Forgot the Intro...
It's a little bit unusual for me because I think you never saw me without make up except in my vlogs
I will do my make up a little bit different than usual but I have a few things which are new and I want to try them out
I will blend in the products I use so I don't have to say it while I am talking about other thing
of course I will tell you what I am doing with my make up but it won't be pretty professionell because I think I'm not good at doing my make up although it's always the same
but that shouldn't be the main thing today, also I have to go out today and I want to try out some eyeshadow palettes
So I thought I can tell you what happened the last time and what annoys me and so on, so just a little Update
so let's start, I use this Primer Spray from Nyx, usually I don't use it very often but my skin is pretty bad since I was in the rehab because of the chlorinated water in the swimming pool
now I will use this Maybelline Fit Me Foundation and I hope it won't look too bad on my skin
anyways what I want to talk about with you, I don't know if you know if but youtube changed the standards for the monetization
normally you could monetize when you had over 10000 views and now you need 1000 subscribers and a high playback time in the last month
it really annoys me because it makes it pretty difficult for small youtubers to get more subscribers or views or to earn money with it
I have almost 300 subscribers, around 260, by the way the foundation is pretty dark and looks very cakey, it looks kind of orange and it really bothers me, I just should use my essence foundation
I just applied the foundation and it's pretty dark and I don't like it, so let's see if the new concealer will work
so yeah that annoys me pretty much that the chances are pretty low to get more "famous" on youtube and that's demotivating
I mean I don't want to have youtube as my job, that would be too boring and I want to keep it as a hobby
so yeah youtube changes the standards and it's annoying but I'm glad to have you as my subscribers although I didn't upload many videos in december
and I want to thank you because you are such a loyal community, I never thought that I would have my own community and I met so many lovely people, I know I said it many times before
I don't take it for granted that I have so many subscribers, you stand behind me and many of you were interested about the rehab and if I feel better and it means so much for me
so I'm pretty happy that you aren't superficial and that you don't just write things like "Great" or "Pretty" but you are a very active part of this channel
by the way I don't contour my face anymore, I should do it because my face shape is quite round but I'm not talented in contouring so I just use blush
so yeah I'm pretty happy about a very active community and I like to talk to you or exchange tips and recommendations
Can you see that I used highlighter? I don't think so, you just can see the pretty bad blush
oh yeah, I wanted to ask you something because of all the make up stuff here, would you be interested in a "my boyfriend does my make up" video?
I know this was a thing last year and nobody is doing this now but I think it would be quite funny because he knows much about make up because of the videos I watch
I think this would be a funny video so let me know if you would be interested
anyway I would be glad if you would make some video suggestions because I think I have kind of a blockade at the moment
I have many DIY ideas in mind but since I'm back from the rehab I couldn't motivate me because I'm back in my normal life and it was kind of overwhelming at the beginning
I know most of you like all of my videos because I do many different type of videos but I want to try something new, I just don't want to do the typical mainstream content
also I don't want to film always the same although it feels like I would do always the same videos, so some Input would be nice
but I talk too much, I think about using this one, yes I finally bought it or if I should use the Misslyn Palette, I used it just one time
I also swatched some of the colors from both palettes but I definitely want to use the Solar Flare Palette,
look at the colors, they are just beautiful, I know if you can see them because my camera don't have a display so I can't see what it films
so these are the colors, I really like them and I will use them now, I have the feeling that will be pretty chaotic, I also will try to use them with a wet brush
I think I want to make a more dark look and I want to use the "Magnetic" oh wow, can you see how shimmery it is? Magnetic is a pretty dark brown
I also really love this purple, yes it matches my hair now
ok it's a dark shade like I use it always for my crease, maybe I'm totally crazy and try to do a cut crease but this would be the extreme first impression/first try edition
because I never did it before, it always looks so easy when others do this but my result always looks very catastrophic
I always struggle with one eye but the eyeshadow was very easy to blend but it's a little bit tricky, I think it will be easier if you have more practice than me
I also use cheap brushes because I didn't need any expensive brushes, but you can see that the colors are really high pigmented
I'm unsure if I really want to use this purple color or if I will try out "galactic" it's this red one or maybe I'm totally fancy and use both
so at first I will swatch "Galactic" oh wow, it's really pretty, oh I can't decide which color I want because the colors are just all beautiful,
but I think I will put on the purple on my eyelid
maybe I should have put on a black eyeshadow base because I think it would look much better
maybe I will leave it that way, I'm glad if I apply it evenly
at the moment I am waiting for a retraining for a new job and I would get money from the pension insurence for that
It's all a little bit complicated because the pension insurence pays for the rehab and for the retraining when you are working,
don't ask me why it is so complicated, so yeah I wait for a retraining and if I got a letter from the pension insurence I will tell you what job I want to learn
So it will take 2-3 years and I'm already way more over 20, so in the late 20s and I finally want to have a job that makes fun and that don't have those irregular working hours
So I don't mean that I just want to work from 9:00 to 13:00 but I want to have regular working hours because I didn't have it when I worked in the hospital or in my old job
I didn't have regular breaks or working hours so that would be super cool if it will work out
I can say that a rehab changes pretty much in your life because you start to think about many things
so it can be that some things break up, so in my case it's my job, maybe you have trouble at home and when you get back from a rehab everything seems to be very bad
because you had another life there and everything was nice and the people were great but it's not the "Real life"
I'm really excited about this palette, I just love the purple that I couldn't wear with my red hair because I think red and purple don't match very well but that's just my opinion
I'm interested if you are going to visit some events and festivals this year and which ones,
Probably I will be at the Mera Luna and at the Amphi Festival but I think I can't go to the WGT which makes me really sad
maybe I will be at the Etropolis too, it's in Oberhausen and it's not far away, so maybe there are some of you too
It's the full drama smokey eye look today, I think I look more like a raccoon when I use eyeshadow under my eye
I will try to do my eyeliner now
(bad focus for the next 4 minutes, sorry!) if there is something wrong with the focus or another perspecitve of the camera, I'm sorry, I had to change something on the camera
as I said I don't have a display on the front so I can't see anything, that's always quite complicated
by the way, that's also one reason why the demonetization annoys me because as small youtuber you want to buy better equipment
because I have my equipment since I started this channel (one year ago), I started with another camera but the softbox light is still the same
so it's annoying because you want to buy new things and it's pretty expensive
now I will use the Clinique High Impact Mascara, it's just a small sample, the brush seems to be ok for me
I prefer the bigger brushes and ok...it doesn't work very well
usually I use the Mascara from essence I it works much better than this one
it doesn't make very thick lashes but maybe it will work for the bottom lashes
so those where the themes I wanted to talk about like the monetization on youtube but maybe you already knew this from other small youtuber
and that I wait for a retraining at the moment and when I get an answer I will tell you what my job plans are,
I think it's always very exciting when so many things change, also it's a big step to change the job and so on because you have to pay for your bills
I never thought that I would go into a rehab with 28 but it was a great experience
actually I wanted to use this red lipstick from Nyx, it's called "Cherry Skies" it's the liquid lipstick where I can't pronounce the name
but I think it's too red for that kind of look so I want use black again and I use the one from essence
now you are a little bit updated, as I said I'm at the Mera Luna Festival, at the Amphi and maybe at the Etropolis
I also will be at more events that are around my town
so yeah I would be happy about some video suggestions because I want to try something new
so let me know if you would be interested in a video with my boyfriend, I think he would like to do this
and thank you for your loyalty although there didn't come many videos the last time
I hope you liked this video and I would like to see you next time again, bye
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