Thứ Tư, 5 tháng 9, 2018

Waching daily Sep 5 2018

(music)

Hello?

Is anybody there?

I am eighteen years old

and I don't want to die.

The crew left without us.

What are we supposed to do?

[heartbeat]

Henri!

[flatline]

I feel like we're in hell.

I don't believe in hell.

For more infomation >> I don't want to die - Origin - Duration: 0:46.

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Khloé Kardashian Daughter True Thompson Most Lovable Video In Ever - Duration: 1:26.

For more infomation >> Khloé Kardashian Daughter True Thompson Most Lovable Video In Ever - Duration: 1:26.

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MAWARAN : LEIL YA LEIL - Duration: 4:30.

O night O night

The moment I fell

from the roof of the building

the Earth recognised me .. the Earth recognised me !

It turns around me,

and turns .. and turns

and me, and me ..

I fall from the sky to the ground,

and from the ground to the sky

It is the anger .. It is the anger

It is the blind anger

the anger that does not listen that never ages

never forgives ..

never dreams ..

it is the anger .. it is the anger

For more infomation >> MAWARAN : LEIL YA LEIL - Duration: 4:30.

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ABC Uppercase A to Z learning - ABC Kids Utube - Duration: 3:18.

ABC Kids Utube

A B C D E F G

H I J K L M N O P

Q R S

A

Apple

B

B

Book

C

Cake

D

Dog

E

Egg

F

Fish

G

Gift

H

Ham

I

Ice Cream

J

Jelly

K

Kangaroo

L

Lamp

M

Meat

N

Nest

O

Onion

P

Pig

Q

Quilt

R

Ribbon

S

Strawberry

T

Tomato

U

Umbrella

V

Violin

W

Watermelon

X

Xylophone

Y

Yogurt

Z

Zebra

Subscribe for more videos

Thank you. Bye bye

For more infomation >> ABC Uppercase A to Z learning - ABC Kids Utube - Duration: 3:18.

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The new Mercedes-Benz Actros 2019 | Trailer - Duration: 1:45.

For more infomation >> The new Mercedes-Benz Actros 2019 | Trailer - Duration: 1:45.

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How to Decorate Kids Room: Tips to Calm Kids Down - Duration: 14:33.

For more infomation >> How to Decorate Kids Room: Tips to Calm Kids Down - Duration: 14:33.

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Castle Rock: "Fallin' Rain" • A Hulu Original - Duration: 2:13.

[COINS DROPPING INTO JUKE BOX]

[BUTTONS CLICKING]

[MUSIC- LINK WRAY, "FALLIN' RAIN"]

(SINGING) I hear a sound.

It's going through my brain.

I hear talk of people.

I feel the fallin' rain.

I see a man crying 'cause the whole world has let him down.

Kids are laughing at funny faces of a clown.

My mind is like a spring in a clock.

It won't unwind.

I can't see, can't think, can't feel.

I'm outta time.

And don't forget kid's stake where kids

lay bleeding on the ground.

And there's no place on this planet

where peace can be found.

So there'll be stabbings and shootings

and young men dying all around.

And it keeps going through my brain,

and I can still hear the sound.

I hear talking of people.

The whole world has gone insane.

For more infomation >> Castle Rock: "Fallin' Rain" • A Hulu Original - Duration: 2:13.

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Die 10 größten Logikfehler in den Harry Potter Filmen - Duration: 7:46.

For more infomation >> Die 10 größten Logikfehler in den Harry Potter Filmen - Duration: 7:46.

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We had Bingsu for the first time! Friend time with Arleebean at Dubu! (Near Philly!) - Duration: 8:45.

Hello friends, it's that time again

I see her.

Do you see her?

I see her

Friendshiiiiiiipp.

This is very creepy ooh, but that's a good walk and a very Wiggly camera

That's actually a still, sort of

Uh-huh

From your video

D'awwwww. I know.

It's like a present!

This is the only thing I care about.

Oh, but the other one's the fancy one.

Oh, I see it now.

It's VERY delicious.

Oh, I'm so excited, thank you!

Like, terrifyingly delicious.

Ooh. OOOOH. Oooooooh.

And I thought that you would look super cute in like a Rosie wrap

So. Perfect.

That's so perfect. Yeah.

So it's both the swatch card and also has all the information

Cuz you know I like to build palettes

Uh huh, uh huh. So cooooool. Yaaaay!

So, Arleesha, you have had a taste of everything so far what are your favorite things?

This is good. ( the bibimbap )

This is good. The soondubu. This is good. Just salad. Yeah. Yeah Salad's good. This is kimchi

Which equals good? Yeah, this is good

This is good. This is good. Mm-hmm. This is water. No, but you know what? It's barley water. It's good

It's good everything's good. So the conclusion is dubu is like one of the greatest restaurants that has ever restauranted. Oh, yeah

Oh, yeah. No, I agree. I like how I asked you for what's your favorite thing so far you were like the whole thing?

What do you mean there's a favorite?

I'm not prepared. I'm not prepared to answer that question.

I think my favorite is what's always been my favorite. I love the mushroom soondubu

And I don't remember the full name but it's the mushroom Soondubu. That's my favorite

And I also really love their Kimchi and their salad

this is my first time having their bibimbap and it's actually probably the best bibimbap I've ever had and

One super fun thing that you might not know about this potato salad sure

It looks like potato salad, but it's got apples in it. And I know that sounds crazy. That sounds like some nonsense

It's good, that's the face of someone that just had some apple potato salad. I can't tell you anything more.

It's sweet potato salad.

Which is.. wha duh... uh buh... It's just great.

The crunchy bottom!!!

Thank you

Mmm.

No idea if I'm even in frame. whatever

We fought as admirably as we could but

At the end of the day, this is just so much food

This is this is the look of defeat.

Oh well

Ah. the arrival of our admission of defeat

Once again, Dubu is great. Come here if you're anywhere near, Elkins Park, Pennsylvania

Mmm.

Ooh, that's refreshing so the ice part is like so refreshing and so fluffy

No, you can eat it by yourself itself. Yeah, why would you I

I say is I eat just that... Ooh! it's milk and ice

Mmm, that's so good. That's

Why why have I not grown up eating this

Exclusively

It was like one of the greatest desserts I've ever had in my whole life. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Definitely. It was so refreshing

Yeah, and today it's like a million zillion degrees. So it's perfect

So patchwork

It's a game

You make a quilt

Maybe you'll win.

Maybe I'll win

maybe Bubba will win?

Do the the Hulk walking away sad music? Yeah, yeah, there you go.

So long, farewell.

Photoshop me green.

Aufwiedersen good night...

I guess so.

Goodbye goodbye. Goodbye. Goodbye

Goodbye! GOODBYE! ........

(whispered) goodbyyyyyyeee

((Cackling of a madwoman who thinks her creepy jokes are funny))

For more infomation >> We had Bingsu for the first time! Friend time with Arleebean at Dubu! (Near Philly!) - Duration: 8:45.

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FATOU N'DIAYE, TIANA, LE MILITANTISME ET LA DÉTERMINATION #TEAMPRINCESSES - Duration: 13:22.

For more infomation >> FATOU N'DIAYE, TIANA, LE MILITANTISME ET LA DÉTERMINATION #TEAMPRINCESSES - Duration: 13:22.

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ASL Interpretation of Boys Don't Cry with As It Is - Duration: 2:51.

I know you feel it everyday

It's like a light that slowly dies

But it's better not to say

It's better not to say such things out loud

Just close your eyes and bite your tongue for now

Don't let them see you fall

Stay strong, hold on

You've got to keep it together now

Just dry your eyes

'Cause boys don't cry

No, no, 'cause boys don't cry

No, no, 'cause boys don't cry

You feel an emptiness inside

How it sinks into your soul

But it's nothing you can't hide;

Just forget about the hole beneath your skin

That's swallowing the best of you within

Don't let them see you fall

Stay strong, hold on

You've got to keep it together now

Just dry your eyes

'Cause boys don't cry

No, no, 'cause boys don't cry

No, no, 'cause boys don't cry

Keep it all inside, 'cause boys don't cry

Are those tears behind your eyes? No-ah no, boys don't cry

Keep it all inside, inside No, 'cause boys don't cry

Not until the fateful day you die No, 'cause boys don't cry

No, no, boys don't cry No, no cause boys don't cry

Stay strong, hold on

You've got to keep it together now

Just dry your eyes

'Cause boys don't cry

No, no boys don't cry

No, no cause boys don't cry

Boys don't cry

For more infomation >> ASL Interpretation of Boys Don't Cry with As It Is - Duration: 2:51.

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New Five Nights at Candy's Game - Teaser Breakdown [PL/ENG] - Duration: 13:02.

I need to take advantage of this sudden back to life on my channel, and do it quickly, and that's why I've decided to focus solely on fangames this week.

A whole week of fangames. If I manage to do so, it will be four episodes, but we will see.

With fangames, the major problem is that they have low priority for me so they can easily get huge delays, even more as I have huge delays in my basic FNaF videos just now. So yeah, that's the plan.

Today, we will talk about Five Nights at Candy's 4. Or Five Nights at Candy's Sister Location, hard to say. (basically officially it's just a "new FNaC game")

Emil is teasing his new FNaC game. The first teaser has been shown on April Fools, but as it's the first April, people weren't sure if it was an actual teaser or just a joke.

The second teaser was revealed in June, Emil has made an ARG, a picture linking to three keys that lead to a video teaser of the game.

The third teaser was revealed just recently, at the end of August, Emil has officially revealed the works on the game and gave us a bit of detail, including, as it was already said - the third teaser.

Let's start at the beginning.

On April the 1st, Emil has made quite a jokey video, "Where is FNaC4?" where a voice generator has read a lot of comments of sorts of "Emil, make FNaC4 plzplzplz".

In the end it, a new Candy was hinted. We've gotten a silhouette of an animatronic, then a text "April Fools!", then a text "April Fools?" with this big question mark at the end.

For more context, the character with the trumpet is Funtime Candy, a fan interpretation of Funtime Animatronics.

Emil has made it quite some time ago and revealed on Freddit, it was made solely for fun, and not for any specific game, same as with Nightmare Candy or originally, the basic Candy,

Emil didn't plan any bigger game at first and it was only a fan OC.

Given that it was an April Fools video, we technically couldn't take it too seriously, but it turns out this silhouette is a legit teaser, so what Emil said in this video should be too.

Emil has said at the end, still with the voice generator thingie, that the story of Mary is finished and FNaC3 is a satisfying ending to all of this,

but if anything else had to happen, it would be more like FNaC World spinoff, or just simply a new story based on the animatronics,

and not with Mary, Marylin, Vinnie, Origami Cat, everything all around this character, Mary.

So we would rather expect something in that direction, something about the animatronic, a new story with Candy, hardly or totally unrelated to the original story.

We could make a FNaC2 continuation out of it. It's implied here that the animatronics have burned along with the factory and the souls are free now

but it can be retconned, expanded, same as Scott has done with FFPS, the animatronics burned out in FNaF3 and it was the ending, but oh, it turns out that Springtrap has survived and we've got FFPS,

but it could be a completely different story at the same time, a different set of animatronics based on the same characters. There's plenty of options.

The second teaser is an ARG.

ARG is an "alternative reality game", and the idea is more or less that it's not a normal, programmed game, you can't download it or normally play, but it's for example scattered all around the internet.

You get a message with some code.

You solve this code and get the link to a different page.

On this page, there's an image you have to edit, so you get a different code that gives you another link when solved. And it goes like that.

In the end, you actually get to this final message, whenever it's a game teaser, lore hint, or simply congratulations.

ARGs are often difficult, so it's a game for a lot of hours for the whole community, not just a single person, you need several people so it gets forward quickly.

And so, this ARG has shown up on the FNaF subreddit one day, we've got a picture with three keys to solve, and the result of each key brought together gave us a video code on YouTube - video "transmission".

It seems that this teaser reveals the very same silhouette from the first teaser,

but the fact is that Candy and Cindy are extremely similar to each other, so both of them could have been shown here, but it's still something similar, it's a cat animatronic.

Text appearing on the screen makes it quite clear that it's a Sister Location based story.

We're an employee, we have to fulfil the tasks requested by the company. We get in, we don't touch the equipment, we don't bring anything in or out, we don't leave the track, we don't activate the animatronics and we're just doing our job.

The idea is very similar to the Sister Location, but it's quite clear that a lot is different. Emil is always making games based on the ideas from FNaF but uses these ideas in his own, original way, which is very nice in everything.

The last teaser isn't very ambitious, Emil has said that he doesn't want to tease the game too much, so he won't repeat his mistakes from FNaC3,

where the game was slowed down numerous times, so it's something that he did because he had to, just to show something to the community,

we have a bit better view on the Candy. But the most important part is not this third teaser, but the news post related to it instead.

Emil explains here everything, it's the first time he's officially announcing the game, he didn't want to tease it because of FNaC3,

he wanted to make his game because the FNaC fandom is still alive, he has started working on it in January.

Another reason is that Scott has made his own new additions to the story, and for Emil, they became an inspiration for his fangames.

FNaC series always works the way, it relies on some interpretation of Scott's FNaF games, Emil wants to reuse the FNaF mechanics in his own way.

First FNaC is based on FNaF1 and 2, the second on FNaF2 and 3, third on FNaF3 and 4, and the new FNaC game is supposed to be based on the Sister Location.

If Emil has his own ideas, he makes his own games, like the duck game or Project Opia.

However, both these games are being delayed for reasons, one of them being FNaC4, this series has its fandom already, there are people waiting for the fourth instalment, Emil feels more confident with FNaC

I'm still waiting for the duck game though, it looks like a very nice game.

The other reason why Opia is not far in the works is that Emil doesn't feel too confident to start it yet, he has yet to learn a lot.

He feels more confident in creating these fangames now, and as he says later - he has learned insanely amount of things with FNaC4, he's getting better in his work when making these.

What did Emil say about the game is that it's still Clickteam and the game will be a free-roam. Free-roam based on 2D images, the best free-roam you can achieve in Clickteam without the real 3D.

And it's quite an interesting statement, it sounds like something new, unique, something more free-roam than maybe even A Shadow Over Freddy's, or something like that? It's hard to say.

Maybe there's a huge variety of places you can get close to or something like that.

The images will be rendered with the Cycles engine, so it should be better than the previous games, and lastly - the story won't be linear. Emil has said we will have reasons to replay the game a couple of times, I imagine a lot to discover, a lot of decisions to do, etc.

This game is very enjoyable for Emil to do, so we can expect that it won't last that long, he will be invested in it, there won't be many breaks,

but as we all know, anything unexpected can happen so Emil is not announcing anything specific just yet.

Also, there's the fact that the game seems to be bigger than the previous instalments, so it may affect the release date too. Emil is working on it since the beginning of the year.

Other than that, there's not too much more to add, the game is in works, the main idea revolves around the Sister Location,

walking around the location, different tasks, it's been said that the story will be non-linear so we will be able to mess up a lot thanks to ignoring the commands, going where we shouldn't and such,

we know that the new generation of the Candy animatronics will mess stuff around too, but it's hard to say who will it be just yet.

We know barely about Candy and maybe Cindy too. We don't know how much it will be canon toward the old series, or at least how much will they have to do with each other.

The third teaser gives us a message "I hope you didn't forget about me", but it doesn't really have to tell too much yet.

It may be directed to the players, something of sorts of "Hey, FNaC3 was released a year ago, I hope you still remember about me",

but it can be something lore-based like it's being said by one of the victims, something like "don't forget about me, about us, we still possess the animatronics",

or it may mean that some specific characters will be returning from the old games, or the protagonist is somebody we know, hard to tell.

It may be nothing given that Emil didn't want to tease too much, but it may be some actual hint.

And that would be it if not the fact that there is the very last one thing I've wanted to say. It's called a "Green Ennard Theory".

It's a thing since the second video teaser and there is a possibility that there is yet one more FNaC teaser.

Only "a possibility", because this teaser has appeared long before Emil started working on this game.

In April 2018 he has made the April Fools video, but in April 2017, year earlier, around 7-8 months before the works with the game were started, he has posted this image.

It's basically Funtime Candy destroyed by some sort of a weird endoskeleton. And this endo is our "green Ennard".

Again, we can't be sure that this image has any importance to the new game, but we know that it could fit.

Maybe Emil did it only for fun, for April Fools in 2017, but 8 months later he has come up with the game around the same idea.

Colouristic is fitting, the fact that this character seems to be similar to Ennard fits even more given that the new FNaC is based on the Sister Location.

And this endoskeleton is quite similar to what we see in the newest teaser. There are visible differences, but we're talking about a year and a half gap between these images.

Emil has upgraded Candy before making the game, he might have upgraded the endoskeleton if it was originally for the joke or some other project.

So the thing here just may be a teaser. It may be some sort of Ennard's counterpart, it would make sense in a Sister Location-themed fangame,

but it's also possible that Emil has only reused this endoskeleton for the new set of the animatronics,

and everything happening in that old joke teaser doesn't matter. It's a non-canon image seeing as there is Funtime Candy... Right?

I'd say that it's not that simple to make theories based on the content shown in here, Emil didn't want to reveal too much too, so that would be pretty much it for today.

Thank you for watching, and please - leave your own theories and observations in the comment section, even in English.

Do you think FNaCSL will be more like FNaFSL, as some sort of the Sister Location that worked alongside somewhere around 80s-90s,

or maybe it's a continuation of FNaC2, some new company has taken the designs after the factory was burned... Or maybe something way different?

Let's me know what do you think in the comments, but for now - see you soon in the next episodes!

For more infomation >> New Five Nights at Candy's Game - Teaser Breakdown [PL/ENG] - Duration: 13:02.

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Urban Decay Cherry is MORE Than A Palette! Ebates Double Cash Back! | Makeup Minute - Duration: 1:06.

Hello!

I'm Jen and this is your Daily Makeup Minute for September 5, 2018.

Don't forget this is Ebates Beauty Week, with Double Cash Back - up to 10% - at many retailers!

At Ulta 21 Days of Beauty continues, look for half off deals from Benefit Hoola, Juice

Beauty, Skyn Iceland and Kopari

And is it reality?

Yes it is - the Urban Decay Naked Cherry is not just a palette, it's a full collection!

First, take a look at the upcoming palette These lip shades will also be part of the group.

Pencils and a face palette round out the makeup,

And this special scented All Nighter finishes it off.

We've also heard rumors and seen trademark filings for upcoming lines called "Naked Honey"

and "Naked AF" so stay tuned!

And finally, today L'Oréal will publish the details about their collab with designer ISABEL

MARANT.

It's said to be an on-the-go makeup collection with fun names like SHINE - AMAZE - WANTED

- SMILE - and SMOKE.

We'll have more later!

That's it for now.

We'll see you here same time tomorrow!

Look for Makeup Minute Extras on my Instagram, and don't forget our full-length weekly newscast,

What's Up in Makeup, returning September 16th!

For more infomation >> Urban Decay Cherry is MORE Than A Palette! Ebates Double Cash Back! | Makeup Minute - Duration: 1:06.

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FREE CS:GO EDITION - Duration: 5:19.

On the 29th of August Valve released the free edition of CS:GO.

To all of you who are Googling for free CS:GO multiplayer version, it's not free.. at least

at the time I am making this video.. and it will probably never be free.. so watch out,

because there are some scam "tutorials" that offer you free CS:GO multiplayer game.

It's just not possible.

So, if there is no multiplayer option in the free CS:GO edition, what we can do there?

To do some exploration..

I made a brand new Steam user to just download the CS:GO free editon and test it out.

Nickname checks out.

To find CS:GO for free.. just go to a Steam store, search for CS:GO, and click on the

first option from here.

As I already told you.. you can't play multiplayer in this free edition.

No matchmaking.

No community servers.

No inventory and no skins.

But you can do a lot in the offline mode.

So, if you are new to CS:GO it's an actually great way to get to know the game a little

bit more before buying it.

For example, to begin with, you can try out the training course.

This helps you to get to know different guns and at the end, you can compete against time here.

Some people have done insane speedruns in this course, this is my attempt to casually

going through it.. like my real fifth try in this course.

I have heard that the world record time is something around 20 seconds, which is very

very impressive.

I really love multiplayer games myself.. and CS:GO mainly because it's an amazing multiplayer

FPS game.

But I have to admit, it's pretty fun to just compete against time as well.. so if you don't

have money to buy CS:GO yet you can actually enjoy plenty of things in the offline version too.

You can download and enjoy all the workshop maps.

Go to the Steam workshop, search for CS:GO and then subscribe to the map you would like to play.

For example you can play one of the most used warmup maps aim_botz.

So, without spending any money you can warm-up like a pro CS:GO player.

It is a great map to improve your aim.

Play this map every day and you will see the difference.

Since I spend most of my time creating content.. sadly I am rarely doing any warmup.. but I

should actually take this map to my daily routine and see how big of a difference it

is.. vote in the right top corner of the video right now, if you would like to see this epic

human experiment.

You could also try some surf maps.

I would say surfing is a game inside the game.

A lot of people play CS:GO just to surf and they are loving it..

Since you are doing it alone, it also doesn't really matter if you play it in the multiplayer

server or offline, just make sure you type all the right commands in your console and

start surfing.

Same goes with KZ and bhopping.

You can try out different maps and enjoy the great climbing experience.

Again if you are doing it for the first time, make sure to Google for right commands, to

properly set up your private server.

It could really annoy you and leave you with a bad movement experience.. when you are missing

some key commands.

So, if it doesnt feel right, either surfing, bhop or KZ, you probably are missing some key commands.

Also, I just made a basic bunny hopping tutorial, if you think you need it you can click in

the right top corner of the video later on.

But besides playing yourself and trying out all those great maps offline.

In this free CS:GO edition you could also watch PRO games from GOTV.

Why you should prefer GOTV to actual stream, is the fact that you can spectate whoever

you want to.. maybe you want to see the whole match through your favourite players eyes.

You got this opportunity handed out for free now.

Everyone can do it.

Will see how this affects the upcoming London major, hopefully there will be more viewers

because of that.. but only time will tell.

And the last but not least you can play offline with bots.

This is the closest you can get to the actual CS.

You can set the bots skill level upon your preference and enjoy the game.

But I highly recommend you to buy the real game and practice with other people since

it's way more fun to play and compete with other humans not just AI's.

Anyways, this was my little overview about the new CS:GO's free edition.

Hopefully, you won't get scammed by those videos, which promise you the free CS:GO multiplayer

version anymore because as I told you it's just

not real today.

If you are watching this video a couple of years from now.. then never know, but I don't

think so.

Let's appreciate the work developers have done with the game we love and spend those

dollars to actually buy the game.

But I like the idea of the free edition, this could get some new people to the game.. you

can even invite your friend to try it.. they can try CS:GO offline and then fall in love with it.

So, only trying out the free version, doesn't give you the full feeling.. but it's still

something and since some people really hate the mechanics and the movement in CS:GO then

they can try it and already feel it's not for them.

They don't have to buy it and then be disappointed..

That's all from me.

We will see you in the next video and thanks for watching!

Now it's the best time to click on the next video.

For more infomation >> FREE CS:GO EDITION - Duration: 5:19.

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Nightcore - Started To Rise - (Lyrics) - Duration: 2:27.

This video includes lyrics on the screen

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Kicked out of class for being deaf| Storytime||DEAF AWARENESS DAY 5 - Duration: 7:28.

Hello all you sonsy folks. How are you doing today?

I hope that you are having an inspirational day

It is day five of Deaf Awareness Month and it is story time

{Intro music}

Now I may be wrong but I think I've only done one other story time video on this channel

And that was my encounter with an audist policeman

This video is about my encounter with an audist teacher

So for the first two years in my high school, we were required to take art classes

which I actually quite enjoyed despite the fact that I do not have the artistic talent of

people like my sister and my mother-in-law who

Blow my mind with their artwork

It was a fun class and I had quite a few of my close friends in it

Plus the teacher that we had was amazing.

She basically let you talk through the entire class

so long as you were doing

the exercises

This is not the teacher who kicked me out of the class, by the way

I don't think that that teacher would ever have pulled something like that

she was just a really lovely and accepting person but

Teachers fall ill just like everybody else and on one particular day she was off sick and we got

A different art teacher to replace her

now this teacher was

notorious for being a hard-ass, but we were cocky second-year students and we figured that we could

Continue on as if the teacher wasn't a substitute

so we were speaking and chatting to each other like we did in every other art lesson

At some point and I have no idea when

The teacher must have told everybody to be quiet

Well, I use mid-flow telling my friends all the exciting gossip

and I didn't hear the teacher telling the class to be quiet

so

While everybody else gradually shut up I kept talking

Next thing. I know this scary-looking old man is right up in my face and he goes

"I said be quiet. What are you deaf or something?"

Oh

Bad idea

Bad idea. You should never say this to a d/Deaf person. You are just asking for it

but what was an even worse idea was probably me being all cocky

And replying to the teacher was uh-uh

" Uh yeah I am actually"

Any student past or present knows that you should never get cocky with a teacher

It is never good to end well

But in this situation I felt 100% justified

And I still do because he was in the wrong and all I did was answer honestly

Well, I tell you this if the room had not been quiet before it was now

it was like one of those western films where the truth cowboys faced each other and just glare

it was a glare off, basically and

there was no chance that I was going to win because I was just a measly

second-year student and he was a teacher so he had all the power

And so he sent me out of the classroom for being cheeky

I was basically told to go and stand outside the door in the corridor

And think about the consequences of back-chatting

And at this point an amazing thing happened

Not only did all my friends start to defend me

But people that had spent the first two years of my high school life

Bullying the hell out of me

Even jumped in to defend me and tell the teacher that I was in fact deaf

So, of course, I thought that there was no way that he could kick me out of the classroom

And, stupidly, I actually expected an apology

How naive I was

Have you ever had one of those teachers that is repeatedly wrong

But they are so egotistical that they will not admit to it?

that was this teacher

And I was still sent out the classroom

I had to awkwardly get up while everybody was still protesting that I am deaf

And walk out and stand in the corridor

Now here comes the even more frustrating part

While I was standing outside the door to the classroom

my guidance teacher walked past

and she saw me and she stopped and she asked why I was standing outside and I explained everything to her a

And her response was "are you sure that's why you were sent out?"

Because why believe the deaf girl, right?

Obviously I insisted that that was the reason that he had sent me out the classroom

And I half expected her to march me back into the classroom and tell this teacher off in front of everyone

Instead she said that she had talked him at lunch time

And then she walked away

So this teacher that I was supposed to be able to confide in and rely on

Left me standing outside the classroom. Like I had done something wrong.

I was later told and I mean like months later

That the art teacher had been told off

But I never received any kind of apology. He never faced any kind of disciplinary action

And I was left to feel like the whole situation

Was entirely my fault

Thankfully the teacher retired like a year or so later, so I didn't have to face him again

but the entire situation made me feel

very aware of my deafness and very aware of being honest about my deafness

I think it probably affected me for even years after high school ended I

I was always very wary about calling audist people out

until I found the YouTube deaf community and the deaf community online

And now, I like to think that I am much braver

And much more confident in telling people when they are wrong

So if the teacher in question is still alive and happens to be watching this video

Then I just want to let you know that you are an effing asshole

If you aren't already aware, I am doing a different d/Deaf related video

Every day for the month of September because September is Deaf Awareness Month

So if you would like to see 25 more videos similar to this one

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I will have the link to the last video in the description box below and hopefully I will see you for

day 6 tomorrow

Bye for now

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