Waching daily Jul 25 2018

Hello, good Evening…

Firstly, of all, I'd like to make a confession before it goes too far…

I actually write to avoid being in this situation…

Yes, I grew up as a doubtful, shy and even fearful child.

I remember that I cried every time I met strangers and made an eye contact with them…

So that I grew up and became hate humans.

Yes, I was actually like that, I even communicate with my mom by sending letters though we lived in the same house…

I had to hide from many people…

And that made me spent my childhood in my grandpa's room…

I got lucky because my grandpa had a little rack with about 200 books in it.

And I clearly remember that in my 4th grade, I had read all the books (in the rack)

I actually enjoyed talking to people but not in front of them so…

I guess that the most safety way to do that is by writing and reading.

I moved from 1 school to another during my elementary and junior high school because I was looking for a good library (at school) to hide…

Because I dislike being in front of people…

A good teacher for me is a teacher who never asked me to come to the front if they wanted to tell something…

So, this is a big challenge for me because for me, writing and talking are two completely different matters.

As I have shared earlier about my childhood that as not happy as other children in general…

I was born with a heart malfunction which made me cannot go anywhere…

I then grew up as a teenager who actually hated my childhood…

One day, I got lucky because when I moved to another school, I found a poetry book written by Soebagyo Sastrowardoyo titled "Symphony 2" …

And I felt like, wow there is a person who writes short (sentences) but there is a lot to tell…

And then I felt like, oh this is the way that I can continue my childhood which I hated once, with the way that I enjoy…

And I thought that building my childhood could be by writing, so I eventually learned how to write poetry since junior high school…

And from there, I felt like in the beginning, poetry is like a prayer.

I happened to be a student in Islamic school but then I ran away from my school…

But in my (Islamic school) I was always taught that prayer can calm you down, and my Islamic school was far away from home…

That made me had to separate with my grandma, the only person I trusted that I could talk to during my junior high school.

So, then I felt that poetry has the same function as prayer.

It made me shorten myself and my freedom…

I always feels that there are so many things in my life that make me become (a person) I don't want to.

Although it wasn't a long period when I was in Islamic school, (only) 2 years…

But then there were so many things that I learned from Islamic school, for example…

One of my questions when I was a kid, which also made me write poetry was, why we cannot interrupt during Friday preach if we disagree with something?

Or, why I cannot complain to a teacher if they tell something that I didn't want to hear (as a child)?

And then I felt that the truth according to everyone has its own way for them to say it.

Why I felt that when I found poetry "Symphony 2" was important because I felt that the poetry actually said something massive…

But with the way that letting its readers find it themselves.

So, it was like a small thing when we enter it, there are so many things in there, which something that we find in there depends on what we bring in there…

I rarely talked to my mom, but there was one day when my mom said that words can be used for dancing, drawing and music…

I thought at that moment that she lied because it might just her reason as I really wanted to be a musician or a painter when I was a kid…

But then my mother said that. My mom was only a small vendor in (traditional) market from village who couldn't afford to buy a guitar and painting tools.

But then slowly, I felt that what my mom said was true with how I proved that playing with words can draw, words can be interesting music instruments…

And I began to do that because I want to prove and I felt sorry because I said my mom a liar and felt that I had to prove it…

And from there, I started to grow as an introvert person and playing words by writing.

Second of all, because I didn't have any friends, so I wanted to write about everything surrounds me…

If I saw a window, I asked people or I read books about the function of window, but then I felt that oh maybe a window has different function.

Then I felt that window is a world consists of variety things…

So, all the small stuffs surrounding made me then wanted to create a new world to a child inside of me who wanted to live in his own way.

And by writing it, I actually hope that when they read it, they think that this small stuffs isn't as small as what they think…

These small stuffs can be bigger than what they imagine.

Every time I see a sandal on the road for example, I raise a question, "where is the other sandal?"

Then I imagined if I was a sandal and my other half was drifting in a river, how does it feel?

But then I sandal that I found on the road wasn't become a only sandal, but it became something different.

From there, I then learned that poetry is actually, even though it's small, but it could be a safe place to communicate truth in each version of everyone.

For example, people always think and say that, "wow Aan can be a school champion though he has no father"

It was like praising, (my father left me when I was a kid), but it was a tough punishment for me.

Because they praise me, but then they hit by saying "though he has no father" …

So, it was hurtful. Other people might react differently when they hear the sentence.

But then it was something that I really wanted to tell adults that it was a hurtful punishment for me.

So, I thought on how I tell my mom that such thing was a hurtful matter?

While my mom saying (the words) with pleasure…

And I think that poetry has the power to tell such thing, such truth.

But because I ran away from Islamic school, I also felt that poetry actually doesn't meet anyone to assure one certain thing…

Poetry is like a home-->made of questions.

So, I don't offer any answer in there, but I expect everyone who enters there, they find something the looking for depends on what they bring.

For some people, writing poetry, especially after AADC (Ada Apa Dengan Cinta --> Movie), they said that "Wow Aan is so romantic", it was like writing poetry is enjoyabl…

Or (they think) that everyday Aan sit by the window, thinking out loud, have a cup of coffee, etc., that is how we think about poet.

In fact, writing poetry for me is a tough struggle.

In poetry, I always try to avoid myself, because writing poetry is actually useless if I'm the only person who thinks about it.

So, writing poetry is not only to say something but also a matter of tell a story.

How the reader can find something that they looking for.

And it means that I have to be myself and avoid myself at the same time.

And something that felt, I grew up in 100% Bugis Moslem community…

I got bullied because of the letter M in front of my name which not sounded as Bugis (people).

And I felt that after writing thousands of poetry, one thing I learned from poetry is, people when they read poetry, they are not asked "What is your religion?"

Poetry makes me dance with a person who I've never seen they hands before…

Poetry makes me meet with so many people without having to think their background (where they come from, which tribe they are) …

So, I felt that poetry is actually my way or medium which makes my short little hands close enough with something that I cannot hug.

But one questions that I often ask myself, "What makes me writing poetry until now?"

I think if I know the answer I might quit writing poetry since years ago.

But I think that everything that I write in poetry is actually the reflection of my sadness because I cannot find the right words to say something.

So, it is my failure to find something, to find things that I am looking for, big questions in my life.

So actually, it is not only I write poetry because I failed to be a musician and painter, but also my poetry read by others is actually my failure in many things.

I always felt that writing is my way to find out more many things, or things that I really want to know…

Instead of telling what I already know to others.

But once again, it is usually mentioned in this Talk that this is the place where people looking for inspirations.

I apologize because I share everything about my failures and I don't even know many things and but I guess one thing…

That the fact I learn to imitate poetry when I found a poetry book, but something that I learn the most is because I fail to imitate all things that I wanted to.

All poets tell me that only Sapardi who can be Sapardi, only Soebagyo Sastrowardoyo who can b Soebagyo, only Rendra can be Rendra, only Tukul can be Tukul.

By reading all the poets, I know that they helped me to identify slowly all the matters that are not me, for then maybe one day can find who I am.

I don't dare to say that poetry is me or everything I write is me, but at least I think it is a way to go there. I think that's it. Thank you.

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Being You Creating Ease with Money with Dr Dain Heer - Duration: 4:01.

Being You

Creating Ease With Money

A Special Evening Class

With Dr Dain Heer

& Access Consciousness

Hello everyone, my name is Dr. Dain Heer.

And I would like to invite you to a very special class

that is called...

Sorry, my Spanish isn't that good.

Okay, so it's called Being You Having Ease With Money.

It's going to be an one evening class where, in a couple hours together,

my hope is to truly start to fundamentally change how you function with money,

your points of view about money

because it's your point of view that creates your reality.

Have you ever noticed some people seem to have ease with money

and they always have it and you wonder like,

"Why can't I?"

Like "I grew up with a poor family and I don't know what to do..."

In fact, I did grow up with a very poor family

and we didn't know what to do about money, we didn't know how to create it

and it wasn't until I started changing my points of view about money

that my money situation and the money that I had started to change.

So, one thing that you can do right now as a start is you can ask yourself:

"What definitions am I using to create the limitations around money I am choosing?"

If you know the Access clearing statement - use it, POC and POD it, as we say in Access.

If not just go, "I'll destroy and uncreate that, I will let that go now."

And see what that starts to change for you.

If you're coming to the class,

please run that as many times as you can in between now and the class

and you'll start at an even different place; we can go even further together.

What I'd really like to do is using these Access Consciousness tools,

I'd like to see what we can change together that evening

and that's the beginning of a three and a half day class that I'll be delivering.

You don't have to go to the whole class to get the change.

Well, I guess you do for the three days but you don't have to go to the whole class

to get the change about the money part

but there's something different that's opening up, I've seen it in the world,

I'm seeing it with how how people are responding to different things

and if you're aware of that too, then maybe now's the time

to truly come and have the possibility for that ease with money

that you've always known should be available,

that some people seem to have.

Maybe now it's the time for you to have it, too.

And really for me if I could wish one thing for you,

it would be to have ease with money, no matter how much you have

because I know people who have millions upon millions of dollars

and they have no ease, they're stressed out about it all the time.

I know people who have almost no money and they have total ease

because it's okay in their world and they know they'll be taken care of.

So, it's not about the amount of money you have

it's about the ease with the money you have

and then, when you have ease with the money you have or don't have,

that's the space in which you can actually start to create more.

So, it's going to be a totally different point of view,

a totally different perspective, a totally different class

that is a totally different way of changing your money situation

to something that makes it suck less.

Something that actually makes it more fun,

something that makes it so you're willing to have it

rather than thinking that you don't want it or that you can't have it.

So, you are warmly invited.

I cannot wait to be in Mexico delivering this class

and I very much look forward to meeting you in person.

And what if you truly being you are the gift, the change

and the possibility this world requires?

And what if it's finally time to change all the stuff you have around money?

See you soon, can't wait!

Bye!

You're invited

On the evening of September 28

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A World of Possibilities with Dr Dain Heer - Duration: 5:21.

A World Of Possibilities

With Dr Dain Heer

The thing that I would like to talk to you about today is a world of possiblilites

- not limitations.

When we got to ten thousand people in consciousness

we created a list of ten things based on a lot of peoples input

about what we would like to ask for in the world.

If you look around at the reality we have grown up in it's been primarily about limitation

and limited points of view and judgments and separation

and unkindness and lack of generosity.

All of those are limited points of view.

What would a world of possibilities be like?

Well, from my sense of a world of possibilities,

no possibility would be unavailable.

Which would mean that nothing that was sticking you,

that was making you unhappy, right now,

that was feeling like it was draining your life out of you.

None of that would have to stay in existence.

It might be there for a little while, to get you to look at

what ever point of view that created it, but then, as if by magic,

just by your request and your ask, you could change it.

And so there would be this world where we were no longer stuck

in the boxes of right and wrong.

No longer stuck in the boxes of what we can create and what we can't create,

what we can choose and what we can't choose.

Everything would become possible to us based on our request.

In addition what would happen is, we would actually

in looking out at our world energetically or tapping into our world

or reaching out into our world energetically

what we would do is we would find those things

that where a source of contribution to us and they would be drawn to us

and us drawn to them as if by magic.

If you've ever had where you asked for something

and then you met somebody that knew how to deliver

that exact something and you're like...

"Wow, dude , that was awesome!"

That's what I'm talking about but what if it didn't just happen sometimes

or one out of ten thousands requests, what if it happened with every request.

Wouldn't that be freaking amazing?

Because the only thing that stopping it now is our belief in a world of limitations

and our choice to participate in the world from a point of limitation.

If you look at it, what we've had, for as long as I've been alive at least,

probably many, many, many, many lifetimes.

What we've had is, we have limitation and you have to go through limitations

in order to get to possibility.

My sense of what would be available, in a world of possibilities is

possibilities from the outset, we would start with possibilities

and then look at how we could create even greater from there.

In other words, this would be what every baby in the world was born with,

a total sense of possibilities.

And they would never be judged, they would never be made wrong

they would be told and acknowledged for being the gift that they are

for being on this planet, they would be acknowledged

as being as help change the world and create greater

and they would be acknowledged as a creative, potent force.

See, for me, one of the thing that my point of view is,

if you are a parent, one of the things that I would ask or suggest or invite you

to say to your children from the moment that they're in your tummy is,

"You, sweet child are a beautiful gift,

and I'm so grateful that you are coming to this world

because I know that your presence makes it greater.

You being here is going to change the world in ways you can't even imagine

and create possibilities that other people do not even know exist.

I'm so grateful for your presence here and please know that you can do and be anything.

and I will be here for you and I will have your back

and I will never judge you a day in your life

but I will always do my best to be there for you and anytime you need anything,

please let me know because I am here and I always will be

and you are not alone, you are not alone, you are not alone.

And, have way more fun than you're supposed to!"

Now that would be what I perceive is possible,

in a world of possibilities.

So, if you'd want to cut that little piece of audio and play it to yourself

you know as though somebody really cares about you

- like me, who's saying it to you, that might be kind of cool.

Because we all need to hear that,

we should have been told that every day from the time we were born.

What kind of a different world would it be if we had?

That's what I see is possible in a world of possibilities

and from there, so much more.

An end to war, an end of suffering, an end to slavery

an end to all the "ism's", you know the racism and the sexism

and an end to judgmentism and end to right and wrong

and instead: What Else is Possible?

This would become the functional question that would run our reality

and be the marker of our choices.

And the other thing is,

rather than people being rewarded for taking from others, for being ungenerous.

What would happen is, in a world of possibilities,

those who didn't choose possibilities,

would have far fewer possibilities show up in their life

and before very long they would get the awareness that,

"I better choose possibilities or I'm not going to have very much."

What else would be possible if we choose

a world of possibilities, instead of limitations?

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หนึ่งปีกับการเรียน ป.เอก ที่อังกฤษ | 1 Year of My PhD life - Duration: 13:07.

Hello everybody I hope you are doing good today I want

to make the video about something special. If anyone

that had been follow me that before I study PhD I have

once said that I want to talk about this of how I did the

research. I want to share my experience to those who

want to study PhD it will be the good thing to everybody.

For those who did not follow me yet. Now I study PhD at

Newcastle University and also bachelor and master

degree too. But for bachelor degree I study chemical

engineering. For master degree I study clean technology

After master degree I got a scholarship for PhD for

carbon capture. Right now I'm on one and a half year I

felt that I want to share and express how I felt now. The

first three months of my PhD are to write a proposal to

set a goal in the next three years of how our work will be.

So I have to write a report to the university that I will do a

research about this and also what the method will I use.

That I can create. My research I will use a seaweed

or the microalgae it is the one cell seaweed to capture

the carbon dioxide in the air which are the gas that

create the global warming. My research aim is to use a

seaweed to absorb the carbon dioxide from powerhouse

and my PhD focusing on the laboratory based divided

into two main things which are laboratory based that I

have to did an experiment a lot. Another style is the

computer based like simulation modelling. Which focus

on the computer that you can do when or where ever you

want if you have a program in your computer. After I

summit my proposal. I got a chance to do the research at

America too. Because my professor have the

collaboration with North Caroline state university.

My professor send me and my friend to train at America.

I want to tell you that is was the very good experience.

I have been doing a research in America for two months.

I have learnt the technique of how to do an experiment

from there. The first year of PhD is all about finding the

knowledge about our research. It is like to know the

basic well. My professor goal of sending me to America

are to make me got a new skill. Learning PhD in America

is different from England that it took four to five years to

study PhD and during the first and second years in

America they will focus on the lecture. It kind of same

like bachelor and master degrees. The first time that I

heard that I am kind of shock. Because in England it is

different that in England they are focusing on research.

Four years is all about research. There no need for

lecture anymore. If anyone who study PhD in England

it will be like this.

After me and my senior went to American together my

senior name is Abbas. He gave me his work to me to

present at the conference in Barcelona Spain. It is the

international conference about chemical engineering. I

have been present poster. It is the first time that I went

to international conference which I'm very excited. That

it make me know each university have a good research

everybody are very interesting. The first conference

make me surprise take half of the company are all about

chemical engineering. I am very surprise that they show

their technology or the research that they were doing

it is very big conference. The presentation about my

faculty have a small section. I just only seeing that. I

have seen another one too. In that conference I got a

chance to go with my bachelor professor I have seen

another side of my professor. After the conference I still

in a mode of travelling because I went to American and

Spain in the first year. I been back to focus to do a

progression. After nine months of PhD especially in my

faculty in Newcastle University there will have a

progression test. It is an interview test of our progress.

That how long that I done a research and tell that can I

go on to the second years and can I graduate. Because

learning PhD even we have a supervisor but it all about

our self. Our supervisor they just guide you to the right

direction and give you a solution but we have to decided

by our self. I am very stress because in the interview

test there are one section that I did it not so good.

Because at that time I when to America I done it quickly

so the result is not so good. In the test they ask that part

hardly that make me stress after done with the test

they gave me a pass but they say that I have to fix that

part and then I have to submit to the panel. I forget to

tell you that the professor that test me is the professor

that were in my faculty. They make the real situation.

After the interview test I got to the second year now.

The second year there are a lots of lab to do. Especially

during this time. I started PhD in 9th January 2017 now

it's been year and a half seven months. It is the tough

time for me. That I have to do an experiment as much as

I can because the second year is to collect the data and

result and if I have a free time I will try to write a paper.

Now I try to find the inspiration to write the paper.

Because if I can publish before I graduated it will be a

good thing for an exam that my research can be use.

Now I am very stress I feel that my face become older

and older because sometime when I'm on the lab I don't

know what the result will become sometime it not what

we expected I will feel can I graduated I believe that the

person that study PhD will be like me. There will be

a one moment that we are in the lowest point in PhD

that we don't want to do it anymore. To study PhD is like

we cannot know what we will get like bachelor or master

degree. Because when we study bachelor and master

degree the knowledge are on an internet or in the book.

We can find the answer but PhD cannot find in the book

and that we have to create our own knowledge. It like

we use our own knowledge to create something new

for people to find it interesting and to use in real life.

For those who watch me and thinking about PhD. I want

you to go and ask yourself what we are study for

because PhD can really make you sick and if you chose

the wrong supervisor it will make your life turn upside

down. It is an important thing to choose a right

supervisor to start PhD. I want to tell you that if you want

study PhD you have to be tough and strong because we

have to live with it for three to four years. I hope you guys

like this video and I hope it will be a good thing for those

who would like to study PhD if anyone like this video

don't forget to like and if who would like to follow me

whether my study or vlog and also don't forget to

subscribe and also click on a bell too to follow me

If anyone have a question you can comment down

see you again bye bye

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Hello Friends, today I will share how to make Oats cookies using only 3 ingredients

these cookies are vegan, we have not used any milk based product

These are gluten free, oil free and even sugar free

This Oats cookies recipe has been requested by our viewer Poonam

So Poonam do watch the recipe

To make this recipe, we will use 1 big banana.

The banana should have black spots on it that means banana should be absolutely ripe.

Ripe banana will impart more sweetness to the cookies

Peel the banana and put it in a bowl. Mash it using fork.

Banana should be mashed properly till we get a watery kind of consistency.

Add 3/4 cup oats in it and mix it very well

We have used instant oats

these are very healthy cookies as we have not used sugar, oil, ghee, butter

These are even gluten free as we have not used whole wheat flour or refined flour

After mixing well, rest the mixture for 5-10 minutes.

after 5 min we will add few bluberries along with cinnamon powder.

Both these ingredients are completely optional.

you can even make plain cookes. We have added these for flavour

Likewise you can even add choco chips, nuts etc to flavour your cookies

ensure not to add too many nuts as cookies will break

As I will baking my cookies in airfryer, so I have already lined my airfryer basket with parchment paper.

You can line you baking dish with butter paper.

Now lets prepare the cookies. Scoop little portion of the prepared material and roll it out and flatten it a bit to give shape of cookies

Like wise we will prepare all other cookies

Place the cookies in baking dish

One can directly scoop out the cookies on baking dish without giving shape.

While placing cookies ensure to leave little space in between 2 cookies

Bake cookies in preheat airfryer at 160 degrees for 15 min.

In oven bake at 180 degrees till cookies become firm

You can even bake these in microwave for 1.5 min

Our oats cookies are ready

Cool down the cookies and store in air tight container.

These are healthy, fibrous cookies

consume these cookies with 1 glass milk in breakfast

these will keep you full for longer period of time so one will not feel hungry soon