Chủ Nhật, 1 tháng 4, 2018

Waching daily Apr 1 2018

You Go For Me, Very Beautiful Song of Love

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GOOD - Duration: 0:50.

The spectacle presents itself as something enormously positive, indisputable and inaccessible.

It says nothing more than "that which appears is good, that which is good appears."

Life presents itself as an accumulation of spectacles

Everything directly lived has moved away into a representation.

In a world which is upside down, the true is a moment of the false.

The spectacle is not a collection of images, but a social relation among people, mediated by images.

The spectacle is the nightmare of an imprisoned society which expresses nothing more than its desire to sleep

The spectacle is the guardian of that sleep.

The spectacle is the material reconstruction of the religious illusion.

The servitude which it demands is obtained by it's manner of appearing without reply.

This is why the spectator feels at home nowhere, because the spectacle is everywhere.

Even dissatisfaction itself has became a commodity.

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VAV, London March 25th 2018 - Duration: 58:42.

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Second Karoly'Live Guest Kon Cept (short add) - Duration: 1:11.

Hello Guys

I just sent an SMS to my new guest of my second LIVE .. Tuesday at 4 at the afternoon

Very good musician singer and DJ

If you don't know whom I mean

He is KON CEPT

Above the video you can see the link to his new remix video clip on you tube

We will talk about his carrier and of course Eurovision to get to know him better

Tuesday at 4 o'clock PM on Facebook

and if you could bother to click on my you tube channel link to than you find the link above the video and click SUBSCRIBE ..Thank You !!

SUBSCRIBE

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Evolution of YouTube 2005-2018 - Duration: 11:28.

page of youtube.com you can see that it looks like Flickr it does look like

Flickr I know they've copied a little bit like recently viewed videos and then

you have all the tags along the right-hand side here what we'll do is

we'll go in I've had have actually my favorite videos listed here and just to

show you what the video actually looks like when we play it play it we'll just

click on this this is hak5 or ha

here is your chance hi everyone this is Joe and I've been

the engineer working on new groups for the last couple months we hope you like

the updated interface we find that it's more intuitive to use now to get rid of

this starter video go ahead and submit your own have fun hi everyone this is as

you can see here many of our partners and users have already migrated to new

channels here's the White House here's ice-floe studios here's that'

Grum and here's vlogbrothers besides looking cooler on each of these channels

the purpose of the redesign is really to make your channel your home on YouTube

my name is Peter Bradshaw and I'm a software engineer here at YouTube a

youtube we're constantly inspired by the amazing things our users do on the site

one thing we know it's recently is that many users upload 3d videos these videos

consist of a pair of images combined in one of a number of ways this means that

if you want to experience the 3d some brands the opportunity to interact with

consumers in a dynamic way anyone can start a moderated series on their

YouTube channel your audience submits questions as video or text and votes

their favorites to the top that way you can respond to an unlimited number of

people with ease and get immediate insight into what your are

oh hello there everyone knows change can be good but it always helps to

understand what's changed and why I'm here to give you a hand with that and

show you the new video page tah-dah it puts the video back at center stage

and simplifies the look and functionality of one of the most

important pages on YouTube come on let's take a tour now let's look at some of

them just mouse over and click the play arrow to add clips to your project just

drag and drop them to the storyboard below you can also click the plus icon

in the top right hand corner of each clip to reorder them just drag and drop

them within the story you can make your feed even more personal by connecting

your YouTube account to your Facebook account here's how just go to

youtube.com click on account activity sharing connect allow and that's it now

you can instantly

look at your man come back now back at your man now back

to me this is video we're watching a lot in the office here it's a YouTube video

you're crying because you love Justin Bieber

to experience the magic of movies without leaving the house let new

releases re-watch the classics often the YouTube website

you already know whether you're into action dramas or sci-fi there's a whole

lot more to get into and it goes well beyond movies there's an entire universe

of lost clips use hub now there is introducing the new hub for creators

your one-stop for news tools programs and resources to help you create even

better content and meet others get the latest product and creator news learn

about new development programs like you to bring your favorite gaming videos

music videos and more to life on the biggest screen in your house explore the

most popular trending videos delve into a category to find something new or

search for any specific video by signing in you can easily access and

watch the latest there's a new look and it all starts on the homepage just sign

in to get started if you don't already have a youtube account it's easy to sign

up for one or you can log in using your gmail account once you're logged in

getting to the videos you love is easier than ever no vegetables

DVD it's the complete YouTube experience completely off longing join YouTube

videos has never been easier with the YouTube collection DVDs have been

conveniently organized into a system of nested modules simply navigate through

the modules until you find the DVD of your choice each DVD menu is positive

has you covered with a click of a button you can easily add to or replace your

videos audio with professionally created background music for free here's how you

get started after uploading a video click on the Edit drop-down and then

click enhancements from here you can make a number of improvements

in the

we're not gonna start flow and we're always always

becomes a greater he was involved in everything from design to use a testing

this technology is so immersive that sometimes then I forget if I'm in a

video or real life this will change the way you watch videos with Snoop Dogg

snoopavision is in high-definition now you'll see the world hard to do and 360

degrees

music videos

do something else like what like channel surf with asswipe

what are you talking about talking about watch live TV wherever like sir yeah yep

in a car uh-huh but not like that like this

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Tired of Being a Negativity Sponge 12 Ways to Prevent Energy - Duration: 17:36.

Tired of Being a Negativity Sponge 12 Ways to Prevent Energy Infiltration and Reclaim

Your Energy

by Cristina Valenzuela

Do you ever find yourself taking on the negative energy of others?

If so, you are not alone.

Most of us come in contact with numerous people every day � who bring us down.

We all feel it.

We know when we are with someone who is high-spirited and happy or someone who is low and unhappy,

but why is it so easy for others to affect us in negative ways?

Some of us cannot even go into supermarkets without taking on the woes of everyone in

the store.

In order to shield ourselves from negative energy, we must first understand how our energy

is infiltrated by others.

I worked as a crisis counselor at a well-known crisis center in New York for about seven

years.

I quickly figured out that if I was going to be successful at helping people, I couldn�t

take on any negative energy.

Because I uncovered the secret to keeping my energy clean and clear, I was able to assist

thousands of people in dire need without once being adversely affected, and in fact, I consistently

felt energized and fulfilled.

If I can do it, anyone can.

Energy Infiltration Whenever you encounter someone, whether in

the morning rush to the bathroom or over the conference table, an exchange of energy is

at play.

There is your energy and there is the other person�s energy.

At some point in space the energies meet.

If you could be a fly on the wall, you would witness an interesting dance of vibration

� with the strongest energy leading the dance.

This means that if you are not centered in your energy field, your energy could be infiltrated

and influenced by that of your friend, spouse, child, friend, parent or perhaps a stranger.

So even if you are having a good day and you meet someone who is spewing their bad-day-energy

onto you, your good day will likely turn bad.

You have been hit by Energy Infiltration.

Don�t Use Negative Emotions as Tools for Connection

It�s natural to want to connect with others, but we often do this unconsciously by matching

emotions.

In other words, if your friend is sad, you become sad in order to connect with her.

Or, if your partner is annoyed at something, you mirror that annoyance in order to get

on the same wave length.

The thing is, every time we use negative emotions as tools for connection, we compromise our

own energy, and even if we want to help our friend, spouse, child or co-worker, we cannot

offer effective support or guidance at the low emotional level of the problem.

How can you help anyone if you are suffering with them?

If your friend is depressed, you don�t need to become depressed in order to connect with

him.

It is possible to offer compassion and understanding without compromising your energy.

If you can maintain a higher level of emotional vibration, you can be of greater service,

simply by creating a safe space for your friend to express his feelings without bringing you

down.

Let Go of Responsibility The quickest way to be affected by another�s

negative energy is to feel responsible for them or their experience.

Every time you feel responsible for another, you take on the responsibility as if it belongs

to you, and your body, mind and spirit responds as if you really are responsible and you must

fix the problem.

In other words, you take on worry, stress and pressure that belongs to someone else.

Feeling responsible for another is like accepting their baggage as your own; hence, walking

around with their weight on your shoulders.

How many people can you do this for without getting overwhelmed or even sick?

Sometimes our illnesses are the result of carrying problems that aren�t even ours.

How much of what you carry doesn�t even belong to you?

Really think about this.

No matter how much you care about someone, you are not responsible for them or their

issues.

You are responsible for you and your experience of them, but not for them.

Don�t think that you can help someone by taking on their stuff as your own.

The best help you can ever provide is through keeping your vibe high and inviting others

up to meet you.

They may or may not come up, but that is also not your responsibility.

Once you release responsibility, you can actually show up in a more responsive way and possibly

be of service, instead of part of the problem.

Stop Playing Judge The act of judging immediately connects us

to the source of our judgement.

This means that if the other person�s emotional vibe is low, your vibe will quickly match.

Thereby compromising your energy in exchange for judgment.

As soon as you judge someone�s experience, even if it is silently to yourself, you invite

the energy of their experience into your own energy field.

Because the mind does not know the difference between real and imagined, judging something

about another opens you up to taking on the energy of whatever you are judging, as if

it is happening to you.

This includes gossip.

When we allow everyone their own experiences, we don�t take on their energy or the energy

of their issues.

If it is not about you, keep out.

Your mental interference in someone else�s life is not worth the risk to your energy.

Drop the Sympathy The moment you sympathize with someone, you

energetically take on the symptoms of the person you are feeling sorry for.

Yes, sympathy is when you feel sorry for someone.

This means that you can catch a cold over the phone or feel pain in your body when you

experience sympathy for another.

Feeling sorry for someone is actually judging their experience � so when you feel sorry

for someone, you lower your vibe to match theirs � taking on all that negative energy.

When you feel sorry for another, you are actually imagining that they are stuck in their predicament

and they are powerless to heal, change or consciously create a new reality.

How does it help anyone when you are imagining the worst?

You cannot feel sorry for someone and imagine them empowered at the same time.

When you imagine others empowered, you also empower yourself and raise your own vibration.

The evolution of sympathy is compassion.

Compassion allows you to maintain a space of love and understanding for others without

compromising your energy in any way.

Can you love someone and allow their experience without feeling sorry for them?

Can you trust that their experience is somehow perfect for growth, evolution and awakening?

Don�t Give Anyone Power Over You We tend to allow our energy to be influenced

by those who appear to have power over us: parents, teachers, bosses, authority figures,

etcetera.

If someone in authority is having a bad day, and spews it on us, we don�t hesitate to

accept it, or maybe we even allow these people to dictate how we feel about ourselves

When you remember that everyone is a reflection of your own consciousness, it is easy to see

that no one ever has power over you.

They only have the power that you give to them through your thoughts beliefs and actions.

The more you own your power, the more control you will have over your vibration � and

not take on energy that does not belong to you.

Let Go of Thinking That You Know Better

When we think that we know better and we try to change others, we instantly allow their

energy to infiltrate ours.

If you don�t want anyone to affect your energy, then it is important to allow everyone

their own experiences and their own choices.

Don�t even have opinions about their opinions.

In trying to convince someone of your �know-how,�� you are likely to compromise your own energy.

Remember how you feel is your most important asset � sacrifice it for nothing and no

one.

Stop Reacting to Others Are there people in your life who attempt

to get their energy through drama?

In other words, they try to invoke negative emotional responses from you, in order to

�get energy.�� Maybe you are even doing this unconsciously to others?

The moment you react, you give your power away and you also accept the negative energy

of the person causing you to react.

In order to be angry, resentful, jealous, etcetera, you must lower your vibration, and

as soon as you are an emotional match to the other person, their energy infiltrates yours.

If you want to own your energy and stay positive, it is just not worth reacting.

The cost is too great.

This doesn�t mean that you cannot speak your truth and set boundaries in a way that

supports you and the relationship.

This can be done from a space of clarity and compassion.

Don�t Take Sides

Others may want to use your energy to support their cause, but if it is not about you, don�t

make it about you.

Allowing yourself to get in the middle of another�s squabble or cause, when you know

it doesn�t concern you, is basically a waste of your valuable energy.

You can support others without getting in the middle, and without allowing your energy

to be poisoned by another�s issues.

Do Not Accept Blame Even if someone blames you or is angry at

you, you don�t need to take on their energy.

My five year old grandson spilled his ice cream in the car and blamed me because I hit

a bump in the road.

We talked about him blaming me so that he could feel better about the loss of the ice

cream, but he really felt worse.

People blame us all the time for things that are out of our control.

Just because someone blames you, doesn�t mean you have to take it on.

If you are responsible, be responsible and rectify the situation, but don�t allow yourself

to be someone else�s scape-goat.

You do not even need to react to the blame � just let it pass.

Say �No�� to People Pleasing If you are a people pleaser, you are likely

very good at giving your energy away and therefore being affected by other�s energy.

Because people pleasers put others before themselves, they are not responsible with

their energy and therefore they become energy sponges for everyone whom they are trying

to please.

It is not your job to please the world.

In fact, you would do much better at pleasing others if you first pleased yourself, putting

your own needs and wants in first place.

It is okay to say, �No�� and set boundaries that create a safe haven for you to be responsible

for your own energy.

11.

Stop Believing Others Beliefs

When two people meet, the one with the stronger beliefs about life often dominates the energetic

dance, but only if you are not grounded in your own beliefs.

You may consider various beliefs presented by others, but don�t be bullied by someone

who thinks that they know best.

Sometimes others will even think that they know what is best for us and they try to infringe

their beliefs upon us in the name of caring, but only you know what is best for you.

Follow your own inner guidance.

Mind Your Own Business This might be a hard one, but it is none of

your business what other people think about you.

You cannot please all the people all the time, but it is also not your job to please anyone.

It only matters what you think, and feel, about you.

As long as you try to control other people�s thoughts and feelings about you, you subject

yourself to their energy.

It�s like you are telepathically saying, �Please tell me how I should feel about

myself today.�� When you no longer have interest in what the world thinks about you,

something truly amazing happens.

Your confidence soars and you become super attractive � energetically and even physically.

As a result, others will actually think more highly of you, but you won�t care, and that

is the point!

Being Responsible With Your Energy Most people are not responsible with their

energy, but this doesn�t give you permission to be irresponsible with yours.

This means being consciously responsible for the energy that you receive and the energy

that you project.

Once you are completely responsible with your own energy, it doesn�t matter if someone

is regurgitating their energy onto you � you won�t take it.

Ironically, it will also happen a great deal less.

If you do take on another�s energy, it is important to remember that once you take it

on, it becomes your energy � not theirs.

If this is the case, notice in what of the 12 ways above you have allowed your energy

to be infiltrated.

Take responsibility for it.

No one can force you to take their energy.

As long as you blame another, you have no power to release it � thereby giving even

more of your energy away.

Over time, you can train your energy upward to a threshold where others cannot bring you

down.

It might take some conscious effort to get there but once you do, life flows with ease

and grace and you become a beacon of love and light for others.

Here�s how you can be even more responsible with your energy:

Own Your Energy It is important to know how you feel prior

to all interactions, so if there is any change in how you are feeling, you can identify it,

and quickly release it by saying, �This is not mine � I release it.��

See the Innocence in Everyone When you look deep, we are all really innocent.

Seeing everyone as innocent and doing the best they can will allow you to stay positive,

and not take on the negative energies of others.

Get the Happy-People High When you do come in contact with happy or

high energy people, join the party.

Accept the gift of positive energy � just be careful not to depend on others to feel

good.

Practice Letting Go Living in a state of letting go allows you

to keep your energy clean and clear.

When you let go, negative energy cannot stick to you.

Don�t Play Catch Just because someone throws you a dirty rag,

doesn�t mean you have to catch it � let it go, and it cannot affect you.

Look for the Beauty We tend to look for what is wrong in others

� but, instead look for the beauty, and you will align with higher and higher aspects

of others.

People will feel your love and respond in turn, raising your vibration and theirs.

Be Kind to Yourself The world is always reflecting the feelings

and beliefs that we have towards ourselves.

If you want others to address you more positively, you must also commit to doing this for yourself.

Set Boundaries It is okay to let people know how to treat

you and even how to speak with you.

Don�t be afraid to set boundaries, such as: no gossiping, no judgement, no complaining.

You might say something like, �You probably didn�t know this, but I am making how I

feel the most important part of everyday, so I am no longer taking part in gossip or

anything that feels judgmental toward me or anyone else.�� You might add, �Would

you like to join me?��

Share Positive Energy If you are feeling good, show it.

Smile, be generous and give compliments.

Live out loud.

Remember, the stronger vibration dominates all personal encounters.

When you out-warded share positive energy, you won�t be affected by lower vibes and

those around you will actually begin to feel better.

This is how you make a difference every day!

Project Energy Instead of surrounding yourself with a protective

energy shield, imagine Divine Energy flowing into you and overflowing from you � creating

an aura of light and love all around you.

Allow this powerful energy to resonate from you and affect everyone you meet.

Trust Your Intuition Your intuition is a superior inner guidance

system and will always show you the way.

When you don�t listen to your self and you put the desires of others first, you compromise

your energy and you allow the energy of others to affect you.

Every time you trust your inner guidance and take action accordingly, you strengthen your

ability to protect your personal energy, and therefore you naturally keep-out negative

energy.

Final Thoughts When you ultimately reach a point where you

don�t take on the energy of others, you are able to connect and respond from a higher

level, where it is possible to feel what someone is feeling without acquiring their pains and

woes.

This is the Divine Experience of Compassion.

From this pristine space, you can give love without compromising or sacrificing yourself

in any way.

Instead of feeling drained, you feel powerfully energized and have an abundance of positive

and powerful energy to offer and share.

It is through this state of Higher Love, that you are truly of service

to the world.

Victory of the Light!

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VEDA'18 #1 - An Intro - Duration: 1:55.

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DAY 82 OF JUICE FAST HAPPY EASTER GUYS JUST WOKE JUST WANTED TO CHAT ABOUT MY JUICE FASTING🍹🍹🍹 - Duration: 9:25.

hey guys it's Sunday it's Easter wanna say happy Easter to you um for you ham

lovers eat a lot of ham today and eat some deviled eggs for me because I am

still on a juice fast today is day 82 of my juice fasts I'm

still in my bed I'll be getting up in like 10 minutes hopefully the recording

on this video is okay the last one I just did I couldn't hear that recording

it's not like I do a lot of vlogs from my bed but I just woke up and I wanted

to do a vlog before I started my workout I'll be starting it at 6 o'clock I hate

that swollen face look when you look in the face and I look cross-eyed it as I

bring this camera in I look cross-eyed it and my face looks so swollen but yeah

today's day a 2 of my juice fast and I'm in a good mood like always I never like

since I was probably young would wake up or with like a smile on my face and be

giggly and silly just for like no reason like just because I'm happy like you

know there's nothing to worry about it to be sad about and I'm just glad that

my hormonal system is going back to normal

and that you know I'm losing all this toxic weight waist and weight and I'm

just just really proud of myself you know I'm looking at this vlog here

I'm using my cell phone I don't really look at it to be the best camera to vlog

with but I will be doing vlogs on this camera I gotta make it work until I get

that paper right soon as that pain but gets right then the vlogs will be

tight but yes today is J 82 Jay 82 of my juice fast and like always

they wake up I don't feel hungry and if I do feel hungry in the morning it's

it's tolerable excuse me it's tolerable and it goes away you know and it's like

I said if I was hungry people are asking me how do you stay on the juice fast for

that long you must be starving no one I'm talking about no one can stay

on a juice fast for 82 days as of today for me if you were hungry so keep that

in mind that everyone's body is different but after a certain amount of

time well days not even when I say time that could mean weeks so let me not

scare you with same time the word time cuz that can make the numbers seem

longer but after a certain amount of days everyone's body's different and for

me it was the fourth day so basically I'll say it was 72 hours and now when I

hear research say that like when you're doing any kind of a fast it takes about

72 hours to see any changes so that's why a lot of researchers say what is the

sense of doing a two or three day fast it's gonna take about 72 hours for your

body to feel the effects and adjust to the changes of a fast so I can be a

witness that it does take at least 72 hours for the body to adjust to any

changes on that you do drastically to the body which with me was to not eat

solid foods and to consume raw fruits and vegetables in drinking in a liquid

form so it did take me 72 hours to get over the hunger pains

the fourth day I was fine so after the fourth day I stopped feeling hungry and

if I do get like little hearing there spurts of feeling hungry it goes away

it's a mind thing you know that's another reason why started saying to

myself I have to stop this looking at YouTube videos because I find that as I

go on longer on my juice fasts I'm subjecting myself to or what am I going

to end this fast and I'm getting too many benefits right now not only just

losing weight but cleansing and healing the body where I can see it on the skin

I can see it in my eyes I can see it in my behavior and how I feel I can see it

in my sleep I can feel it in my energy and why would I want to stop feeling

like this is how I'm looking at it so to be honest with you I give people quotes

of when I'm going to stop juice fasting but I really don't know when I'm going

to stop I know it's gonna be over 100 days I'll still be juice fasting I am

gonna start incorporating a meal after way in which my first meal will be

Monday I'll have a treat not a cheat it's a treat meal so I still will be

juicing that day but I will replace one of my juice with a meal a clean meal so

won't be any fast food or anything like that it's gonna be clean oMG sorry guys

but my um that was scary my um camera just fell off the pod but

anyways um now that that happened it's giving me a sign or early alarm that's

it's almost time to work anyways but yes I don't really know when

I'm gonna stop my juice fast sorry for that duh

that little uh I was first in the camera and then the camera falls but it happens

it's called a bloopers and practical jokes on me

on Easter but um I'm not in a rush to get back to eating I will get back to

eating after you know I sacrifice for a little bit longer you know and get

healthy and fit and get back to my normal weight healthy weight I don't

want to be looking at the bottom of my medical check-ups that I'm obese because

that is not that's not me so Juan el Davis you know that's not me at all so

once I get in touch with me then I'll get in touch with that food but it's not

important because even when I stop back eating it's gonna be definitely 80% raw

which anything brought usually is clean and 20% will be cooked and proteins I'm

not a vegan I'm not a vegetarian and I'm not a fruitarian I don't want anyone to

be made believe that that's why I always make it clear what I am now I am on a

vegetarian slash fruitarian slash vegan type of diet or regimen I don't even

like calling it a diet because once I start eating again I will be adding

juices I don't I can't even really see myself drinking

even though I like simply limeade and simply lemonade raspberry I can't see

myself buying that anymore and putting that in my frigerator because that was

what helped make me back you know drinking those liquids that were

pasteurized and had all these fake you know sugars and um you know

preservatives and stuff to keep keep it on the shelf life longer in did not good

for your body's poisoning it's - your blood and your kidney and your liver

and it makes sure you mental all messed up and causes depression and anxiety and

everything else so this video is getting kinda long so I'm just gonna say out for

now I have to stop my workout really soon and we're bout to do my weigh-in

like I do every single day you guys won't know how much I weigh in to Monday

morning and I wanna also say Happy Easter

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About the donations you gave while streaming - Duration: 6:40.

Yeah, hi everyone.

I did live streaming for the first time yesterday.

It was more fun than I thought, so I did longer than I thought.

Maybe like 2.5 hours.

It was fun.

Thanks for coming everyone.

Some of you actually donated for me.

This is my diary.

*23 thankful people who donated for me during my first live streaming*

I wanted to properly thank you all with the right words

I couldn't really do it cuz it was realtime

so I wanted to make a separate video

But before that, I vlogged a little on the same day

so if you don't mind, why don't we check it out and...

So, on this day, I went back to home and started streaming.

Honestly, I've imagined several times if I'd be getting some donations if I happen to do streaming someday.

But whenever I imagine it, in fact,

I was more worried rather than being happy and excited.

One thing I feel while making videos in these days;

It's a feeling that I'm kinda responsible for people's precious 6~8 minutes everyday.

That's already a too much present to me.

It's especially because my videos are about me,

and for anyone, it's not easy to take care of what other people's stories.

'cuz even I'm the person who thinks like that, too.

That was why I felt I was so privileged that I had a lot of people listening to my stories.

Maybe for that reason, when I was getting donation, I questioned if it was a right thing.

I mean, I still think I'm not paying back enough for all of those people yet,

but then, in this situation, to imagine I'm getting another,

it was...

'Shouldn't this be too much for me?'

I felt I was being sorry.

But then about what I just said,

it never means I'm not thankful to them.

Hope I was clear about that.

Regardless of the size of donations, or whether you donated,

how much I'm grateful to is honestly the same for everyone.

As I talked about it during the streaming,

I'm indeed happy that you did donations for me.

Coffee...

I'll drink bunch of coffee.

I wrote them down on my diary.

I'll use that for my travel expenses.

I'm really happy, you know.

But the reason why I had to talk about my honestly feeling was...

It's just my own way to say thank you, I think.

Why I was sorry,

how you all gave me new motivations,

and how all that simulated me in a positive way.

Really...

And at last,

I can actually say it now.

Thank you.

So this is the end of today's vlog.

I deleted the streaming video

I'd like to enjoy the streaming without being worried that what I say is gunna be remained as videos.

In terms of streaming, just like the first principle of drinking,

'we talk about it here, and forget it when leaving'

That's what I kinda want.

So, I thought I'd better delete the videos.

Am I being too rude to you?

Instead, I could notify you in advance in the previous day that I'm gunna do streaming.

I'll try to do that for those who don't want to miss streaming.

Anyway, now I'm back to Seoul after staying in Masan,

but the next video will still be in Masan.

The timeline is a little twisted now.

Anyway, it's Monday tomorrow.

Have a great week!

Thank you.

For more infomation >> About the donations you gave while streaming - Duration: 6:40.

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For more infomation >> Radio Tâm Sự 18: Vương Vấn Thêm Đau Lòng Phần 2 - Giọng Nữ | Shinichi Phạm - Duration: 17:08.

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Killercats - Tell Me (feat. Alex Skrindo)[nonstop Pro CN] - Duration: 3:04.

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LOL Random Moments 32 (URF Kalandok) - Duration: 10:39.

For more infomation >> LOL Random Moments 32 (URF Kalandok) - Duration: 10:39.

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