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TOP 5 DISNEY PARIA OUBLIÉS - Gusgus - Duration: 3:21.

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Kate Middleton Warns About Addictive Social Media (But YouTube is Fine ;-)) (2018) - Duration: 2:49.

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Как женщины унижают мужчин? Ошибки в отношениях. Часть 3. [Татьяна Макарова] Психология отношений - Duration: 4:21.

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How to Deal with Postpartum Hair Loss - Treat Postpartum Hair Loss Naturally - Duration: 3:22.

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Аниме приколы под музыку #48 | Анкорд жжет |anime crack |Аниме моменты |Аниме музыка (Specially) +18 - Duration: 4:47.

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JOALIN LOUKAMAA (NOW UNITED) - FIRST VLOG! (Legendado PT-BR) - Duration: 6:54.

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La Tierra Hueca DESMONTADA - Duration: 6:46.

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Atariquest - Episodio I | ANIMACIÓN | Pitfall y Frogger - Duration: 1:46.

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I Stopped Having Sex For A Year - Duration: 7:15.

- Choosing to not have sex for a year

is really fucking difficult.

I won't sugar coat that, but, if I'm being for real,

for real, it's an experience that I don't regret.

(soft music)

My name is Daysha and I challenged myself

to go a whole year without having sex.

Well, kind of a whole year.

Like many women, when I first started having sex,

I couldn't have an orgasm,

and it's not like I didn't have the ability.

In fact, I was very well aware of my ability.

(laughing)

But for whatever reason, whenever I tried to recreate

that flame with someone else, it's like I couldn't

get the wick to burn.

The closest I ever came to having one,

until I met Brandon a year ago,

was when I was in my first and only long term relationship.

It wasn't an orgasm, I know that now,

but for a long time, it was the closest I'd ever come.

You gotta admit, that was a really good pun.

(laughing)

Brandon was the first guy since my ex-boyfriend

that I seriously wanted to consider dating.

From the moment we first met,

he always knew how to make me feel comfortable.

Our first date lasted for hours,

talking about everything and anything.

The way he pulled me in and held me close

on our second date, he would switch between caressing

and lightly pressing on my thighs.

There was this harmonious combination of love

and lust in his touch that gave me those

damn proverbial butterflies.

Date three was the night.

Before we got into, I noticed him kind of looking

me over with this look in his eye

that I was really unfamiliar with.

He said to me,

"You are so beautiful."

I wanted to jump out of a motherfucking window

because that was the first time that anyone

had ever said that to me and he said it in a way

that actually made me believe him.

You know what's even crazier?

When we did end up having sex that night,

I orgasmed, but I didn't even orgasm from penetration.

I remember just kind of laying back, stunned,

after it happened.

I was like, "How did he do that?"

I have never felt comfortable enough with anyone

to let that happen.

But I can tell you I was really excited

to try and explore. (laughing)

Brandon and I didn't last for reasons

that are way too long to get into for this video,

and we only had sex that one time.

When we finally did decide to split,

I decided that I needed to sex him out of my memory.

Jack had all the elements that we as women

are taught are supposed to make good sex.

He had a body that was a work of the gods.

The way he kissed me.

It was so tender and sweet,

and, you know, I don't wanna get into too many details

about his you-know-what, but let's just say,

it was a package worth being home to accept

from the mailman personally.

Oh my god. (laughing)

My mom. (laughing)

When we finished sans orgasm on my end,

I didn't know how to feel.

Here was this dreamboat that I had been taught

would give me all of the orgasms that I

could ever imagine and that 14-year-old me

would have flipped a shit to know

that she got this guy to have sex with her.

And I couldn't orgasm.

But after sleeping with Jack,

I just kind of realized I needed to chill the fuck out.

In August, Brandon entered into a relationship

with someone else and I always thought that

I didn't know what sparked my orgasm with Brandon

but now I believe that it was me finally learning

to let someone in and to trust them mentally and physically.

I feel like my inability to have an orgasm was

my body's weird way of saying,

"Your orgasm is worth so much more than these

"fuck boys who won't even acknowledge you

"after they come.

"You are not broken, you just don't trust them."

It was in this moment that I realized,

I needed to figure out how to be with someone

without sex and learn how to build that trust.

After reading an interesting article about

this one guy's celibacy journey,

it actually encouraged me to pursue the idea

of dating while celibate.

He basically talked about how being celibate eliminated

a lot of the pressure of the

when is too soon to have sex and what is this gonna mean

and it truly allowed him to connect with the person

he was dating.

Alex was like the relationship that

I always imagined having in college.

It was fast and fun

and just completely unpredictable.

So,

I definitely noticed the shift in our relationship

the night that I told him.

Even though Alex said that he was 100% okay

with my decision to not have sex,

his actions definitely started to show how much

he actually wasn't.

My celibacy journey was starting to stress me out.

I really hated the idea of losing another

"great guy" to my little experiment, but,

being with Jay actually really reminded me

of the significance of why I was doing this

in the first place.

After I told Jay I was celibate, I always had this

small twinge of fear.

I was wondering when the text that would

initiate his slow fade would finally come.

But it never did.

I did instead. (laughing)

Sorry.

Jay, in a lot of ways like Brandon,

not only said the right things,

but mainly let his actions do the talking.

On our first date, he and I also talked for hours,

which made me realize my love of deep conversation.

The way he grabbed my hand and caressed my palm,

it had the same twinge of love and lust

that Brandon had introduced me to many months ago.

But I feel like what really did it was his

genuine ability to embrace new things.

Whether that meant making out with me

while I had an eye patch on because I scratched

my cornea or being able to fully embrace and not

being threatened by my sex toys,

or just accepting the fact that I wasn't

having sex for two more months.

He made it very clear through his constant

engagement, his affection, and his respect

for my decisions that this was what I needed

to fully trust someone both mentally and physically.

Two weeks shy of my celibacy expiration date,

which was six weeks after we met,

I finally decided, I just wanted to have sex with Jay.

(laughing)

I know, I know.

There were only two weeks left.

But, I felt like at this point, it was only

going against everything that I set out to prove.

My goal was to figure out how to put

my pleasure first and learn how to build that trust.

Our sex is amazing,

but it's not always perfect.

I don't always orgasm every time,

but I also love that we built this sense of trust

where I don't feel internally pressured to have to

orgasm every time.

Sometimes, it really is just as simple as knowing

that every part of you trusts them.

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5 DIY Home Decor Ideas From Dollar Store Products - Duration: 3:51.

Sad to find your family photos lying around collecting dust.

Try one idea I am about to present to you.

More on that later.

This is 5 DIY Home decor ideas from Dollar store products by simphome.com

1. Candle Lampshade

Not only for drinking, some types of glasses also have other functions.

They can be used as candle lampshade for example.

Look at all glasses you have in your cabinet then choose your favorite ones.

This idea only costs you decorative papers

since you already have the glasses.

It will look better if you choose the same type of glass.

Cover your favorite glasses with the decorative papers,

and then you can use it as candle lampshade.

2. Picture Frame Terrarium

If you like putting any plants in your house,

then you need to try this idea.

The concept is almost same with the mirror boxes idea,

but this time you need to create a home decor in a bigger size.

If you do not have any unused picture frames,

you can buy the cheap ones

since you will not use it as a picture frame.

Simply glue the side of the frames to build the terrarium

and smaller frames to build the roof.

Then put any houseplants inside it.

Make sure the terrarium can be opened in case you want to replace the houseplants.

3. Picture Frame Jewelry Holder

Still using a picture frame as the main materials,

it looks like you will need less picture frame this time,

except you have a ton of jewelries.

The application is pretty simple.

Try to start with one frame first and see if you can make it.

You need to cover the frame using linen fabric first,

before you apply the cup hooks.

Use as many cup hooks as you need,

depending on the jewelries you are going to hold in the frame.

4. Picture Frame Luminaries

This time, you will use the appropriate function of a picture frame.

This idea will work better for those who have family photos

since we really use the picture frames to hold photos.

The concept is most likely the same with picture frame terrarium idea.

You will need four frames with photo on each of it,

but do not forget to add any decorative papers with the photos.

Glue all the four frames so they can stand by themselves.

The last step is adding some light in the middle of the frames.

You can use either LED candles or tea light candles.

5. Magnetic Memo Board.

If you feel bored with an ordinary memo board,

this idea is recommended for you.

It offers you a new type of memo board.

Use a metal burner cover as the main material

and make sure it has flat surface.

To make it look different, apply some patterned paper

and spray paint to cover the metal.

You can freely express your taste on your memo board.

Then after finish covering, put some magnets to hold any papers on the metal

That's it for now.

I hope some of those DIY Home decor ideas inspire you to take actions.

Come back again next time with more home, Kitchen makeover and decorating ideas.

Like this video, comment it, or better yet share it with everyone in your social circle.

Don't forget to press subscribe button if this channel is new to you.

See you again later and thanks for watching

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Big Turbo Cars Engine 1000HP+ | Car Life - Duration: 6:30.

Cars Engine 1000HP+

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РАРИТЕТНАЯ МОНЕТА 1 копейка 1949 года цена и все разновидности этой монеты СССР Продажа на виолити - Duration: 3:16.

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MASHA ALLAH Enjoying and Fun For kids Indoor Slide | Enjoy - Duration: 0:34.

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Are you afraid you are afraid THE EVIL WİTHİN 2 - PART 2 - Duration: 34:55.

Are you afraid you are not afraid THE EVIL WİTHİN 2 - PART 2

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Current Affairs in Gujarati - Week 46 November 2017 - Duration: 4:29.

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Mostly Boys Like and love these type of girls - Duration: 3:48.

boys and girls realtion

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My Boyfriend Was Misdiagnosed With Cancer - Duration: 7:17.

- Four and a half years ago,

my husband was misdiagnosed with cancer

and this is that story.

Picture this.

2012.

Things are amazing.

I had been dating Jake for about six months

and we were obsessed with each other,

as young couples are.

So we are moving in together

and it was really exciting.

Jake's mom, after a 10 year battle with cancer,

had just been given a clean bill of health.

So we were all feeling pretty good.

After maybe a week of living together,

Jake woke up one morning and was like,

"My neck hurts."

I was lying down and couldn't really see him

so I was like, "You probably just slept on it funny."

And he was like, "No.

"It feels really weird."

When I did look up,

it looked like Jake had a literal baseball

inside his neck.

Obviously we were both a little freaked out.

I called my dad right away because he's a doctor.

He's a gynecologist, but whatever.

It's all the same.

I told him Jake's symptoms and he said

"It sounds like it could be mono."

So I was like, "Okay, maybe that's it."

Jake wasn't in too much pain so we decided

to wait a day before seeing a doctor.

The next day, his neck had only increased in size.

Instead of seeing a specialist,

he decided to see whoever had the soonest appointment.

The doctor was like, "What the fuck?

"I have no idea.

"You need to go to this ear, nose, and throat specialist."

So we went and this frazzled little doctor comes in

with these magnifying glasses on his head and he's like,

"We have reason to believe this is lymphoma."

Now keep in mind, Jake's mom had literally

just recovered from the same type of cancer a week ago.

So I was just like, "Nope."

I asked the doctor if they were gonna check for mono

and he was like, "There's no way.

"There's no need.

"It can't be mono 'cause his neck is too big.

"It's 100% lymphoma."

So they did a needle biopsy right then and there

and ran it through a lab while we sat

in the waiting room.

They finally called us in and they said,

"The mass is monoclonal,

"so it's most likely lymphoma,

"we just don't know what type."

So they referred us to an oncologist at a big

New York City hospital.

Coincidentally, the same hospital Jake's mom

had just been discharged from.

The oncologist we met with agreed that it was

definitely presenting as lymphoma.

I asked again, had they checked for mono?

I was ignored.

They might have well said, "Lauren, shhh.

"The men are talking."

I was getting increasingly frustrated.

The oncologist sent us to a surgeon to get

a bigger biopsy.

The oncologist and the surgeon both agreed

at the rate Jake's neck was expanding,

it was an aggressive cancer and we needed

to get a sample right away.

Since they were in such a rush

and there wasn't any room in the OR,

they decide to do the biopsy right there

in the exam room.

The next day we came in and we expected it

to just be like a simple snip of Jake's neck.

It wasn't.

So the surgeon opened Jake's neck

while I sat there in the room for moral support.

But as he tried to get some tissue,

something went really wrong.

It was harder to get tissue from the mass than expected

and Jake was starting to bleed a lot.

For about 30 minutes the nurse held Jake's neck open

with these clamps while the doctor prodded around.

He couldn't get anything,

and at this point, we were very deep into Jake's neck.

So Jake was only under local anesthetic

and it was starting to wear off.

Now, Jake could feel everything.

The bleeding started to get so out of hand,

he needed to address that instead of getting any tissue.

Meanwhile, I was holding Jake's hand,

who was gripping it for dear life.

At one point, the doctor even had me turning knobs

on the cauterization machine 'cause

there weren't enough nurses.

And Jake's legs were twitching every time

they poked him with the cauterizer.

They finally closed Jake's neck but they didn't

get enough of a sample as they needed so it

was basically for nothing.

We scheduled a biopsy for the next day

in an actual operating room.

Luckily, this biopsy went smoothly.

Jake got to sleep through this one,

and shout out to Candy Crush for getting me

through all the waiting.

In the meantime,

since this was such an aggressive cancer,

we were scheduling Jake's first chemo appointment.

Because of that, we had to freeze some of Jake's soldiers

in case they got affected by the chemo.

Now, we were very much in love,

but at six months we were deciding who his sample

would go to if something were to happen to him.

Obviously we said me but it was a pretty

intense conversation to have so early on.

I'll say this.

If you ever wanna know if you've found the one,

just have a near-death experience.

Really clarifies things.

Shortly after the second biopsy,

Jake's neck started to expand,

but in a new, different way.

It was massive and hot to the touch.

He then got a fever.

It was probably around 100 at about 10 pm that night.

So we called, and they told us to hang tight

until the next morning.

That night did not go well.

Jake's fever kept going up through the night.

He was on a massive amount of drugs so he kept

passing out.

Every time I was like, "Let's go to the hospital,"

he'd pass out.

And then I'd check his temperature,

then I would pass out.

And this went on until the morning.

We're pretty sure he almost died that night.

We went to the hospital the next day at seven am.

By the time we were seen by the doctor,

Jake literally had two heads.

The doctor immediately opened Jake's neck

and this next part is not for the weak of stomach.

Just an explosion of pus came out of Jake's neck.

I've never seen anything like it.

It was like liquid vanilla pudding.

In the midst of this, the doctor asked if we were married.

We said we were not.

And the he told Jake,

"You'd better propose after all of this."

I actually think after you see the inside

of someone's neck enough times,

it's customary to get engaged.

So we went back home and Jake had a huge hole

in his neck and couldn't lie down 'cause it was draining

and was just totally fucked for a couple of weeks.

Later that week, Jake had a full body MRI.

They told us his body was covered in masses.

We were devastated.

We went home and waited for the final biopsy results.

They kept pushing Jake's first chemo appointment back

until they found the cell they were looking for.

This was three weeks of changing bandages,

tons of medicine,

basically full time nursing.

Sometime during the fourth week,

we decided to go out to dinner to take

our mind off of everything.

Suddenly, Jake got a call from the doctor.

He said they still hadn't found anything in the biopsy yet

which leads them to believe it's a non Hodgkin's Lymphoma,

which is far deadlier than Hodgkin's Lymphoma.

I cried into my enchiladas.

Another week or so passed and they were

running the biopsy through a second scan.

Eventually we were called in for a meeting

with the oncologist with Jake's first chemo session

looming over our heads.

Then he explained to us they didn't find any cancer cells

in the second scan, but they did find Epstein-Barr, aka,

mono.

It was a huge relief.

We had a new lease on life and Jake had a giant scar

on his neck forever.

Now, I bet you're asking yourself,

"Why didn't you sue?"

Being there in the moment, I had no doubt those doctors

were trying to save Jake's life.

They truly believed he was about to die.

It may not have gone perfectly, but,

they're human and shit happens.

No obstacle seems to big after you've been

through something like that together.

We were engaged shortly after.

When you feel so close to losing someone you love,

you just don't wanna waste any time getting

your life started.

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Edgar's rap - Duration: 0:28.

Well, let's do this.

Lemme put on some nice music.

♪ Epic rap music instrumental ♪