what's up everybody welcome back to my
  channel today's video it's a little
  heavy it's something I never thought I
  would be sitting in front of a camera
  and talking about but I think this is
  definitely a new chapter for me in my
  life and I would love to share some more
  things and maybe there are people out
  there that have similar problems or
  similar medical conditions as the one I
  am about to reveal you saw the thumbnail
  that's real footage and you were about
  to see some very graphic content not
  blood no cutting nothing crazy like that
  but there are some graphic scenes of me
  in the hospital room being put under
  anesthesia I look very disturbed for a
  minute it's very weird... there's a lot
  happening so if you are bothered by
  medical stuff I'm just warning you now
  there will be that type of footage
  throughout this video! so today we're
  going to be talking about a very dark
  medical secret that I've had for a while
  we're talking since I was six years old
  I first noticed this problem I had no
  idea what it was at the time obviously
  at such a young age but we know any like
  have been embarrassed by something your
  whole life you've had something a secret
  forever you've never told a stranger
  you're like family your mom is really
  the only one that knows that's what this
  is and once you find out what it is you
  may think it's nothing you may pick oh
  good that's whatever to me it's been
  something that has hindered my life it's
  something that has haunted me and it
  involves chewing it involves swallowing
  it involves my esophagus so recently me
  and my assistant Madison went for a
  crazy procedure where we had our
  esophagus is dilated and widened to help
  with a problem we have now if you're
  probably like what the fuck are you guys
  talking about we have a condition that
  is really hard to pronounce it is a
  tongue twister it is called yo Cinna
  philic esophagitis okay bitch that is a
  tongue twister so I'm gonna pull up the
  definition now the doctor will be on
  camera shortly in the operating room but
  basically I have a condition where I
  have problems swallowing food now
  let me just get the dick sucking jokes
  out the way bitch I can take an 11-inch
  or down this throat now my swallowing
  right here is not the problem I throat
  is good honey I actually don't even have
  a gag reflex I cannot make myself throw
  up I haven't thrown up in years except
  one time in Hawaii a few years ago never
  again I could take my finger I don't
  choke I don't make any noise nothing
  bothers me right yes that's why Nathan's
  here but all sexual jokes aside there is
  something severely wrong with my
  esophagus which is way lower right here
  gonna pulp the definition and on Google
  it says that it is a allergic
  inflammatory condition of the esophagus
  that involves eosinophils a type of
  white blood cell symptoms are swallowing
  difficulty high food impaction remember
  that a vomiting not me thank God and
  heartburn definitely experienced that
  how do you treat it there's really not
  there's no cure okay so I have to live
  with this for the rest of my life now a
  lot of you probably like what is all
  this really mean basically when I was
  six years old it was the first time I
  choked on a piece of food like actually
  choked where I couldn't breathe and it
  was like it was like right here and I'll
  never forget that fear that panic even
  though it was so long ago I will never
  forget the fear of almost choking to
  death
  No thank God in Orange County the fire
  department was down the street they
  saved my life
  I've never eaten a piece of steak since
  then it's not that's crazy right I just
  have this fear any food that I've ever
  had an issue with I've never eaten again
  it's very scary so if I don't chew my
  food correctly it gets stuck now when I
  was six years old that incident I
  actually choked ever since then I've had
  about eight or nine times throughout my
  life recently two years ago where I will
  get food stuck now it's a very bizarre
  situation because I'm not choking right
  I'm not like it gets stuck where I can't
  even swallow my own saliva which is
  obviously horrifying it happens when I'm
  very stressed out it happens if I don't
  chew correctly and I'm just like talking
  and overthinking and the food gets stuck
  and what do you have to do you have to
  go to the emergency room you have to get
  the food knocked
  you got to be put under or you have to
  have it removed I've had scenarios where
  the doctor kept me awake and they took a
  clear tube and ice water and shoved it
  down my throat and knocked the food out
  and pulled it out and there was like a
  mushroom I've been put under where
  they've had to had a gastro surgeon come
  in and removed the food so this is
  something that has haunted me my entire
  life until about five years ago I kind
  of didn't acknowledge it it was just
  something to happen to me and I didn't
  want to really talk about it but five
  years ago it was really bad and I was on
  a photo shoot I was in Wisconsin on set
  actually shooting the single for love to
  my Cobain my last single I ever wrote
  and I got food stuck and it was so bad
  and so scary I said I have to find
  someone who could help me so after some
  extensive research on this condition I
  googled it I found people that had
  similar situations and who and if you've
  watched my video about my mother
  recently she has the same condition
  didn't know that it's like insane so I
  find dr. Edwards share and I see him I
  have a visit I have a consultation I
  even set up an appointment to get this
  operation done that I'm about to show
  you and I bitched out I didn't do it I
  got scared it wasn't the right timing I
  kept putting it off I changed the
  appointment and five more years went by
  a lot of it had to do with my teeth so
  if you don't know I've had my whole
  mouth restored prior to that my back
  teeth were really bad okay so this
  wasn't just about cosmetics or being
  insecure it also hindered me and made my
  life worse because normal people's teeth
  obviously you bite down and your teeth
  hit perfectly mine was like this where I
  could barely chew my food correctly
  because my teeth were inverted I'm gonna
  do a whole teeth story one day because I
  want to show you guys the before and
  afters and what's what really happened
  cuz it was a hellacious journey so it
  has been such a battle
  I love eating I eat all the time you
  guys know I have a very fast metabolism
  so I do eat all the time I just have to
  chew five times more than the average
  person so if you ever around me or you
  ever see me bitch
  everyone's meals done and I'm like
  halfway done
  something bad happened a few months ago
  I was eating a hot dog on a bun the bun
  was dry I hadn't eaten all um that
  morning I'd filmed something I was like
  yeah we're gonna go to a barbecue and I
  went to my friend's house and I
  literally was in the house for two
  minutes
  chewed stuck and normally have to go to
  the hospital but for a few hours I let
  myself sit and relax and it's still
  stuck I was panicking and like Maddie I
  donno what to do I need to go to a
  hospital and then I was like I'm just so
  tired like sometimes I know it sounds so
  dumb but I was like so tired I didn't
  want to go to the hospital for the first
  time so another six hours went by girl
  took a few hits I relaxed I was in bed
  in one position for hours like sitting
  up like and the bread finally shifted
  and I'll never forget that fear melting
  away and the food went down and I was
  like oh my god I cannot believe it went
  down and I was so scared about happening
  again
  the next day I went to the doctor and I
  made another appointment
  went back to dr. Cher and in the midst
  of all this I find out that my assistant
  Madison has the same condition now what
  are the odds were all from Orange County
  something's in the water
  Huntington Beach I want the mayor to
  call me so my mom has this problem I
  have this problem now this person that
  has entered my life has the same problem
  and it's like whoa it's so weird so she
  she goes mad he goes I've had the
  surgery was it's not a surgery it's like
  you'll see what it is it's not cutting
  it's not blood but it's widening it's
  dilating so Maddie had this operation
  done once and they it helped it dilated
  her but it's been years now here's the
  thing there's no cure your throat and
  your esophagus will shrink back you know
  naturally some people it's quick some
  people it's takes years who knows so
  she's felt herself a little weird so I'm
  like you know what we're pulling a
  double girl what'd you say earlier
  Christian
  fuck man you got a laugh during a
  serious video you guys life's dark I'm
  like I have to laugh at my own condition
  what am I gonna do cry every night so
  two holes for the price of one I said
  you know what let's boat let's do a
  double widening all right now I'm gonna
  take you into the hospital room and you
  guys are about to see what went down all
  right you guys I am about to get my I'll
  forget something whitened I know this is
  the craziest thing ever so we got the
  blends iakh is here and we're gonna put
  on our scrubs so I go in there and maybe
  some of you out there going are you
  nervous honestly I'm ready I'm not I'm
  ready to get this issue handled and
  taking care of it's definitely it's been
  a long time coming
  I should add Gucci make me accounting
  myself it's a long evening what happened
  last night
  oh it's working okay so he's gonna die
  late today yeah I've never done it
  before
  definitely give you more information
  about what he finds there after he takes
  a look - I'm gonna get it off those
  Corey today so what we're gonna do today
  yeah you're gonna breathe it on your own
  yeah dr. ose you take a look down there
  I'm expecting to find some narrowing
  some significant
  thickening of the Rico's me down gently
  violent biopsy it and then you decide
  what to do in the future
  okay they decide to be some swallowed
  steroid
  it's shit we need to or this may take
  you for the next you know your two or
  three whatever okay these are two
  dollars and fifty cents
  I'll write you guys I am about to be put
  under we're gonna do some heavy Twilight
  sleep and I'm gonna be passed out I
  don't think it was ever seen being
  passed out on this channel before so
  it's about to get interesting
  nice and quiet yeah like
  you're a tea party yeah that's the drugs
  a little bit oh yeah sure today I feel
  like we're in a wolf of Wall Street with
  the song on it perfect how are you shy
  why do you let me live okay belly button
  that way
  very fast yeah 15 30 seconds
  thirty Seconds Chris okay
  you suppose our egress here we go
  Oh
  yep
  all right
  oh that is a little hard to watch seeing
  yourself go under the eyes rolling back
  in my head it was very disturbing the
  first time that Chris played for me I
  was like whoa that is so obviously I'm
  under I have no idea what went down so
  you may wonder Geoffrey why don't you
  show more so I guess while that was
  under my esophagus was so narrow the
  camera and the equipment was really
  irritating me so I was kind of like what
  were you saying Christian that guys yeah
  so it's called imagining you're under
  and your body is coughing and sneezing
  so they didn't want me to show it look
  like I was having a seizure or anything
  cause it was nothing wrong with me I'm
  medically completely fine yeah I looked
  probably crazy so there probably a girl
  cut so they asked Christian to leave for
  a minute so they could finish the
  procedure obviously and then after mine
  they did Madison's right away so we
  first of all what do you guys think
  about all this what do you think about
  the fun is you just watched does it
  creep you out a creeped me out for real
  but I wanted to share this because I
  don't know if there are more of you out
  there that have this issue or maybe you
  just might learn something new and I
  just kind of wanted to share things that
  I am afraid to talk about and I wanted
  to challenge myself so this is really
  why I made this video now
  we're gonna but we're about to have some
  laughs because this is kind of like a
  long loop we're about to happen but
  there is footage I forgot existed where
  me and Madison come out of anesthesia
  and well let me bring Maddie in here
  we're gonna watch this for the first
  time so she doesn't know this but she's
  coming over right now I had to come over
  here and I said hey we're about to play
  something funny now we've done this
  procedure a few weeks ago she is know
  what's about to happen so hi girl
  hi so Madison is usually behind the
  scenes but she's my personal assistant
  and she travels everywhere with me and
  you also have see is gonna feel like
  esophagitis
  it's a tongue-twister it's a
  tongue-twister now when we both bonded
  over that how do you bond over an odds
  what are the odds so you had the
  procedure done once yeah like for almost
  five years ago and they were able to
  widen it a little bit but they told me
  you know as the years go by
  you're probably gonna tighten up again
  so you're gonna want to do it probably
  one maybe two more times over the next
  like ten years so sounds like my badger
  plasti vaginal rejuvenation right yeah
  yeah so I was skeptical but it actually
  worked for her so you know what great
  but it's been it was yours for you so
  you're ready for round two
  I was ready ready for another widening
  the perfect time you haven't even seen
  the footage from me being put out there
  yet but I do want to show you us coming
  out of anesthesia okay we're gonna watch
  that I'm so scared
  I've watched a clip of this and I was
  like oh my god I didn't I've never seen
  it edited right here in our faces so
  we're gonna see us both coming out of
  anesthesia and I don't remember anything
  really I don't know how did we get home
  do Bo burrow didn't oh you drove us
  never laid out in the back seat and I
  was in the front cuz you were what you
  went under they had you under longer oh
  let's talk about this oh my god I had
  more anesthesia as well so you were like
  way more groggy than I was
  cuz mine was like I think mine was like
  20 minutes so it was like super quick my
  god
  over about like 30 hmm so you were much
  more out of it than I was when we got in
  the car you're like I just need to lay
  down and go just lay flat in the
  backseat this looks like to blackout
  while drinking or no yeah kinda
  whoof yeah y'all are crazy
  I slept in the back of your car yeah
  okay we're just gonna click play we're
  just gonna dive into it we're turning up
  the volume and oh yeah here we go
  Jeffrey asia-pacific that take that is
  the we'd rather watch yeah it was crazy
  pausing oh wow
  Ida flops right back over so I must have
  fell back asleep right Chris or no good
  good all right
  oh my god my honor
  like fuck it up I need help
  where's the star mayor let's do this but
  I can't just say
  no I dig me let me down no it's a
  burning right now with a tiny bit for no
  craziness yeah I like I need cold stone
  now I like these go ahead
  what personnel do you want I want Nate
  this down the game we have to be a lot
  of calories one which I want to go to
  Red Robin I want to go to Chili's I'm
  gonna go to Waffle House I'm gonna go to
  crab roe crack copper barrel after
  barrel cracker bro I need you bitch I
  know you're all enjoy a legend and hate
  me but I need your pancakes okay what's
  up girl
  like the worst I've ever seen holy man
  solodar two areas that a pretty darn
  tight okay I'm up here in the middle
  yeah i dilated very very carefully okay
  I could not get the scope to into the
  stomach
  wow that rare is about 11 millimeters in
  diameter well it's usually such a
  situation and dilated enough you can
  smoke through but I was being a married
  that's the special careful okay as I
  mentioned not too little not too much
  yeah so I'm not sure how much detail you
  want but
  until I got a so called dilation effect
  okay meaning old terror the mucosa and
  we need to come back a little bit more
  okay I think I swallowed steroids
  what y'all abandoned that me would be a
  good plan okay wow yeah that was her not
  too bad oh she was a piece of cake
  doesn't want to get married but she's
  there I'm not really an older older man
  but she was in my throat and we're not
  dating I'm like new experiences I don't
  remember any of that
  that such that is so weird to see I am
  like fully on another planet I don't
  really I don't remember I don't I
  remember like one sentence I said I
  think like about eating everything else
  a full blur a full blink Wow how the
  human brain is weird
  how do you still see yourself like that
  I think if I would have seen myself how
  you saw yourself a beat even though that
  is really hilarious to me cuz I don't
  remember I thought everything was so
  funny
  okay so as you guys saw he said that
  mine so yours wasn't his narrow
  obviously yeah she's had it before and
  then he dilated her even wider which is
  amazing have you had any problem since
  not anything major no just like more
  more normal heartburn which is yeah part
  of this mission
  now you guys saw him say that he could
  even fit the scope down where they could
  normally do it and someone's like what
  chest kind of area yeah
  it's like right here I couldn't do it
  and I was like whoa he said one of mine
  was the worst ever I was just like great
  but hey if this is what's wrong with me
  you got to deal with it so since then I
  have been on the steroid medication it
  has helped I have had no choking or
  weird swallowing issues I've had
  instance where maybe felt a little weird
  but I was like nothing like oh my god
  I'm freaking out yeah and everything's
  been fine now what did the doctor say
  that I have to do go back yeah they want
  me to go back so they want to try again
  in a few months if I'm up for it
  I don't know I'm always very scared
  about being put under I kind of have
  like I don't care but I do care type of
  thing in my head you just never know
  what can go wrong
  that's the scary part so I rarely do
  those things but I really wanted to get
  this procedure done I'm so glad we did
  it together
  I never knew Matt bond over us something
  like this before so are you glad you did
  it
  yes thank you so much of course and I am
  so happy I did it finally I think it was
  long overdue and I'm glad I got over the
  fear what do you guys think of all this
  I want to I want to hear what they have
  to say meet you let us know your
  thoughts your prayers and yeah thank you
  for joining us on this weird crazy
  medical secret journey if you're ever
  sad or depressed rewind the part where I
  get put under thank you for watching
  guys see you on the next one mwah
     
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