Chase: Hey Aaron, come smell me.
Aaron: No.
Chase: Aaa..
[upbeat intro music]
Chase: Hello my sweets!
And my sweetness.
Chase: [laughs]
Aaron: Am I... Am I in this?
Chase: You are!
This isn't really a vlog, it's like um,
I'm nervous so I'm gonna film doing this.
So, I just made a video about my first appointment at the cannabis clinic.
And I explained what I was doing and why I'm going.
And what I did, and the doctor and all of that fun stuff.
And now I have prescription for medical cannabis
and I am about to try... the cannabis oil for the first time
and I wanna record it.
just because I want to...
exploit my illness of [nervous laugh] anxiety for the internet
but also because I want to remember how I did it
and I want to remember how I felt.
because I'm gonna film the way that I'm reacting to it.
Because I used to get CRA-ZY panic attacks
um, when I was in high school.
Because of smoking weed.
But this is like, the oil.
So if you didn't see the video of me talking about going to the clinic, go!
Because I talk-the unboxing.
But I do have like a card.
[to Aaron] Isn't this cool? It's like my medical cannabis card.
Aaron: Oh, cool.
Chase: It has my name on it and everything.
And this is my sticker that has the doctor's name that prescribed it
because this makes it legal.
Aaron: yeah.
Chase: Coz if the cops find THIS, I can go to prison
Chase: [laughs] I'm kidding. It's dramatic.
Aaron: Is this, like, do you have to be reassessed after a while?
Chase: Yeah! Aaron: Okay.
Chase: Yeah, every year. Aaron: You can't be on it all the time?
Chase: No. Aaron: That's stupid.
Chase: So, this is what it looks like here.
It's called yellow.
[to Aaron] I like that you're in focus but I'm not.
This is MY video. Wooa-to a train?
Choo-choo motherfucker.
So, this is it. It's cannabis oil.
It's yellow. But this is like, this company
this is their brand. Like, it's not actually called yellow.
Aaron: Okay. Chase: They call it yellow.
It has 0.9mg/ml of THC
which is the stuff that makes me go crazy.
Aaron: Hmm. Chase: It makes me... um, get panic attacks.
And then CBD has 19.9mg.
Aaron: Okay. Chase: Which is the anti-anxiety stuff.
Aaron: Yeah.
Chase: Yeah, you look really good on camera. Aaron: Thaaanks.
Chase: Too bad, I'M not in focus.
Aaron: Focus on me.
Aaron: Oh why... Hi.
[kissing sounds]
Chase: I miss doing the zoom so much.
It's like such a... such a...
INTIMATE MOMENT
[Chase laughs] Aaron: Oh my god! [laughs]
Chase: Alright, so I have to read up the instructions [unintelligible]
I have a syringe, I'm supposed to like...
Aaron: [slurping noise] Chase: pull out.
Chase: And then, put it in my mouth. [kissing sound]
A little bit.
Aaron: Ah, like a little [licking noise] Chase: Yeah.
So, let's try it!
Okay, this is it!
[to Aaron] I'm nervous and I'm glad that you're here coz if I start to freak out...
Aaron: Don't freak out! Chase: You have to put me in the shower, ok?
Aaron: I'll give you an Ativan.
Chase: You have to put me in the shower if I start to freak out.
Aaron: Why the shower?
Chase: Because I have to sing to bring myself back.
Aaron: Aww, so cute!
Chase: OH SHIT.
Aaron: This smells like *the* kush?
Chase: Come and smell this.
Aaron: Okay yeah... Chase: DAAANK.
Aaron: [laughing] right?
Chase: OH MY GOD!
I didn't expect it to smell so much like...
Aaron: Like weed?
Chase: Like weed. Aaron: It's probably gonna taste like weed too, I dunno.
Chase: Mmkay.
Aaron: I thought it was supposed to be like a drop?
Chase: Should I read the paper again? Aaron: Yeah.
Chase: For ingestion. Oil.
Start with a dose of 0.3 ml
Titrate up/down the next dose by 0.2 ml.
It takes one to two hours to take effect.
And then the hour-it takes about [unintelligible]
effects last between six to eight hours.
I like that I'm doing this on camera too because this is literally legal, though.
Aaron: Yeah. Chase: It's not like those people
who are like smoking weed and like posting pictures on Instagram.
Like that's not, that's not...
Aaron: Not that were throwing shade...
Chase: I'm supposed to like, put it on my lip.
Aaron: Which lips? Chase: Thank you!
Chase: Oh, it's very oily.
Aaron: Oh really?
Chase: I feel like I'm gonna do the placebo thing
and I'm gonna feel it right away
even though it's takes two hours.
Aaron: Heh, your boy.
Chase: But I like that it gradually...
Aaron: Yeah. Chase: Feels it.
Chase: [slurping noises]
Chase: [gagging noises] Aaron: [bursts into laughter]
Chase: [laughing] FU-HA-HA-HA!
Aaron: Oh sure "I'm gonna gradually do it" I saw that!
Chase: Pheeew.
Okay.
[chewing sounds]
It doesn-lalalalala-I'm gonna take water.
This isn't even my water, this is Maude's.
I don't know if I'm supposed to drink water after.
They really don't give you that many instructions.
[sipping noises]
Thanks Maude for your water.
[drinking jar hitting table]
Uggghhh I shouldn't have drank water.
[high-pitched] Woo!
Aaron: Did that make it worse?
Chase: [stoner voice] Blaaaze- [normal voice] I'm kidding, it's been 2 seconds.
Um, I... It's a weird taste in my mouth but...
I'm very nervous. [chuckles] Honestly, I'm very scared.
Aaron: Coz the taste is probably like, triggering, right?
Chase: Yes. It is because I used to get crazy panic attacks.
So, I will update you throughout the next one to two hours to see how I feel.
But I have this thing where I'm very sensitive to medication...
and I have that like placebo thing where I literally like
if I was in clinical trial I would always feel the symptoms no matter what.
Even if it was like, the placebo. Aaron: Yeah.
Chase: Um... group. [Aaron is making candy wrapper/box noises]
Chase: Making noise? Coz he thinks- Are those fruit gushers?
Aaron: Yeeah.
Aaron: This package [unintelligible] Chase: I have the munchies! I'm kidding.
Aaron: Stoop.
Chase: Does the oil give you the munchies?
[chewing noises]
Aaron: That's a good question.
Chase: It's a good question, I'm gonna Google that.
Thank you. This actually makes the taste in my mouth way better.
Aaron: That's why I opened it.
Chase: It tastes oily but not like I'm drinking like, vegetable oil.
Chase: It was like a lighter vegetable oil.
[candy wrapper/box & chewing noises]
Think of bee. I'll let you know how it goes.
This is my voice, one hour on cannabis oil.
Aaron: I have an arm brace.
Chase: Which lips?
I don't feel any different.
But you need to put me-
[laughing] in an anxiety inducing. Aaron: What was THAT? [laughing]
Chase: [laughing] What was that?
Aaron: It sounds like he's blowing kisses!
Chase: OHHN MI-NOU-BLI-TO!
You look so mad! [laughing]
Omg he go: kiiill... Aaron: He's like [kissing sound]
Chase: I think it's a sneeze.
It's coz you didn't watch him but I watched him when he did it
and he was like "ATCHOO!"
Chase: Awwn... Aaron: It sounds like a kiss, it's like [unintelligible]
Chase: MY THIIICK LITTLE BAABY! OOH MY SWEETIE.
I love you my baby.
Oh it's hittin' me that DAAANK!
I'm kidding, oh my god. [laughing]
Aaron: You're so ridicul-oh
Aaron: O-OH MY GOD Chase: [laughing]
Aaron: Hellllooo. Chase: Which lips?
Aaron: At this view it looks like I have 18 chins.
Chase: Good. Aaron: Good.
Aaron: Okay, it's a shoulder.
Chase: [cackling] Aaron: Neck-chins!
Chase: Three chins, twelve you.
Aaron: [laughing] All my chins are on my neck.
Chase: Aa-! [shook]
Chase: Anyways, I'll keep updating you. We're about to film a podcast right now, so...
Um, we're gonna do that and see if
See if I get
I feel any better with this.
Who know-Whatever, whatever...
Alright, so, I am like.. I don't know
Um, how long has it been? Like, six hours now?
Since I was on the err.. I tried the oil.
Um, at first I didn't really feel much.
I actually filmed the podcast with Aaron
and um, I felt a little bit like...
Spaced out a little bit but
I don't think that's because of the oil.
It's not supposed to do that to you.
I'm pretty sure that's like, the other part of the cannabis
that's like, supposed to make you feel like that.
So, I dunno. But you know, placebo like I was talking about.
So, anyways, do I feel any different?
I did not feel, anxiety.
Umm, I was talking to Aaron and a couple of friends
and I was trying to figure out coz I felt like
I either felt the physical symptoms or the emotional symptoms of anxiety
and I wasn't sure what I was feeling.
And then I realized I was feeling both of them
but very very low "dose".
Of anxiety.
Um, and now that's it's kinda worn out
about five to six hours after I took it
Um, I was like, just talking to some friend.
Um, online.
And um, they were doing something that was really anxiety inducing for me
Whereas like, if I was in this situation I would feel very very anxious
and I wouldn't want to be around that.
Um, and it started to make me feel really anxious.
So, now I am very anxious.
I'm not- [sighs]
You know, I'm probably at the level of anxiety that I would be if I hadn't taken this.
So, I am like, guessing.
Iam learning like, the dosage? Of what I need.
And I can go up, if I need to
So, I think I'm gonna try to slowly
do the same dose tomorrow.
And then the next day if it doesn't work
just go up 0.1 instead of 0.2 like they suggest.
Just to test it out.
I don't wanna put too much, I don't wanna like
strain my body and stuff like that.
I wanna actually be able to feel that it helps my anxiety.
So...
So far, from the first experience that I've had
it's not too bad and I'm excited to
um, try it out again.
Just to see how that feels
and I dunno, see what happens in the next couple of weeks
and I will let you guys know um, how that feels for me
and if the anxiety is worse or better.
And I am still gonna take my Ativan if I need it.
As well as a combination of the cannabis.
I know that sounds like a lot.
Like I'm taking like, Resperidol and...
Is that what it's called? Whatever.
And now the cannabis oil for anxiety.
But please know also, that I travel to the States
quite frequently and I'm not legally allowed to bring
the cannabis oil across the border.
So, having Ativan and Propanolol is gonna really help me in case something happens.
At least I have Ativan to help me with my anxiety.
Coz it's really not fun when you're in the States
and you have like, a panic attack
and you literally have nothing to help you.
So...
At least I have that to try out.
Um, so, I'll let you guys know.
And if you have any questions at all I know I wasn't really super specific about like, how I felt
But I just wanted to show you that I got something
Like, I got medical cannabis
and I'm trying it for my anxiety.
In case anybody ever wanted to try that
or was wondering about that.
If you wanna if it's legal where you live just Google it
coz I literally have no idea and I'm sorry.
Like, I barely even know if it's legal in Canada.
I know it's not legal in Canada, they're trying to make
marijuana legal by like, July 2018.
Who knows if that's ever gonna happen.
That's probably a myth that somebody randomly started online.
So, who even knows?
But anyways, that's it for me today.
I just wanted to let you know how I feel about the oil
and um, I'll see you guys soon!
Let me know if you have any questions.
Okay, bye!
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