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YouTube Creators For Change | Jovi Adhiguna - THEY SAID I'M WORTHLESS - Duration: 12:33.I had to go through several phases where I felt lesser than anybody else.
I was not like the other boys, so I had to deal with a lot of pressure.
Because of my appearance, I was always underestimated, ridiculed, told that I was...
...worthless.
Until at the end of the day, I came to believe what people have said about me.
I started doubting what I used to believe and, eventually, myself.
I had an experience of being bullied.
My teacher used to say,
"You are the phoniest individual I have ever known!"
I see Jovi as...
...this figure that can be whoever he wants. He can...
...be hilarious, be extraordinarily fabulous.
He inspired people to be comfortable in their own skins and...
...to ignore what others say about them.
Jovi as...
...this person with such strong idealism that he can hold onto until...
...it becomes his own signature.
I love his character so much, because he's super humble and kind.
Since I knew Jovi, I became confident. Like, really...
...just be yourself.
When I got into high school...
I started to realize that I was not...
...like them.
This uniqueness in me caused a shift in my attitude
that's not acceptable to everyone, leading to them calling me "weird."
So, the much-hyped high school experience that's supposed to be memorable
was a total nightmare for me
that still haunts me to this moment.
I have experienced bullying since I was in primary school
and even until now as well.
Because I am more of an upfront kind of person
when I am at my lowest
I am capable of doing reckless actions.
People underestimated me a lot
that really made me feel like I was useless.
I am really insecure
and I always let myself believe what people say about me.
Maybe they meant no harm
but I kept those words in my head, which made me often contemplate whether they're right or wrong. It's like...
...not being able to feel confident about anything.
I was called "black," told that I was stupid
whenever they spotted me at school
they would call me weird
then laugh at me even though I didn't do anything wrong.
That's when I felt that I was really ugly.
I'm a girl. Why did they treat me like that?
From that point on, I was never confident enough to try make up
I was always tomboy until I reached 25 years old. That's how scarring it was.
I was never confident.
I can't blame them
but still, what they did to me was wrong.
They will never change. We can't change people, especially bullies.
I eventually got used to it, felt numb.
I proved to those who mocked me for wanting to be a model back then that I am actually capable.
Where are they now? What have they been up to?
When I was in primary school
I was often bullied by my seniors because I hung out with girls all the time.
It continued until high school
from verbal to physical.
Once, they pulled down my pants in public
until my underwear showed...and nobody stepped in to help.
I can still vividly remember how ashamed I was.
My friends used to mock my appearance all the time
They thought I was incompetent
and said that I was ugly.
Those incidents made me develop low self-esteem
related to my physical appearance
and my ideal character.
At one point, I had thought of committing suicide
because of the bullying I received in secondary school.
The source of my low self-esteem started when I was in sixth grade.
I was more comfortable playing with girls than boys.
I was often bullied, even got ridiculed by the boys.
I wondered a lot myself
"why are other people's lives always full of joy and self-sufficient?"
That habit made me insecure and lack self-confidence.
I turned into someone really quiet
unable to appreciate my own self and even experienced identity crisis.
The bullying I received in college changed me pretty drastically.
I became skeptical to my friends
kept my personal affairs to myself
and kept my distance from potential new friends.
At that time, I was really disillusioned
constantly being bullied.
I tried to follow the bullies' lifestyle.
I became a smoker
I drank alcohol
until I eventually bullied other people.
At that time, whenever I looked at myself in the mirror
I saw that something had changed in me
I was not my own usual self
but had turned into someone else.
They always hid behind the word "just kidding"
even though none of what they did were actually funny.
Bullying is not a joke
because you can't simply assume whether you have destroyed someone else's life or not.
I would like to prove that I can be better than them
I tried to be a confident person by not caring about what people thought of me.
I am absolutely certain that karma does exist and they will experience things that are more challenging
and more difficult than what I've gone through in due time.
At the end, everything depends on you:
do you still want to crush other people's dreams?
For those who bullied me back then
I was forced to be one of you just so that you would stop bullying me.
In doing so, I destroyed my self-confidence to feel comfortable in my own skin.
Though people might think I'm different, at least that's who I really am
and I don't need to feel the need to bully other people to feel good about myself.
I got goosebumps, like
so that's how it's like to hear other people telling my story.
When I looked at myself in the mirror
I got flashbacks
To be honest, I feel guilty right now.
Don't be!'
I thought to myself
"Am I reading my own story? Or other people's story?"
I felt nervous.
Whenever I get nervous, I can't look at my own face
in fear that the bad memories would return.
I got flashbacks to those times
when they poured water over me, or when they spat at me
or the constant barrage of verbal abuses
so, yeah... Like those flashbacks.
I had felt what it was like to be bullied, and it was unpleasant
why did I have to bully other people?
I felt ashamed looking at my own reflection in the mirror.
It's good because he's already capable of self-acceptance
and the problem is that not everyone
can do what he did.
Granted, people would talk about us behind our backs
but we felt that's untrue; that's not who we are.
But why bother? Our lives are not theirs.
There were friends of mine who said
"you look very different now!"
Oh, that means I actually am not ugly.
I can prove to them
that what they thought about me wasn't true at all.
On the other hand, you have to open your heart to others
maybe not everyone's the same.
Always think before we speak
because you'll never know whether people would treat it lightly or take it personally.
The effect of the abuses he received
turned him abusive toward others
and sometimes he had no choice.
That's not who he really is.
If you're being bullied
think of it as a temporary luck.
Don't spite yourself, this is not your fault.
We also need to realize that maybe the bully is a victim as well.
You can't change other people
just as they are unable to change you.
If you want to be better
be your own ideal version of better
not because of the bullies.
Their words are not definitive to our success in the future.
So just prove it with your actions
and they will definitely shut up.
Try to treat those negative words
as something constructive
or try to build the attitude to stay positive as always.
Don't listen too much because the only person who understands you is you alone.
We have to stand up and defend ourselves
'cause if not us, then who?
Nobody else would.
If they still persist
just ignore them and think:
it's time to respond to heartbreaks and insults
with achievements
'cause it will shut them up even more.
I hope everyone who are watching this video
could get inspired and educated.
For those of you still struggling with low self-esteem:
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Weekly Vlog #2 | Week Before the Wedding - Duration: 5:43.if you could see here that what's going on YouTube this is Josh Williams with
Bayer productions in the new studio space for most of our work Ariel and I
are getting married next weekend super excited actually living in the apartment
first before we get married and then move in together so yeah this is the
studio space but one to give you guys an update of what was going on we recently
just got accepted to pond5 which is a stock music site that we're going to try
to start making residual income from we uploaded a lot of our hip-hop tracks
we'll probably share some of those down in the description below we have an
opportunity to get another music site called music bed very very high-grade
quality stuff a lot of filmmakers use music bed for a lot of their videos and
we got a chance to get in contact with Josh Crispin who is a one of their
affiliates composers and hopefully in the next couple of days before the
submissions are closed we'll be able to get to talk to him and find out what
exactly music bed is kind of looking for and that's something that I think we'll
doing a greater will scale it later down the line with
YouTube as maybe having like interviews with these guys because Josh Chrisman we
talked to Jeffrey Manchester last week actually about how composers can try to
try to keep work because uh sometimes it can be rather scarce when you're
starting out especially when you don't have any footage or clientele to kind of
pull from so we did that we also talked to a guy named Alex McCullough and he
actually is one of the guys that kind of inspired me to go ahead and dive into
trailer music which is some of the last things we can post on our YouTube
channel and he actually gave us a nice 15 minute review of one of our tracks
that we sent them so this next one that we're going to come out with we're gonna
send it through him first and see what else we can where else we can improve to
make our things better so that we can shoot out two more of these trailer
companies we did that a lot last week as well we shout out emails to some of our
favorite trailer companies like epic music position music end of silence all
these guys are really really great with them making placements and a couple of
them actually did respond with reviews of what we could do to get better
so as this point right now we have not been able to land with yet but we're
getting very close a lot of the reviews that they're giving us is not on our
ideas or mixing but style so this is very very good means that in the last
couple weeks or months that we've been starting to do trailer music we have the
right idea with mixing and ideas are solid so all we need to do is make sure
that they're in line with the style of how trailer music is rigged
today which can change at any moment as well mom let me think what else we hit
5,000 on Instagram super cool benchmark for us all organic followers and mostly
filmmakers which is super awesome we should be making a new list of people
that hit up with different projects and sidereel's very very soon we'll be able
to share that with our channel as well had a no idea I don't know if you guys
would be interested in this but leave it in the comments I have an Ableton push
pad but I'm starting to substitute the piano it's really cool to start the show
tasting I don't know chord melody ideas just to show the growth and how I'm
learning how to play piano on something that's not a piano it's kind of like a
pushes a piano and on guitar and that will be the one so um interesting let me
know if you guys are interested in actually singing something like that
it's really cool it's got a lot of colors not colors we had some different
another couple different ideas like possibly mean listing out our goals for
the next year coming up also maybe making some terminology words that we
can give to filmmakers so that you guys know how to talk to composers I needed
to feel this way and the composer has to kind of translate what that means in the
music so let me know if that's something interesting to you guys that you would
possibly want to mess with yeah so that's gonna be the end of this video
hopefully you guys can actually see me on the screen here we got to get better
lighting in here but until then this is Josh Williams with their productions
I'll catch you guys next time
hey guys this is arielle and josh and your listening to an original composition by Behr
productions that's us two make sure you like and subscribe for
more epic content
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BPO MOCKTAIL (AN EXOTIC FRUITY MOCKTAIL-BERRY PINEAPPLE ORANGE MOCKTAIL) BY HOME COOK KRITIKA SHARDA - Duration: 3:20.Hi I'm Kritika & I welcome you to F3 Recipes
Today I'm going to make Exotic Mocktail for you guys
Now the name will shock you i.e BPO Mocktail
Oh come'on its not a call centre ok !!
Its BPO.. Strawberry so Berry,
P as in Pineapple, O as in Orange
So you get my point BPO
So this is a BPO Mocktail
As I already introduced you the main heroes of Mocktail i.e Strawberry,Pineapple & Orange
With that we have some more elements to support this Mocktail
They are like Mint Leaves, Lemon Juice, Black Pepper Powder & Rock Salt
So let's go ahead and prepare this mocktail
Take a jar add pineapple into it & keep 1 Slice of it
Then add Strawberries, Orange Juice
Lemon Juice
Mint leaves.. Before I add them, I would love to crush them
Just break it or crush them
This way their taste and the flavour will come & blend properly into the Mocktail
Now pinch of Black Pepper Powder.. Not much, we don't want to make it spicy
And Rock Salt to give some more taste
Here I'm using all natural fruit juices
I'm not using any sort of sugar here
Its all natural with the content of fruit
Like Orange Juice, Pineapple & Strawberry
They have their own content of sugar. So, it will be containing their own element of sugar
So let's go ahead and grind them
I'm just seeing that its been grind..I'll be adding Ice Cubes to chill it out
Close the jar and once again grind it
Its been done and the smell is awesome
I'll take a glass and add little bit of Ice Cubes
Pour the Mocktail into this glass
Sprinkle little bit of Black Pepper Powder on it.. It will give a good look to it
Adding fresh mint leaves just to garnish
Take 1 slice of Pineapple .. Just give a slit to it
Put it over the glass
So my BPO Mocktail is ready to drink.
Hope you life my recipe.. If you like it click over the like button
Share it with your friends, family and relatives
Also do subscribe to my channel
Till then bye....
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Tu Hi Hai Full Video Half Girlfriend Arjun Kapoor Shraddha Kapoor 7C Rahu - Duration: 5:32.Karta nahi kyun tu mujhpe yaqeen Kyun mere dil ki tu sunta nahi Hmm… Tere bagair kitna tanha sa hoon Aalam yeh dil ka tu samjhe kabhi Hai pataa yeh tujhe Na jee sakunga bin tere Phir bhi kyun mujhse judaa… Tu… Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Mera junoon Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Dil ka sukoon Tu hai jiske bina Main jee na sakun Aa phir jiyein shaamein wahi Chal phir wahi hum baatein karein Bechainiyon ke phir silsile hon Phir dil mera yeh aahein bhare Zyada nahi toh thodi sahi De de mujhe wohi zindagi Aa mere nazdeek tu Ye faasley mujhko ghere Hai pata ye tujhe Na jee sakunga bin tere Phir bhi kyun mujhse judaa.. Tu… Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Mera junoon Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Dil ka sukoon Tu hai jiske bina Main jee na sakun Qubool nigaahon ki Na ho woh duaa Jisme yaar ke deedar ki talab na ho Meri to har duaa mein tu hi hai Tu hi hai.. Hai yeh pata Jaana hi hai raahon se teri door mujhe Mumkin nahi hai mere liye Par bhoolna hi hoga tujhe Ishq ke aage hai jo jahaan Ae dil le chal mujhko wahaan Jo bachi mujhme teri Unn khushbuon se tu kar riha Hai tujhe ab mera Haan alvida, alvida… Phir bhi kyun dil kehta… Tu… Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Mera junoon Tu hi hai Tu hi toh hai Dil ka sukoon Tu hai jiske bina Main jee na sakun O.. dildara…
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