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World Peace Starts From Within - Duration: 5:44.

World Peace Starts From Within

by Jelelle Awen,

So much of humanity�s energy has been caught and occupied in battle.

�Going to battle!� could be the motto of our species.

All this battling of �good against evil�, of �right against wrong�, of �one side

against the other.� All this against-ness pushing and shoving and proving and judging.

All this against-ness claiming and dominating and bullying.

Yes, we agreed to do and BE all this battling (on the soul level).

We were �designed� for this by the Divine.

To rub the edges of duality, to dive into the black and to become the white.

To be the warrior.

To be the hero.

To be the victim.

To be the conquered and the conquering.

To wave the flags of surrender and of victory.

To march and to dance.

To shoot and to lay down arms.

We have played this out, over and over.

It now feels like such a worn out play, a TIRED and OLD one.

All this battling never comes to any resolution, yet loops over and over through the same grounds

of suffering with only temporary moments of a fleeting sense of �triumph� that always

comes at the cost of someone else.

ALL this battling comes from ultimately INside of us.

INside is where the energies of right and wrong collate together, forming into parts

of us that play out ALL the roles.

The Inner Hero and Heroine, the Inner King and Queen, the Inner Punisher, the Inner Protector/Knight/Guardian/Warrior.

INside is where often the BIGGEST battles rage without much intervention or sense of

armistice other then in �rare� moments of peace.

The frontlines of the Inner war move in inches over time, with neither side gaining much

if any ground over the other.

AND, this can be hugely unconscious, so it is very challenging to shift or change.

The weapons of this inner war are self judgements and criticisms, suffering loops, fixations

on �past� traumas or relationships, using addictive substances to numb or suppress,

and many more.

The most powerful weapon of all is the blocking of the LOVE that wants to come in and wash

clean the desire to battle inside OR outside of you.

World peace comes from each individual CHOOSING to heal the battling going on INSIDE.

This choice then naturally leads to decisions to stop the battling on the outside.

While there are unhealed frequencies of inner battle from parts to another inside you, so

you will choose to play this out in real life scenarios.

You will be compelled to engage in battling too due to unhealed karmic patterns in your

Metasoul line or Soul legacy where the energies of being a warrior are still happening.

If you are predominately an energy of protection and guard, so you draw battles like magnets

to challenge and reinforce the NEED for this protective energy to exist.

Going within, you can feel these different aspects, personas, and parts of you and how

they were formed from the energies of battle that you experienced in your childhood, in

your 3D culture, in your soul legacy.

You can feel why the battling started and how it is manifesting in your life now.

If you have done quite a bit of healing and soul awakening, this may be on a much more

subtle level for you.

It may be covered over with spiritual tones or messages too and take some heart open investigation

to uncover and feel again.

This can be very tricky to do by yourself as these energies can be ingrained and �impossible�

to see without an outside mirror to reflect them.

While this is an individual choice ultimately, our collective is being supported to STOP

the inner AND outer battling with the recent HIGH influxes of love and light waves washing

over us.

This love invites us to hold ALL of it with love and to respond to it with love too.

�Going in naked� into the battlegrounds of ourselves and with others, leading with

vulnerability, disarming the parts of us that guard and protect.

Choosing love over fear in every moment.

ANY healing that we do on the inside, ANY time that we choose love over fear�.impacts

the collective as we are ALL ONE ultimately.

Shifting the ONLY place that we actually have power, which is from INside of us��and

that then creates a NEW reality of peace and the END of battles in our worlds and brings

in the possibility of peace in ALL worlds.

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3 things you must do in Youtube! - Duration: 2:17.

Sup guys Toxic here with another video to show you guys three things to waste your time

in to have a little bit of fun that you can do in YouTube very fast and its pretty funny.

And its fun to do, so lets just get started.

Alright, first off go to YouTube, and first one that I'm going to show you is; in the

search bar put in Doge Meme.

And when you out that, you will see that every single letter in this is every color... green

blue.

Its something very simple.

I don't know why they spent time making this so that when you search it up this happens.

Its just something simple.

Pretty fun, alright.

second thing, search up do the harlem shake.

And then this will happen.

Bring a little bit of the past to the present. That was pretty fun.

Use the force luke, the last one.

All you have to do is just search it up also, and everything will move to where you move

your mouse.

Move it to the left it will move also and move it to the right it will move also.

Move it down, it will... do nothing.

But the idea here is that wherever you move it will move with it, even though it lags

a little but will move still.

Three little things, why not go and search it up right now!

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ProForm Fitness Tips: Start Slowly - Duration: 0:25.

Hi, I'm Carissa, your personal trainer from ProForm with a trainer tip. Start

slowly. Set a small measurable goal like 10 minutes of exercise three times a

week, or one mile of activity three times a week. Starting slowly will develop

fitness as a habit and prevent injury.

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Intuitive Painting Process Explained: Process Painting and Meditation - Duration: 14:54.

Welcome to Episode 25 of the painting experience podcast. On the podcast,

founder Stewart Cubley explores the potential of the emerging field of

process arts and shares inspiration from his ongoing workshops and retreats. Today

you'll hear a conversation between Stewart and Zen priest and teacher

Rinzan Pachovnik as they explore the crossing points between process painting

and meditative practice, in preparation for an upcoming workshops they'll be

leading together.

[Stewart:] Welcome Rinzan! I'm really looking forward to our conversation today and

especially to this workshop that we're going to be hosting together and

teaching together. This is very new for me to do something like this, to partner

with a person who has a discipline and long experience with that discipline

outside of the painting process so I'm quite excited about it. I think we're

going to be making inroads into new ground together. As a way of introducing

you, maybe you can say just a little bit about who you are and your own

experience with zazen. [Rinzan:] Yes, my name is Rinzan Pachovnic and I am an

ordained Rinzai priest and my home temple is Chobo-ji up in Seattle, and I

trained under Kendra Maranello Osho. Here in Portland, I run my own temple No-Rank

Zendo. I'm also a psychotherapist working in private practice here in

Portland. The two developed almost hand-in-hand for about 13 years, a little

bit more longer with the Zen practice than being a psychotherapist. We've known

each other for several years now and I know that I felt an immediate

connection and affinity with you and you said the same with me and I always

wondered how our paths would cross and they haven't seemed to cross much but they

seem to be crossing now more dramatically. They've crossed in terms of

me attending retreats, so I'm looking forward to it. My first

exposure to The Painting Experience, well, one, I followed my wife Anne who had

already done a retreat or two with you and I could see the benefit that it was

having for her and I became incredibly curious so I did a

retreat Still Meadow with you and that's after having had a background

in studio arts. Back in my younger days I was a studio arts major in in college

and throughout my teenage years I was totally studio art so I was going to be

an artist and after my freshman year something just like a wall came up and I

stopped entirely . . . gave away all my materials everyone

thought what's he doing and I don't know, I didn't know what that wall was but I come

to Still Meadow to work with you and I'm looking at the blank page and I

was right back 20-some years earlier at the easel when I was a 20-year-old

freshman. I found that what I had left was waiting for me, what I had not

processed was still waiting for me and I found all those judgmental voices. You

know: Is this good? Is this bad? What are people going to think? Is this going to make

me famous and people can be attracted to me when I do this-- are they going to

think I'm cool? Boy, all those 20-year-old concerns we're right there on the

surface again. I was quite certain they're going to say you know you've

overworked this . . . you might want to . . . you went too far and one of the things that

I love is that you cannot go too far and I remember the first night going back

and doing zazen back in my room and just having this light go off: It's like this

is the same thing. This is exactly the same thing. As I was sitting in open

experience in zazen, it's the same thing as sitting in open experience and watching.

[Stewart:] That's beautiful, Rinzan. There's some writing from the Zen tradition that

actually was very meaningful to me early on when I was a young man and way before

I started painting, way before I was teaching. It went right to the core and

gave me a lot of insight into what was my own meditation practice. So I'd like

to read it this morning. It's actually an excerpt from the "Trust

in the Heart Sutra" by the third Chinese patriarch of Zen.

"To live in the great way is neither easy nor difficult. Indeed it is due to our

choosing to acquire or reject that we do not see the true nature of things. If

there is even a trace of this and that, of right and wrong, the mind essence is lost

in confusion. When the mind exists undisturbed in the way nothing in the

world can offend and when a thing can no longer offend it ceases to exist in the

old way. The great way is perfect like vast space where nothing is lacking and

nothing is in excess. Just let things be in their own way and there will be

neither coming or going." I love that. [Rinzan:] And that's, that is exactly

the excitement that I have about The Painting Experience and its conjunction

with Zen practice: Our small mind starts to pick and choose what is right

and what's wrong and I would even say that some people approach not just Zen

practice but for many spiritual practices hoping to get rid of: How do I

get rid of my pain? How do I get rid of this and how do I get rid of that: And we

can get stuck trying to pick and choose, like, well, that wouldn't be holy that's

not sacred. I wouldn't want that. You know, that seems impure. Isn't this about

purity, isn't this about clarifying and enlightening and ending all these? Not at

all. It's about opening up, not picking or choosing, but just being receptive to all

of this life energy as it flows. And as I participated in The Painting Experience,

it's been nothing but that. It's almost . . . in The Painting Experience as you come

the first night you have this vast space . . . and then what is going to come and

what's going to present itself and as the workshop continues one's ability . . . I

certainly know that my ability to let myself express itself into that space

expands and expands and expands and I'm left with nothing but the requirement

that I stay present and accepting in curious about what is this? What is this?

And that's the . . . there are two fundamental Zen koans: What is this and who am I?

And that's definitely what's being explored in The Painting Experience. [Stewart:] Yeah, I just

feel like the foundational exploration that goes on in The Painting Experience

is something I recognized as a valid spiritual practice early on and the more

I did it the more I began to recognize that there was something

transformational happening in the experience of expressing yourself

spontaneously and that many of these points that are made in the "Trust in the

Heart Sutra" are actually taking place in the painting process. So I'm thinking of

the first paragraph: it's due to our choosing to acquire or reject that we do

not see the true nature of things. Well in that space that's opened up in front

of the white piece of paper that becomes very obvious when we try to acquire or

we try to reject and the consequences of that. In other words, how that shuts down

the space. If there's even a trace of this and that, of right and wrong, the

mind essence will be lost in confusion. That's totally experienced by someone

who's painting. I love this part about . . . "When the mind exists undisturbed in the

way nothing in the world can offend and when a thing can no longer offend, it

ceases to exist in the old way." We get offended personally, we get offended when

we take things personally so it seems to me this is a pretty clear way of saying

you have to go beyond yourself. You have to not take something personally. You

have to not identify with the content and this is what happens when someone

does identify with the content of the painting which is "good painting, good

person . . . bad painting, bad person." As soon as we do that we lose the way.

We're lost again in mind confusion. "Just let things be in their own way and there

will be neither coming or going." I think so much about the completion of

the painting process where you have to let it go its own way . . . the whole painting

you have to let it go its own way but we get mixed up with coming and going. We

try to make it go a particular way or make it not go particular way and the

completion of the painting is when we finally just let it be what it is.

Then we enter a state which is really a transformational state where there's

neither coming nor going. Often that sutra is translated as faith in

mind. And that's "shin" in Chinese which means heart-mind, the faith in the heart

or faith in the way, faith in the Tao. And boy I'm loving the way that you're

describing it. I always I like our exchanges as I'm doing it because you'll

say well what do you see there and I'm like you know, well, I kind of see this

and then it's kind of like, well, gosh you wouldn't want to do that, it would be

breaking the rules or you might be embarrassed if you actually paint this. So as

I'm painting, sometimes it's like, oh goodness this is what's coming next and

do you have the courage to express that? Zen practice, one of our core practices

is going on a long retreat, in sesshin, and very often people like okay I'm going to go

to sesshin and I'm going to work on this or, you know, I'm going to have this

clarification and we have this idea of what's going to happen in this

experience and you sit for a day, you sit for two days, and then suddenly you

realized the way is going somewhere that you're not picking or choosing and

that what is coming up is something not of your picking or choosing, you know, oh

my goodness this is coming up in me! What does this mean? And we're exposed to

ourself in that process just as in the painting experience were exposed to ourselves

through this mirror of the painting. And you're left with nothing but to

hopefully eventually go yep, that's just part of the landscape. There's a

disidentification with it so the mind is no longer disturbed by reality and what

happens is a great space opens up . . . and often there's a fear like if I

paint violent images won't that make me a violent person? Well guess what? It's all

in there. It's in there anyway so face it, look at

it, be aware of it and what happens is you no longer attached to it and then

you no longer disturbed by it and you're no longer controlled by it anymore. In

fact, eventually it gets to the point where there's no you but it's simply this. It's

just this and we don't have to get caught up in coming and going, exactly

what you said. [Stewart:] That's wonderful, Rinzan, I really like that very much.

This whole concept of "not doing" which feels so central to the Zen practice, as

well. "Not doing" . . . being in the space without acting unconsciously is very

very powerful and certainly one that comes up in The Painting Experience and

I think it becomes an interesting question then about what's the

difference between acting spontaneously and expressing oneself spontaneously

without mind interference versus acting unconsciously and reflexively in a way

that's not helpful. Very interesting discussion. [Rinzan:] Anything goes then? Well this

is great! I get to debauch. I get to drink beer. I get to have sex whenever I want.

And this is wonderful, because it's just the way. And Shunryu Suzuki has a great

dialogue with somebody who is saying, "You know when I drink beer, I'm a beer

drinking Buddha." And Shunryu says, "If you are a beer drinking Buddha, you wouldn't be

talking about it." And so that touches exactly on what you're talking about but

there's a different quality when there's spontaneity and when we're just caught in

our primitive reactive qualities. There's a cleansing that takes place, I

would say, with a spaciousness and this practice cultivates and develops. There's

a pristine quality. You can feel it walking into a zendo. You can feel a

depth of concentration which would be called samadhi.

You can feel samadhi walking into The Painting Experience, as well.

You walk into that room and there's an energy that's been cultivated in that

room. You can feel it and you can see it in people and so when we create these

opportunities either through Zen practice or The Painting Experience to

go more deeply, we have this much richer, fuller experience fewer hooks, greater

space, more flexibility, more spontaneity. [Stewart:] I'm really excited about this weekend

that we're doing together. This is our inaugural weekend. It feels to me like a

wonderful way in which to characterize and hold both of these disciplines:

painting process and Zen practice and realizing that they both are pointing at

the same thing. And our endeavor here is to integrate the two in one experience:

We'll have periods of time in which we're painting and we'll have periods of time

in which we're sitting and we'll have times to have dharma talks and

discussions and I have a feeling it's going to be quite interesting and that

the integration will be very fertile. I'm looking forward to this very much.

[Announcer:] Stewart and Rinzan's workshop, Process Painting and Zen Practice, will be held

from November 11th through the 13th at the Still Meadow Retreat Center near

Portland, Oregon. You can learn more by visiting our website at www.processarts.com. If you

enjoyed today's episode, we hope you'll share it with a friend. The theme music

for our podcast comes from Stephen Jacob. We thank you for listening and

hope you'll join us again soon.

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Spontaneous Snapchat Q & A : My Brows, Advice on Starting a YouTube Channel | Roxette Arisa Vlogs - Duration: 32:50.

what's up guys happy Saturday I am going into Costco because what are you doing

come on my brother's here which is like exciting because he lives in Montreal

Canada but he's just home for like a little vacay I don't know if it would be

called like a steak a but because this is where he's from but he doesn't live

here I don't know whatever um whatever but um we're at Costco because I'm going

to go see the eye doctor not on me I'm trying to save a little

dolla dolla bills so I'm going to Costco to the optometrist because my eyesight

is like literally horrendous now all of a sudden then I don't know why because

literally my eyesight used to be really good like 20/20 better than 20/20 even

look who's back back back back again again

look who's back moving quick command brother oh oh oh it's my little brother

I'm tall but small let's just go in social buildin yeah

all right so we're at Costco John roll up to the I'd am looking like a baller

with your glasses are yawn amazing go home Yeah right there were the glasses

but who do I talk to I'm Sophia as you talk to you can grab a number right

there

so or if there's someone who just go after them I have a lady are you here

for a night I thought you picking your garage yeah so it's not automatic miss

princess leg open the door you never close the door yeah I don't know what to

do she's going to tell you so you're going to breathe your chin here for even

alcohol abuse so determinism obviously she worships me

often that I was the AmeriCorps subgroup sister Imperium straight ahead at the

little red air balloon head with the tail it does go in and out of focus if

that is normal just a problem taking your problems

I think it's going to be the exact same thing on the other eye

all right on the same speed of lawfulness have for the event above a

little bit of air into the I pay for the check for the pressure of the eye and

you're going to be looking at a green light supine just a little bit of air oh

I know sorry try to open a little bit wider to return

my memory I know same thing on the other eye one last time experiment

thank you for since appears everybody last one oh my gosh about now you are in

s % thank you okay you bet I can't believe you guys got like a first strike

like when I did really carefully it looks like I am honey I'm late 50 times

under hanging there okay we're going to take this couple I'm like okay well job

okay haha he was really brought his house shoes I brought a sound shoot to

call him hit brother she's into Costco to where you know three his normal

runners toys a well and glasses I literally did not

anything like when there's an eye exam is writing cool of the where like a

literal corner are you drinking yes attend a garden morning when I went to

the eye doctor yes you get it you get it cuz cuz it was a bit like me why why

city like this I forget this company so we're trying to

get in race to going you know how they are

tankini about to cross go for newer better here's my son very a guy just

kind of really what what what I was going to say was on my pun that I was

trying to set up which I failed was like the Costco person was kind of let us in

but I was she was like no you can't come in without the copper pot in the north

life you've got a letter I don't like them

okay all right let me let me pick one out for you look there's ray-ban those

are gonna look horrible another rib answered my god oh my god the word

they're Raven so bad for luck you look like the snapchat folks here

with the giraffe those are no beds yeah these aren't bad but I kind of want like

the square ones you know well good you can try the men's ones as well oh yeah

are you mean like though like dogs kind of yeah not this exact one kind of

but I don't want it to be like that like I want to do straight now okay let's go

here oh those are done I would call a minor like those what Bostock Tiffany

ago this would be nice

you're always helping I think you with the schoolteacher it's like how does

that go well you can check other stores yeah maybe we'll check another store

Amazon I think your your battery's dead

that OOTD doh we passed this little Razvi this place where everyone call it

look at the lottery tickets and I have a feeling and I'm telling you we get

something here we're going to get something we're going to get something

back a nonsense so I don't have money but she got the money so all right I was

going to decide you got a you can say or let's go done - done deal - all right so

you got the money the moment has passed and not doing so lucky now we're going

to head over to happen

all right we're going to thank number 29

what do I do and then as we've literally never bought lottery tickets we don't

even know how to do it wait can I see uncover laughs the uncover you know

Enterprise is showcased exactly all right so what's the prize this is

revealing the prize hi buck wheat bun okay

okay so is that cover it yeah we we did nice look 25 I go back

okay so this is so it says uncover that in bees and in either Fastpass bar and

when V so what this is our options we could win $25 I'm pretty sure

I'm computer Oh we upload for the horse or the clover

right okay yeah that's what it is No

oh my one word do the last one no oh my that's why we I told y'all you get it

right away I - testing it up - I would have won but

not today wait should we just ask you in case yeah

so we never really did it before but we didn't win anything wrong

oh no no what 2023 my camera died unfortunate Oh which is weird because I

actually charged it last night and so on on Milan died but my camera died um but

basically we just finished the process of getting my so these are the glasses

that end up going with their just from Ray Ban but yeah kind of guys like them

and then we lost around the wall of it I met a few of you guys out there so it

was really nice to meet you guys um and that's pretty much what's up Oh

obviously eye makeup on now because I just filmed a video so I filmed a get

ready with me video um using kind of like all the products that I love you

know I mean like my ride or dies so hopefully you guys are excited to see

we've got highlight okay um and yeah I think I'm gonna go probably to Whole

Foods real quick and then also oh my oh look at me this thing was like sticking

out I'm gonna go to Whole Foods real quick and then also to later I'm going

to go for my friends friend's birthday we're going out and like Santa Monica

area so it should be fun I don't know if I'm going to vlog I mean I probably will

bring my camera but then again I'm kind of scared to lose it or something

because you guys know me I literally have the worst look of all time with

this camera I have dropped it I've broken it like five times it this

camera me do not vibe that well honestly but oh okay blog oh yeah I have my

little yeah I forgot I had my little stand here so I can hopefully

ah damn the thing off there we go you can see me and I can be hands-free I am

really early for once in my life I'm like literally never early ever ever

ever it's like just I feel so weird but I'm like super duper early because my

friends running late and so I kind of wanted to just sit here and talk to you

guys so I thought I would do like I snapped at you nice real quick um I want

to open your guys's messages okay the first one just came through

I just announced it like literally two seconds ago okay so this one is from

Camilla and Nicole what's your favorite thing about living in LA oh replays I

love you too girl um my favorite thing about living in LA honestly I love so

much about living in LA it's like my favorite place I lived in Detroit I

lived I don't know what happened when the light just now but it's all right I

hope sorry I live in trivet in Boston I was in Vancouver and honestly I weigh

like the best place for me just because I love okay I think I know what I love

the most obviously the weather is awesome all year round but even more

than that I feel like in LA you could do anything and everything like it really

is the city that I feel like you could literally do anything and everything

like you could be in the city you could go to the beach you can go up to the

mountain you could go to like a little further out and like have it more like

desert or country it's not really country but more so desert and you could

kind of get what you need you know what I mean but the weather's really nice to

a muckle I this is from Haley ki

for all lovey - girl my favorite part about YouTube is honestly getting to I

guess inspire people like whenever people leave me comments when they're

like you know you inspired me to get created you inspired me to you know do

whatever that is really what like warms my heart

and just makes me feel like everything I do is really worth it I do like try to

put up you know the best content possible and the best looks possible and

everything like that so when you guys appreciate that and when it inspires you

guys that like really really makes it all worth it for me and when I get to

meet you guys in person that's like the best thing of my life because I just

feel like we're friends on like yeah like I literally feel like we're friends

like I'm meeting friends and like we already have like a connection of some

sort you know what I mean like that's I know it's just how it feels to me oh

girl we got some more tips we got some more chips

this one's from Liliana my favorite food well I'm trying to be healthy right now

but I love sweet potato fries I would say that's probably my favorite food

sweet potato fries and cereal I know those are kind of weird like and it's

kind of like random to say both of those together but yeah I love sweet potato

fries sweet potatoes in general honestly if I'm trying to be healthy just sweet

potatoes in general like baked sweet potato said sweet potatoes but low-key

sweet potato fries and then definitely cereal cereal is key I know my friend

Nick you just messaged me a question so she said if money was no object what is

the one luxury beauty product you'd like to splurge on right now

honestly let me think about that for a sec I think Tom Ford sauce just in

general like I really like Tom Ford products and their lipsticks or

everything but they're like 50 bucks I have I hate that I have done this

already but I do have a couple because I just went crazy

I was like I need a $50 lipstick in my life but I think if money was no object

then I would try to violate the whole Tom Ford collection because it's so

beautiful to like the packaging and I would just like display I'm probably

never even use it okay this one is from a summer and dinky stinking I'm sorry if

I pronounced that incorrectly love you girl other than Maybelline sent me matte

poreless

that's hard honestly oh no I'm going to say it

Physicians Formula butter bronzer - that ish is glued honestly like that is

something that I feel like I could never live without like ever in my life and I

do choose it over it's like the Maybelline fit me like I always say I

choose to make them fit me over a lot of my higher-end foundations and it pretty

much goes the same with the Physicians Formula butter bronzer like I use it

today I use it all the time because it's like I don't know I something about is

so good I feel like it's just like really finely milled so it like blends

out really nicely and just in general is good I really like it

okay this one from Karina one zero one one six um yeah I actually have that too

like pretty innately like darkness under the eyes I think the biggest thing is

color correcting um I know if you've tried that already but I find that with

color correcting you have to find the right shade for you for your skin tone

so you know they can range from like peachy air shades to actually more

orange shades and the darker that the darkness is I feel like the darker the

orange should be so maybe try that out and definitely go with like lighter

weight products rather than taking on like heavy color correctors heavy

concealers heavy foundations and stuff like that because that's where it starts

to get like a little crazy so yeah maybe try like a darker color

correcting shade and I hope that helps you guys or help us I got super tiny I

just out but I hope that helps you Karina okay okay so literally this is

like a whole I need to do like a story time on my eyebrows honestly because it

is like my eyebrow journey is insane but um okay I'm going to start off from the

beginning no no no I'm going to save that for a story time video because this

is like a big story actually this is like a really long story and I feel like

I should just deserve a video on its own but the long story short naturally I do

have like pretty thick eyebrows and like they're like a weird texture they're

like very very thick hairs so I don't know why that is what I do but last year

I have to save part of this for the story time it was actually a funny story

but like basically my eyebrows got super thin and then I obviously was like yo

this is not really working out for me so I tried to grow them back out and what I

actually did was first off I wouldn't pick up them like I wouldn't pluck them

I wouldn't really do much to them like I didn't even get them done professionally

for a while or like waxed or like anything like that I didn't do anything

to them I just kind of let them grow out group I just kind of let them grow out

and then I also use the benefit they have this like brow serum sort of thing

I think it's called look one sec getting a clock yo yo I'm throwing a snapchat

Q&A right now yes cuz I was early okay sorry

umm oh my gosh I kind of lost my train of thought

oh yeah so the benefit they have this like I think it's called the Bravo brow

conditioner and that's what I used to kind of like grow out the brows cuz I it

was supposed to help with growth and I think it actually did like honestly I do

think that that health obviously it's not going to be

like overnight it took me probably like six months to a year to get them back to

the fullness that I had before before my world catastrophe happen that I need to

say for like an actual story time video or something but yeah that's what I did

I kind of just didn't touch them didn't pluck them I would fill them in a lot

thicker to know how I wanted them shaped eventually and then I use that benefit

brow conditioner we got some more coming up oh I'm so pretty love with you okay

so what inspired me to do YouTube I used to watch like tons of videos especially

zoella like zoella and Annie Jaffrey those are the two that like really got

to me like I would watch every single video no matter what I would be watching

those videos and then I was just kind of like you know what like I'm kind of

bored I want to make a video of my own so that's kind of how I got into it

honestly and the other thing was like I have too much makeup I should just use

like to try to use the makeup and if I make youtube videos like I'll probably

use the makeup up no that was like the literally the opposite thing happens but

equipment I started out with I literally started off with a laptop like my laptop

camera that was what I used to record my first few videos and then eventually I

went to like more of like a point in shoot and that the Canon t3i and that's

it and I just use like window lighting lights actual like I was just sitting in

front of a window okay Andrea j-man a 900 I love you um you

couldn't know I mean like I feel like it's literally just you gotta put

yourself out there which it's kind of scary at first but you know it's you're

really passionate about beauty and makeup and you want to share your

passions online then just start making videos and see where it goes from there

and like you'll find that you know if you're really into it

you're really passionate like you will want to keep making videos and silicates

just cars that's kind of it like you just have to do it and it's fun you know

so yeah I don't know I don't feel like that was horrible advice honestly but

that's kind of my advice just do it okay my friends okay love you girl

um I could wake up in the body of somebody else what would I do a singer I

would say either probably Miley Cyrus or Madison beer because I'm like low-key

obsessed with Madison beer right now but I would wake up in one of theirs shoes

because honestly like hello to you guys low-key I'm kind of embarrassed to even

say this but I love to sing I wouldn't say like I'm the best singer in the

world but like I really love singing and I wish I could be a singer like that's

kind of like a dream of mine is to be a singer and I think it would be so sick

to go on tour like that's like my biggest dream to go on tour so I would

love to wake up in the shoes are like Miley or Madison because I really really

admire their vocal talent if you will they're singing and I just if I were to

wake up in their shoes I would legit be like boom up go on tour right now let's

do it let's do it right now okay let's do a few more this is from Kia Robles

Robles I'm sorry I'm so bad with name pronunciation oh I love you too

hopefully you guys can see like the screen because I just never figured out

I was like super washed out when I'm showing it to camera but Yolo I guess

if I if I could lose any emotion I would say loneliness I'm just because like I

feel like one of my biggest fears is like getting left behind sort of thing

um and just feeling alone because that's what really really like I don't know it

just really scares me to like feel alone sometimes you know not just like

honestly like I'm pretty independent like I can go you know eat dinner by

myself or like I can do stuff by myself I can go to the movies but it's like I

just had this like the recurring nightmare when I was younger of like

getting literally like left behind like I would be like stranded in a desert and

like my family or my friends would just like drive away and just like leave me

there Oh getting picky to just think about it

but yeah that would probably be the feeling that I would like want to delete

because I feel like I would say like pain or sadness but I feel like those

you kind of need because sometimes like you know we're all human like we need to

feel sad we need to feel pain sometimes because that's all the light just went

out I think I think it just lost battery but that's what makes us who we are and

I feel like that is what makes happiness so special you know what I mean can you

see if this light it's going to work oh I think it's just like had like a sweet

thing okay this one is from Cass CJ ATAR I'm so sorry if I'm pronouncing

that no the light stopped the light is not ready okay so let's do this oh so

maybe you guys can see each other now see each other Oh literally watching one

of your videos right now oh girl you cannot see that what's your favorite

mascara to use I would say probably hmm they were not scared to use right now

the land comments your big bomb like literally bomb you guys I also really

like male ain't a shot those are probably like my top two favorites okay

hope M oh I accidentally clicked on a different one about the chat message but

this is from Cheska chat cata Baco I'm sorry again so sorry but

pronounce that wrong how long do you take to prepare and all that to prepare

to film it takes me probably like an hour if I'm getting ready like if I'm

putting makeup on it will take me like between an hour into two hours I'm

really really slow but I like to take my time like I like to set up my Netflix I

like to watch friends I like to like get in the vibe you know before I like

actually get ready for anything okay what is our next question now this

is hope and love you girl um what made me first fall in love with

Mako well I was a senior skater my whole life so I was wearing makeup from a

really young age like literally probably five years old but I feel like what made

me fall in love with makeup is actually the confidence that it ensues in me like

when I put on makeup I feel just I don't know how to explain it like I feel like

myself but like almost like a little bit of a better version or like just more

confident version I guess I would say and that is something that I feel like I

want to spread like it's I hate when I hear like makeup shaming and stuff like

that because like I don't know I mean it's just it I feel like makeup is your

enhancing what you like about yourself you know what I mean and like you're

really if you it's obviously you but like you're making yourself more

confident and like that's what I love about makeup that's what really made me

fall in love with makeup and like just helping other people feel that way like

and you know what I mean like that was kind of like um I don't know that's kind

of what I love about makeup honestly plus you know that highlight though

that's what I love yeah good highlights okay this one's

from backbone

my oh my god dude that is like a super hard question

honestly because you guys know I love nude lips okay no I know exactly which

one it is honestly because I keep it in with me at all times like I literally

never leave my house without it and exist right here so this is from Mac and

it is the shade peach sock this is my favorite lipstick of Ulta or nude

lipstick of all time because I mean I feel like it has to be my favorite if I

keep it with me at all times you know okay let's do a couple more I

stabbed my lightning right out let me see if I can get it working then no it's

out well maybe we can turn on this no okay no my car's not even on okay this

one is from Sophia awesome era I'll see you know um and again oh my god

I'm so upset that okay there we go we can see you

cheer up so what age did he start raining me because I really do wanna

wear makeup my mom wearing it oh well I think I was like a little bit of a

different situation which we got just because I was a figure skater growing up

so like for competitions I was wearing makeup like I just said from a really

really really young age like I'm telling you literally I was 5 years old and I

was already wearing makeup but on a day-to-day basis I didn't start

wearing makeup until I was probably like 15 14 or 15 I would say but I think it's

a pretty different you know it you know obviously depends what your family

wishes but also I don't know I mean I feel like everybody is in different

circumstances but yeah I was probably like 15 when I started wearing it on an

everyday basis and literally all I would wear was like a little bit of brown

eyeshadow and like mascara and I was like oh my god this is a full face of

makeup this is too much honestly this is too much and I would like go left I

remember the first time I wore makeup I like what up tomorrow I was like does

this look like too much and it was literally I could you not a light brown

eyeshadow and mascara like I wasn't wearing any face makeup at all and I was

just super scared um okay being my friend here but let me

do a few more I keep saying that I know okay so this was from a money Shawn to

me if you were to be karma seers because it's my first year as if I got there

maybe I would pray hey okay so long for a short I didn't even know become what's

happening and so I didn't know hey my friend of got here so I didn't know

VidCon was happening but I just found out because my friend Asia and my friend

amber were like oh my god are you going to VidCon so I don't know if I'm going

I'm trying I talked to my manager about possibly going and like helping me do

classes so I'm trying to go fingers crossed if I do go it'll be on Thursday

so hopefully I can go hopefully I can see you guys because I think that would

be sick and I'm really really excited whenever I go to gem Beauty which is

like the main I guess like event or like convention sort of thing that I have

been to in the past it's so much fun to meet you guys it's like litter the

highlight of my life so fingers crossed that I can go to VidCon okay well my

friend just got here so I'm going to end the QA right here but thank you guys for

sending your questions my light just broke so I'm sure you guys can't even

see me right now but I love you guys and it's always nice to do this maybe I'll

do this more often they will do like impromptu snapchat Q&A is more often

like whenever I can oh no a few guys later