down the least.

That's our goal.

And if you can avoid that blow up

and pooping your pants at the finish line

you're probably gonna be a lot faster.

Alright Trainiacs, there are your tips for the day.

But I'm doing a Facebook live

and I've realized that there have been a lot of things

that the videos over the last week

have been kinda lackluster.

That's because we got a lot going on

in behind the scenes that I haven't shared at all

that I'm gonna announce on Facebook live.

I'll tape it for you.

And you can get the little tidbits of it.

But yeah, just to being everyone up to speed.

These are big and cool announcements.

Hey, what's up Trainiacs.

Taren here.

We have been working on five big things basically

that are behind the scenes

that we haven't shared and I figured.

The first update as you might have seen in the vlog

is that we have this shirt.

Bam, right there.

Oh that worked out so well.

So first update is if you go to teespring.com/trisherpa

you can buy this, bam, Trainiac sherpa t-shirt there

for your favorite spouse race supporter.

So the second update is we are looking at building

a Tri-Taren kit.

This isn't the exact design of the Trainiac kit

that we're looking at.

But what I did, was I came up with a Pinterest board

that if enough people buy this Trainiac t-shirt

and there's clearly enough appetite from Trainiacs

to want a Trainiac kit.

We might do a triathlon Taren Trainiac kit.

This is kinda the inspiration.

They're really sharp kits

and the graphic designer that I work with

has made tons of like, fecking awesome kits.

The third update is

I've decided that the next big race, I haven't entered yet

but I am going to commit

to half Iron Man 70.3 in Austin.

It's gonna be Austin.

If you go to triathlontaren.com/austin

type in your email.

If you're thinking about going.

If you know you're going.

And we will get a Trainiac group together

and create some plans for when we're there.

I think it would be awesome.

Chris from the training.

Actually we'll do the almost last one is

not the big thing.

This office here, I think as of September 1st

it's gonna go away.

What we're looking at doing

is changing the company

so that Triathlon Taren is primarily

mostly, almost entirely

all we do.

To do that, the lower we can make our overhead

the less we need to take on

other client work

to cover the overhead.

And overhead includes office space.

And it's perhaps building a garage.

It's taking over some of the house

and actually making a proper Triathlon Taren studio

where we can do Facebook lives with like, group workouts

streaming live.

The last thing, the last update

that I'm so jacked up about

is that we're launching a Triathlon Taren podcast.

I've been talking about this

for about six months to a year.

We figured out exactly what we want to do.

It's gonna be Kim and I.

She'll come with the interview knowledge

and we have some freaking unbelievable guests.

We have five podcast guests lined up

that I kid you not

when I sent out the emails, I went

there is no way that they're gonna email back.

They're too big, they're too fancy.

I don't know if they're gonna be into it.

And I got emails back from people

that I got giggly from.

So if you want, I'll share through email

anyone who goes to triathlontaren.com/podcastinfo.

I'll share that because that's a little bit more private.

It's not out in the open.

If you go there, I'll keep you updated

on who the podcast guests are.

And then as the podcasts come out

because I'm not sure what the links will be

I will email you the first links

to those podcasts as they happen.

I am psyched, really psyched

about where the Trainiac community

Triathlon Taren, this whole thing is heading.

Like, I'm loving it so much.

That's partly why we're talking about giving up this office

so that we don't need to be as reliant

on other client work

that takes us away from doing Triathlon Taren.

This is the best thing that is happening

with this company, with Kim and I.

Mel is having an awesome time with it

so, yeah thank you all.

Okay, let's get.

We're vlogging this.

And I'm gonna shut this off right now.

Bear with me one second.

Just un memento.

That's it Trainiacs.

Thanks for sticking around.

I'm gonna get to the rest of this Facebook live.

Have a good day.

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Riding Lawn Mower Engine Clicks But Doesn't Crank - Duration: 6:21.

Hi, Wayne here from Sears PartsDirect.

Today we're going to talk about troubleshooting a riding mower engine that clicks but when

you turn the key but won't turn over.

A bad starter solenoid often causes this problem—but not always.

The mower could have a bad starter motor, a wiring failure, a weak battery or a locked-up

engine.

We'll show you how to find out what's wrong.

First we'll check for a weak battery.

The click you hear when you turn the key means that the starter solenoid coil is getting

power.

The starter solenoid only needs a little current to make the solenoid coil click, but the starter

motor needs a lot of current to spin the motor.

So a weak battery could have enough current to trip the solenoid coil but not enough current

to crank the engine.

To check the battery, use a multimeter to measure DC voltage across the battery terminals.

Turn off the ignition.

Access the battery—in this type of riding lawn mower, you lift the seat to get to the

battery.

With the multimeter set to measure DC voltage, touch the red multimeter probe to the positive

or red battery terminal and the black meter probe to the negative or black battery terminal.

A fully charge battery measures more than 12 volts DC.

To provide enough current to spin the starter motor, the battery typically needs to be at

least 75 percent charged.

Here's a chart that shows how much charge the battery has based on voltage.

Charge the battery if it's weak or dead.

The starter motor should spin the engine after you recharge the battery.

If not, the next step is the check the cables.

If the battery is okay, then corroded or broken wire cables could prevent the starter motor

from getting power.

If you find corrosion on the battery terminals and cable ends, here's how to safely remove

it: Put on work gloves and safety goggles.

Disconnect the negative cable and then the positive cable from the battery.

Use a wire brush to clean the cable ends and battery terminals.

If brushing doesn't remove it all, sprinkle baking soda over the terminals and cable ends

and then moisten the baking soda.

The baking soda and water will bubble vigorously and dissolve the corrosion.

When the bubbling stops, use a toothbrush to remove any remaining corrosion.

Wipe off the terminals and cable ends with a shop rag.

Thinly coat the battery terminals with petroleum jelly to help prevent corrosion.

If you found no corrosion, or if the motor still won't start after you remove the corrosion,

check if the red battery cable is delivering power the solenoid post by measuring voltage

on the red terminal post.

With the multimeter set to measure DC voltage, touch the red meter probe to the red post

on the starter solenoid and the black meter probe to the negative terminal on the battery.

It should measure more than 12 volts.

If it doesn't, replace the red battery cable.

A word of warning here.

Don't let the meter lead touch both of the solenoid posts at the same time or you'll

see a severe spark.

If the motor still doesn't turn over with a good red cable, the solenoid is next on

the list of likely suspects.

Next, we'll check the starter solenoid by measuring voltage on the black post at the

same time the solenoid clicks.

You'll need some clip-on meter probes to hold the probes on the wires as you turn the ignition

key, unless you have a helper to turn the key while you hold the probes on the wires.

Disconnect the black starter cable from the solenoid post and attach the red meter probe

to the post.

Clip the black meter probe to the negative battery terminal.

Hold the ignition key in the start position—you should hear the solenoid coil click.

When the solenoid coil clicks, the multimeter should measure more than 12 volts if the black

post gets power.

If it measured no voltage when the solenoid coil clicked, replace the starter solenoid.

If the multimeter measured more than 12 volts on the black solenoid post after the solenoid

clicked, you know that the starter solenoid works.

Now we'll check the starter cable that connects the solenoid to the starter.

We'll use a voltage drop test to measure resistance through the starter cable.

Using a voltage drop test is more accurate than a simple resistance test for a large

cable with many copper strands.

A simple resistance check detects any current; it can't detect whether the cable can carry

enough current to spin the starter motor.

We measure voltage—also called voltage drop—from the solenoid post to the starter motor stud.

Ideally, we should measure less than 1 volt during this test, indicating voltage is nearly

the same at the solenoid post and the starter motor stud.

If it's more than 1 volt, it means wire strands inside the cable are broken.

To start the test, reconnect the black starter cable to the solenoid post and clip the red

meter probe to the cable lead.

Lift the mower hood.

Disconnect the spark plug wire so the engine has no chance of starting.

Remove the right dash panel for a better view.

Clip the black meter lead to the cable lead that connects the black cable to the starter.

Hold the ignition key in the start position and check the voltage reading after the click.

If you measure a drop of more than 1 volt through the starter cable, replace the starter

cable.

If the starter cable is okay, you know that the starter motor is getting power.

Since the motor isn't turning, we've narrowed the failure down to a seized engine or a failed

starter motor.

We'll check for a seized engine and if it's not locked up, then we know that the starter

motor failed.

To see if the engine spins, remove the plug from the screen above the flywheel to access

the flywheel bolt.

Use a socket wrench to rotate the flywheel bolt clockwise and try to spin the engine.

If the engine won't spin because it's locked up, have a service technician diagnose

and repair the problem.

If you can spin the engine, replace the starter motor because it's not spinning the engine

when activated.

If you follow these troubleshooting steps, you should be able to get that lawn mower

engine started so you can get back to mowing.

I hope this video helped you out today, you can find links to the parts we talked about

in the video description below.

Check out our other videos here on the Sears PartsDirect YouTube channel.

Subscribe we'll let you know when we post new ones.

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HOW I CHOSE MY FIRST NAME // Trans Storytime - Duration: 10:17.

Alright, here's the thing.

I know my fans are running, but it is about 90 degrees IN my apartment right now so if

I turn my fans off I am literally going to die.

And while that might be great for my subs, I don't have confidence that ghost me is actually

gonna be able to edit the video and get it up.

Also, I'm a get so sweaty during this video.

It's gonna be uncomfortable for you.

It's gonna be uncomfortable for me.

We're just, we're gonna do it.

We're gonna get through it together.

And yes, my nose is sun-burned as well.

Check this out.

Ah!

Wear sunscreen, kids.

Hi, my name is Jackson Bird and today I want to tell you the story of how I chose my name.

I am going to be talking about like my actual name, but first quickly, I want to announce

that my channel URL has changed.

It is no longer the stupid thing I came up with in high school.

It is now JACKISNOTABIRD, the same thing that is on all of my social media.

It all matches.

It's beautiful.

I can just say, "jackisnotabird" and people can go follow me on anything.

Twitter, Snapchat, Instagram, Facebook, YouNow, and now YouTube... which was almost a palindrome.

You don't have to do anything different.

You're still subscribed.

Or not subscribed, as is more likely.

YouTube just changed the URL for me and it was very nice of them and thank you so much

YouTube for finally doing that for me.

And now onto the real video.

If you're new around here, I am trans.

The trans.

So I changed my name when I came out as a dude and I'm currently going through the process

of changing it all legally.

All I have left is my passport, which I gotta do soon because I'm going out of the country

soon.

And I'm making a much bigger video on the whole process there as I've been documenting

it, but today I just want to talk about how I chose my name.

Because deciding on which name to give myself was a, was a very long process for me and

it's something that I think most trans people find very intimidating 'cause it's like a

weird thing to get to choose your own name.

So in the beginning!

When I was just a little baby, well like a little toddler, I really liked the name Bill.

Because Bill was my favorite Power Ranger.

I tried to get people to call me Bill.

That didn't work at all.

Then I started liking the name Michael so I could be Mike.

That seemed like a really cool name in the 90s.

Mike.

But then I had a cousin born who they called Michael so that ruined that for me.

And then I didn't really think about guys names for myself until middle school/high

school when I created this alternate universe version of myself that I called Jack.

So hearing that and knowing that my name is presently Jack, you'd think that would be it

That'd be the end of it.

Quick video.

Cool story, bro.

But no!

I didn't discover the possibilities of transition and realize that transgender was a thing that

referred to me and how I felt until I was in college and at that point, I had spent

so much time day dreaming this Jack character and I was at such a low point during that

discovery process in college that I was like, that Jack person I just created this character

who is far too good and y'know ideal Mary Sue-ed of a person to ever be who I am so

I can't use that name.

So the first name that I decided to use when I was like on message boards and stuff, like

experimenting with identity was... uh this is so embarrassing.

I think I've actually never told anyone this.

The first name I wanted to it to be really close to my birth name so I chose Larson,

which yes, was based partially on Jonathan Larson, who created RENT.

So that's embarrassing.

But it was y'know it was very close to my birth name.

It was kinda cool and I was into names that could maybe work for any gender, be kinda

unisex names.

So that like – 'cause I never liked my birth name.

Like, even as a girl's name.

I just thought it sounded very dull.

So I was kinda into the idea of maybe just changing my name whether or not I transitioned

to a binary male gender, but then I would kind of have a new cool name that I felt just

fit me better.

And then I went even more cringeworthy and thought that Link, as short for Lincoln, would

be cool 'cause I really liked Abraham Lincoln and then also as trans person, I'd be like

"the missing link."

In retrospect, uhhhh!

Full body cringe attack.

Although, Link is a cool name.

It's just like, all of my reasons for Link were not cool.

I was trying to find names that had the same inital as my birth name.

I figured that would be easier when you're transferring documents over and by the way,

yes, it is because I ended up not doing that.

It's just a lot easier to just start going by your first initial on official documents

and stuff.

Next name I came up was Liam.

Again, I was getting way too fanciful and cringe-worthy in that I actually wanted my

full name to be William and it would be shortened to Liam.

(laughs) 'cause I really liked William Shakespeare I think I was just really thinking I wanted

like a name that meant something and I didn't feel like I had too many male role models

in my life that I really wanted to be named after and like liked their names.

I was just really reaching with my like historical figures I liked.

And then Liam I wasn't really feeling and I wanted to go for Luke, which I thought would

be cooler.

Or maybe that was – that was actually backwards!

I did Luke first and then I went to Liam.

Oh that's right.

Luke I thought was really cool 'cause Star Wars.

And just, sounds cool.

It's a good name.

But it wasn't really feeling like me.

That's when I went to Liam.

Around the time that I was kind of playing with Luke and Liam was when I came out to

my mom, which was four years before I came out publicly.

And one of the first things I asked her was, hey what would you have named me if I had

been born a boy?

And she said there were a handful of names she would've named me.

The first one that she remembered was Harrison.

Which is a cool name.

I kind of like the name Harrison.

But!

Harrison can so quickly be shortened to Harry.

Now if you don't know, I've spent the past seven years of my life working for an organization

called the Harry Potter Alliance and in fact even make YouTube videos as Harry Potter so

I could not come out as male and change my name to Harry.

It would just seem like I had fallen way too deep into some cosplaying.

So that just wasn't an option.

Also never mind the fact that my last name is Bird.

Then my name would be Harry Bird.

Like a... bird that needs to do some manscaping.

Like, ahhh NO!

No.

And then a little bit later she remembered another name that she had thought of for me

was Carson.

Carson was good.

I liked Carson.

Carson could be unisex.

There was a really cool girl in one of my Comp Lit classes who was named Carson and

I was like, hell yeah.

If I don't transition, I still want my name to be Carson because that's a badass name

for either gender.

And I went by Carson for a long time.

Like, as I started coming out to more and more people in my life, that was the name

that I was like, this is what it's gonna be.

But y'know eventually it just wasn't feeling right and as I got closer and closer to being

like, I am definitely going to transition and I am going to transition to male, I want

a name that is totally male.

I didn't want a unisex name because I'd been hearing from other trans guys who had chosen

unisex names to make that transition easier when you're like in those awkward years that

it actually is harder when you have this like androgynous look, but you're trying to be

read as binary.

One of the ways that people eventually gender you correctly is based on your name and if

your name is also androgynous then it's just like... ugggh!

So a couple months before I started T and came out publicly, I was with my mom and I

only get to see her like maybe once a year so it's like a big deal when we're in person

so Iknew I was going to take that time to let her know like, hey I've decided I really

am going to move forward with transitioning and come out and start hormones and I know

you've always told me that there's like at least this one other name if not more that

you were kind of considering when you were thinking about boys names for me when I was

being born.

Do you remember any of those?

Because Carson just isn't feeling right and me personally, I really liked the idea of

my mom choosing my name.

Or, my name being one that my parents had considered.

Because that took a little bit of the weight off of me having to choose it for myself.

And as you can tell, I chose very cringe-worthy reasons for choosing other names.

And the other reason that I liked the idea of choosing a name that my parents had considered

was because then it would be one that was like popular when I was born.

This is a thing that happens to a lot of trans people is we're always told you should try

to choose a name that was popular when you were born because a lot of the names that

you might be tempted to choose are ones that are popular right now and then that's kind

of weird because you have a name that's like really popular for people fifteen, twenty,

forty years younger than you.

Which there's nothing wrong with.

I don't know.

I guess it could be a little bit awkward.

But it's also hard to choose a name that was popular when you were born because you have

probably grown up around people with those names and so you have all of these names that

you don't want to choose because you know people with those names so you have all of

these like emotions and memories and whatever attached to them.

Like if I met someone named Jack now, like that's fine whatever.

But it's different when you're like choosing the name and there are people in your life

with that same name.

Versus having the name and then meeting them later.

But anyways, going back.

So I asked my mom what were those other names that you were considering?

And she said she had just remembered one the other day and it was Jackson.

And I heard that and I was like, Jackson.

Then I could be Jack for short, but not just be Jack because just Jack wasn't quite sitting

with me.

But Jackson I really liked.

I really liked the name Jackson and I felt it had a little bit of a Southern ring to

it to kind of harken back to my Texan roots.

'Cause I didn't quite like the sound of Jack Bird.

That felt too short for me.

But Jackson Bird.

Sounds cool.

That sounds like a director's name.

But once I had my first name, then I had to decide on a middle name.

Ugh!

Hey!

Editing Jack here.

This video ended up being suuuuper hella long so I am going to be dividing it into two parts.

Or, two... parts.

Not four.

Part Two is going to be how I chose my middle name as well as some regrets that I have kind

of had throughout the name change process.

That'll be up in a couple of days.

If it's already out, you can watch it right here.

In that general area.

Uh and if it's not out yet, then click that link to go watch a stick of butter being melted

at room temperature for a period of three hours.

This might be a good time to make sure that you're subscribed so that you do not miss

part two when it comes up.

You can even ring that bell to make sure you get a notification when it goes up and you

can follow me on social media at jackisnotabird on all the things, including this here youtube

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If you like this video and want to support it, you can give it a thumb's up, you can

share it with friends, you can even go to my Patreon and become a Patron.

Link down below.

And in the comments today, I want to know what other names you've considered for yourself,

whether you're trans or not.

What other names have you always thought might be cool?

Or that you regret thinking were cool at some point in your life.

Ohhh the cringe!

So check out part two soon or right now right there.

Thank you for watching and I'll see ya next time.

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What'd I Miss | Hamilton Animatic | Lazy Eule | AyChristene Reacts - Duration: 5:14.

Hey Buddies its ya girl AyChristene and today we're back with another Hamilton this is

what did I miss would it miss from lazy jewel or lazy

you lay you like not sure how I say it up now a shirt off please yes the link

for this video will be in the description box below for you to check

out my less is starting some what up 1789 okay how does the best often in

balloons activated or fit in a client's we're fight beyond the founding father

said we have to forfeit and her ankles it'll you ready for more yet tragedies I

do like the watercolors have a look of every cube expected in America to do not

so fast someone came along to the system they

often do we had a two-party system then you have a madam did you haven't had to

change I'll take you can and I'll they really want him back

look at it like that it you've got a handful like jawline their play Harris

wow thank you enough to revolution there is no more status quo okay the Sun comes

up in the world still fit his here's a while he'll drop is graphic declarations

and I said I gotta go okay he and Monticello work at home begins Thomas

Jefferson that's pretty cool so why did I miss ah I get it

he's been gone for a while so waited email we'd hope of all to give you with

two one one what a man in Paris even happen every day to you this is a

different feel eighties I probably 87

here's a letter on my desk from the president l can't even people back down

yet daddy BLM told him on to open it it's

just a bear that in September in a cabin in that I am i close I mean it goes back

ready to weigh in waiting for me when I step in the plate my friend James

Madison red in the face wedding everything Thomas we are engaged in a

battle for our nation's very soul and you get us out of some pests spirit in

half Hamilton's new financial plan there's nothing less than Gotham in

control and I've been fighting for the south alone I'll win him no did he not

have to win why did I did he not know that he was

he's like a sir please stop doing it to me right now I need you okay ma'am of

Arkana meeting today thanks Josh Vegas up in the face yeah Oh beautiful right

there

and Hamilton so what did I miss apparently he meant quite a bit um that

was really really cool I liked I was like a different sound a different type

of song kind of like the King George song because his songs are a bit

separate from the normal flow of the other hand was the positive him

it started off kind of like seeming like it was going to be you know hip hoppy

like rats Broadway type of south and counter corny but uh haha but I like the

change I like the jazzy notes that were made

okay so if you're like the video could check up the link in the description box

below let me know your thoughts in the comment section below if you like this

video so I felt like blend check out my second channel tracks check out the

newest video I posted in my social media subscribe here for more awesome content

here and check out the other things I'm working on

let me guys as always until next time buddy you can spell

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YOU WON'T LIKE ME WHEN I'M ANGRY | N. Sane Trilogy | Crash Bandicoot Pt.9 - Duration: 21:14.

hello everyone it's me Jayskibean - welcome back to Crash Bandicoot the insane

trilogy last episode we basically like the same level over and over again

before I finally googled it and realized that you can't get the alternate ending

until you get the regular ending or at least I think I'm not sure the last

level is called but it said you have to do the laboratory first or the lab has

to be the level that you get the the gold gym in the lab before you can get

the purple gym and the lights out the one that I thought was the alternate

ending which I'm pretty sure is the alternate ending I did not look that

part up but I'm pretty sure it is so I'm probably gonna be really really oh hey

oh yes one of those where you just fall and you get to play through that entire

level that's gonna be fun okay well let's do it yay and these kill me nope I

had to test fit while I just got here instead of being frustrated later I'm

pretty sure you can't kill those I'm not gonna try it it's not worth the shot to

me alright sorry we're gonna zoom zoom through this level they think I'll be no

problem good Oh should I have not gone all the way up oh boy okay yeah don't

let it take you all the way up you'll die come on jump all the way okay

yeah this is a long level look that's big that's a lot that's a lot to climb

up oh my goodness I'm like good zero lines left we're

going to get a game over aren't we I got trying hard enough try hard and

not dad so it's like the only way to get through those guys the only way to kill

those guys I've been knocking to their enemy into them I feel like the only

that's how you can get rid of them otherwise I think we're pretty screwed

how let's just do this one swap that's it game over because I'm carry let's not

know I'm talking about her I don't know how to play the game yeah yeah yeah so

why is he here he doesn't shout till the second one I'm

pretty sure the cycle order third one I may be the second one I don't know

unless he makes an appearance at the very end of this one I don't think I

don't think he is the thing in this game maybe it's just a game the universal

game over screen for any of these in the trilogy the think he actually is like

the oh my god I think he actually is like the ultimate bad guy here the guy

think he is he's again he is - dude

the one we've all been waiting for hookah hookah Hey

okay it's for nose and jump don't over step though Keith I think I was just too

eager to get away is what it was oh now checkpoint now can I please please have

a checkpoint and drop just keep dropping like normal and hopefully I don't die

I'm not going to move okay fine Oh fine I'm sure look there's Czech boy yes I'm

talking about okay cool cool bring me up okay so the level is not as ridiculous

as I thought it was going to be I thought was going to be huge but we're

going up a lot actually I like how it basically tells you oh it's okay fine I

forgot about the 3d part cool it looks I got it right back that's perfect a beam

jumper Justine

why we don't need you hopefully and drop oh good yay I need the Boeing so oh yeah

I trusted it this time and I it worked that's good ooh this guy Hey

we going going going going there was a bonus level with a bunch of these in it

that I couldn't I couldn't do it because I don't know how to think correctly but

okay I can just drop my name is drop so lots of up and down ups and downs here

in this level we can't make it yeah we don't do it it's all good in the

hood we're good zum-zum thrust this level fast like

lightning whoa fast like the lightning bolt

go ahead and we're good all this practice from bonus levels got me there

it's my nose i don't know why my nose is so itchy while I'm recording it always

does everytime everytime I have a long recording session find it I don't know I

don't know why I do that I don't know why I just jump right off the ledge like

that beats me okay we caught up now we good wait

and then my nose oh my god I barely I barely touched him I barely touched it

and I died good fine it's fine it's totally fine it's totally okay hello no

be careful they will kill you fast I feel you real good and I'm worried about

getting all the boxes in this one oh stop it jump and jump good find it fine

Oh stupid okay he's gonna spin like

we're fine we're fine okay we're fine that should have been a checkpoint

I think I'm a news or so eatery frustrating it's very frustrating whose

game is frustrating skill just go just go no don't jump Bandicoot is jump happy

oh man my nose is so bad right now it's just it's real bad

it's real boy

okay are you ready

we're good we're fine you made it onward no ah Cooper knows nah my stupid

nose got me on nose killing me literally what's killing crash

first level takes 20 minutes because I'm a dufus come on we can do this we

totally got this okay so we know how to get past the steam now that's good and

we don't into our nose until we are safe and sound like on flat ground not moving

it she okay sometimes you just can't help it though when you're when you get

an itch that bad it's like a sheet inching you know I'm talking about right

maybe when you get really hot you get crazy itchy up maybe that's just me I'll

jump on you cuz you're cold and I'm okay with that

and cnj yay oh oh thank you Oh let's go action now oh good I put in

this that many ten yeah because I totally skip them because I stuck on

that part for 50,000 years so naturally I'm gonna skip those boxes but whatever

dr. nitrous Bri oh okay this is the guy this is the guy that looks like a um

looks like a pair we've we've actually been we've actually seen him if you

squish a blob it'll squirt across the room okay okay

I think I remember this clause I think I remember playing against him a lot and

to kill him can you jump on them my nose is so bad my nose is so bad I'm assuming

you can't just walk up and touch it okay I see so kill the blobs to hurt him and

the purple one actually hurts you okay got it

oh it's two of them oh good boy pulling good stuff it's Munoz and now we

hopefully not dying oh come on our nose is so crazy

icky I don't know why Sir oh so bad attack of the nose the G fine fine just

jump on their heads point point good stuff okay ouch this

guy wait for it okay good so we can just run around the room and

like a pattern don't let him touch you don't trust you yeah I'm about to die

I'm out to get another game over guys the whole game without getting a game

over and then I get like 50 game overs on the home stretch it's okay fine

totally fine I'm getting get this down

all right good ready aim you can't kill me boy all

right he's not throw like three of them

point point point high one more

well what happened what happened what have you

um I'm dead oh yeah whatever dude we I see I see game over okay we're fine

I'm jump once and then point by below elbow he definitely doesn't look like a

pair I was thinking about somebody else I hadn't been thinking about a different

villain like a guy from a different game oh that's not the purple stuff point

point yay come on bring it on you know what

this oh we're good we're good come on throw three of them you think

that faces me haha come on bring it bring your boy

okay so you have to so you can zigzag in the back of the room and I will try that

after I just windows zigzag in the back of the room bring it ha ha know what I

leaned it on his head oh come on you got it everything's

getting harder I guess I mean in your hiney how does how are you supposed to

kiss you corner yourself off that'll help

that's good now I've got it now I'm the only problem is like I die in one hit

that should be all right now I should be able to be no problem with the mask I

kind of feel like this cheating though not when you have a nose handicap when

you got your nose trying to distract you try to make it would be a game pulling

pulling pulling see that's not that's that part's easy of course is this far

right you

what what how'd I not get it okay well I guess the handicap doesn't matter then

oh now what Oh what do I do uh what okay okay I see I see I see no

perfect I can do that

weirdest boss award goes to this Apple

okay I didn't die that time that's good make sure that you've got charity Obama

T and I gotta jump on his head so somehow sometimes somewhere I don't know

win

when am I supposed to do that

what yeah I don't I don't like it boy see there's like Yankee being here

it's so weird it's like you have to get hit by the bottle itself to get hurt

okay here we go pulling pulling pulling all right now

it's got dog disease

okay we're fine okay safety jump into it into the blast that you're good all

right so I just got a jump on his head on this part he's gonna go all you know

album coke on me okay good so don't worry about the fist just jump on him

okay fine whatever

okay one more time bring it on

what where's the block there's the block all right you got a like really jump on

top of Nintendo okay you can jump over is just appear he's got wait for him to

get close it's just hard to tell so I got away from to get like to the eye the

eyeball part of the skull and jump yeah holy gee yeah you can't fly but he

almost did but you can't that was your dog through donkey long kiss okay is

this the lab I think this is the lab it is the lab okay so we're going to do the

lab real quick after I use my nose itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy break

every box without dying to earn a special gym yeah I know

so this is the one we have to get every box without dying

or their box with this play nope oh that opens the door so just don't die

can you die here you can't die here I didn't know that was like a secret

passage or something okay so I'm going to quit okay

Oh try again hopefully not dying okay

we're good this guy I don't like that guy

okay I had an idea I felt I felt like that was TV but I

didn't what I didn't want to spin but in the first box and I was like oh no and

then yeah you know he saw me you were there

cool just have to do this without dying just this bonus without dying you got

fine so define one two three four five one two three four five one two three

four five perfect perfect yay

and there we go I'm getting close to your cortex don't get you crazy cannot

get them um I don't know

you know what screw it I'm just going to beat the level as is I'm just going to

beat it like what on I'm just gonna I'm just gonna do this I'm just gonna go how

about them apples you like that get away from me oh my god

oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god hahaha who's killing

me you're killing me literally the pain in my bosom but now we know I'm gonna

wait you go trying so hard on the freaked out right now

No hold on

and hot very hot it's very very hot in here so when I record my ceiling fan is

very well so I have to turn off my ceiling fan to record my I've been

recording for a while it's pretty horrible Jesus

yasya okay

how you supposed to do that how are you supposed to do that seriously like I

don't know my nose is so itchy it's bad it's so bad

oh my god oh my god

pain is a pain that's exactly where to pay to the buttocks

you know what guys that's it I gotta save that for next episode I hope you

guys enjoyed watching me try my hardest not to range I am I'm like I'm so angry

right hopeful say anyway if you guys did enjoy make sure you slap that like

button underneath the video and until next time I'll see you guys later

he's got a yo-yo

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Should We Wear Badges | #SpinaBifida - Duration: 3:32.

Hey everyone, welcome to #SpinaBifida.

(pop)

The day after VidCon I got to hang out with my friend Rowan

and discuss some things about Disability in London

vs. Disability in the US.

Now Rowan isn't disabled but she is a fantastic

who gave insight about these disabled badges that are used

in London's Metro System.

She explained that in the London Metro System,

they have badges people can wear

to show abled bodies that they may have an invisible disability

or illness.

And may need a place to sit.

It's an easy way to let abled bodied people know

to give up their seat to disabled people without having

a disabled person explain what their disability is.

And deal with the confrontation that usually comes with it.

It reminded me of a post by Martina, from Simon and Martina,

made about the current place she lives in, Tokyo, Japan,

having their own badges for people with invisible disabilities and illness.

Although Japan has a lot to do when it comes to catching up to disability rights

it seems that London and Japan are doing

pretty well having these badges help

disabled people.

Rowan mentioned that this concept was brought up in the US for us to use.

But apparently a lot of American were outrage over it and it didn't pass.

I don't know exactly the demographic of the people who were angry at this,

but I have a sneaking suspicion that it was the elderly.

Let me explain.

A lot of people in the US who into the elderly description

may also have some disabilities that came with their age.

For many of them, being disabled is new and a hard thing to process.

And since ableism is ingrained intro our society,

and most likely ingrained into the minds of the elderly,

they're going to reject this concept of being

"Disabled and proud."

Constantly young disabled people such as myself

are told by the elderly we are too young to be sick,

and that we should try harder just as they did when they were our age.

They don't understand why a lot of young disabled people

are fine with being disabled and want accessibility rights.

After all, a lot of the elderly didn't grow up disabled.

There's so much self ableism within the elderly community

and since their voices are valued more than young disabled people,

it's no wonder their voices were most likely listened to

by abled bodies when the idea of badges were brought up.

They don't want a badge that will proudly and essentially say

"I'm disabled and accessibility is what I require".

They're ashamed to be disabled.

What they fail to realize and what they fail to listen to

when young disabled people speak is that these badges would help our community immensely.

So many young disabled people get harassed

and shamed when they ask abled bodies

to get up from the disabled seating.

My friend Abby got water poured on her while

she was sitting in disabled seating

because someone assumed that she was faking her disability.

Because of her youth.

I seldom ask for seating for this very fear

and for that my body has taken such a toll.

And then when we do have the courage to ask,

people want a full on explanation of a our disability,

a doctor's note, five references,

just to prove that we are disabled enough.

With these badges, if they were mandated

the way disabled parking badges are.

Which by the way, abled bodies gives us a lot of crap for that as well.

It could help us be able to finally access the things that we need.

We have a lot of things to work on when it comes to disability rights in this country.

And I personally believe that these badges could help us.

So if you're abled bodied, don't just listen to elderly people who are disabled.

They of course need accessibility but you need to listen to young disabled lives.

Our voices matter as well.

And that's all I have for today on #SpinaBifida.

If you like my work and you want to help support me,

the links to my Patreon and my PayPal

are down in the description below.

And until next time, bye!

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EnVy Overwatch - Chipshajen Q&A - Duration: 5:05.

My name is Sebastian Widlund and my gamertag is Chipshajen

I'm from Sweden

Northern Europe for those who don't know live in the south in Sweden small

village, maybe like countryside. Not a big town at all so farmers and stuff

my family has always known that I play a lot of the games obviously and it all

started in Bloodline Champions. I went to some tournaments won relatively little money

but mostly mouse pads and headsets and Mouses. I won $20, and then $20

And like laughable prizes almost

and they were like, okay you can keep going

then Overwatch came. I got invited to the closed

beta like November 2015 I think. I just played a lot you had the people of your

friends list and somehow I found Internethulk, Harryhook, and Cocco and a bunch of other

people kind of like each other appreciated each other's play style

or skill in game stuck together and started talking to organizations

I play the main support role I guess

Mercy, Zenyatta, Ana

only the fun heroes, in tournaments and stuff I always play the Ana nowadays

She is very very good. We do quite a lot from single support and I'm always the one

playing that one support which I like a lot, people have to rely on me.

I don't have to be in the spotlight just fun.

Coming to Charlotte is

really nice. More privacy our own rooms.

We had been in a gaming house

for a month or two me Harry and Cocco slept in the same room for a long time

so very much looking forward to some private space way bigger town that I'm

ever lived in before I wish I could say I had seen much of it but have not. I have just

been inside, playing games. It looks cool.

Last year, 2016, with played we were undefeated

in the beta almost, maybe not undefeated, but a very very long streak

and then we moved to America finished third at Gamescom. and second in Atlanta

and we went undefeated again.

When we went to Korea the first time and then we lost a

Lunatic Hai in the groups and Blizzcon happened. Then we when we went back to

Korea the second time, we lost Talespin on the way which was like, well.

This won't end well, was everyone's expectations

Hulk talked to Mickie. I was like "who's Mickie" why we were getting this guy's but I

said okay, I trusted Hulk. He came to Korea we had four days of practice

started out really really bad I think, but then the last two days we did so so well won all

the scims and won 3-2 against rogue

probably the happiest win of my life in any game

Then we won two tournaments. I'm definitely happy.

Can't expect more than those finishes. So I'm really happy about that year.

So they knew about esports and everything my parents have always been very supportive

and excited for me with this job comes a lot of traveling and it's really

exciting going to all the new places.

I guess they miss me but they're glad I can do

my thing and play games in America.

Whenever I stream, I do a lot of Ana.

because people want to see here and I really enjoy playing her

But every now and then I bring out the McCree or the Widow because they're more flashy

And it's very fun trying to show off hitting those headshots.

It's a lot of fun playing

different characters where you can try to show off.

Thanks to everyone who follows

the team who cheers for us and cheers for me it means a lot it's very fun reading

comments on all different places about people cheering us on.

Thanks to family and

friends thanks to Harryhook for playing a Lucio for a year but now unleash the Harryhook.

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Büyünün Bilimi: Büyü Nedir? Nasıl Yapılır? - Duration: 12:58.

Merhaba Kült TV'nin araştıran insanları!

İnternette gördüğünüz safsataları ve şarlatanları unutun!

Kadim sırlara ulaşmak ve bunları kullanmak bu kadar kolay değildir.

Mistisizmin bir basamağına çıkarak etrafa göz atacağımız bir video ile sizlerle

beraberiz.

Büyü ilmi dünyanın pek çok yerinde gerek maddi gerekçeler için olsun gerekse de kişisel

hırslar için olsun yöresel olarak farklılıklar göstermekle beraber son derece yaygın kullanımı

olan bir olgudur.

Ancak bir çoğu gerçek uygulamalardan uzak ve etkisizdir.

Ülkemiz de islam inancından ötürü arap büyüleri yaygındır oysa dünya da ki en

etkisiz büyüler arap büyüleridir.

Burada Kuran ayetlerinin gücünü kullanarak hayır dilemek ve hayırlı bir iş istemekle

büyüyü karıştırmamak gerekir.

Nihayetinde internette mantar gibi türeyen binlerce medyum hoca sıfatlı şarlatanın

yaptıkları bunlardan ibarettir farklı şekillerde tesir gördüğünü iddia eden kişilerse

aslında psikolojik bir etkiye maruz kalmışlardır.

Dünya'nın en etkili ve en geniş büyü formülleri latince olanlardır.

Bu büyüler genelde ibrani kökenlidir.

Örneğin Vodun dininin ana öğretisi olan voodoo tüm dünya da sadece kendine özgü

olarak bilinsede gerçekte durum böyle değildir.

Vodun, tektanrıcı (monoteistik) ve büyüsel bir animizm türüdür.

Batı Afrikalı çeşitli etnik gruplar tarafından ortaya çıkarılmıştır.

Kültürel anlamda Fon, Gun, Mina ve Eve toplulukları ikici kozmolojik bir prensip etrafında gelişen

metafiziki bir düşünceyi paylaşır.

Bu ikici kozmolojik düşünceye göre; Nana Buluku, Tanrı-Yaratıcı ve Tanrılar-Oyuncular

veya Vodunlar, yani Yaratıcı'nın ikiz çocukları olan Mawu (ay tanrıçası) ve Lisa'nın (güneş

tanrısı) kız ve oğul evlatları vardır.

Tanrı-Yaratıcı, Nana Buluku, kozmogonik ilkedir ve dünyevi işlerle uğraşmaz - dünyevi

olaylarla uğraşmak için çok büyük ve önemlidir; böylece Vodunlar,Tanrılar-Oyuncular,

dünyevi işleri yönetenlerdir.

Vodunların panteonu tanrıların toplamı çok geniş ve komplekstir.

Mawu'nun doğrudan 7 oğlu, interetnik tarihi veya mitik kişiler, birçok etnik Vodun,

belli klan ve kabilelerin koruyucuları veya liderleri ve bazı modern Vodunlar bulunur.

Her ne kadar soya ve atalara verilen önem ile Batı Afrika (veya Benin) Vodun'u, Haiti

Vodou'suna benzese de, her ruh ailesinin özel bir ruhban sınıfı vardır ve bu sınıf

genellikle ırsidir - miras yoluyla devredilir.

Afrika'da; su tanrıçaları Mami Wata, Haiti'deki yaşlı betimlemesinden farklı olarak genç

ve erkeksi olan Legba, demir ve demirciliği yöneten Gu, hastalıkları yöneten Sakpata

ve Batı Afrika'ya özgü birçok farklı ruh bulunur.

Batı Afrika'daki totaliter rejimler Vodun'u ve diğer dinleri bastırmaya çalışmış

olsa da, bugün bu din ve gelenekler yeniden gelişmeye başlamıştır ve Vodun bölgede

30 milyondan fazla kişi tarafından benimsenmektedir.

voodoo büyüleri her ne kadar kendine özgü görünse de onlarında temel dayanağı sistemsel

olarak olmasa da sembolik olarak ibrani maji teknikleridir.

Aynı majikal sembollerden faydalanılır.

Çeşitli Gnostik ve Okültist akımlar bu konuda uzmanlaşmıştır.

Ancak tek amaç büyü yaparak menfaat elde etmek değil, bilimin açıklayamadığı

olguları farklı boyutları deneyimleyerek sırlara vakıf olmaktır.

Yani bu tür öğretilerde büyü sadece birkaç başlıktan bir tanesidir.

Binlerce farklı büyü olmasına rağmen bunlar içerisin de en çok talep görenleri

Aşk büyüleri, Ayırma büyüleri, Lanetleme büyüleri, başarı için yapılan büyüler,

bir başkanın rüyasına girerek ona bir şeyler söylemeye yarayan büyüler ve bulunduğu

ortamda popüler olabilmek adına yaptırılan büyüler başı çekmektedir.

Büyü ilmi farklı cemiyetlerin elinde bir çok ayrı alana evrilmiş ve uygulama alanları

gelişmiştir.

Örneğin John Dee den kalma kadim enochian öğretisi bugün Latin büyülerinin varisi

olarak görülmekteyse de Altın şafak hermetik cemiyeti Alleister Crowley enochian uygulamalarını

İslam mistisizmiyle harmanlayarak çok farklı bir oluşum içerisine girmiştir.

Yine de bir büyünün yapılışını bilmek onu yapabileceğiniz anlamına gelmemektedir.

Büyü uygulamasında büyünün yapılacağı kişiye ait saç veya tırnak gibi kişinin

dnasını içeren materyaller hayati önem taşır.

Evrende ki bütün her şey gibi yapılan büyüler de işlevsel olabilmek için enerjiye

gereksinim duyarlar.

Büyüye enerji sağlamanınsa iki yolu vardır.

Bunlardan ilki cinler, ifritler veya demonlar gibi ruhani varlıklarla anlaşmak veya onları

kontrol altına almak diğeri ise kendi ruhsal enerjinizi arttırarak büyünüzü kendi

enerjinizle beslemektir.

Ancak bunları yapmak düşünüldüğü kadar kolay değildir.

Gnostik ve okültist öğretilerde bedensel ve ruhsal eğitim her şeyin başında gelir.

Eğitim bazı ritüellerle gerçekleşir ve üstad çırak ilişkisi şeklinde devam eder.

Kadim öğretiler üstad çırak ilişkisini karı koca ilişkisinden bile daha önemli

görmektedir.

Üstadlar için bir çırak yetiştirmek son derece zahmetli bir iştir.

En nihayetinde kadim sırları aktarabilecek kadar güvenilir ve duygusal yönden bunu

kaldırabilecek birisini bulmak son derece zordur.

Genel olarak erkek üstadlar bayan çırak Bayan üstadlarda erkek çırak yetiştirirler.

Sırra vakıf olup etkili büyüler yapmak isteyen bir kişi her şeyden evvel kararlı

ve itaatkar olarak bir üstadın güvenini kazanarak onu çırağı olabileceğine ikna

etmelidir.

Üstadın tam güvenini kazandıktan sonra söylenen her şeyi herfiyen yerine getirmeli

ve üstadının hiçbir isteğini sorgulamadan kabul etmelidir.

Zaten eğitime başlamadan evvel üstadlar çıraklar üzerinde neye ne kadar tahamülü

olduğuna dair küçük testler yapmaktadırlar.

Eğitim 7 aşamalıdır ve ortalama 1 yıl sürmektedir.

İlk aşamada çırağa semboller ve halka açma gibi temel unsurlar öğretilerek cübbe,

bıçak gibi ritüellerde kullanılan eksik eşyaları tamamlanır.

Ayrıca et, peynir, süt gibi hayvansal gıdaların tüketilmediği özel bir diyete başlanır

ve farklı bir uyku çizelgesi belirlenir.

2.

Aşamada ruhsal arınma için özel ritüellere başlanır bu ritüeller genellikle cinsellik

ağırlıklıdır.

Ancak bu cinsellik duygusal veya tatmin amaçlı bir olgu değil çırağın dünyaya bakış

algısını değiştirmek, ruhsal rahatlamayı sağlamak ve üstadıyla olan bağını kuvvetlendirme

amacı güdmektedir.

3.

Aşama da ruhsal arınma ritüelleri devam ederken çırağın diğer alemlere psikolojik

olarak hazırlanmasına başlanır ritüeller son derece sık şekilde yapılır bu aşamada

ki ritüellerin ana unsuru soğuk su kullanımıdır.

4.

Aşamada çırak yavaş yavaş diğer alemlere adım atması için hazırlanır bazı özel

bitkilerle kısa halüsilatif sanrılar yaşamaya başlar.

Bu evrede çırak sık sık kabuslar görür.

Halüsilatif bitkilerle yaşatılan yapay sanrıların sebebi ise çırağı üst aşamalarda

karşılaşacağı şeylere hazırlamak ve bunlardan korkmamasını sağlamaktır.

5.Aşama ustalığa ilk adım olarak bilinir.

Son derece özel ve uzun bir ritüel gerçekleştirilir ve çırağa bazı sırlar açıklanır.

Takip eden günler de çırağın gözünde ki perde yavaş yavaş kalkmaya başlar duru

görürlük yeteneği artar, kısa astral seyahatler yapar ara ara zaman atlamaları

ve dejavular yaşar.

Ancak bu dejavular normal insanlarda ki gibi değil çok daha bariz şekilde anı anına

gerçekleşir.

Ritüellerle son derece yükselmiş olan ruhsal enerjisini aynı kol bacak gibi bir uzvu yeni

doğan bir çocuğun kullanmayı öğrenmesi gibi öğrenmeye başlayarak insanlar üzerine

istekleri doğrultusunda etki etmeye başlar.

Yine bu dönemde çırağın fiziksel dünyasında bazı anomaliler gerçekleşir.

Siyah bir kuşun sürekli yakınında uçması, bir meyvenin dakikalar içerisinde çürümesi

veya kapalı bir mekanda çiçeklerin açması / solması gibi çok farklı olaylar gözlemler.

Bu yaşanacak olan anomaliler çırağın yola ne niyetle çıktığı ile alakalıdır.

Eğitime başlamak için niyetin iyi veya kötü olması önemli değildir.

Örneğin çırağın sırra vakıf olma isteği dünyevi bir intikam amacı taşıyorsa çiçekler

solacak fakat bir başka insana yardımcı olmak istiyorsa çiçekler hızlıca açacaktır.

6.

Aşama'da büyü ritüelleri ve uygulamaları başlar gerek sayısal gerek sözlü büyü

sistem ve şablonlarını, sırlı kitapları nasıl deşifre edeceği hangi sembolü nerede

kullanacağı hangi bitkinin ne işe yaradığı çırağa en ince ayrıntıları ile öğretilir.

Daha sonra çırak bir denek seçerek ilk büyüsünü yapar.

Hangi konuda kime büyü yapacağı çırağın kendi insiyatifine bırakılır.

Büyünün etkisi gözlemlenir.

Bu büyü son derece hızlı tesir eder ve kuvvetli bir etkiye sahip olur.

Bu dönemde çırak artık yavaş yavaş üstadın kontrolünden çıkmaya başlayarak insiyatifi

kendi eline alır.

Bir süre eğitimlere ara verilerek çırağın kazandığı yetenekleri gerçek dünyada

deneyimleyerek tecrübe sahibi olması amaçlanır.

İsterse eğitimi burada sonlandırabilir.

Ancak 7.

Eğitimi tamamlamaksızın üstad olamaz.

7.

Aşama artık çırağın üstad olacağı son aşamadır.

Bu aşamada üstad çırağına son derece önemli ve kadim bir sırrı aktarır.

Bu aynı zamanda öğretinin devamını sağlamaktadır.

Bu aşamada çırağa demon davetleri eğitimi verilir.

Ruhani varlıklarla alakalı kadim sırlar paylaşılır.

Nelere nasıl tepki verecekleri ne şekilde korunulup kontrol altında tutulabilecekleri

en ince ayrıntılarına kadar öğretilir.

Ruhani mühürler gösterilir.

Çıraktan Cinler gibi zayıf varlıkları kontrol altına alarak denemeler yapması

istenir ve Astral yolculuklara çıkarak ruhani varlıklarla iletişime geçmesi sağlanır.

Nasıl ki bir deniz de balık, ahtapot midye gibi binlerce farklı çeşitte varlık varsa

ruhsal alemde işte böyledir bilinen ve bilinmeyen binlerce farklı çeşit varlık türü bulunmaktadır.

Üstadların elinde bulunan kadim bilgilerde bu varlıkların türleri ve özellikleri

hakkında yeterli bilgi bulunmaktadır.

Cinler yapılan alıştırmalardan sonra çıraktan bir demonu kontrol altına alarak fiziksel

dünyaya etki ettirilmesi istenir bunu da başarmasının ardından beratını alan

çırak artık üstad olarak kendi yolunu çizmek üzere üstadından ayrılır.

Her üstad hayatında en az 1 tane çırak yetiştirmekle yükümlüdür.

Üstad olarak üstadının yanında ayrılmasını izleyen birkaç sene içerisinde kişi edindiği

yetenekleri kullanmakta iyice ustalaşır.

Girdiği yolda yükselişi devam eder.

Yeteneklerini iyi yada kötü bir yolda veya maddi kazanç sağlamak için kullanmasında

bir sakınca yoktur.

Ancak eski büyük üstadların yaptığı kadim bir lanet vardır eğer sırları ifşa

etmeye kalkarsa bu lanetle lanetleneceğinin bilincindedir.

Konuya ilgi duyan ve merak eden arkadaşlarımız için bazı kadim büyüleri açık tekniklerini

vermeksizin İnstagram hesabımdan paylaşıyorum.

Bilgi edinmek adına takip edip inceleyebilirsiniz.

Bir videomuzun daha sonuna gelirken tüm soru görüş ve önerileriniz için bana İnstagramdan

veya mail adresimden ulaşabilirsiniz.

Araştırmalarımızın gelişerek devam edebilmesi için videoyu facebook twitter gibi ortamlarda

paylaşmayı, yeni videoları takip edebilmek için için kült tv ye abone olarak araştıran

insanlar topluluğuna katılmayı unutmayın.

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That intro music

Okay, so I guess it didn't catch my "New Personal Best Cavern Glide Record" Notification.

But you can still catch some fails and another quick round coming up until then.

It made me laugh a little bit when I see that when I finished so fast, the game is like, "Eh, you got two minutes, that should be fair."

105 to 44 seconds. Wow. Hurry Up is an understatement.

Ooo, someone just stole your third place.

Bummer.

Okay, let's do this!

Starting good, starting strong.

Strong lead.

And you blew your chances.

And now you are losing.

Okay, you can do this. Making up for lost time.

Okay, go for the strong finish now.

Okay, bit into the wall a little bit.

Okay, we're good. Strong fast finish, here we go.

Just to clarify, the 1:27 is not the New Personal Best. It was like 1:18 something.

I have no idea. No words.

Thanks for watching!

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On the cruise this year,

A lot of teenage girls that knew each other from Twitter,

The first time they ever met, in their whole lives, was on the boat.

And so it was like watching these little crazy reunions of people who had never even met.

It was super cool.

Sedona.

Hi.

Okay, done. We're done.

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A wise old owl sat in an oak,

The more he heard, the less he spoke;

The less he spoke, the more he heard,

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

He is so wise because of all that he heard.

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

Oh we can try to be that wise bird.

A wise old owl sat in an oak,

The more he heard, the less he spoke;

The less he spoke, the more he heard,

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

He is so wise because of all that he heard.

Why aren't we all like that wise old bird?

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This little piggy went to market,

This little piggy stayed home,

This little piggy had roast beef

This little piggy had none,

And this little piggy went wee wee wee all the way home

This little piggy went down the street,

This little piggy rolled around,

This little piggy had too much candy,

This little piggy had none,

And this little piggy went wee wee wee all the way home

This little piggy went to market,

This little piggy stayed home,

This little piggy had roast beef

This little piggy had none,

And this little piggy went wee wee wee all the way home

This little piggy ran real fast,

This little piggy sat down,

This little piggy jumped real high,

This little piggy said bye,

And this little piggy went wee wee wee all the way home